drowning in hyperfixation

Christian babies have so far not found a purpose or use outside of baseball

thinking about that mini arc of arifer talking to each other about humanity and love. how love always felt so human to them, and therefore out of reach. how they're not sure if they love each other, because it feels so much larger than that. like something that could never be put into a single word. they will say it on occasion, but only because having no word for it is incredibly inconvenient. sometimes they just want to hear it. maybe that could be love. they wouldn't know anything about it, but they know that it's a choice. they can choose it sometimes. little bits and pieces of it. call them arrogant or pretentious or what have you, but their relationship is just something they want to build on their own. they get to fully strip themselves down of whatever expectations they've grown up with, lived through, and experience everyday; which is a key part of their development together. they take away every preconceived notion of things like love and the likes so they can just be. and no one will get to decide what that means but themselves

disabled ppl we need to start lying to nosy people okay? you tell me i'm too young to need a cane and i will tell you point blank that maybe you should tell that to the guy who ran me over. you don't get an explanation of my health issues you get lies and depending on how much of an asshole i want to be that lie will be anything from a humble car crash to a 1 billion lions attack. mind yr business.

"i could never live like that" well maybe you'll have to because this happened overnight. yeah you heard me i was the most able bodied man in the world but then one morning bam i woke up disabled. yeah you could have that too. there's no cure either you'll just wake up one morning and now you have to live like me

"what happened" well have you ever seen looney tunes? yeah an anvil landed on me and squished me flat.

I'm not sorry for being weird. I'm SORRY that you're not more weird. Let some whimsy into your life you goddamn dumb son of a bitch

I feel like pirating media that isn’t sold or offered anywhere legally anymore shouldn’t be called piracy. Girl thats archaeology