incoming: colour board for @96ohy status: accepting

filed under: ice breakers.honesty hour: anon or not, i have to answer.

{ send me a color }  // status: not accepting! orange: what makes you feel warm inside? what’s your favorite halloween tradition? what’s the last thing you learned? when’s the last time you felt obsessed? what’s your favorite article of clothing?

→ Being with those who I treasure and like spending time with. Seeing people smile because of something I said or did. Making others happy in general. But drinking hot chocolate or my favourite kind of tea or coffee drink is just as effective. Eating chicken is also included, since I’m already at it. 

→  I don’t really celebrate halloween, I hardly ever partake in any halloween traditions simply because I’m not quite interested but, if I had to choose something, I would say.... dressing up in fancy costumes? Not me though but it’s hilarious to see other people get creative with theirs. 

→ There are some mistakes that I keep making, as though I can’t ever learn the simplest lesson that should have been etched into my brain a long time ago. To be precise, I shouldn’t rely on anyone but myself, I shouldn’t have any expectations towards people because otherwise I will end up being disappointed, sooner or later. And yet, after all this time, I’m still naive beyond belief. 

→ I usually find myself being obsessed with certain songs that I hardly ever get tired of. I can listen to them on repeat, all day long, and it doesn’t bother me in the slightest. They are songs that I relate to on an emotional level and it brings me comfort when I listen to them, even if someone may call it an unhealthy obsession. 

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12. Things you said when you thought i was asleep

( ♕ ) IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN A PROBLEM WITH HER.  Something that she’s tried to change, but each time just ended up as a failure. Too shy, too afraid, whatever the reason is, Yoon Bomi has always had a problem expressing herself to other people, even when It’s the members that are with her everyday.

Maybe It’s like that saying you can’t judge a book by its cover, with other people Bomi’s always known as this cheerful friendly girl who gets along with everyone. She’s loud, she’s a tomboy, she’s straightforward. But underneath that facade there’s another side of her. The shy and timid one who’s hiding. The one who runs away from her feelings. The one who’s overwhelmed by her own emotions, who has difficulties telling others how she feels. Sometimes It feels like a curse, even. Bottling up everything inside. 

The problem is that she’s always thought of herself as the strength of the group. Or even people around her. She tells herself over and over again that when someone is sad It is her job to make them smile again, and that’s exactly what she always does. Doing silly things, cheering them up with dumb jokes, she’s their vitamin. And she likes that roll, being the strong one. But sometimes It feels like because of that people seem to forget that there are days when she feels sad too. There are scars that hurt and memories that pain her from times to times. She keeps those things to herself, of course.

How long has It been since the two of them get to sleep together in the same room? They still hang out with each other, eat together, despite the fact that the group now lives in two different dorms, but she wonders if she has pushed herself away from the younger after everything that’s happened lately. A soft smile tugging on her lips as her fingers lightly brush the youngest member’s hair back, she looks so peaceful sleeping soundly. They see each other everyday, why does It feel like forever since the last time they had a talk? She hates that feeling and she knows It isn’t true, but sometimes she feels like there is a distance between the two of them, and the taller girl is now closer to Eunji, and tell Eunji everything about her life instead of telling her. And It’s a lie to say that sometimes that doesn’t make her sad. But that’s just her being silly, isn’t it?