GOODBYE.

[ MUN ] 

So after a lot of consideration and simply because adulting sucks so bad, I’ve come to a decision that It’s time for me to focus on important things of my life. I guess you can say that I’m too old for this shit. Roleplaying was fun and all, but then there are things in life that you actually care about than the words and fictions. 

It was fun though, when It lasted. I’ve been rping Bomi for almost 4 years now? On and off, of course. There were times I thought I couldn’t rp her anymore, but I came back nonetheless. This time though, It’s a real goodbye. I don’t think I would be able to anymore, and mainly for personal reasons this time. I’ve had several other accounts, but Bomi was, and is, and probably always will be my most favorite muse. I was deeply attached to her and I loved her with all my heart. I saw her changes and her growth and developments and It was great, despite all the heartbreaks that she went through, both with love and friendship. She was like a child of my own, and It’s never easy to say goodbye. Then again, sometimes It’s the only option you have. Everything must come to an end, no party lasts forever.

Through those 4 years Bomi had met so many people, those that left and those that still stay, and I too, have met and become friends with lots of you. We met in real life, even. They are now a big important part of my life ( You know who you are!! @jvngtkw‘s mun, @baebm‘s mun, @jngej‘s mun, @ziyuyi‘s mun ). So It was one hell of a ride, and It was great. All the lovers that she had, all the people she fought, all the friends she still has until now, thank you for being a part of her life and made her grow to be the person she is. A special shout out to her Apink squad @96ohy @kinamjoo @chosoric @naeshin !! You guys are my babies and you guys are awesome and It was so nice knowing and talking to you guys as both muses and muns. 

So to everyone that I’ve rped with, thank you for a great experience, It was nice writing with you all. To everyone that was in bomi’s life, thank you. But It’s time for me to go, and for Bomi to become nothing but a great memory to me. 

She and I, we both will miss all of you. Take great care of yourself.

↪  ( @jevnha  ) ➜ ( status: ACCEPTING ! )

( ♕ ) HERE THEY ARE AT IT AGAIN. 

When Jung Eunji and Yoon Bomi present in the room at the same time, It’s chaos. After all, the leader said they are the ones ( together with Hayoung, but both of them would refuse till their death that they got no bad influences on the youngest, ONLY THE GOOD STUFFS I TELL YOU! Only the good stuffs! ) give her the most headaches. Bickering back and forth, tease one another to no one, that’s what they do when they are together. Bomi squints her eyes as she looks at her best friend, her nose scrunches up.

“Just because I forgot some of the lyrics does not make me a little shit. Watch this.”

She clears her throat, as she starts singing the solo song of the other again, one that she claims It definitely was written for you.

Pretty sure you just said HATE wrong.

i'm so proud ( ' wipes a tear )

↪  ( @anonymous ) ➜ ( status: ACCEPTING ! )

( ♕ ) WHEN IT HITS A LITTLE TOO CLOSE TO HOME. 

She thought she’s good at it, hiding her feelings away and putting a strong facade in front of other people. Maybe not so much these days. When she finds herself always watching sad movies as a perfect excuse for her to cry her eyes out ( everyone knows she is a cry baby when It comes to movies ). When she finds herself getting lost in thoughts and remembers things she no longer wants to remember, because all It does is leaving cracks on her heart, one after another. And maybe It shows. That she hasn’t been happy. 

But Yoon Bomi wouldn’t be Yoon Bomi if she weren’t one who’s stubborn. Too stubborn to the point that her best friends think she’s a huge idiot. An idiot that keeps denying how she truly feels and acts like everything is okay when the truth is everything is breaking her apart. Is there an exact reason why? There really isn’t. Sometimes she isn’t too sure what’s going on with her either. But that’s what she does. Burying her feelings deep inside, runs away from them, stupidly praying that maybe one day they would all just go away. So she shakes her head and once again tugs a smile on her face as she looks at the other person.