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A weak soul.
As its fragility was proclaimed “undeserving”, it wished to become strong enough to change the whole world,
putting pieces apart and rebuilding them as it likes, it didn’t notice how it started to pass on those unfair judgements itself.
You spent another year providing support for those around you – getting yourself back together so that no one else has to fall.Â
Congratulations. I need you.
Rise and shine, dear Conductors! We are approaching the first turnout!
There's still some time before it, but it's better to prepare in advance. After all, when it’s the moment for you to make a decision, we won't be able to pause the train that's already moving.Â
And this one… Well, it might not be exactly correct to call it “the first” — in fact, it's under the number “7”.Â
This Passenger is easy to deal with, yeah? Perfect for a beginner Conductor! You shouldn't have any trouble with getting to work.
So hurry up! I don't care what you do to prepare for the turnout, just make sure you don't interfere with the course of the train when it comes!Â
Read hereÂ
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The whole text: ~10500 words (40-45 min)
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Voting period: July 7 - September 7
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Both Conductors have their own interrogation with the Passengers, but the routes presented in the story are interchangeable and not linear. Depending on the answers in the voting form, one route will become canon, while others will stay as AUs.
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Ayame: Esse-chan! I've been waiting for you for quite a while already, you know!
Esse: Ahh, you've been waking up surprisingly early these days, right? Sorry, I’m still not a big fan of mornings, so I take my time, haha.
Ayame: Mu—. And to think you’ve been our role model this whole time!Â
Let's begin already. I hope that you will take a proper look at the new me during this interrogation!
Esse: Hmm, the new you? Can you start with introducing the new you to me?Â
Ayame: Sure!
Muku Ayame! My name means "message of love" in the language of flowers; open the doors of your hearts wide! Three, two, one, kyu-u-un~!
Esse: Oh, that one brings a really overwhelming amount of nostalgia.
Ayame: Fufu~ Ayame-chan is on air again! Have you missed me~?
Esse: Of course. It's good to have you back, Ayame-chan.
Ayame: Hehe…
Esse: Is there anything you'd like to add to your self-introduction? Maybe age or hobbies?
Ayame: …
Uhh… How old was I again…? Umm, whatever! I must be in my early twenties, that's all.Â
Esse: No more lying about being a teenager?
Ayame: Oh come on! That was the first and last time I ever lied to you, and I had my reasons!
Esse: Sorry, sorry, I couldn't resist bringing it up.
Ayame: Hmph. You're such a meanie sometimes, Esse-chan.
Esse: Forgive me, forgive me.
Ayame: Whatever… Anyway, what else…Â
Hobbies, well… Ahem.
Lately, I'm mostly busy with making everyone around me smile!
Esse: With the Savior verdict, you started to truly enjoy your time here, right?
Ayame: Mhm.
Esse: I’m genuinely glad that it's so. I'm just curious, though — what caused this drastic change?
Ayame: You gave me hope, Esse-chan. …Even though you’re a meanie sometimes.
So I want to return the favor.
Esse: Hope?
Ayame: Yes. During my life, I couldn’t make anyone happy. Myself, my family, my boyfriend, my best friend… Teachers were annoyed with me, classmates mocked me…Â
I never deserved the title of a Savior. But it’s a chance that you’ve given me. “After all, you're not a lost cause, Ayame-chan!” — that's what I heard…Â
So I will take this chance and treasure it.
Esse: …
Ayame: …
Esse: …
Ayame: …I was rude to you back during Hii-chan’s interrogation. I'm sorry.Â
I was just… so angry at the realization that I can't actually save her. I was angry at my own helplessness — and I was searching for someone to shift the blame on…
Esse: …Ah, no, no, it's okay! The reason I fell quiet is because… Um…
You see, most people here still tend to see me as their enemy… So I was surprised to hear such warm words.
I guess I’m kinda flustered… haha.
Ayame: Hehe. Ayame-chan is always ready to provide you with some warm words~
Esse: I'm curious about something else, though. You surely know that “saving” Hiiro is not possible — why are you so focused on that?Â
Ayame: It depends on what you see as “salvation”. I can't bring her back to her normal life, or prevent you from making any verdict on her.
But… It's exactly because I don’t think we’re coming out of here at all — I want to make the lives of people here a bit more bearable until it’s all over! So I thought to cheer up and do all that I can.
Aren't you the same?
Esse: That's true… Even if they don't see it as such, haha.
Ayame: They might not know it's “salvation”. But the most important thing is that you know this, and your heart is in the right place.
Esse: By this logic, couldn't you say that the Victim verdict was my “salvation” for you?Â
Ayame: …
Esse: …Have I hit a raw nerve?
Ayame: …No. It's fine. My feelings are already fading away.
Esse: Your feelings?
Ayame: …About that person.Â
…I loved him, so I didn't want to be told that I needed to be “saved”.Â
Yet right now, my heart feels too cold at the thought of him… and I'm lost.
Esse: Ah… Yeah. When you have believed something for that long, it's hard to understand what to do when this reality begins to crack.
Ayame: Mhm.
Esse: Well, hmm. Could you tell me what was the reason for what happened between you? Did he harm you?
Ayame: …He was always too stingy and quiet. It hurt me countless times, but I can't say he had the intention to hurt me.Â
From time to time though, he would switch to suddenly being too demanding. Once I gave him what he wanted, he left again.
Esse: Gave him what he wanted?
Ayame: …Not in this sense! I mean… He suddenly wanted to spend time together, or hear compliments, or simply revealed all that has been on his mind recently… But once it was over, he returned to his cold self…
…At some point, I just couldn't take it anymore. I ended up wondering why am I even in these relationships.Â
For most of it, he really gave me a lot… He was my guiding light, gentle and patient. Like a lighthouse in the middle of a cold sea… or a ray of moonlight among an empty night.
But I guess things change as time goes on.
Esse: …
Ayame: …You seem kinda frightened, Esse-chan. Did I say something scary?
Esse: N-no… Sorry, I'm feeling weird…
Ayame: Ah—Â
I'm here with you now, alright? Let me hold your hands. Breathe in, breathe out…Â
My skin is smooth to the touch. If you touch your clothes, the fabric is soft but rough. And the table is hard and sturdy.Â
You're Esse, the Warden of TRIANTHA, and no one can harm you now. It's going to be okay.Â
Esse: …
Ayame: How are you?
Esse: Uh… I'm now feeling awkward for making you worry about me.
Ayame: Don't say that! Am I a Savior or what?!
Esse: …Haha, that's right. Thank you.Â
Ayame: …Did you remember something bad?
Esse: I don't know… Um, Ayame-chan, how much of your memories are restored?
Ayame: Huh? Me?
Uhh… It's not like I remember every single event in my life, but most of them?Â
Esse: But you were fully aware of your crime and your boyfriend from the very start, right?
Ayame: Ah, yeah.
Esse: So what are the memories being restored for you?Â
Ayame: …
My own death. And the person who killed me.Â
Esse: When did you start to realize that you're dead?
Ayame: There were signs here and there, but I couldn't piece it together. I guess, one day, I just woke up with a realization that I've been dead the whole time.
Esse: Mhm. As for me…
I don't have any memories like that. How I actually happened here, whether I'm still alive — I have no idea.
I remember some people, but rather than them being my friends, it feels like they were friends of someone I used to know… I've heard good and bad things about them, yet in the end, I've never met them myself.
For a moment… It's as if I got flooded with feelings of that person — someone I used to know — but I have no information on what happened to them…
Ayame: Huh. Ah, I've heard that your mind can suppress memories that were too traumatic. Maybe it's that?
Actually, I've always been assuming that it's why others don't properly remember their crimes or victims. Obviously, their psyche wouldn't be able to handle an awful thing like that happening.
Ayame: Hmph. And what do you mean by “surprisingly”? I’ve always been really self-reflective.
Esse: Haha. No, Jacka is capable of manually manipulating our memories. You've seen memory reports — she can somehow access the insides of our heads…
Ayame: How can we be sure that she's not just making these memory reports up?Â
From the start, all of us presumably have amnesia. This way, you can write whatever you want and blame it on us “not remembering”. It's too convenient.
Esse: You really hate TRIANTHA, don't you, Ayame-chan?
Ayame: Why should I not?
Esse: It's giving us a chance to have a death without regrets.
Ayame: …Regrets?Â
Esse: Yes. Don't you think you happened here not because of murder or death — but so you can have a final conversation with the person who killed you?
Ayame: I'm here because I'm a murderer. What do my regrets have to do with anything?Â
If this place was really giving me another chance, there'd be another person who I have to meet.
Esse: So you still have some feelings for him?
Ayame: …
I don't know. Yet what happened was wrong. I can't simply deal with that.Â
…Ah, you're right. Even if we meet now, I can't change anything.Â
But she can't change anything about the fact that I'm dead, either…
[bell rings]
Esse: …
Ayame: …Maybe it's not necessary for both people to have regrets. Maybe it's just one person wishing to see the other so much that they summon their soul.
She wanted to see me, so I'm here. However, it doesn't necessarily mean that I wanted to see her.
Esse: Actually, I lean towards this theory, too. Why couldn't you summon the soul of your boyfriend then, though?
Ayame: …Perhaps my love wasn't strong enough. Or… It's first come, first served.Â
Esse: Hmm… Mhm. I will take your interpretation in mind.
Ayame: Ahem. Hehe~ I've been thinking a looooot about this place so I can become helpful to you in your job!
You might feel powerless under Jacka’s authority, but together, we will find a way to stop participating in these trials!
Esse: Yeah, well, it's the last trial.
Ayame: Who knows what can happen after it…
Esse: Ah, come to think of it, now is a good time to ask you about your wish.Â
Ayame: Oh. Are you really doing this with everyone?Â
Esse: Yup.
Ayame: …
Esse: If this is truly the last trial — only endless nothingness coming after it… What would be the single wish you'd have before the world ceases to exist?
Ayame: Hm.
…
…If I say “I still want to become an idol”, that'd be too silly, right?
…I do want everyone to come to peace with themselves. And if I can help it somehow — by being by their side, listening to them, or singing them a lullaby… Then I'd be able to rest in peace.Â
Esse: In other words, you wish for others to have a death without regrets? That means your goals align with TRIANTHA’s, no?
Ayame: That's… completely different!
Esse: Haha, sorry.
Ayame: …Just make sure to fulfill the wishes of everyone else. That in itself is my wish.Â
Esse: What about becoming an idol though?
Ayame: And how can I become an idol in these conditions?
Esse: Hmm… Take on the Warden’s position?
Ayame: Huh.
Esse: Yeah, how about that? If I can choose the next Warden — or influence Jacka’s decision on it — I'll make you the next one.
Ayame: You're trying really hard to make me convinced that I want to cooperate with TRIANTHA.
Esse: Haha. Of course, if you don't want to do it, I won't force you.
Ayame: …We’ll see what happens… after this time.
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A cold soul.
Searching for a reason to exist in those around it, it could never understand how to stay together without hurting and being hurt,
and after helplessly trying to change fate, it decided that cruelty must be a part of human nature.
You spent another year caring for those you put close — thank you for keeping them alive.
Congratulations. I love you.
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