Praise The Fool!

do you ever just remember all the concepts you had in your mind and realise “ohmygod i was projecting on [favourite media] all along”

its alway the gay couple and lesbian best friend trio what about the lesbian couple and gay friend trio

the way NONE of the deaths are offscreen and it leaves us to imagine what happens, like it makes me feel so hopeless and like call me parasocial but i wish i could help them, like in a sense it reminds me on how I’m only someone who’s watching nothing more than a series, unlike the actual characters in the series having to see their loved ones die RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM. along with that we’re only watching something fictional, so we just view whatever’s going on as a small part of what’s in our life, something fictional for us to enjoy and get on with life, the people in alnst genuinely went through the pain and suffering of seeing their beloveds’ just lose their light right in front of them makes me feel so sad, and like how the EXPRESSIONS AND REACTONS are shown?????? oh my god it just emphasises on the emotional aspect of the whole of alnst and it makes me want to cry, the way mizi went from happiness to shock, the way till went from hopelessness to confusion to fear, the way mizi(again) went from hopefulness to shock, AHHHHHHHHH i want to CRY I wish i could just reincarnate in alnst and sacrifice myself or sumn for them aughhhh id give so much just for them to be happy PLEASEE they helped me go through such a tough time the thing is that (just like orv) I found them when i was struggling really badly, like I had no other thing to do than stay in my house and then I found alnst round 3 when round 5 released and then out of curiosity i went to watch everything in the series, spending time and putting actual effort into somethin trying to make theories of alnst in my brain to post to the comment section, being so alone but seeing the dynamics of everyone in alnst made me feel like i wished for somethiing like idk mizisua, and so I’m almost emotionally attached to all of them UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH please vivinos the things i would do let me sell my literal left kidney to them idk PLEASE vivinos i NEEd them to be happy, I can’t handle seeing them like this

Alien stage is gay people hell

AUGHHH THE WAY TILL COULD REMEMBER BOTH MIZI AND IVAN IS GOING TO KILL ME NOOOO IN THE END NO MATTER WHAT THEY’RE STILL IN HIS MIND AND ITS SO SADD

GUYS I THINK IM BEING SHADOWBANNED IF YOU GUYS SEE THIS ON YOUR RECOMMENDED PLEASE REPLY CAN YOU EVEN GET SHADOWBANNED ON TUMBLR