l'exquisite douleur

is there anyone here except those fucking fake porn pages?

I guess I forgot to show insta my new baby. Oops. This is Ollie, short for Ollivander. He’s adorable but I’m convinced that he’s a demon trapped in a tiny body. He loves to raise hell and terrorize everyone around, especially his older brother. (swipe for 10/10 quality content) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnaOGnkB6Gn/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1quzn19mkc349

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got a little lion in me, I ain’t never tamin’ shit. 🦁 three of the same picture because it’s fucking leo season and i’m tryna stroke my own ego for once. i’m done sleeping on myself and always putting myself down, it’s time to let go and move on and FORGIVE. i’m ready to thrive and be better, I’m done being a sad ass bitch all the time. there’s no room for that where i’m tryna go. this past year has completely and royally FUCKED me but I keep pushing and not giving up, despite how many times I get kicked back down. I know that times of struggle breed times of prosperity, but not without working hard to get yourself out of the hole that you’ve put yourself in. still working on that part. Moral of the story: self-love is a radical act and i’m fucking doing it. that is all. #me #selflove #healing #rambles

I don’t need a certain day out of the year to celebrate you, but I thought I’d post some cute pictures of us being gross and stuff. Even on days when I can’t stand to be around anyone and it feels like the world is caving in on me (thanks mental illness!), you always find a way to ground me. You have always brought me peace and safety, and those feelings I have with you are more invaluable than anything else I’ve ever experienced. You see my heart on days it’s hurting, despite me pushing you away and refusing to reach out. You have been nothing but wonderful to me, even when I lash out and take things out on you (AGAIN.. thanks mental illness!👌🏼). You are such a light to everyone that surrounds you, even if you don’t see it. Happy national girlfriend’s day, I hope you stick around for many, many, many more. ♥️ #me #foryou #nationalgirlfriendday

Sweet, lazy potato boy. 🥔 #diesel #babyboy #couchdroolstains

i’m just over being me. :-)