"you're replacing me slowly, i can feel us drifting apart" I told her sobbing over the phone. She froze.
"so?"
"I'mĀ losing my you and iĀ can't stop it, yet, youĀ don't even seem to care.. Why?" My voice cracked and i tensed up.Ā
"You know iĀ don't like you, right? I never did, i only felt sorry for you. I took the only things that mattered to you to make you feel worse. Im really good at pretending to care about you when you feel your worst, but other times i'll ignore you.Ā I told all yourĀ enemies about you. I took your friends away. I replaced you with someone better and you know it. I stole yourĀ greatest ideas and shared them with the people that mattered to me and your worst ideas? I made you feel dumb for ever thinking. I copy you, i copy you, i copy you, until theresĀ thing left to copy. And the best part? Nobody can say anything becauseĀ they're scared i'll ruin them too.Ā Don't you understand? I used you, but you clearly understand that theres absolutely nothing you can do to combat the fact thatĀ the only reasonĀ I'm better than you is because, I'm trying to be you and i do you better than you ever could."
but she was sobbing too the next day when iĀ hadn'tĀ shown up for class, rather i was hanging in my closet from a belt. She knew. She knew i had reached my boiling point."
-a story ill never write
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