what the fuck do we mean when we say āyou are the I AMā???
good question, my lovey viewer. no really. GOOD. fucking. question. because everyone keeps recycling it like a broken-ass pinterest quoteboard. āyou are god.ā āyou are consciousness.ā āyou are the I AM.ā like bro do you get what that means or are you just slapping it into your affirmations cause some shiny post on tumblr yelled it at you in pink sparkly font? (lowk called myself out but ok)
and like, be fucking for real for a second. how many times have you seen āyou are godā on your screen and just⦠nodded? smiled? took a screenshot and went back to spiraling two minutes later? be honest. that shit hits like an old air freshener. smells nice, fades instantly.
because nobody fucking tells you what it MEANS. they give you the slogan, not the soul. the glitter, not the gut-punch. so here i am, ready to give you both.
THE CORE TRUTH: āI AMā MEANS BEING, NOT WISHING
you ready? okay. letās go slow, baby.
when you say āi am,ā you are not describing yourself.
you are creating yourself.
nah, read that again. not describing. creating.
announcing a reality into existence.
not waiting for proof. not checking the mirror. you are the fucking mirror.
youāre not a little character sitting around trying to find the right label. youāre the pen. the writer. the goddamn source code. when you say āi am,ā the world isnāt waiting to fact-check you like some spiritual wikipedia. it becomes what you say. it builds reality out of your words, thoughts, and assumptions like lego bricks glued together by divine superglue.
youāre the SIMS god typing in motherlode. you say it, it is. period.
are you saying āi am the version of me who always fails at shiftingā?
are you saying āi am tryingā?
cause that āalmostā is not cute. itās a curse word in this context. itās a metaphysical middle finger to your own power.
no fr. itās like standing in front of a wishing well, coin in hand, and saying āi almost threw it.ā like congrats? you did nothing.
you say āi am trying,ā the universeāwhich is you, still, goes āoh okay! trying it is!ā
you say āi am not seeing it yet,ā the universe bows and goes āyes, your highness, no desires in sight!ā
you keep reaffirming from the state of lack and then cry when the lack keeps showing up like a clingy ex who wonāt go away.
itās not punishment. itās just how the damn mirror works.
the mirror doesnāt care if you were ājust being honest.ā if you ādidnāt mean it that way.ā it reflects what you ARE being. not what you want to be. not what youāre hoping to become. what you ARE. what you identify as right now.
YOU ARE GOD DOESNāT MEAN YOU HAVE A BEARD IN THE SKY
āyou are godā doesnāt mean you suddenly turn into morgan freeman or sit on a throne with a lightning boltāunless you wanna be. it means you are the awareness that is aware of all this.
you are not the character with problems.
you are the screen the character moves on.
youāre the one noticing the thought. not the thought.
youāre the one choosing the script. not the lines written by fear, jealousy, impatience.
youāre the one who gets to say āyeah okay iāve been repeating old shit like āi havenāt shifted yetā and iām done. iām done. i am the version of me thatās already living it.ā
you donāt need proof. you are the proof. because you said so.
and this isnāt delusion. this isnāt lying to yourself. this is physics. consciousness first. matter second. YOU first. then the rest.
stop waiting for evidence to start believing. belief is the evidence.
LETāS TALK AFFIRMING: WHICH VERSION OF āI AMā ARE YOU?
are you saying āi am [aligned]ā or āi am [still waiting for it to happen]ā?
this is where it fucks with people. because they THINK theyāre affirming. they THINK theyāre being in the state. but really, theyāre just yelling āi am a master manifesterā with the energy of a soggy paper towel, then scrolling through posts titled āwhy it hasnāt happened yetā with a death grip.
and listen! you can still manifest like that;
as long as you decide it doesnāt affect your journey.
but⦠letās be real, are you really doing that?
the universe (WHICH IS YOU) is like: okay, energy received. soggy towel vibes it is.
that contradiction?? that kills the whole vibe. itās like planting a seed then digging it up every 5 minutes to check if it sprouted. what the hell do you expect it to do? tap dance?
āi amā means you already have it. already are it. no waiting. no begging. no āpls shift tonight šš.ā like thatās cute or whatever but if you were truly the I AM, you wouldnāt be begging. youād be deciding.
so when you affirm āi am,ā it better be a sentence you would say if your life was already exactly the way you wanted it.
not something you say to try to get there. something you say because you are there.
the words arenāt a ladder. theyāre a mirror. and you donāt walk toward a mirror hoping it shows you a better version of yourself. you BECOME that version and see it reflect back.
THE I AM IS NEUTRAL. ITāS A FUCKING TOOL, NOT A PERSONALITY QUIZ.
this is another rant i gotta go on cause holy shit. people think āI AMā is a godly magic spell that only works if your vibes are high and the planets are aligned and youāre wearing your favorite socks.
the I AM doesnāt care if youāre tired, angry, bored, shaking, crying, hungry. it listens to the identity you choose and makes it real.
itās like gravity. it doesnāt care if youāre a good person or a little gremlin. it works.
say āi am a failureā enough times? guess what. the universe serves you failure-flavored ice cream in ten different flavors.
say āi am the person who shifted so seamlessly, i barely noticed until i was already thereā? now youāre cooking.
the I AM has no opinion. it doesnāt argue. it doesnāt judge. it just reflects.
so stop using it to argue for your limitations. stop repeating the same victim loops. youāre not broken. youāre just using the paintbrush to draw circles and wondering why youāre not ending up in a square.
if your life is looping, check what you keep saying you are.
and no, one bad thought isnāt gonna reset your process.
cherry pick whatever you wanna manifest.
thatās how easy this bitch is.
THE EYE BEFORE THE āI AMā: AWARENESS IS THE THING WATCHING ALL OF IT
go deeper with me. right now. close your eyes and just notice the thought in your head.
now⦠whoās noticing it?
that⦠THAT is the I AM.
not the words. not the idea. the one behind it all. the raw fucking presence before the label.
before you call yourself a shifter, a manifestor, a girl, a boy, a failure, a successāthereās just⦠you.
and that You? itās eternal. limitless. itās been here before all the self-help posts, before the tiktok coaches, before the youtube playlists, before you even knew what manifestation was. and itās always been creating. even when you were unaware of it.
that is the I AM. itās the you that never changes. the screen beneath the movie. the silence beneath the song. the core behind the costume.
this is what we mean when we say āyou are the I AM.ā
youāre not waiting for something to happen.
you are the root. the source. the power. the origin story and the ending credits.
REALITY IS LAGGING BEHIND YOUR CHOICE, NOT LEADING IT
one last thing before i let you breatheā
your reality is a delayed slideshow of past assumptions.
so when you say āi amā and you donāt see instant proof, that doesnāt mean it didnāt work.
it means itās loading. and your job is to keep being the I AM who already has itānot the annoying backseat driver who keeps yelling āare we there yet?ā every 3 seconds and then blaming the GPS. and guess what? that loading DOES NOT HAVE TO EXIST.
right now, decide it doesnāt and live your life normally.
no lag, you have your desires now.
be delusional. be stubborn. be the version who already won. and when that old shit tries to pop up and scare you? just smile like a psycho and say āoh baby, thatās from the past. i donāt live there anymore.ā
because you are the I AM. and whatever the fuck you say⦠becomes.
so say it like you mean it.
you are the one with everything.
you are the god behind the mask.
youāre not ātrying.ā youāre not āwaiting.ā youāre not āalmost.ā you ARE.
say āi amā and let the world fall in line because it always, always will.