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there's nothing quite like a chocolate black man

#black men #black man #white girl desires black #relationships #thoughts #love #im just a girl #easy white chocolate #black and white #interracial

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no matter how bad it gets

i know old me would've wished for times like these

#i used to pray for times like this #thoughts #relationships #mental health #love #quotes #lovesick #love me #toxic friends #oldermen #growing up #maturing #big age gap #agegap #sexualization #sexuality #being a woman #im just a girl

i used to be a lover girl

but somewhere along the lines i found myself jumping from one's man bed to another

in hopes of filling up the hole inside my soul

#lovergirl #relationships #love #lovesick #love me #oldermen #thoughts #sick love #toxic love #toxic relationship #broken #i want to be loved #quotes #sexualization #lover boy

being slut shamed by your closest friends

#sexualization #sexuality #slut shaming #s!ut shaming #shamed #toxic friends #am i a wh0re #thoughts #relationships

i want it to be so rough i forget all that is wrong

#roughfuck #i want it rough #tough love #lovesick #sick love #sick girl #relationships #hookuo #summer fling #love

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love has many, many forms.

perhaps the one on the lips of this older man isn't the right one.

but for now, it'll do.

#older man younger woman #oldermen #agegap #relationships #lovesick #love me #sick girl #age difference #daddy issues #dark feminine energy #sick love

i only ever wanted love

but somehow i ended up in the arms of a man 11 years older

#agegap #older man younger woman #older guys #oldermen #older is better #thoughts #i wanted love #lovesick #love me #11yearagegap #big age gap

my coffin will be full of bones and shame.

#shame #ashamed #thoughts #guilt #betrayal #mental health #embarassment #social anxious #i am ashamed #i feel guilty #quotes

the scars never really go away.

i never would've thought they would stay with me this long. i never even thought i would stay around this long.

#scars #oldscars #mental health #it gets better #healed #cutt1ng #i am better #thoughts #tw sui attempt #tw self h4rm

he didn't force me, but kept asking and insisting until i gave in.

it was easier to just get on with it, than to keep saying "no".

#toxic men #toxic relationship #sa #trauma #grape #forced intimacy #forcedsex #tw noncon #relationships #i thought he liked me #i loved him #sexualization #mental health #lust not love

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i'm becoming the person i hate the most

#ihatemyself #relationships #daddy issues #i hate my dad #mental health #thoughts #im my own worst enemy #trauma #toxic relationship

i just know choi seunghyun would get me

#choi seunghyun #no one gets it #mental health #struggle #thoughts #im just a girl

i changed myself every time i found a flaw

now i don't know who i am anymore

#who am i #body insecurities #feeling insecure #mental health #thoughts #ihatemyself #i hate my body #i hate my existence #i hate the way i look #quotes #actually mentally ill #flaws

every day i look in the mirror and hate what i see

#ihatemyself #mental health #depression #i hate the way i look #i hate my existence #i hate my body #i am unwell #body insecurities

perhaps in the grave i will finally be at peace

#i want peace #peaceofmind #depression #tw depressing thoughts #i hate it here #i hate the way i look #my brain hates me #thoughts #mental health #i hate my existence #im at war with myself

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i'm afraid men will only ever see me as their object

#toxic men #failed relationship #thoughts #mental health #toxic relationship #lana core #relationships #heartbroken #wild women #women are not objects #men are the worst

i crave for someone to be gentle, to slow dance with my soul

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