Good day folks and I hope everyone's having a great day! Unfortunately I am rather preoccupied with life now that we're coming out of lockdowns. I did not miss humans of the outside world at all, but sadly I must interact with them to fund my lifestyle of blackjack and hookers (ffxiv). Plus this blog hurts to look at given its history. But against my better judgement, I have decided against deleting this blog the way I usually do with old rp blogs because some of you guys are fuckin' awesome and I love our interactions together.
All of my muses are dead save for Bayu and Howard, so if I were to come back to rping, it may very well be only for these two idiots... I'll announce it when that happens.
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The sky (still warm from the sun, embracing the cool dark) made me ask: any juicy fragments in regards to layin' that pipe?
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Under the cut in case of delicate sensibilities…
“I want to feel again the violent thumping inside of me, the rushing, burning blood, the slow, caressing rhythm and the sudden violent pushing…"
"I want to do things so wild with you that I don’t know how to say them."
— Anaïs Nin, from 'A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller 1932-1953'
"Instruct me in the dark."
— Louise Glück, The House on Marshland; from ‘Under Taurus’
"You’d need to make an effort to be quiet / when I knelt down and got my fingers full / of you, my mouth on you, against the wall. / You’d pull my hair. You’d have to bite your tongue."
— Marilyn Hacker, from 'Love, Death, and the Changing of the Seasons'
"I want to do everything to you tonight."
"I want you. I want to undress you, vulgarize you a bit […] I want to own you, use you, I want to fuck you, I want to teach you things."
"Ah, to see you really drunk sometime, that would be a treat! [...] when I think of how you press against me, how eagerly you open your legs and how wet you are, God, it drives me mad to think what you would be like when everything falls away."
— Henry Miller, quoted in 'Henry and June' by Anaïs Nin
"after I’d been inside you, O so deep / I thought we would be tangled at the roots. / I think we are."
— Marilyn Hacker, Love, Death, and the Changing of the Seasons; from ‘III: Eight Days in April’
"(Dictate, dictate, I am down on my knees / Listening to you — with unquenchable thirst,"
— Anna Akhmatova, The Complete Poems of Anna Akhmatova: Uncollected Poems and Fragments 1957-1966; from ‘Grand Confession’, tr. Judith Hemschemeyer
"He bit my breast. His language was foul. He entered me. / We’re the same, he said, That’s it. I swooned in my soul."
— Carol Ann Duffy, The World's Wife; from 'The Devil's Wife'
"Lie down, lie easy. / Let me shipwreck in your thighs."
— Dylan Thomas, The Collected Poems of Dylan Thomas: The New Centenary Edition; from ‘Verses and songs from Under Milk Wood: Captain Cat remembers Rosie Probert'
"Such a quiet night. / Only your voice murmuring / You’re wet, you want to"
— Louise Glück, The House on Marshland; from ‘The Letters’
"I plan to start on top and get there slowly, following the line of dark hairs down your belly…"
— Marilyn Hacker, from 'Love, Death, and the Changing of the Seasons'
"I am sitting here writing you with a tremendous erection. I feel your soft mouth closing over me, your leg clutching me tight, see you again in the kitchen here lifting your dress and sitting on top of me and the chair riding around over the kitchen floor, going thump, thump."
"When you return I am going to give you one literary fuck fest—that means fucking and talking and talking and fucking—and a bottle of Anjou in between…"
"I just see you in my arms, writhing, and feel myself deep in you and staying there forever. I’m hot as hell now…"
— Henry Miller, from 'A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller 1932-1953'
"I want to make you come / in my mouth like a storm."
— Marilyn Hacker, from 'Love, Death, and the Changing of the Seasons'
"Sometimes at night I think of how we did / It, me nailed in her like steel,"
— Louise Glück, Firstborn; from ‘My Life Before Dawn’
"Girl, I would have you any way / or where,"
— Marilyn Hacker, Love, Death, and the Changing of the Seasons; from ‘I: Lesbian Ethics, or: Live Girl-Girl Sex Acts’
"Love is a sacrament that should be taken kneeling…"
— Oscar Wilde, from 'De Profundis'
"I can hardly remember you without feeling almost sick and getting aching erections. I shall pour all this into you on Saturday and fill you and fill myself with you and kill myself on you."
— Ted Hughes, Letters of Ted Hughes; to Sylvia Plath, 23rd October 1956
"God, I love / what you do to me at night when we’re alone, / how you wait for me to take you into me / until I’m so confused with you I can’t / stand up anymore."
— Kim Addonizio, Tell Me; from 'The Divorcée and Gin'
"…I will fuck you until the end of the world."
— Catherynne M. Valente, from 'Deathless'
"His hands so strong, he could do her all day. Worlds away from everything she had ever known."
— Janet Fitch, from 'Paint it Black'
"But there are things that happen between a man and a woman in the dark – that sort of make everything else seem – unimportant."
— Tennessee Williams, from ‘A Streetcar Named Desire’
"You know where you’ll come if you come back to me."
— Marilyn Hacker, from Love, Death, and the Changing of the Seasons; from ‘VIII: Estival Passage’
"After "good violent love," they read poems and spoke of Isis and horoscopes [...]"
— Heather Clark, from 'Red Comet; The Short Life and Blazing Art of Sylvia Plath'
"Today, I ate an apple direct from a tree. Today, I thought of all the good things to put in my body. Today, I thought of you."
— Kristina Shue, from 'Literary Sexts: Volume 2'
"We fucked a flame into being."
— D. H. Lawrence, from 'Lady Chatterley's Lover'
"As we rolled on that narrow bed, I knew this was why one needed a body, why it was worth all the pain, the hunger and harm it was prey to, why the angels envied us."
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White for the munday mene for any or all of your muses?
⚪ White - What drew you so much to your muse?
In general, they are, at their core, just an ordinary person, but thrust into an extraordinary circumstance. I like that they try their best to solve their issues, and they’re self-sufficient most of the time, despite all of their insecurities and fears.
For Howard, it’s his strange relationship with his truths. He hated being a vampire, but he agrees to do all the vampirey things just for the shits of it. Boredom? Spite? Who knows. It’s very interesting to explore, both in rp and in the book. His impulsiveness is hilarious.
Sanzashi Io’s pull is a bit personal. I based most of my RP on that particular experience I felt when I first came to the UK. The first three months was hell - I couldn’t catch names that a native would think easy to spell, I couldn’t catch any phone conversations because I wasn’t used to the various accents, and I’d blank out most of the time because I just couldn’t make out what everyone was saying because they speak so quickly. And while I understand English, it felt very isolating to not... grasp what everyone was talking about. I think the bit where I understand English makes it very exasperating, because I feel kind of stupid after.
⚫ Black - Do you think you and your muse would be friends in real life?
- Despite our stark differences, highly likely yes. They’re fun people to be around and I think I’ll greatly enjoy their company. I think the shared quality they have is their loyalty to friendship, so I’m comforted with the idea.
⚪ White - What drew you so much to your muse?
It’s hard being good when being good is rewarded by betrayal and suffering. I think that’s the main reason why my muses are the way they are, and why I love writing them so much. It would be easier for all of them to succumb to the call, but they resisted.
🔴 Red - Do you have a dream AU you haven’t written in yet?
I have always wanted to put Bayu in a situation where he has to conform to some stranger’s laws because it isn’t his ship.
For Howard, an AU where he’s cured of his vampirism. (!!!!)
And for Sanzashi Io, strangely enough, western medieval fantasy AU. He’s going to be so awkward there.
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Send one of the following symbols, if you can’t see the symbol, send the colour
🟠 Orange - Do you see any similarities between you and your muse?
⚫ Black - Do you think you and your muse would be friends in real life?
⚪ White - What drew you so much to your muse?
🔴 Red - Do you have a dream AU you haven’t written in yet?
🔵 Blue - Have you cosplayed as your muse?
🟤 Brown - What is a headcannon you are particularly proud of?
🟣 Purple - Is there a fandom you are in that’s unrelated to this muse?
🟢 Green - How far, if at all, do you think you have deviated from cannon?
🟡 Yellow - What is the best motivation for you to write your muse?
I think I need to put up a proper notice just to be clear. I know I kept saying it here and there, but I’m kind of half worried that not everyone’s aware of my status at the current moment.
Life sucks a bit when you’re old, ya gotta work and all that gross bill-paying stuff. There’s just no time for me to write, and what little free time I have, I spend it on running a tabletop I’m quite invested in at the moment.
I may steal a few minutes or two to reply when I can, but no promises…
Disco////rd communications are going to be very scant. I just… can’t keep up, I’m sorry.
Know that I love you all so very much, but it’s been tough facing huge changes in my life currently – job wise, moving out, losing friends, et cetera. I’ll come to you once I comb out all the things that needs combing and hopefully our friendship remains by then, but if not, I understand completely. I’m not the best when it comes to maintaining a relationship – but try as I might now, I think I need to take everything slowly and one at a time.
I think I need to put up a proper notice just to be clear. I know I kept saying it here and there, but I’m kind of half worried that not everyone’s aware of my status at the current moment.
Life sucks a bit when you’re old, ya gotta work and all that gross bill-paying stuff. There’s just no time for me to write, and what little free time I have, I spend it on running a tabletop I’m quite invested in at the moment.
I may steal a few minutes or two to reply when I can, but no promises...
Disco////rd communications are going to be very scant. I just... can’t keep up, I’m sorry.
Know that I love you all so very much, but it’s been tough facing huge changes in my life currently -- job wise, moving out, losing friends, et cetera. I’ll come to you once I comb out all the things that needs combing and hopefully our friendship remains by then, but if not, I understand completely. I’m not the best when it comes to maintaining a relationship -- but try as I might now, I think I need to take everything slowly and one at a time.
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