just rambling alot :))

i have considered abandoning this acc many times since last year, now that i have new life goals and want to dedicate my full energy on those goals, i was afraid to get distracted or couldn’t let go of things i should. (you can tell by how many times i keep going back and forth to this acc, months hiatus at a time)

maybe bc i’m already satisfied with that i gained from this account: a community, new friends, ppl i can freely connect and yap with, and especially an AU loved by many… All of my childhood dreams came true here amd i feel incredibly grateful for what you guys gave me, thats why i think i should move on to accomplish my adult dreams.

Even now, i’m still hesitant to let it go. I still love this community immensely, i love drawing silly skeletons, and would love to visualize Idolverse. I could just consider this as another hiatus and come back when i’ve done everything, but by that time this acc might be dead, buried by time.