endlessly, i tell you
how they tell you "i love you"
cw: some spice (you can use your imagination)
ft. oikawa tooru, miya atsumu, tsukishima kei
there are few things oikawa tooru is bad at. controlling himself is one of them, at least when it comes to you. right now, perched on his bed and the prior topic of conversation long forgotten, he is peppering kisses onto every exposed surface of your body as if he needs his lips to learn you just as much as his hands.
as for the parts of you that remain unexposed? well, he could take care of that very easilyâand that he does.
he nudges the collar of your shirt down just enough, his breath searing hot against your bare skin. this time, instead of exploring your body, he lingers, and his chaste pecks turn into deep, slow kisses. you can't help but let a noise bubble from your throat at the sensation.
"don't leave a mark, tooru," you plead, your voice straining with effort to remain steady. "i have to be presentable tomorrow."
"you're always perfect," he murmurs, still pressed against your neck. "screw the work dress code."
just as you were about to rebut with a that's not how it works, you feel a sharp nip at your collarbone, and you yelp in surprise.
hours later, when you emerge from the room, you're pleasantly surprised to find that just like how he executes every set for his ace and the way his hair lies after he wakes up every morning, he's perfectly hidden a reminder of himself on you for the next couple days.
miya atsumu is the bane of your existence. or, he might be the reason for itâyou'll never know. all you know right now is that his hands, perched precariously on the hem of your shirt, are dangerously closed to exposing more than you were willing to share at the moment. you feel a slight tug on the fabric, and a whisper in your ear:
"is this okay?"
if you were standing, your knees would have given out from the weight of your heart swelling with adoration. thank goodness you were sitting in his lap instead, legs wrapped around his waist.
you nod, and he wastes no time slipping his fingers under your shirt. his hands rest in the space between your waist and your hips, slotting perfectly into place. the gentle brush of his thumbs sends shivers down your spine that burrow into the furthest reaches of your body. as he buries his face in the crook of your neck, you feel the beginnings of a smile forming on his lips, and on yours, too. your hands are on his, guiding it further up your body, and he takes the liberty of mapping the uncharted hills and valleys of your body. the sounds you make are telltale; there are still things he hasn't made you experience before.
fret notâhe's set on changing that very soon.
you know things are going to get serious when tsukishima kei takes his glasses off when you kiss. long gone were the days of bumping noses and awkwardly clacking teeth, of giggles and hiding burning cheeks. the same hands that concealed your face in embarrassment are now tangled in his hair, pulling his body closer in an ache for more. a roiling sensation sparks and sputters within your abdomen, though it was far from foreign for you. (the only thing is, it was usually felt when you laid alone in the darkness of night, waiting for the overwhelming heaviness of sleep to subdue its consuming fire.) before you could do anything about it, your lips unexpectedly meet air, limbs untangling. you're met with the sight of his face, blond locks disheveled. (what could have possibly been the reason for that?) oh, how pretty he looks. you're about to pout in protest, but his body anticipates your objection. his arm firmly holds you at a distance, and with one swift motion, takes his glasses off with his spare hand.
"look at me," he rasps. be it softly, you knew him well enough to know that it was a command. "i want to see you properly this time. without this in the way," dangling his glasses from his fingertips.
it's ironic, because you spend the better part of the next hour seeing absolutely nothing except stars.
a/n: this marks my return back to this app... i hope the spice is just right because i'm not giving y'all any more ;)
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ft. miya atsumu ಠa three part smau series by yuzurins
part one â part two â part three
extra.
ââtsumu, get off. youâre drooling all over my shirt.â
âno!â atsumu whines, clinging onto you even tighter. âyou canât tell me what to do!â
you sigh and question how youâve gotten into this situation. atsumuâs previous image of being someone admirable had long dissipated, replaced with one quite similar to a golden retriever.
easy to please yet quick to sulk.
itâs cute, and you wouldnât trade the world for it, but itâs quite undeniable that it does get tiring sometimes, especially when you have to be the mature one in order to cancel out atsumuâs childishness.
âoh yeah?â you look down at the arms around your waist. âare you sure about that, atsumu?â
atsumu gasps, loosening his hold slightly, which allows you to take the opportunity to escape his grasp. you exhale in relief, sitting on the edge of the bed with your back towards your boyfriend.
ây/nâŚâ he starts, immediately pouting as he sits like a child with his knees turned out.
âdonât do this first thing in the morning, atsuââ
âdonât say that!â he cuts you off, grabbing your wrist before you get off the bed. âdonât be mad at âtsumuâŚâ
âare you still drunk???â you rub your eyes, still refusing to face him.
âdoes it matter if i am or not?â atsumu turns his head away, scrunching his nose as he lightly tugs on your arm. âis it so wrong to want to snuggle after a long night of drinking?â
you know better than anyone how to play atsumuâs game, and usually by now you wouldâve given in, but after everything thatâs happened yesterday, you feel the need to get back at him just a little.
âthat was your own choice, you know? i told you many times that you would face the consequences of your actions if you drank that much.â
âwell we rarely have time to eat with suna and âsamu, i just wanted toââ atsumu wails, clutching his head in pain. âow, my headââ
before you know it, youâre already at atsumuâs side, grabbing his face with both hands to check his complexion. âare you okay, âtsumu? do you need water? medicine?â
atsumu looks at you for a few seconds, before breaking into a big grin. you gasp quietly as you realize that youâve already fallen into his trap, quite literally by instinct.
âgotcha!â he laughs, pouncing onto you with both arms to trap you in his hold. âno leaving me now.â
you scoff and sit in shock at how silly your boyfriend was. atsumuâs not stupidâhe knows that heâs being difficult, and he knows that he should probably let you out of bed to get ready for the day. but more than that, he knows that heâs the one you care the most about in the entire world, and he used it to his advantage!
what a cunning guy.
with his head turned to you, atsumu nuzzles his left cheek into your shoulder. âjust a little longer? please?â
you smile, finally admitting defeat to those puppy eyes of his. âten more minutes.â
âno!â his grip gets tighter, burying his entire face into your shoulder, and he mumbles, âi need at least an hour!â
atsumu feels you tense up and immediately turns to look over at your face, only to find you trying to hold your giggles back from the tickling feeling that emerges whenever atsumu talks into your shoulder.
âfineâŚâ you reluctantly agree, finally giving in. âbut youâre going toââ
âdeal!â
âyou didnât even let me finish!â
âdonât care, iâll do whatever you want~â atsumu reaches up to give you a peck on the cheek before settling into your shoulder again. âbesides, we rarely ever have days off together. let me enjoy my daily dose of y/n.â
in which your secret crush (who happens to be your best friend's other best friend) decides to hit you up on instagram...
pairing: miya atsumu x f!reader
a/n: trust me i text like this when im wasted (copy and pasted my own texts đ) AGAIN pics are from pinterest im sorry if they arenât an accurate representation, the poses were super cute!! enjoy what ive been hiding in my drafts the past year lol :p
ft. miya atsumu ಠa three part smau series by yuzurins
part one â part two â part three
in which your secret crush (who happens to be your best friend's other best friend) decides to hit you up on instagram...
pairing: miya atsumu x f!reader
a/n: timestamps are somewhat relevant! this is very self indulgent but also someone did approach me like that so i thought i would romanticize it and turn it into a âtsumu smau lol;; this series has been in my drafts for a year now n i was going to post after i finished ttytt but i must let it see the light now^^
Atsumu opposites attract slow burn where the first time they meet is cause atsumu was cleaning the gym late because he was on punishment and ended up spotting reader in the art room quietly finishing a project alone and from then on he had been determined to get to know them
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hes innocent, he does no wrong but yet there are still people who dont like miya atsumu and it just really irritates me. if i ever meet somebody that say they dont like atsumu id distance myself away from them cus something is not right â¤ď¸
heâs proud of his career, his hair, his muscles, of everything about him. he prides himself on being the best. but heâs especially proud of being your boyfriend.
it is in atsumuâs nature to show off every time, and of course he adores showing you off the most. every time that he looks at you, his eyes are filled with admiration and adoration, he looks at you like youâre the most incredible thing that couldâve ever happened to him, which you are.
so when they see the two of you, people are quick to imagine that you are pretty quiet, the one keeping him in check.
they couldnât be more wrong.
like most evenings after going to the gym, atsumu stands in front of the large mirror in your shared bathroom, flexing and inspecting the muscles of his body. he flexes his arms, showing off his biceps, pecs and back, slowly turning around to stare at every possible angle.
and of course atsumu could do all this directly at the gym, he isnât that stupid and does check his muscles there too, but he knows how you get when he shows off his muscles...
as if on cue, you appear into the mirror, leaning against the doorframe, your eyes scanning over your boyfriendâs figure. amused, atsumuâs eyes stay on you as he watches your own roam around his body as you ruffle your hair and bit your lower lip.
âsee somethinâ ya like, babe?â his lips curl into a snarky smirk as he flexs his arms just a tad bit more.
rolling your eyes at his remark, you slowly step closer to him, your eyes still stuck on him. once you reached him, you wrapped your arms around his neck from behind, your nails sliding and scratching against atsumu's skin making him shiver and his expression falter.
âuhm, you look good baby...â you practically purr as your nails slide against his muscles, sinking your teeth in his back and shoulders before kissing the spot.
as if reacting to your voice and touch, his body twitches, aching to be closer and closer to you, his ears and the back of his neck flushing under your praises. âoh yah? think so?â his voice falters as a breathe gets stuck in his throat when you nibbles on his tanned skin.
your small âmhmâ is what breaks him, he turns around, his hands finding their rightful place on your hips, tugging you closer to him as to flush your chest against his naked torso.
immediately, one of your hands ends up on the back of his neck, grazing at his undercut while the other rests on his biceps, squishing to feel the muscles under your touch.
atsumu lets out a real groan, muttering a quiet âfuckâ before flipping you onto his shoulder and rushing to the bedroom while you laugh and kiss his cheek.
the two of you perfectly match each otherâs freak.
⤡ in which⌠you keep interrupting him with kisses while he's talking about his day. ⚠࣪ Ë
The apartment was unusually quiet.
Practice had run late, dinner had been eaten straight out of takeout containers on the coffee table, and now the rain tapped softly against the windows while the two of you occupied the couch.
Or rather⌠You occupied Atsumu.
One of his arms was lazily draped around your waist while your head rested against his chest. His shirt was warm from the shower he'd taken not long ago, and his freshly washed blond hair had already begun sticking up in every direction.
He looked unfairly cozy.
"...An' then Bokuto somehow convinced Hinata ta race him up the stairs," Atsumu said, absentmindedly playing with your fingers. "Coach walked in right as they started, an'â"
You leaned up. Peck. A tiny kiss landed on his cheek.
He blinked. "...Anyway," he continued, smiling despite himself. "Coach just looked at 'em likeâ"
Peck. The other cheek this time.
His sentence dissolved into a little laugh. "...Ya serious?"You simply smiled. "What?" "Nothin'."
He shook his head, trying very hard to look exasperated. "So, as I was sayin'..." He cleared his throat dramatically. "Bokuto nearly tripped over a medicine ball becauseâ"
Peck. Right on the corner of his jaw. "..."
He looked down at you. "...Did ya just interrupt me?" "I don't know what you're talking about." "...Ya absolutely do." "I was listening." "Were ya?" "Mhm." "So what did Bokuto trip over?" You blinked. "...Volleyball?" Atsumu burst into laughter, "YA WEREN'T LISTENIN'!" "I was listening to your voice." He immediately stopped laughing. "...That's..." His ears turned pink. "...That's kinda smooth." "I know."
He pointed at you accusingly, "Yer dangerous."
He tried again. "So then Omi-kunâ"
Peck. "Omi-kun saidâ" Peck. "Baby." "Hm?" "Will ya lemme finish?" You nodded very sincerely. "Of course." "...Promise?" "I promise."
He narrowed his eyes. "I don't trust that face." "My face?" "Yeah." "What's wrong with my face?" "It looks like it's plannin' somethin'." "It would never." "...Liar."
He took a deep breath. "ANYWAY." You giggled.
"Omi-kun said if Bokuto broke another piece of equipment, he was gonna make him clean the entire gym. Then Hinata started laughin', an' Bokuto got all dramatic, an'â"
You gently reached up. Brushed a strand of messy blond hair away from his forehead. He instinctively leaned into your touch.
"...What?" "Nothin'." He smiled softly. "...Keep doin' that."You smiled right back. Instead of answering⌠You kissed his forehead. Very gently. Atsumu completely forgot what he was talking about.
"...Uh..."He blinked once. Twice. "...Where was I?" "You were talking about Bokuto." "Right." "...I think."
He frowned thoughtfully. "Wait..." "...What was Bokuto doin'?" You started laughing. "Oh my gosh." "It's yer fault!" "My fault?" "Yeah!"
He poked your side. "Ya kissed all the thoughts outta my head!" "I don't think that's how brains work." "Well then explain why I forgot." "You have the memory of a goldfish." "I do NOT." "You forgot where your phone was yesterday." "'Cause it was in my pocket!" "Exactly."
Atsumu dramatically sighed. "I see how it is."
He crossed his arms. "I'm bein' sabotaged." "I would never sabotage you." "...Really?" "Mhm."
He leaned closer. "...Then why've ya kissed me..." He pretended to count on his fingers. "...Seven times?"
"Has it been seven?" "It has!" "...Maybe it should be eight."
Before he could reactâPeck. His nose.
Atsumu froze. "...Ya kissed my nose." "I did." "...Ya never kissed my nose before." "I do now." "...I kinda liked it." "I know."
His entire face was pink now. Not just his ears. His cheeks matched the warm glow of the lamp beside the couch. "You keep lookin' at me like that." "Like what?" "...Like I'm cute." You stared at him. "...Tsumu." "What?" "You are cute."
He made the strangest sound. Half laugh. Half whine. "Don't say it so casually!" "But it's true." "...I'm supposed ta be cool." "You can be both." "...Can I be hot too?" "You are." "And cute?" "Mhm." "And funny?" "Sometimes, mostly annoying." "HEY."
He finally gave up on telling his story.
Instead, he looked down at you with the fondest expression you'd ever seen. "...Y'know..." "Hm?" "I really like ya." You smiled. "I know." "No, I mean..."
He rubbed the back of his neck, suddenly bashful despite the grin tugging at his lips. "I really, really like ya." His brown eyes were so bright they almost sparkled. "I get ta tell ya about my day." "I get ta come home ta ya." "I get ta cuddle ya." "...An' then ya randomly decide my face needs kissin'." "It does." "It does?" "Mhm." "...Why?"
You reached up and cupped his warm face between your hands.
His messy blond hair flopped over his forehead, hopelessly untidy from your fingers running through it earlier. His cheeks were rosy. His smile was so wide it made your own impossible to hide. "...Because you're adorable."
Atsumu's brain completely stopped functioning. "...Ya can't just say stuff like that." "I just did." "I know!" He covered his face with one hand. "I can feel myself blushin'!" "You are." "Stop lookin'!" "I can't." "WHY?" "'Cause you're adorable."
He groaned dramatically, letting his head fall onto your shoulder. "I'm never recoverin' from this..." "You'll live." âBarely."
You laughed quietly. Then, almost absentmindedly⌠You kissed his cheek again. Another peck. Then his forehead. Then the tip of his chin. "...Baby." "Hm?" "...Are ya done?" You tilted your head innocently. "...No." "...I had a feelin'."
Before you could steal another kissâAtsumu suddenly lunged. "oofâ!" He wrapped both arms around you, gently pulling you backwards until you both collapsed into a pile of blankets, your laughter filling the apartment.
"Tsumu!" "Nope!" He buried his face against your shoulder, holding you impossibly close. "Ya've officially lost kiss privileges." "I have?" "Mhm." "'Cause ya won't stop interruptin' me!" "But you weren't talking anymore." "...That's beside the point."
You giggled, squirming just enough to peek at his face. His blond hair was an absolute mess now, sticking out in every direction. His cheeks were still bright pink.
And despite all his complaining⌠There it was.
That huge, sunshine-bright smile. The one that crinkled his eyes until they almost disappeared. The one you loved so much. "...You're smiling." "'M not." "You are." "'M frownin'." "That's the happiest frown I've ever seen." He huffed dramatically. "...Fine." "...Maybe I am."
He looked at you for a long moment. Then smiled even wider. "...Can't help it." "Why?"
He squeezed you tighter, as if he was afraid you'd somehow drift away. "'Cause I'm holdin' my favorite person." Your heart melted. "...You're so cheesy." "I know." "...Hopelessly cheesy." "I know." "...Ridiculously in love." His grin turned soft. "Mhm."
He nudged his forehead against yours. "An' I'd choose ya..." He pressed one tiny kiss to your forehead this time. "...Every single day."
You smiled so hard your cheeks hurt. "...You finally got to kiss me back." He gasped dramatically. "...WAIT." "...I WON." "You won?""I got the last kiss!" You laughed so hard you nearly fell off the couch.
Atsumu laughed with you, bright and loud and wonderfully unrestrained, the sound filling every corner of the apartment.
He'd completely forgotten the story he'd been trying to tell. Neither of you cared. Not when the rain was falling outside. Not when you were tangled together beneath a blanket.
And especially not when Atsumu Miya looked at you with that impossibly jolly smileâas though, after everything volleyball had given him, coming home to you was still the very best part of his day.
â ⥠⚠࣪ Ë a note from aika! tysm for reading!!! yes gawd damn I HAD to repost this because TUMBLR FRIGGIN LABELED THIS AS MATURE CONTENT LIKE WHAT NO??? and the problem WAS MY FRIGGIN HEADER like OMG WHY??? anyways thanks for reading!!! this idea randomly popped to my head when I was thinkin bout how adorable atsumu's smile was LIKE UGHH so cute and I honestly rushed this SO IM SORRY FOR ANY MISTAKES!!! I miiiiiight write an osamu version... Maybe maybe... WELL YEA TYSM!!! ⚠࣪ Ë
pretending to be mad at atsumu as a joke is a bit hard, until itâs not.
â¸â¸ cw : Fluff , childish atsumu , slightly suggestive
â¸â¸ husband atsumu miya x fem!reader ŕ˛
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âIâm tired.â You shrug him off.
His hand paused by your thigh, confused as to why youâre acting so cold to him when you were fine an hour ago. To add to his slowly spreading wound, you curled your legs closer to your body and continued to read in silence.
Not one glance his way, no joking smiles that defused the tensionâyou were frowning, a crease forming between your brows, the same one that told him you were annoyed. But at what?
He doesnât remember eating your left overs, he knew better than to mess with your food by now. Did he leave his socks on the floor again?
Surely not. He looked around the living room, the kitchen, then down the hallway. Everything seemed to be normal.
Atsumuâs hand slowly retreated back to his side. For the moment he just watched as you read the new book he bought you yesterday. He noticed how your body was angled away from him, like the thought of being so close to your husband, the love of your life, repulsed you.
He pouted.
âWhatâs all that for?â He tried to put his hand on your leg, you shifted away. Now he was concerned. âBabe?â
Your sigh carried the weight of frustration and barely restrained annoyance. âJust stop it, would you atsumu? Iâm trying to read.â
He narrowed his eyes at you and his pout only intensified. How rude. âYa, the book I bought you.â Respecting your aversion to his touch, he kept his hands away. But that didnât mean he couldnât let lean his face so annoyingly close until you gave him answers. âWhich means you should be paying attention to me.â
You paused in your reading, genuinely caught off guard for the moment. âIn what world does that make sense?â
âMy world.â He straightened, rolling his eyes all dramatic. âAnd Iâm the most handsome love of yer life, therefore Iâm yer world, henceforth this is common logic.â
A beat of silence goes by.
You, staring incredulously at the wall, trying hard not to laugh in disbelief. First of all, when did he expand his vocabulary? Two, thatâs the most stupidest string of thoughts youâve ever listened to. Thatâs saying a lot considering youâre married to him.
Atsumu stared at you with such agonising pride you donât think youâd be able to hold character if you looked at him.
âyou,â a soft breath left you. âAre so incredibly stupid.â
His grin split across his face. Wide and screaming âIâm so winning this argumentâ.âIâm yer stupid, though.â
You gave him a look, one motherâs did to their misbehaving children. âShut up.â
He cocked his head to the side and his grin settled into something softer, teasing. Leaning in now, knowing damn well heâs not in the red zone anymore, he planted a fat kiss on your cheek.
âstill mad?â
âI wasnât mad.â
he stared at you.
Youâre the one grinning now.
âIt was a joke.â
Atsumu huffed loudly. Plucking the book from your hands, he chucked it across the room.
You inhale sharply, panicked. âAtsumu NO!â
Scrambling from the couch, you donât very get far. Atsumu had already reached for you and wrapped his arms around your waist. He pulled you back down onto the couch. You writhe, pushing at his face. He grunted.
âOff, you dog!â
âItâs not that important!â
An offended gasp. âyes, it is!â
âbaaaaaaaabe.â He whines, holding you tighter. Despite knowing you wouldnât be moving an inch, you continued to try. Atsumu lays his whole body against you, pinning you down to the soft cushions with his weight. âDonât be like that!â
âYou threw my book.â Your seething glare makes him smile innocently. Because yes, now you were actually annoyed.
Atsumu leant on his elbows, hair falling messy over his forehead from the struggle. He looked down at you with an intensity that made you swallow thickly.
The treachery is momentarily forgotten as he leaned in, noses brushing against each other as he pressed a soft, featherlight kiss against the corner of your parted mouth,
ââTsumu..â
âTheeere it is.â He kisses along your cheek, against your neck. âHate when you call me my full name.â He paused against the fluttering pulse on your neck.
Your hips shift and he canât help but smile against your neck.
Just as he felt your back arch into him, your hands pressed against his shoulders like you didnât know whether or not you wanted to pull him closer or keep him away, you shove him off the couch.
âACK!â
Your husband laid in a heap of dramatically splayed limbs and muscle. Sitting up, you dust off your hands and huff. There was a warmth to your cheeks that you didnât want to acknowledge even as you glared down at him.
âDonât ever throw my book again, do you hear me?â
âY-yes wife..â he groaned, rolling over and curling into a fetus position. He sniffled, betrayed.
You shake your head in resignation and pick your book back up from the floor, dusting off the cover and walking back to sit down on the couch to continue reading from where you left off. âIf thereâs so much as a crease in these pages atsumu, youâre sleeping outside.â
A teary gaze finds your own. âBut itâs winter.â
atsumu stares at the drawing of himself that you made. inspired by a popular couple challenge, you both wanted to paint each other in 30 minutes and share the final products at the end.
"that looks nothing like me! why is my hair so yellow?" he complains.
"that's because it is yellow," you answer matter-of-factly.
he scrutinizes the painting more closely. "you drew me with a comically evil smile."
"to capture your essence when you're playing on the court," you reply. "anyways let's see your painting then, picasso."
atsumu's mood shifts as he sheepishly turns the canvas around to reveal what you can only assume to be a portrait of yourself. except it might've been the most hideous, color-clashing thing you've ever seen.
"i look awful!" you say incredulously through a fit of laughter.
"don't laugh!" atsumu exclaims. "i put a lot of effort into it. yer just too beautiful to capture in a painting."
"your flattery will get you places," you remark. "though not in the art world. i think you should stick to volleyball."
"yer just too scared to admit that i'll be creatin' the modern day mona lisa soon. with some practice, my stuff's gonna be in famous museums."
you can't help but chuckle at his obvious exaggerations. "whatever you say, 'tsumu. and pigs'll start flying in the sky tomorrow."
ultimately, the two of you decide that painting just isn't for either of you. but despite the comical ugliness of the portraits, they're still displayed on the walls of your shared living room.
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tags and details! ⢠random texts w/ bf atsumu and gn!reader !! Atsumu x reader, smau, post time skip, slight ooc? cursing, suggestive in some slides, atsumu is lowk unpredictable
a/n: YAY ATSUMU SMAU! this was a bit rushed bc i was trying to just get content out but THERES GONNA BE A PT 2!!!! I â¤ď¸ Atsumu. I took a lot of inspo from my suna smau because atsumu is suna in blonde form. thjs smau isnât my best but yk part two is gonna be lit. next smau is either osamu or tsukki!! have fun reading guys
IN WHICH â you drunkenly give your number to atsumu, who then refuses to let you go
EXTRA â swearing, suggestive jokes, somewhat fluff, mentions of alcohol & sex, college au, lowkey mean reader, down bad atsumu
A/N â filler post while i work on my requests đ§ââď¸ this is so rushed and bad im so sorry LMFAOO
cameos: navi (@milkbread11), joan (@/faengelofilum), cass (@imallamaninjaistg), nique (@/showhay)
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kiss me at midnight â haikyuu, miya atsumu x f!reader, established relationship, reader is called "babe" and "baby", fluff, suggestive, 1.2k words
Your hand is in his face before you realize it.
"Mmrph!"
It's so fucking dark.
"'Tsumu?" you whisper, squinting at the shadowy lump next to you. Your boyfriend's familiar fingers wrap around your wrist. "What is it? What's happening?"
Miya Atsumu finally frees his face from your hand. You wince at the wet saliva rapidly drying on your fingers. "Babe," he huffs, "didja hafta shove me?"
"You're the one who did something weird," you shoot back quietly, though your half-asleep brain can't quite remember what that thing was. "Did you⌠lick my hand?"
"Do ya want me to?" Atsumu asks curiously, his large hand sliding up to your fingers. He drops your hand immediately, and even in the dim moonlight filtering into the bedroom you can see him make a face. "Eugh, why's your hand wet?"
Oh, god. Fondness blooms in your chest even as you blink yourself more awake.
You laugh. You can't help it. "You licked it! Why are you acting all surprised?"
"Oh," Atsumu props himself up on an elbow and flicks on his bedside lamp. You squint at the sudden light, shivering against the cool rush of air beneath the blankets as he shifts. "That's 'cause ya put your hand on my face! Jeez, babe, I know ya like touchin' me, but watch the goods."
"I hate you," you laugh. Atsumu grins down fondly at you, backlit by his lamp. Golden strands drift up in a messy tangle, his bed head somehow terrible even though you've only been asleep for â "'Tsumu, why are we awake right now? It's not even midnight!"
His grin grows sheepish. "It's New Year's Eve."
"So? We should be asleep!"
Your boyfriend's half lidded gaze sweeps over your form â you're wearing one of his old t-shirts and a pair of shorts, nothing fancy, so there's no reason for him to be looking at you like that. He licks his lips. "Don't you wanna⌠ring in the new year?"
"No," you say, rolling your eyes. "What, are you planning on jacking off for the next â" you squint at the clock, "â forty minutes? I think your dick might get hand burn or something."
"Well, I was hopin' it'd be in somewhere wetter than my hand," Atsumu mumbles, flopping back into his pillow with a thump. He pulls the blankets back up over your shoulders and grins when you relent and snuggle close.
He's so warm and solid and he smells like your citrus body wash, which he swears he never touches except your bottle always ends up emptying way too fast. You slip your hand up beneath his shirt and smooth along the muscles of his back, smiling to yourself as he presses a kiss to the side of your head.
"I thought you didn't care about new years," you mumble into his neck. "You were whining about your beauty sleep during dinner."
"I wasn't whining," Atsumu splutters. You snicker into his skin and then you kiss him, a featherlight brush against the pulse fluttering in his neck. His grip tightens on your hip. "I was bein' considerate! You had a long day at work, right? I thought ya might wanna have a quiet night. I was givin' you an out."
"What part of waking me up before midnight counts as 'considerate'?" you ask curiously.
"Well, if I made ya cum a few times, you'd be more relaxed and we can both rest easy," Atsumu says.
"And you didn't think of this before we fell asleep earlier?"
Atsumu sneaks his hand down and pinches your butt, grinning into your hair when you yelp and swat at him reflexively. "Sorry, nope," he says. You can feel him half hard against your thigh. "But I can make it up to you."
"I'm sure you could," you breathe, leaning up to kiss the smile off his face. "Is this why you offered to let us get 'beauty sleep' instead of meeting our friends at the shrine tonight?"
"Swear I wanted to let you rest," Atsumu murmurs between kisses. He licks into your mouth with a hum, catching your bottom lip between his teeth as he groans. "My girlfriend's just way too hot. Have you seen her smile? Makes me get butterflies."
"Flirt," you pull back with a grin. He brushes your hair away from your face as you yawn, jaw cracking with the force of it. "Sorry. That wasn't very sexy of me."
Atsumu laughs and kisses the tip of your nose. "You'll always be sexy to me. Want me to turn off the light?"
"Don't you like being able to see me when we fuck?"
Your boyfriend gasps. "Language!"
"Shut up," you laugh. "You're the one with the filthy mouth."
Atsumu just grins, lopsided and soft. He presses a kiss to your forehead. "You really are tired, aren'tcha? Let's go back to sleep. Sorry I woke ya up."
You open your mouth to protest â you can feel him hard against your thigh, and your insides are warm enough to generate some sparks if he just keeps kissing you â but a yawn interrupts you before you can get any words out. Atsumu snorts and reaches behind him to slap the lamp off.
"Sorry, 'Tsumu," you mumble. He tugs you into him, rolling onto his back so that you can rest your head on his chest, tucked into his side. "I can wake you up with a blowjob or something."
"Don't worry 'bout it, baby," Atsumu says quietly. His arm is heavy around your waist, and you feel his other hand shuffling beneath the blankets before he finds one of yours and clasps it above his heart. "I just wanna wake up next to you."
"Is that your only new year's resolution?" you ask sleepily. His heart beats a rhythm you feel in your bones, deep and sure. An anchor to keep you from drifting away.
Atsumu hums. "I wanna win Setter of the Year," he says. "And I wanna get Omi-Omi to give me a high five during a match."
"You should be more realistic. Kiyoomi-kun might spike a ball to the back of your head if you're not careful," you say. "You're definitely getting Setter of the Year, though. You're amazing."
Atsumu chuckles and squeezes your hand. "What about you, babe? Any resolutions?"
"I guess I want to drink more water," you muse, "or else Suna will keep sending me hydration memes."
"I can help ya with that," Atsumu says. Your voices are both low, creeping towards sleep. "Anything else?"
"Mm⌠not that I can think of. Do you have more?"
It's quiet for a bit. You think maybe he's fallen asleep, with the way his breathing is so even, but he squeezes your hand and his heartbeat thunks in his chest.
"I wanna keep wakin' up next to you," Atsumu says. "For the rest of our lives."
You stop breathing.
"I didn't get you a ring yet," he mumbles. "'Samu said I'd pick something stupid."
"AtsumuâŚ"
He squeezes your hand again. "Think I'll make that one come true, too?"
You shift and he's loose, lets you move to prop yourself above him, keeps his hand carefully at your side in case you need help balancing. "Atsumu," you whisper.
"Is it time to kiss for midnight?"
His eyes are glimmering in the moonlight, deep warm pools you could sink into forever.
"Yeah," you say, barely glancing at the clock. "Yeah, I think you've got that one in the bag."
âIâve been thinking,â says Atsumu, propping one leg up on the bench youâre sitting on. You donât even glance up at him from the sandwich youâre eating, cheeks puffed out like a squirrel. Aw. Youâre so cute. He stops to pat your face twice before continuing with his genius plan. âI didnât like the idea at first. Iâm way too good looking for you to look at other guys. But youâre pretty, too. And you definitely deserve more than one boyfriend. So I think I can take weekdays and every other Saturdayâmaybe Sunday morning if youâre feeling peckishâand itâs cool if you want to see someone else in the meantime.â
You take a few more seconds to chew, glaring daggers at him the whole time. He closes his eyes to bask in his own smartitude, and to avoid seeing you trying to kill him with your eyes.
âWeâre not dating,â you say after finally swallowing. âYou are not my boyfriend. And I will see whoever I want, whenever I want.â
âNo, the agreement is every other Saturday and most Sundays,â he says, your words going whistling through the empty space between his ears.
âI didnât agree at all,â you say, getting up and throwing away your sandwich bag. He follows you like a lost puppy, which only makes you feel like putting a leash on him and clipping it to a lamppost so he canât keep bothering you. âYou decided something insane like you always do.â
âWow, so we agree!â He claps his hands together. âJust like when you decided we were broken up without any input from meââ
âItâs not a two-person decision!â You whirl on him, hands on your hips. âWeâre done, âTsumu. Get that through your thick skull!â
His pretty brown eyes are shiny. You grit your teeth and try not to let it sway you. His lip trembles and you almost smack him in the face just in the hopes that hitting the appliance will make it stop malfunctioning. You settle for whacking your chest violently, as if trying to rid yourself of a cough.
âNo,â he shakes his head finally. âNope. Not how it works.â
âIt literally is,â you hiss.
"Do I get visitation?" He begs. "What about our plushies? They need to see their dad?"
"They are inanimate."
"Don't say that!" Atsumu says. "Don't say hurtful things you don't mean."
"Fine," you relent. "You're right. This is the first time it's ever happened."
"Thank you," he sighs deeply, tipping his chin up into the air. The way the sunlight limns his features is unfair, a cruel and unusual biological weapon. He puts his hands together in prayer like it'll sway your opinion. "Anyway, this is a compromise, baby. This is me trying to compromise."
"You can't compromise a breakup," you say. "Are you dumb? Do you know that you're actually dumb?"
"We basically did," he squeezes his eyes shut in case it'll make the prayer work faster. "We didn't stop hanging out, anyway."
"All my stuff is at yours," you argue. "What, am I gonna do my homework at my own house? Without my lucky pencils?"
"Yes," he says. "Wellâno! But you could move it out! If you actually wanted to stop seeing me. So instead this is me compromising."
"That would be insane and inconvenient," you say. "Two boyfriends is way too many."
He cracks one eye open from his extremely devout and holy pose. You have a funny look on your face, like you're about to spit out something unpleasant tasting. He hopes there was nothing bad in your sandwich; he's going to kiss you later and he's almost out of gum.
"One is good, probably," you sigh, putting one hand over your face like you're extremely burdened and weighed down by Atsumu's endless and all-consuming love for you. But you also put your other hand out like a princess waiting for her fingers to be kissed. Atsumu takes it and kisses all the way up your arm, even over your sleeves. "But you're sleeping in the cage."
"The cage is in the bedroom! I still get to be in the bedroom!" Atsumu's joy is ridiculous, infectiousâhe knows he's sacrificing all his dignity to be with you but he doesn't care. Call it a compromise.
âËâšď˝Ą i left my keys on your bedroom floor | miya atsumu
wc: 2.4k
summary: atsumu is the clumsiest guy you've ever met; nothing ever goes to plan, especially when it comes to love.Â
contains: f!reader, use of âmisusâ, mostly fluff with a bit of misunderstanding, reader wears heels, some swears, atsumu thinks heâs going to have a heart attack but itâs just him being him, atsumu is an idiot in loveÂ
a/n: not related to the plot, but take a chance with me and fearless remind me of atsumuâs feels in this one (and paper rings will forever be an atsumu song for me)
part of how to be your lover boy (a valentine's collab by augustinewrites & seiwas)
Atsumu thinks this is the dumbest fuck-up he could have ever fucked up.Â
Wood isnât supposed to feel this cold, but his leg is freezing rested against it.Â
Is this what it means to be weak in the knees?
Out of all places, of all times, Miya Atsumu finds himself knelt down on one knee by your bedside, legs feeling like jello at his attempt to look under your bed for his apartment keys.Â
This wouldnât be a problem at all, really; he kneels down all the timeâfor lunges during training (the bane of his existence if you ask him), for helping his Ma plant those herbs heâs sure she does for Osamu (he hates how the soil sticks to his skin), and for buckling the straps on your heels even, when you need him to (he doesnât like it, only because he prefers you much more comfortable in softer shoes, unchafed ankles and all).Â
So, kneeling isnât really that big of a deal for Atsumuâ
âbut youâre there, standing by the bathroom door, staring at him with overwhelming surprise, evidently anticipating something serious enough to bring tears to your eyes.Â
This is wrong. It isnât at all what youâre thinkingâhe was just looking for his keys.Â
ââTsumâŚâ you choke out, mouth partially covered by your shaky hand.Â
Fuck, if this isnât the worst way he could possibly do this.Â
Heâs sure his eyes are wide, brows furrowed by a mixture of worry and regret.Â
âWait,â he holds two hands up, slowly coming to a stand, âSânot what ya think.âÂ
This is seriously the dumbest way he could fuck this up.Â
The expression on your face drops, warmth rushing to your cheeks. If Atsumu could describe how you look, heâd call it worse than heartbreakâthe horror in your eyes flashing embarrassment and the creases between your brows screaming rejection; what once were lifted cheeks have now sunk, turning into an undeniable frown.Â
There are tears threatening to spill from your lash line, for a different reason now, he thinks, and itâs all his faultâit makes his heart break that heâs the sole culprit.Â
And the sick thing is, despite all this, he still finds you the most beautiful thing heâs ever seen, backlit by a halo of fluorescent white that heâs tempted to drop everything he originally planned just to do it right now.Â
âO-oh,â you mumble, âsorry, I just thoughtââ you close your eyes, taking a deep breath, ânevermind, that was stupid of me, Tsum.â
When you open your eyes, a single tear falls, and he tries not to comment on how you wipe it quickly, feigning a smile as you walk past him, mumbling something about making breakfast and preparing his lunch for when he heads out.
And, well, he feels shitty, thatâs for sure. One, for making you cry, and two, for even making you think, just for a second, that he doesnât want to marry you.Â
It wasnât stupid of you to assume he was proposing at all. Heâs hinted at it enough in the past few years, calling you âthe misusâ enough times when mentioning why heâs heading home early from post-game dinners and parties. His Ma keeps a photo of you and him in his childhood home, and Osamuâs given you a family discount at Onigiri Miya now, too (which is only 1% higher than the friends one, but itâs the fact that he considers you as family that makes it feel much larger).Â
He likes coming home to you, likes that you donât force him to do anything. That if he chooses to stay out, itâs all fine by youâheâs just stopped looking for that kind of life anymore; itâs a lot more fun getting to cuddle up on the couch with you.Â
His legs still tingle, and he crouches down again with a big sigh. The silver key is there, glistening from the light directed from his phone, and he reaches to grab it, fishing for the metal that, if heâs being quite honest, hasnât fully served its purpose in the past three years anyway.Â
Four years together, and Atsumu has lived with you for most of them. The only reason you still have separate places by name is because of the apartment he owns in Osaka, meant for training season and game days.Â
Other than that, home has always been your place.Â
And lately, heâs been thinking of moving somewhere where home can now officially be both of yoursâitâs the whole reason he was looking for his keys in the first place, with property managers and realtors coming in to assess the space.Â
The new placeâheâs hoping for it to be somewhere in the middle of both you and him, maybe a bit bigger, who knows? He was planning to ask you about it after the proposalâthe one heâs planned and has been trying so hard to keep a secret from you.Â
Itâs a miracle heâs managed to keep it this hush so far. Heâs got the ring, the venue, the speech, and has even asked Osamu to take the video (even though he knows heâll never let him live down every jitter and stutter heâs bound to make). And the date, the oh-so-important Valentineâs day that youâll both remember forever.Â
The living room is awfully quiet when he steps into it, no sign of you and your usual humming to whatever songâs been stuck in your head. He walks to the kitchen counter, eyeing a plate of eggs with a bit of fried rice; you packed his lunch, just like you always haveâfatty tuna with some rice and vegetables on the side.
Atsumu thinks he could cry, his upper lip already trembling as he stares at the piece of paper in front of him.Â
Written in your delicate handwriting is a short note: âgrabbing some grocery, be back later.â signed with nothingâno âlove youâ, no âsee you laterâ, no xâs and oâs. Just nothing. It sucks even more because the grocery is your place, your one escape when heâs upset you enough that you canât even look at him.Â
Yet, you still made him breakfast, and you still packed his lunchâthatâs the only thing giving him hope that he hasnât fully fucked this up.Â
.
âSamu, I think am gâna die.âÂ
The scenery beside him whizzes past quickly, creating a blur of blue, green, and white. His head leans against the window, and he adjusts an earbud, increasing the volume to hear the call better.Â
Osamu sighs on the other end, the sound of clinking pans and crinkling plastic muffled in the background.Â
âYâsaid that tâMa the last time, whatâs it now?âÂ
Atsumu groans, the memory still fresh in his mind; when he called his Ma a little over three years ago, he was a stuttering mess, breath unsteady and voice shaky at 1:00 a.m. The pounding in his chest would not stop, he thought for sure he was going to have a heart attack.Â
His Ma diagnosed him all right, called it a serious case of âin love with youââbecause, when he recounted everything he could have done to cause any potential uptick of his heart rate, all he could talk about was you. How you held his hand and laughed at his jokes, called him handsome even when he was sweaty and gross; how you nursed him to health even though he was probably stinky and dehydrated from an insane diarrhea episode.Â
All these years later, and heâs even more in love with you.Â
âI fucked it up, âSamu. The plan ân everythinâ? Poof.â he gestures with his hands, even though he knows audio call doesnât allow him to be seen. âDunnow if thereâll even be ânyone tâpropose to.âÂ
Then, he tells Osamu everythingâthe search for his keys, kneeling on the floor, the mistaken proposal but how he would have done it there, how he wanted to but didnât because he actually managed to plan something and didnât want to throw it away.
But then he said it all wrong, then you cried, and he really did mess it up; he wasnât even able to say goodbye. Heâs miss-called you thrice and youâve only replied with âcanât talk right now.â (which he knows is suggested text because you always say âlater, baby.â or something else more time-efficient).Â
âYa dumbass,â Osamu sighs again, words still sharp but tone a bit more rounded, âjust give it time, ân stop catastrophizinâ. Yâve put yâself in stupider situations ân hav always made it somehow.âÂ
Atsumu feels like crying, again, but Osamuâs always right. He lets out a tear or two, maybe a sob for another five minutes, and when he recovers into small sniffles, Osamu tells him to get some sleep to clear his headâheâs holding the line in Onigiri Miya during peak time.Â
.
His Osaka apartment feels even emptier than usual even though it shouldnât be all that different. Meetings with realtors and property managers finished an hour ago and all they need is the go signal from him before they put the property up for lease.Â
He was supposed to stay here until the end of the week, to meet with PR for sponsorship deals and brand campaigns throughout the year. But, the only (non-suggested) text he received from you today was an indication that you were home and heading in early for bed (which, he knows is a lie, because a new episode of your favorite show is airing tonight and thereâs no way youâre missing it after last weekâs cliffhanger).Â
And he canât, just canât, leave you thinking that he doesnât want to marry you.Â
So he decides, fuck it, and packs it upâbooks a last minute train ticket back to you and hopes to god that he gets the words right this time.Â
.Â
Heâs never been this nervous in his life.Â
The olympics is a close runner-up, but nothing compares to this, standing outside your door with his finger hovering over the doorbell. Itâs funny, because he has your keys, knows your passcode tooâbut it feels wrong entering your space without the assurance that you still want him to.Â
What makes him ring the bell is the sickening twist in his stomach that warns him: this fuck-up could make him lose you.
So he presses it once, then twice for good measure, and before he can do it thrice, youâre opening the door, in sweatpants and a hoodie (his hoodie) as you rub the puffiness out of your eyes.Â
Youâre beautiful like this, too, he thinksâdressed in his clothes, staring at him with those eyes, standing in front of him and looking like the rest of his life.Â
âPlease donât break up witâ me.âÂ
The words stumble out of him freely, with barely any time for him to process it. Atsumu feels each pounding in his chest and knows now, just as his Ma said, that itâs all the love he has yet to let out.
âIââ he begins, hesitating. Heâs still wearing the same joggers and bomber jacket from this morning.
His hands clench into fists and he pushes them in his pockets, unsure what to do with them; the bottom of his lip trembles and itâs starting to make sense why people tell him and Osamu apart by âthe one who always criesâ.Â
âT-this morninâ,â he looks up to find you leaning against your door, listening, âWas lookinâ âround cos I left mah keys on yâr bedroom floor.âÂ
You nod, tilting your head to urge him on.Â
âAnd I was kneelinâ,â he breathes out, âand yâthought it was somethinâ else, but I said it wasnât. And I shouldnât âav âcos it came out all wrong and it wasnât what I planned. Then ya cried but still made me breakfast ân lunch and it was good, just like everythinâ ya make is. But ya went to the grocery, and baby,â he chokes up, tears falling, ââm sorry. Sânot what I meant. Please donât break up witâ me.âÂ
Atsumu is a bumbling, stumbling, stuttering mess as he cries in front of you, his incoherent rambling a jumble of all his mixed-up feelings. Heâs sure he looks dumb as hell right now, a fully grown man in tears at your doorâbut your brows furrow in concern, jaw tightening as the pout on your lips deepens. Then, you take a step closer, arms stretched out to pull him into your shoulder for a hug.Â
This is why Atsumu loves youâ
This is why Atsumu has never been more sure of the future he wants.Â
âbecause, even when heâs fucked things up and has made an absolute mess of himself, youâre always there, picking him right back up.Â
âTâsokay Tsum,â you hush, rubbing circles on his back, âthereâs no need to explain.âÂ
He sniffles, tucking his face against your neck. Itâs impossible to miss the sadness underlying your comfort.Â
Youâre wrongâitâs not okay, and he absolutely has to explain.Â
After heâs calmed down and the tears have subsided, he pulls away, rubbing his nose with the back of his hand and apologizing for all the snot he left on your hoodie.Â
You look confused and a little bit surprised as he takes a step back away from you, his hand immediately reaching inside the pocket of his joggers.Â
âYâknow I canât keep anythinâ from ya, right, baby?â he flashes you a small smile, a little nervous.Â
You nod, because itâs true. Not a single birthday or celebration has ever surprised you because Atsumuâs always ruined it; he just canât keep a secret from you. Either that, or things just never go accordingly.Â
âWell, I kept this one real good. Planned it ân all. Had everythinâ set.â
The velvet box in his pocket is smooth to the touch, his fingers turning it over. It feels tangible and real now, a momentâs away from his life being changed, forever.Â
He feels like crying again.Â
âWas gâna do it on Valentineâs, âcos I had it all rehearsed ân shit.âÂ
Realization dawns on your face, eyes wide and your chest caught on holdâas if youâre expecting the wrong assumption again.Â
But when Atsumu gets down on one knee, reaching from his pocket to present to you a ring hidden in red velvet, his fingers tremble when he says, âKnow sânot Valentineâs, but can I be your forever Valentine?âÂ
You blink once, then the tears fallâthe smile on your face is a little bit wobbly but an awful lot in love. You kneel on the floor with him, your hand reaching out to cup his cheek, pulling him in for a kiss.
The both of you are a tear-y mess on the floor, but when you part, he leans his forehead against yours, ring held up between his fingers as he asks just to be extra sure, âSo⌠sânot a goodbye kiss is it?âÂ
You smack him on the chest before slipping in your finger.Â
âSâa yes kiss, Tsum.â
thank you notes: @augustinewrites for suffering through this atsumu train with me & @soumies + @mysugu for helping me with tsumu characterisation and for listening to me ramble abt this fic!!
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You walked into the club for the so-called Halloween party that your friend had begged you to go to.
The music was so loud you couldnât even hear what she was saying all the way from the entrance to the table where your group was sitting.
The smell of marijuana was stronger than the smell of liquor, which wasnât surprising since the hosts were none other than the popular basketball team players, famous for doing all kinds of drugs, but also for throwing the best parties.
It wasnât like you liked the basketball players, but you definitely preferred them over the volleyball players, at least for the last few weeks.
Because, due to your not-so-smart decision to confess to your friend of many years, Miya Atsumu, you were rejected and didnât dare show your face to them anymore.
It wasnât like you were ashamed, he was lucky to even be one of your options.
But you felt like crap after how it all happened.
âWhat?â he said as soon as your sentence left your mouth.
âI just had to say something. It felt like absolute horror keeping that to myself,â you blurted out.
âBut why?â he asked, his eyebrows furrowing as he scratched the back of his neck, looking down at you.
You shrugged, only to be met with an almost conflicted chuckle.
âWhat else do you want me to say? I like you, thatâs it,â you continued, crossing your arms over your chest.
âBut you like like me,â he said, except now it sounded more hurtfulâthe way he said it, with no concern for you.
âIs it so damn hard to see me as a person of interest? Am I that bad of a person for you not to even think of me romantically?â you asked, your voice turning desperate.
His face turned shocked as he watched your eyes fill with tears.
âYou donât have to say anything. Nothing has to change.â You hung your head low.
âYou just donât have to be a dick about it,â you finally said before turning around.
âIâm sorry,â he finally spoke.
You felt a mix of relief and hurt in a way you couldnât explain.
You finally told him, but he didnât reciprocate those feelingsâthe feelings that made your head hurt when you heard his laughter, when you watched him play volleyball, when he helped you when you got hurt, when you went to prom together after your date didnât show.
You understood that this might happen, but you had hoped he felt at least a little of what you felt for him.
âIâll see you later,â you ended the rejection quickly before running away to your next class before he could finish his sentence.
And that was how you ended up not showing up to any of the schoolâs volleyball matches for the last few weeks.
You didnât even stay long after classes, scared that heâd try to talk to you.
Because in truth, you were scaredâscared of ruining your friendship or hopeful relationship.
But you were also scared of being humiliated again.
So today you finally had the guts to leave the house to do something your friend convinced you would be fun.
You decided to dress up as a vampire, a not-so-difficult outfit.
When you finally got to your group, they greeted you excitedly, happy that you finally joined a hangout after all the ones you canceled over the last few weeks.
To get your mind off things, your friend dragged you onto the dance floor.
You almost stumbled into every drunk person on your way while your eyes wandered everywhere but in front of you.
Your head suddenly crashed into something tall and firm.
Looking up, you saw Atsumuâs twin, Osamu, playfully glaring down at you.
You looked for your friend, who had suddenly disappeared from your sight.
âWhat do we have here?â he said, raising your chin with his thumb.
He scanned your face before ruffling your hair.
âVampire, huh?â he chuckled, earning a small smile from you.
âWhat about you?â you asked, looking him up and down, which was hard as the lights flickered green.
âBatman, to match with my brother.â
Your eyes widened at his response.
You quickly looked around as you realized Atsumu was somewhere in the club.
Osamu shook his head at your reaction.
âStill havenât made up?â he teased, pinching your cheek.
Slapping his hand away, you quickly turned around to walk back to your friend.
âIâll see you later, Osu,â you yelled as you walked away from his smirking expression.
When you finally found your friend, you saw her dancing closely with some stranger, half-drunk and half-sober.
On the way over, she had talked about you both needing to loosen up around other guys, so you guessed she was doing that on your behalf.
You sighed as you looked at her being all busy without you.
When you turned to walk over to the bar, your eyes landed on another pair you found painfully familiar.
The same brown eyes you used to stare at across the classroom.
There he was, dressed as the Joker, leaning against the wall with a blunt between his fingers. Atsumu.
His eyes locked with yours in a haze.
You quickly looked away as your heartbeat quickened and heat rose to your face.
You gathered yourself and tried to walk away just as you saw him start walking toward you, when you bumped into another person.
This one smelled so strongly of alcohol that you felt dizzy.
You didnât even look up before his hands were all over you, snaking around your waist.
You tried to get out of the manâs grip, your eyes still searching for Atsumu.
When a hand neared your chest, you quickly yelled louder.
âDonât touch me!â your voice drowned in the loud music.
Not even a second later, a punch landed across the manâs face, sending him flying to the floor.
Your eyes widened as you looked up to see Atsumu with rage in his eyes.
He practically jumped on top of the man, throwing a few more punches before his friends pulled him away.
When they finally calmed him down, his entire focus turned to you.
He quickly walked over, his bloody knuckles cupping your face.
âAre you hurt?â he asked urgently.
Your eyes widened again as your hands met his.
When he finally realized what he was doing, he quickly pulled away.
Seeing his reaction felt like a knife to your already aching heart.
You turned on your heel and walked away, disappearing into the crowd.
You walked into the bathroom, stopping in front of the mirror.
You looked at your face, tear-stained and your makeup ruined.
You shook your head before wiping away some of the smudged makeup.
You felt even worse than before you came to the club.
You had done your makeup in case he was there, you always did.
Now everything felt like a waste after how he reacted when he touched you.
You tried to wipe away more makeup as tears kept streaming down your cheeks.
When you finally calmed down, you walked out, not bothering to look up as you headed for the exit.
You quickly texted your friend that you were leaving before stepping out into the freezing cold of late October.
To your side, you saw Atsumu sitting in a squat.
His Joker makeup was messy, his tie loosened, and many of his shirt buttons undone, his chest bare to the freezing air as he stared into nothing.
You finally built up the courage to walk up to him.
He didnât look up until your shadow fell over him.
His lips were pressed into a straight line, his eyes tired.
âWhat happened to you?â you asked quietly, looking down at him.
âYou,â he said, suddenly grabbing your hand, pulling you down, and pressing his lips to yours.
Your head spun as you let him kiss you without pulling away.
Was he drunk or something?
It wasnât like you didnât enjoy it or kiss back, but you had your doubts.
When you finally pulled away, you saw tears in his eyes.
âIâm sorry,â he began. âI canât hide it anymore. I love you. Iâve been trying to see you, to talk to you these past weeks.â
âI was a fool for not taking your confession the right way. I was a jerk, I am a jerk. But please donât stay away from me. I canât live without you. I canât breathe without you.â
With every word, your eyes teared up more.
âEvery match, every class, every second without you was torture. I miss youâyour laugh, the stupid noises you make, how you snore when you fall asleep in class. I miss everything about you,â he blurted out.
He stood up, pulling you into his chest while stroking your hair.
âI love you, not just like you. Iâm sorry for being a stupid idiot and not telling you sooner. Please forgive me,â he sobbed into your neck.
The smell of smoke hit your nose as you gently pushed him back to give yourself space.
âI hope youâre serious,â you chuckled through your tears.
He nodded through his own tears before leaning in to give you another passionate kiss.
A/n: ive been really busy with work and stuff so imma try to post those that i have a lot of sudden motivation to make. (suna fic coming soon)
In which Osamu asks his brother to keep you company while you're closing the shop alone one night. And it wouldn't be an issue...if Atsumu wasn't the bane of your goddamn existence ever since your stupid drunken hookup years ago.
wc: 3.7k
c: 18+, smut, enemies to lovers speed run, the complete and utter defilement of onigiri miya (sorry osamu), miscommunication, fingering, unprotected p in v, atsumu is down so bad and also he's an idiot, protective!atsumu, miya twin banter, best friend!osamu
âAbsolutely not.â
Osamu pauses in the middle of counting cash at the register and glances up to follow where your narrowed gaze is focusedâa head of blonde hair on its way through the front doors of Onigiri Miya.Â
âI didnât want ya closinâ alone,â Osamu replies, returning his attention to the stack of bills in his hand.Â
âHey dickhead, I hope yer feedinâ me for this!â
Instant headache.Â
Instant fucking headache.Â
You let out a long-suffering, exaggerated sigh, pinching the bridge of your nose. âYouâre only leaving an hour early. I can handle this alone, Osamu. I promise.â
Osamu closes the register, turning around to look at you with his arms crossed. âItâs a Saturday night. I donât like you dealinâ with the drunk stragglers by yourself.â
Glancing around, you pick up the only vaguely threatening object within armâs lengthâa plastic spork. âI know self defense.â
Raising an eyebrow, Osamu glances from your face to the small utensil clutched between your fingers. âWouldnât be the first time Tsumuâs been stabbed with a spork,â he mutters.Â
âFooooooooooood,â said twin dramatically whines, plastering himself across the counter like a fainting Victorian maiden.Â
âGet yer sweaty ass offa there,â Osamu grunts, snapping a rag against Atsumuâs arm.Â
He yelps, muttering something under his breath before finding a normal sitting position on the stool.Â
âAlright, now get outta here so youâre not late for your date,â Atsumu chides, running a hand through his hair.Â
Itâs obnoxious, actuallyâthe way he still manages to look infuriatingly attractive even with his sweaty bleach-blonde hair sticking up in every direction, his face still flushed and voice a little hoarse from practice. At the very least, he had the decency to toss on a clean black tee with MSBY emblazoned in large gold letters across the back.Â
You hate Atsumu Miya and his stupidly perfect face.Â
And his calvesâwho the fuck has calves that nice.Â
You also hate Osamu, your best friend and boss, for unceremoniously dumping your least favorite Miya into your lap at 8 oâclock on a Saturday night.Â
âItâs not a date,â Osamu yells from the office, walking out with a jacket slung over his shoulder.
âLooks like ya showered for once today, dirtbag,â Atsumu shoots back, mouth full of rice. âSounds like a date to me.â
âChoke,â Osamu deadpans as he heads for the door, ââŚbut not in here. Donât have time for all that paperwork.â
Atsumu salutes his brother as you stand in the middle of the shop with your hands wrapped around the broom.Â
âCanât promise what kind of paperwork youâre gonna have to do after leaving us alone together,â you mutter.Â
Osamu leans in, patting the side of your face. âJust promise me youâll mop up the blood.â
â
Youâve known the Miya twins for years now, though it was Osamu that you first became friends with after a shared class in your second year of university.Â
Atsumu was more like the miserable cold that you accidentally bring home from vacation.Â
The miserable cold who youâre instantly, stupidly attracted to from the moment his brother introduces him to you. Who you end up drunkenly making out with in bed after a party one night.Â
Who passes out midway through and disappears before youâre awake the next morning. Â
Who had a fucking girlfriend at the time, unbeknownst to you. Knowledge courtesy of Osamu, who nearly undeservingly took a textbook to the head when he told you.Â
Who, to this day, three years later, has never even acknowledged that it happened.Â
It wouldnât have been so bad if you hadnât been harboring a stupid crush on him for months. And if perhaps youâd been a little more drunk, enough to forget the taste of his lips, the press of his fingertips into your hips. But naturally, that little hiccup drove an irrevocable wedge between the two of you, leading you to regard the blonde Miya in a perpetually antagonistic manner until the end of time.Â
Such is life.
âI think you might rile âim up better than even I can nowadays,â Osamu had observed once, after Atsumu balked in aggravation when you returned from picking up everyoneâs fast food orders and handed him a kidâs meal instead.Â
Atsumu, never one to back down from a challenge, met your piss poor attitude in spades, going so far as to barge in on your dates on occasion, plopping right down at the table and obnoxiously stuffing whatever appetizer was in front of him into his mouth like youâd invited him.Â
â
Surprisingly, despite the restaurantâs minimal square footage, the two of you manage to avoid one another for the next forty-five minutesâAtsumu quietly sits at a table watching game replays on his phone while you wipe down the counters.Â
You almost forget heâs there, until the bell above the door dings to announce whatâll probably be the last customer of the night.Â
Andâfuck.Â
Osamu kicked this guy out last week when he wouldnât take no for an answer after you refused to give him your number.Â
âHey pretty girl,â a tipsy voice slurs as the man settles down at the counter.Â
âSorry, weâre about to close,â you tell him, not looking up from the pile of receipts youâre sorting on the other side.Â
âSânot why Iâm here,â he chuckles.Â
Take a hint, buddy.Â
âWeâre closing soon,â you repeat firmly.Â
A hand grasps your wrist, and you yelp as he murmurs, âWhatâre you doing after this?â
âGet your fuckinâ hands off of her, and get the fuck out,â a cold voice interrupts.Â
A hand clamps down firmly on the manâs shoulder, and you watch the pain flit across his face as fingertips dig into his collarbone.Â
âNow,â Atsumu adds, his voice so harsh it brokers no room for argument.Â
You may call yourself an expert in Miya antagonization. But as you look at Atsumuâs stormy, furious expression, the tense set of his jaw, you realize that youâve never seen him truly angry.Â
Not like this.Â
The man quickly gets up from the stool, putting his hands up in front of him as he stumbles backward and says, âI didnât mean anything by it, man.â
âI donât give a fuck,â Atsumu replies, his voice low. âIâm sure my brother was a real nice guy when he told ya to leave last time. I ainât nice. Donât fuckinâ come back here.â
The silence is deafening when the front door swings shut, broken only by the sound of Atsumu twisting the lock into place and flipping the sign to CLOSED. Your heart, meanwhile, is frantically pounding in your chest.Â
Atsumu wasnât even here when that happened last week, which means Osamu must have told him for whatever reason, andâŚ
âYou alright?â
Atsumu interrupts you from your thoughts, and you glance up to find a disarmingly concerned expression burrowed into his features.Â
âYeahâŚthanks,â you exhale, quickly turning around to busy yourself with anything but staring at the downward curve of his lips.Â
You have all of ten seconds to yourself before Atsumu comes to stand beside you behind the counter, idly tidying a pile of napkins as he explains, âSamu was worried that creep might come back, so he was gonna cancel his plans tonight so you wouldnât be alone if he did. I told him Iâd come make sure ya were alright.â
Youâre not sure why, but suddenly, youâre angry.Â
Youâre really fucking angry.
Maybe itâs because youâre a little raw in the wake of the adrenaline rush from that uncomfortable encounter, a little shaken by the strangerâs boldness and the way Atsumu stepped in without a second thought.  Â
Maybe you swear it looked like Atsumu was about to reach out to you afterward, his hand falling back to his side in an aborted gesture between one breath and the next.Â
âSince when do you care if Iâm alright, Atsumu?â
Atsumu startles beside you. âThe fuckâs that supposed to mean?â
âI mean, you led me on years ago and nearly fucked me at a partyâyou probably would have, if you didnât pass out in my bed halfway through taking off your pants. You disappeared the next morning, failed to inform me that you had a girlfriend, and then conveniently acted like it never fucking happened.â
He stares at you, mouth slightly agape. âIâm sorry, I what now?â
You turn to face him fully, crossing your arms, an incredulous look on your face. âYouâre joking, right?â
âWas thatâŚohâŚ.â Atsumu scratches the back of his head, trailing off. âThatâs the night I blacked out.â
âI mean yeah, you were kind of trashed.â
âNo, like thatâs the night that made me realize I had to cut back on drinking. Iâve got no memory of what happened. Zero. Havenât drank that much since.â
âSo was it not concerning that you woke up in my bed?â you ask, brows furrowed.Â
âI hardly knew ya back then. Didnât even know that was your dorm room, and you were hogginâ all the covers. Couldnât even see yer face before I panicked and crawled my hungover, half-dead ass back to me and Samuâs.â
Well, this is certainly news to you.Â
ââŚand Osamu never told you.â
Well, why would he, after you spent two hours bitching to him about it and then threatened to never speak to him again if he made the situation even more embarrassing by telling Atsumu you were upset.Â
âNope,â he replies, popping the p for emphasis before sobering a bit as he says in a more serious tone, âIâm sorry. For doing that to you, and for forgetting that it happened.â
You reach out, punching Atsumu in the shoulder.Â
âThe fuck was that for?â he exclaims.Â
âSo why have you been such an insufferable jackass all these years?â
Atsumu raises his eyebrows, looking affronted. âYou havenât exactly been a ray of sunshine either, sweetheart.â
Well, true.Â
But still.Â
(You try to ignore what the stupid pet name does to your heart, which is currently in the midst of a traitorous backflip inside of your chest.)
âAt least I didnât barge in and ruin your dates for no reason,â you glare.Â
âThat was like, twice,â Atsumu defends himself. âMaybe three times.â
You stare at him.Â
âThe fourth time doesnât count, that guy was a dickhead. Samu wanted to punch âim, too.â
âYou ate an entire basket of breadsticks.â
Atsumu shrugs, taking a step closer to you. âTheyâre bottomless for a reason.â
Youâre not sure when it happened, but youâre pressed up against the prep counter in the back of the shop, and one of Atsumuâs hands is resting on the cool metal surface beside your hip. Not quite touching you, but you swear you can feel the heat of him all the same.Â
âYou ruined my dates for breadsticks?â you ask quietly, holding his gaze.Â
Atsumuâs thumb twitches, and you feel the featherlight touch through your jeans. âI ruined your dates because I was jealous.â
Blood rushes in your ears, your mind struggling to comprehend the rush of emotion flooding through you. Embarrassment, elation, shock, annoyanceâand something else, something with a darker, richer edge.Â
Something that has the next words tumbling from your lips before you can stop them, âDid you think doing that was going to make me take you home and fuck you instead?â
Atsumu has the decency to flush, but he only further closes the gap between your bodies, his nose brushing against yours as he replies, âI hated how much you hated me. And I hated how much I still wanted you.â
âYouâre an idiot, Miya.â
He laughs.Â
He laughs, and itâs a low, rich sound that dances down your spine and curls up low in your belly.
âYeah, yer probably right,â he exhales, his breath hot against your lips. âI should probably find another tactic.â
âIâve heard drunken hookups work wonders,â you sigh, voice tinged with sarcasm.Â
His free hand comes to rest on your other side, effectively caging you in. âIâd have to be a fuckinâ idiot to fumble the bag with you twice.â
âWho said Iâm still interested?â you reply, putting an inch of space back between your mouths, if only for the sake of your own sanity.Â
Atsumu hums. âI do have eyes, ya know.â
You donât miss a beat, âMaybe Iâm secretly dating your brother, and I just objectively like the look of your face, as his twin. Like a natural, biological reaction.â
You glare at him. âThe fuckâs that supposed to mean?â
Atsumu smirks at your indignation. âYouâre outta his league.â
âAnd what exactly is my league?â
âSome stupid, sweaty pro volleyball player whose got it pretty damn bad for ya, who would settle for a hate fuck at this point if thatâs all ya wanna give him.â
You know Atsumu clocks the way your breath hitches in your throat, the slight widening of your pupils that you canât disguise at the bald, shameless truth of his words. Â
The look on his face is so ridiculously endearing, you want to kiss it right off.Â
Pushing yourself upward with your palms, you sit up on the counter, and Atsumu shifts forward to stand between your legs.
âOsamu would kill us.â
His nose caresses yours again, and he rests one hand on the side of your face. âFor doing something other than fightinâ? Heâd throw a party.â
âFor turning Onigiri Miya into a house of ill repute.â
Atsumu chokes.
âBut thereâs just one little thing, Atsumu,â you continue.Â
âWhatâs that?â he asks carefully, each word a huff of warm air dancing across your mouth.Â
You exhale, shuddering at the feeling of Atsumuâs other hand idly tracing the exposed sliver of skin between your t-shirt and jeans. âCan you handle me?â
Atsumuâs thumb skirts across the bottom of your chin before he leans in, mouthing his next words against your lips, âHave I ever told you how hot it is when youâre mean to me?â
Your answering laugh is swallowed by a kiss, an all-consuming kiss that has you gasping into Atsumuâs mouth as he licks his way into yours.Â
Thereâs no preamble for the way Atsumuâs tongue dances across your own, the thorough way he tastes youâthe groan that rumbles in his throat as you take his bottom lip between your teeth.
Kissing Atsumu Miya is like setting a wildfire loose in your chest, all the oxygen swallowed up by his greedy, hungry heat. Your nerves thrum, the vibration rattling to the tips of your toes, and youâre helpless to resist the urge to pull him closer.
The second one of your legs begins to hike up around Atsumuâs waist, he grabs both, urging you to wrap your thighs around him, and he groans into your mouth as you find yourself flush with the solid proof of his arousal.
âYa have no fuckinâ clue how bad Iâve wanted you,â he murmurs, drawing a keening noise from your lips as he hotly mouths his way down the side of your neck.
On the court, Atsumu Miya is an indomitable force. Heâs unwaveringly confident and effortlessly sure of himself as a setter, always in control.
The crowd falls quiet, the ball follows his trajectory.
Itâs a practiced dance, and heâs the conductor.
But here, pressed up against the counter in his brotherâs restaurant, with your fingers tangled in his hair and his warm, soft hands sliding up beneath your shirt to clutch your waist, thereâs a lawless, frantic edge to him. For every precise, focused moveâlike a kiss to the sensitive spot behind your ear that he somehow just knows will make you gasp, and the dizzying way he cups the back of your head when he kisses you deeperâyou can feel the wild, barely-restrained desire in the unfiltered chorus of groans youâre not even sure heâs aware are falling past his lips.
Itâs slippingâhis control.
And you donât want him to stop.
âAtsumu,â you whine into his mouth when he finally, finally slides a hand up under your bra, cupping your breast and teasing at your sensitive, pebbled nipple.
âYeah?â he pants, kissing his way around the curve of your jaw, only pausing to help you in your endeavor to take off your shirt.
He wastes no time in unclipping your bra, his deft fingers making quick work of the clip, and his expression is nothing short of lustful reverence when he takes in the sight of your naked breasts before him.
âFuck,â he murmurs quietly, taking a breast in each of his palms while he leans in to press a kiss to your sternum, and whatever you were going to say promptly exits your mind a beat later. Wet, hot heat engulfs your nipple, and you glance down, nearly choking on your own spit at the sight of Atsumu sucking on your breasts.
Rocking your hips into him, you let out a breathy whine at the feeling of his hard cock pressing into your cunt, the fabric of his athletic shorts doing nothing to hide his thick, throbbing insistence.Â
Atsumu moans against your tits, and the filthy, wet sound of him shamelessly lapping at them sends a fresh gush of arousal between your legs, your underwear now soaked with it. You reach between your bodies, doing your needy cunt no favors at all when you feel just how thick Atsumu is as you wrap your fingers around him.
âGod, Iâm gonna fuckinâ come if you keep doing that,â he lets out a low, ragged sound caught somewhere between a moan and a laugh.
âIâd rather you come somewhere else,â you tell him, pulling down his shorts and boxers to let his flushed, leaking shaft spring free.
Atsumu takes your face in both hands, kissing you hard and filthy as he unbuttons your pants, sliding them off along with your underwear and leaving both in a forgotten heap on the floor. And when you wrap your legs back around him and rub your slick folds down the length of his cock, youâre already dangerously close to coming from that alone, too.Â
He slides a finger into you, muttering a string of expletives under his breath when he feels the sopping squelch of how wet you already are for him. One digit soon becomes two pumping in and out of you, and while itâs still not enough to quell the greedy desperation heâs ignited, heâs barely begun rubbing circles into your aching clit when youâre already shaking in his arms and moaning in the throes of your climax.Â
And then heâs stroking himself, groaning softly, like he thinks this is what he has to do now to take care of his throbbing cock.Â
Like youâre satisfied already, as if youâve somehow had your fill of him.
As if two fingers between your legs would ever be enough to encapsulate all that you want of Atsumu fucking Miya.Â
(And really, itâs a lot, quite frankly. Now that youâre finally ready to admit it to yourself.)
âFuck me, Atsumu,â you plead.
He pauses, chest heaving, voice rough as he asks, âAre you sure?â
âPlease,â you exhale against his lips, and his mouth slots against yours as he notches his shaft at your entrance and sinks his cock into you.
Still sensitive from your first orgasm, youâre reduced to moans and whimpers while he stretches you open as your entire body floods with pleasure, your mind hazy with desire. Once he bottoms out, you feel so full you want to cry. You want to keep your legs wrapped around his waist and cockwarm him all night. You want him to fuck you stupid. You want to ride his cock until you both canât move.
âYou feel so good,â he murmurs, hips rocking as he thrusts in and out of you, your walls fluttering with pleasure at the rhythmic push and drag. âWanna take you home and do this again and again.â
âMe too,â you tell him, and you can feel the way his cock throbs inside of you at your admission, his fingertips tightening around your waist.
âGood, âcause Iâm not gonna last much longer,â he admits, grinning against your mouth.Â
The pleasure is rapidly building up inside of you again, the filthy slide of Atsumuâs tongue in your mouth only further fanning the flames, one hand trailing back up to tease at your hard nipples.
And you want to tell him, âSame,â because youâre dangerously close to the edge already, years of studiously ignored desire all spilling over into a crazed, insatiable need thatâs making your pussy throb.
But instead what you whine is, âHarder.â
Atsumu groans, the noise nearly as lewd as the continuous sound of his cock pumping in and out of your soaking wet cunt, the only warning that he heard you before he picks you up off of the counter, plunging right back into you the moment youâre lying flat on the floor.
With the ground beneath your bodies for purchase, Atsumu begins to roughly pound into you, the fingers of one hand tangling with your own as the other trails toward your clit.
You moan his name repeatedly, like some fucked up carnal prayer on the floor of Onigiri Miya, and as he rubs circles into your swollen clit and whispers your own name just as desperately, you come so hard everything goes white, every sensation in your body drowned out by the sheer downpour of pleasure that youâre uncontrollably shaking with. Atsumu follows suit a moment later, pulling out of you and furiously fisting his cock until hot, thick spurts of cum are splattering all over your chest, groaning as he watches his seed paint your tits.
And just because youâre fairly certain what itâll do to him, you reach down and swipe a glob off of your nipple while you both try to catch your breath, holding eye contact with him as you lick the cum off of your finger and swallow it.Â
Atsumuâs lips part as he stares at you, eyes widening a little bit before he looks down at his cock, which is already twitching again with interest.Â
â
Later, when youâre both lying tangled in Atsumuâs sheets, his phone lights up on his nightstandâ
Samu: congrats
Samu: there is literally a security camera in the shop
Samu: also youâre disgusting you own a whole fuckin apartment to fuck in
Samu: die slowly