PEACHY!

i didn't want to speak on it, but i may as well if it is the reason i'm not here anymore and why i don't have much muse. i've noticed people copying things from me, such as making variables of my url, completely ripping off formats (the little i already use, anyway) and picking up my plots and tweaking it for their muse(s). others may feel complimented by people doing this, "a trendsetter" (lol, what the fuck, i don't consider myself one) but i take it as offense, because i pour all my effort and energy into doing things differently, even if it's just a little. it took me browsing near twenty websites to finally settle for this url, its meaning correlating with bomin. it took me time to sit down and decide how i was going to format certain things. it really bothers me, and it completely drains my muse, which doesn't help with my lack of motivation really. i put a lot of effort on this muse, had to do a research on different topics to be able to apply different things to her. i always pour a lot of love on my muses, don’t treat them the same but rather how i see it properly depending on their persona and aura, they’re all different people after all.

for some of the reasons i may be over analysing it, others are a fact people took it from me. please, don't.

i didn’t get to do much today but i’m pretty proud regardless, i did more than i expected ;;

under the cut there’s a small tracker for the few things i still owe. thank you to everyone for being so patient with me, it motivates me a lot :>

if i owe you something and you’re not listed im me!

the press of her thumb on the lock button revealed the time in the bright lockscreen: half past ten in a cool spring night in the capital of south korea, the middle point between early in the solitude of the night and late in the obscurity right before dawn opens its way in the sky. the dark tangled strands of hair were picked up in a messy bun, fine fingers not caring enough about the couple of chopped locks supposed to cover her forehead getting picked up along with it. once the fansign was wrapped up, she quickly changed into a loose black t-shirt and a pair of white jeans and exited the building ─ but not before snapping a picture and sending it to her friend.

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FLOWER CROWN: when did you last sing to yourself?

“today at work! i always sing at work, with my job i’m usually either surrounded by idols performing or close enough to hear them, it’s a bit hard to not sing along with them. the rest of the staff and i usually have a lot of fun with it.”

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?

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PLANTS: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.

“my brother! we’re really close and like to do a lot of things together. we haven’t been able to meet up and hang out recently, we’ve both been busy and i miss him a lot, it feels strange to not see him daily, maybe i’m too used to living with my family that now that i moved to my own flat by myself it’s a bit lonely and unknown. if i had the chance to stargaze with someone it would be with him~.”

SUNRISE: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.

The only two important thingsin life are real love and beingat peace with yourself.

“um, i think it’s pretty self-explanatory, but if you want a few more details… then i’d say that i believe life shouldn’t be too complicated, i want people to be more carefree, worry less, live more. disconnect a little bit~ we shouldn’t worry about trivial things, having people who love you, believing in something, be it god, fairies, santa claus? ghosts? and loving yourself and being at peace are the little secrets in life. it’s a lot less complicated than we like to think. life is so short and so eternal at the same time… we should enjoy it as much as we can.”

OVERALLS: what would you do with one billion dollars?

“travel! do all the things i’ve always wanted to do, enjoy life even more, be more carefree. go on a spiritual retirement, maybe? so many things i could do! i’d try to do it all!”

MESSY BUN: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.

mmm. a free day was something bomin always welcomed with her arms wide open. she got a couple of days to rest almost weekly, but due to the nature of her job ─sometimes starting work at ten in the night and arriving home to kick the sack long past breaking dawn─, she sometimes had to spend the first free day catching up on sleep, which always turned into a quick hibernation, fast food and the settings of her phone in silence mode.

she loved her job ─the erraticness of her schedule not so much, though─, one of the main reasons being the direct interaction with people and being constantly surrounded by others. so it really wasn’t a surprise to find her in the coziness of ‘eden’s hall’ every now and then, either with one of her friends or spending time with the ceo of the night bar and her very own friend. she enjoyed the atmosphere and vibe surrounding the establishment, the music was nice, the drinks had a reasonable price in her opinion, but there was a problem ── sometimes it was simply impossible to find the significantly taller male. she had been walking in circles around the local for what, twenty minutes? probably more? mind you, the bar wasn’t that big to turn finding a single person that hard of a task. sure, it was a nice size, a comfortable one to have a good number of people, but not enough to end up with the feeling like you’re in a maze. she looked around her a few times, occasionally spotting the hickory tinted hair but never close enough to reach her arm forward and grab his arm. that’s it, until she was fairly close to shout his name. though, the sudden ring plus the vibration of her phone in the back pocket of her white colored jeans startled her, and she really wasn’t able to stop herself from raising an eyebrow, or from pursing her lips forward, neither from taking a peek at nathan before her fingers tapped the screen of her phone to type her reply. “why are you texting me?”. and ── he was gone again, which lead to bomin bringing up her middle and thumb fingers to pinch the bridge of her nose. simply amazing. she pressed her lips in a thin line at the new wave of messages, staring blankly at the notifications before sliding her finger across the screen to open them.

( kkt : nate » stop walking away from me!!! 😥😥😥 ( kkt : nate » i really should consider dropping my membership at the gym, i do all the excercise i need when i come here ( kkt : nate » wait ( kkt : nate » okay yes go outside ( kkt : nate » smoke if you need to before i get there ( kkt : nate » i don’t want to inhale the smoke

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PASTEL: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?

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FAILY LIGHTS: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?

“mmm… if i could know the truth anything? that’s a hard one! my future? that’s a bit too usual of an answer isn’t it. oh! the real secret to being a good dancer! no matter how much i practice i don’t seem to get anywhere near decent, maybe i wasn’t born to dance. it also know the truth about the sea! if mermaids are real or not, if atlantis really existed… are our mythical sea monsters more than a legend? do they still exist? that’d be really interesting to know! the sea takes the majority of earth yet we know so little about it… i’d love to know the truth about the sea.”

LACE: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?

“this is going to sound sad but it was one of my co-workers that night, a few days ago, maybe two? and we were debating whether we should order some food for the staff team or not, we ended up ordering some chicken and pizza! it’s nothing special but eating warm food after finishing a late schedule is probably the best reward.”

TATTOOS: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

“i have tattoos! four to be exact. one is on my left arm, one on my right ribs, a simple word on my nape and the biggest one on my right arm. aren’t tattoos art? they’re art and commitment, it may not be for everyone but if it is art on a white sheet they’re also art when it’s on the skin, i don’t make the rules~ i think both tattoos and piercings are a way to express yourself, and to each person its own, everyone is allowed to do what they wish to with their bodies, it doesn’t change you as a person. i love both, and i wish they were more accepted!”

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.

“now they’ll never become true! i wish to be a good dancer. really, i just want to not be so clumsy when i dance, i’m not asking for much… my family and loved ones to live a happy and healthy life! that’d make me really happy, knowing everyone is well? i’d never have to worry again. and the last one… unlimited batches of free avocados for the rest of my life~~~ i could eat avocados only~~ are these silly? i don’t really want many things.”

CLOUDS: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?