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Finally got diagnosed with atypical PCOS. Which mostly translates to ‘it will be very hard for you to get pregnant & yeah, you should get back to the pill’ in my case. Not worried about the latter at all, the former hit me with a sudden grief. Even though I know it’s not hopeless at all & I’m not planning on having a child now anyway. Makes me very sad/angry that PCOS is very under-researched

My new endocrinologist said that I remind them of Natalie Portman. I am a honorary member of the community of Jewish women who can catfish people into thinking they’re French

Scrolled through Katya Suvorova’s page, the author of ‘Ungrateful immigrant daughter’. Haven’t read it, can’t say anything about the book per se. But so many people from the US in her comments are like ‘Well, it’s really unfair that it happened to you but you still broke the law’. 4 year olds being taken to another continent by force are very famous for breaking the law. Insanity

I was having a mental crisis at Tavrisheskiy Garden, as usual, reading Jung. Got approached by a guy in his 40s, he was with his gf (wife?) and her pregnant friend. They were talking about children, synchronicity (lol) and numbers, & he offered me raspberries. Spent like 30-40 minutes talking about Arts w him. Of course he’s an A__uktyon fan. He was the one to bring it up & I just stared at him for like 10 seconds. If G-d isn’t real then he wouldn’t playfully laugh straight into my face. Invited them to our art centre, since we open again in September. Both him & his gf were pretty hot so I had a small sexual crisis as well. As usual. Unfortunately he seems to be a fan of Ayn Rand but a lot of theatre people from Russia are like this, for some reason.