schizoid embolism

Also luv that inflation has been Like This and the medicaid limit has gone up by under $50 USD

It’s once again that time of year when i have to fudge budget numbers to request income capped at just below 138% federal poverty level from a trust owned by the bank so i can continue to survive and remain on medicaid lmao. i’m very lucky to have access to this, also it’s ridiculous

i rly do need to see if i can get my autism papers from my old psych bc i think at this point you can somehow get an adult autism dx that is like. not a developmental disability diagnosis, and that’s part of why psych professionals keep being so confused at me / wanting to start from scratch with dx etc

one time i was like “i’m not even rly a cub” (true) and my bf was like “you would be a cub if you acted differently, for instance, if you just started hanging around places with your shirt off” and i did a gay gasp hand to my chest in utter horror

i do think in words but it’s sort of like a teleprompter where if i’m not speaking/typing at the exact moment it’s like oh you want me to scroll all the way back [to the relevant thought]??? so it’s either i say/type whatever is currently on the teleprompter in hopes of circling back there, or the teleprompter is currently blank lol

SCREAM RAGE KILL THUNK i need a sleep study

being into alien sex but put off by oviposition is a daily struggle

ultimate fantasy of sci-fi is that ‘alien cultural differences’ can be resolved more easily than in reality confusion btwn people from the same planet who speak the same language and just have like mildly different experiences or interpretations of some words