°❀⋆.ೃ࿔ Ms.Fries °❀⋆.ೃ࿔

Pairing: bsf skz! x reader

Genre: fake text, funny, chaotic, toxic date

Context: you went on a first date and after you need to debrief with your four besties

Hyung Line

Pairing: bf skz! x reader

Genre: fake text, funny, chaotic

Context: You left food in the fridge and your boyfriend decides to eat it…..

Hyung Line Maknae Line

Han ᭝ ᨳଓ ՟

Felix ᭝ ᨳଓ ՟

Seungmin ᭝ ᨳଓ ՟

I.N ᭝ ᨳଓ ՟

Pairing: bf skz! x reader

Genre: fake text, funny, chaotic

Context: You left food in the fridge and your boyfriend decides to eat it…..

Hyung Line Maknae Line

Chan ᭝ ᨳଓ ՟

Minho ᭝ ᨳଓ ՟

Changbin ᭝ ᨳଓ ՟

Hyunjin ᭝ ᨳଓ ՟

Hello friends this is like my first like fanfic so ignore the mistake and the weird timestamps😭I’m trying I wanted to do this for a while now I have the courage and I will be updating with the other four soon💕.

caught me by surprise ft : hyunjin

a/n : pls don’t flash idols PLEASE also im a firm believer hyunjin is a boob guy AND TY @hnsbxby FOR THE INSPO MY MUSE ILY

he had flown you out to new york so you could watch them perform, even going as far as to get you barricade spots. hyunjin loved when he was able to take you with him to performances or on the rare occasions: on tours. there was something in the air tonight though. they all looked incredible, completely in their element and thriving as the crowd screamed for more. you couldn’t tear your eyes off of hyunjin, there was something so attractive about how he acted on stage.

he had his eyes glued to you nearly the entire time, he chose the barricade for you so it would be easier to find you in the crowd. he tried not to make it obvious that he was staring at a specific fan, but you weren’t making it easy. he looked so good, the way his tongue would dart out when he would smile, the way he was getting soaked by fans spraying water, the way he grabbed at his cock through his pants, you wanted all of his attention. so you did the one thing you knew would 100% work on him.

when he walked past your area again, giving you a quick glance and a smile, you lifted up your shirt, flashing him your boobs. it wasn’t anything crazy, not your bare tits, but you were wearing his favorite bra. it was just for a second, but enough that you caught his attention and his jaw was on the floor. pr training kicked in quick and he collected himself, but not before shooting a wink at you as he made his way back to the center of the stage to join the members.

after the show, on the drive back to the hotel, he had whispered something in your ear: ‘you’ll regret doing that.’ but you shrugged it off as all talk. but now your face was pressed against the cool shower tiles as his cock rammed in and out of your swollen pussy, not giving you anytime to catch your breath. he had one large hand palming your ass while the other groped one of your tits, switching between squeezing your breast and pinching your nipples. his chin rested on your shoulder as he whispered filthy things in your ear, barely loud enough that you could hear it over the running water.

“think it’s funny to flash me those pretty tits while i’m performing? bet you wanted me to take you in front of all those people huh? such a dirty girl doing that in public.”

your breath caught in your throat, choking on your own moans as his hips slammed into yours. you were so needy, so cock drunk that even though your legs felt like they were about to give out, you still bounced back on his length, matching his thrusts. you needed more, craved more.

he scoffed condescendingly in your ear, “little slut wants more? trying to fuck yourself on my cock cause you just can’t get enough?” hyunjin moved his hands so he had a firm grip on your hips, letting him piston in and out of your needy count faster.

your cheek was shoved farther into the tiles with the force of his thrusts, your hands reaching up to stabilize yourself but you couldn’t get much grip due to the water. your pussy was so wet you could hear the squelching noise over the shower, just making you that much wetter.

you whimpered out at the feeling of his thick cock rubbing against your puffy walls, hitting all the sweet spots inside you. you turned your head enough so you could get a look at the man fucking you. he looked so beautiful, the water glistening off his abs, his arms flexing as his grip on your hips tightened. his lips were parted as his own little pants huffed out, and his eyebrows knitted in concentration and pleasure. he was the most gorgeous sight you had ever seen.

hyunjin caught you looking and cocked an eyebrow, “like what you see?”

you bit your lip and nodded, sticking your ass out a bit more so he could hit deeper. just the sight of him alone brought you even closer to your orgasm. you caught sight of his v-line and felt your thighs clench, you couldn’t believe this man was fucking you.

“h-hyunjin,” you were cut off by a moan ripping through your throat, “‘m gonna cum!”

he landed a smack against your ass cheek, his thrusts never slowing, “gonna cum on my cock?”

you nodded and cried out, resting your forehead back against the cool tiles to brace yourself. he just let out a small laugh as he smacked your ass again, “cum for me baby, make a mess.”

that’s all it took, you let go around his cock, shaking and letting out pathetic moans as your release gushed out. you soaked his thighs but he couldn’t tell what was squirt and what was the shower, not like it mattered anyways, he was only focused on your pleasure. his thrusts never slowed through your orgasm, letting you ride it out on his length until you were a quivering and shaking mess, begging for him to slow down.

he peppered kisses all over you’re sore body after you had started to relax, always wanting to give you the best treatment after ruining you’re poor hole. his touch was gentle and loving and filled with all the passion he had performed with earlier that night.

i can see myself! ft : hyunjin

a/n : I TOO AM A BELIEVER IN BIG DICK HYUNJIN HE IS PACKING I JUST KNOW

drool dripped down your chin, creating a sticky puddle for your cheek to lay in. he was so deep inside you. you didn’t even know it was possible for someone to reach this far into you until you met hyunjin. he gripped your hips from behind, muttering small praises under his breath between his huffs for air.

“so fucking good for me muse, such a pretty little pussy taking me so well.” he mumbled out, his voice low and seductive, just adding to the heat between your legs.

not only was his cock long, prodding at your cervix, but it was thick too. the burn of the stretch still lingered from when he pushed inside. your walls fluttered around him, still struggling to take him in but god, it felt so good to be this full. the first time you two hooked up you had came before he even bottomed out, the stretch was just that good. he never lets it go, always reminding you of it every time you’re underneath him.

your eyes rolled back, “s-so deep hyune…”

he chuckled a little, low and filled with lust, “yea?” his hands moved quick, flipping you on your back before you could even utter out another moan.

you whimpered at the new position, he was now hitting all new spots inside your soft walls. hyunjin grabbed at your thighs, pushing them into your chest and letting your ankles dangle over his shoulders. somehow his thrusts never faltered in speed. you didn’t even know it was possible, but somehow he was reaching even deeper inside your pussy.

“holy fuck!” you cried out, hands darting out to grab onto to something, anything to help stabilize yourself, “don’t s-stop! feels so good hyunjin-oh my god!”

one of his hands reached down to your lower stomach, pressing on the slight bulge protruding through. the pressure drove you mad, it just added onto the intense pleasure you were feeling.

you looked up at him through hooded eyes, a cocky smile spread across his lips as he pressed a little harder. he could feel his own cock fuck into you and he’d be lying if he said it didn’t turn him on even more, “you feel how deep i am in you baby? you feel my cock deep in this pussy?” he grabbed on of your hands, bringing it down to your lower stomach so you could feel for yourself, “you feel how good i fill you?”

your thighs clenched as you pressed down on the bulge. he was so. fucking. deep. you couldn’t hold on much longer.

“hyunjin-ah…fuck! ‘m gonna cum- feels so good. please, please, please!” you shamelessly cried out, clenching down on his cock with every thrust, trying to milk him for all he would give.

he growled and leaned down, pressing his puffy lips against yours as his thrusts picked up speed, hitting that sweet gummy spot in your pussy so well. hyunjin even went as far as to reach down and rub at your clit, pushing you over the edge as you gushed around his cock. you painted his lower stomach and hips with your arousal, shuddering as he continued to fuck you through your orgasm.

you whimpered against his lips, “‘s too much..” your voice was small and wrecked after spending the whole night screaming his name. he just grinned and pulled out, letting his cum cover your cunny, coating you with his seed. his moans we’re gorgeous, sounded like a melody as his head was thrown back and he jerked himself off through his own orgasm.

“so pretty my muse. you always take my cock so well.”

C’MON FUCK ME EMO BOY! 、 hhj

⎯⎯ ❛ he might not look like he gets bitches, but honey, that dick was 11 inches ❜

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you were supposed to be working.

the heavy textbook was still sitting open on the corner of your desk, its pages completely ignored. instead of highlighting important sentences, you were laying face down, hips arched high off the mattress of your bed, while the quiet guy from your lecture series single-handedly ruined your ability to think straight.

hwang hyunjin had always been an unreadable fixture in the back row of your lecture hall. with his dark hair falling across his eyes, sharp jawline, and an aloof aura that kept everyone at a distance, you had taken a quiet, intense liking to him from day one—although your friends never really understood what you saw in him. to everyone else he was a total weirdo, but you never thought so.

so when your professor paired you two up together to work on a project—you decided this was going to be your chance to make your move on him.

you never expected to find out what he was like behind closed doors—underneath that nonchalantness he always moved around with. now, you knew exactly how he could be.

he rammed his thick length relentlessly in and out of you. every deep thrust drove his metal barbell piercing straight through your hyper-sensitive walls. the sensation was delicious torture, the freezing metal offering a sharp, shocking contrast to the suffocating, white-hot heat of your sopping wet core.

hot tears streamed down your face, your throat catching on a ragged sob each time his hips slammed home against your backside.

“hyun- ah! wait,” you slurred your words, completely drunk on the intoxicating pleasure rolling through your veins.

his large hands ran possessively up and down your bare back. whenever he leaned down to press a wet, lingering kiss onto your shoulder blades, you could feel the biting coolness of his lip piercing against your flushed skin.

"wait?" he murmured against your neck "is it too much for you, sweetheart, hm?"

though the question sounded gentle, he made absolutely no effort to slow down. in fact, he redoubled the force of his thrusts, his long fingers sliding down between your thighs to rub circles over your aching clit. you stared down through your tear-blurred vision at his hand—the exact same fingers you had been daydreaming about while sitting next to him at your desk earlier that day. they were painted a glossy black with intricate nail art, and through the haze of your pleasure, you made a frantic mental note to ask him to paint yours exactly like that later.

"nooo- fuck," you babbled incoherently, barely aware of what was coming out of your mouth. "it’s just... wan' you to never stop. feels s'good..."

you weren't even sure if he understood your rambling. you didn't care much anyway; you were far too busy trying to fight back the impending wave of your orgasm, desperately not wanting to cum so embarrassingly quick.

through the haze of your pleasure, you registered a chuckle behind you. you turned your head around to glance back at him through your tear-blurred vision. he was looking down at you, his eyes hooded, his lips parted as he took in the ruin he was making of you.

“you’re gonna cum already? fuck, that’s hot,” he groaned.

you let out a high-pitched, pathetic whine as he shifted his angle, the heavy metal of his piercing hitting your sweet spot so flawlessly it made your brain go entirely blank.

“yes- mmph, shit! fucking me so good,” you sobbed, a fresh wave of tears gathering and running freely down your flushed cheeks.

suddenly, he pulled completely out of you. before you could even let out a single sound of protest at the sudden emptiness, his hands locked onto your hips. he flipped your body around onto your back with effortless control and immediately slammed back into you, bottoming out instantly. the abundance of your wetness made the impact produce an embarrassingly loud, squelching sound that echoed through the quiet room.

it was as if he had never left at all. his hips picked up the same brutal, relentless pace, but the new face-to-face angle made you approach your orgasm all the quicker. your eyelids fluttered, starting to shut on their own as the overwhelming friction dragged you over the edge.

before you could even warn him, you were coming. you gushed hard around him, your tight walls clenching down on his dick so violently that he completely stopped, momentarily trapped by the intense, pulsing suction of your climax.

“fuck, you’re a sight,” hyunjin panted, his voice completely breathless as he stared down at you.

and you definitely were. your face was completely wrecked with pleasure, your cheeks glistening with tears, your chest heaving frantically up and down while your thighs trembled so hard around his waist it seemed your body couldn't decide whether it wanted him locked inside or pushed out.

your mind quickly decided on the latter, your hips rolling up to chase his warmth.

hyunjin let out a strained groan, the violent clenching of your walls pushing him right past his own limit. realizing he couldn't hold back any longer, he gripped your thighs tightly, pulling himself out of your tight heat at the absolute last second. he grunted, his upper body tensing as he came heavily all over the outside of your pussy, the thick, white heat of his release coating your puffy cunt.

he collapsed down beside you on the tangled sheets, both of your chests heaving in the quiet room as your heartbeats slowly tried to sync back down to a normal rhythm.

you blinked through the fading haze, the cool air hitting your damp skin. the empty ache inside you returned almost instantly, the lingering phantom sensation of his metal piercing making you twitch restlessly.

“hyunjin,” you whined, reaching out blindly to tug at the hem of his dark graphic tee, your voice small and needy. “more. please. need more”

hyunjin let out a breathy, exhausted chuckle, rolling onto his side to look at you. he ran his fingers through his messy dark hair, a lazy, incredibly fond smirk pulling at his lips. “sweetheart, i just fucked you. you want more, already?”

“uh-huh”

“insatiable little thing,” he murmured, leaning over to kiss your forehead before pulling you right back into his chest.

“is the emo hyunjin in the room with us” everyone boos.. IMSORRY I TRIED SO HARD TO WRITE HIM DIFFERENTLY IVE UNFORTUNATELY NEVER FUCKED AN EMO GUY BEFORE SO😭💔💔💔💔💔💔

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여키 EDITION . sim jaeyun are u ready to die

hwang hyunjin x fem!reader

warnings: super famous hyunjin, confident reader, suggestive

𝄞 he's mine · MoKenStef

ninthmember!reader x hyunjin

in which… the members have always had something against you. you’ve never known what, but hyunjin can’t stand seeing you hurt anymore.

warnings: everyone’s really mean except hyunjin, and i mean MEAN.. angst, reader is a pushover but she can’t help it guys, hyunjin cries out of anger, reader cries, this is not how i see the members of stray kids!! panic attack, lots of swearing, mentions of medical equipment

authors note: i love angst request guys

word count: 3.8k

requested by @totallynottomoko

when you first came to JYP at just fourteen you’d met hyunjin, who’d already been there for a couple months prior to you.

he was kind. he was the first person to actually speak to you, wanting to genuinely know who you were; who you actually were. that’s how it started between the two of you.

hyunjin had been scouted into a group by bangchan, a trainee of six years. of course, jin was over the moon about this, finally being recognised for his talent, and so were you.

you would come into the practice room with him each night, after his rehearsals had closed up. you’d help him go through any choreography or vocal arrangements he had to learn.

you were in the studio late one night together, when JYP had wandered in, and seeing yourself and hyunjin together made something click in his mind. that maybe a co-ed group is the way to go. you with stray kids was the way to go.

you’d had a meeting with the CEO and JYPE about this. whether you’d accept the offer to train in stray kids, with the potential of debuting, and who were you to say no.

come monday morning, JYP had met with chan to inform him of the new addition, to which chan was slightly offended at.

why would stray kids need some random person? especially now? the group was made and he didn’t need some random sixteen year old girl interrupting what the group already had going on.

JYP stood in a studio with the boys, as he explained about a new addition to the group, a new sudden, but positive change to the group.

he opened the door and in you walked. sixteen years old with a passion for performing.

hyunjin’s eyes widened as he saw you, trying to contain his excitement. his best friend along side of him in the group? he was living the dream.

however, the other seven boys seemed unimpressed. they didn’t know you and they didn’t want to know you. they already had their group and that didn’t include you.

despite their feelings, you all went on to debut. but that didn’t change how they felt.

three years later and hyunjin had officially asked you to be his girlfriend. he couldn’t understand how he let himself wait four years before asking you to be his, but he was glad he had now.

you two were the closest out of everyone and STAY loved you two together.

the others however, were another story.

you could count on one hand how many times you’d had a genuine conversation with them. any single one of them. they all avoided you like the plague, but you never knew why.

some days would be better than the others, but every day was always filled with minor harsh comments.

a common one was from minho. in dance practice which he and hyunjin usually led, he’d call you out for any minor mistake.

“yah! y/n! seriously?! it’s easy, keep up! i’m not going over it again!” minho yelled out, glaring at you in the mirror, but you just glanced at him.

you were stood next to seungmin, who had clearly made the same mistake as you, yet no comment was made for him.

minho turned back to himself, muttering a curse under his breath, but loud enough for everyone to hear and snicker at.

the other times were blatantly obvious.

when you had group meals, they’d purposefully leave you out.

you’d been at rehearsal all day, a solo singing rehearsal at the studios. hyunjin had messaged you informing you that everyone had come to his dorm for a group meal.

you sighed, knowing this would be absolute hell. but despite the feeling you had, you still sent a heart back to your boyfriends message, wanting to at least see him tonight.

he informed the boys. to which no one really acknowledged, brushing the words of casually, especially because it was to do with you.

the table was set, and hyunjin had gone to grab something from his room just before you arrived.

he heard commotion in the kitchen, returning back to the table, where he saw you stood looking disappointed and the group of smirking boys.

“it seems like there’s not enough?” seungmin spoke with faux sympathy.

hyunjin looked to the table to see everyone’s plate had been filled, but yours.

and all of the food that were in the bowls had gone, meaning they’d not left anything for you.

“i could’ve sworn we made enough!” jeongin also added sarcastically.

the group snickered, but hyunjin just stood there, looking at his so-called friends as they ripped into you.

“i guess you’ll just have to skip out on this one, y/n,” han said to you, with a shrug as he began eating his food.

“you can always go to the convenience store!” changbin suggested with a smirk.

“yah! stop,” hyunjin commented to the boys, “i’ll go to the store, you go to my room. i’ll get you a few things, yeah? i’ll be a few minutes, it’s just next door anyways,” he walked up to you and placed his hand on your cheek, in a comforting manner.

you nodded shyly, eyes looking down in embarrassment. hyunjin kissed your head and left the apartment building.

as soon as the door clicked shut, the boys began laughing to each other, eyeing the way you stood there.

“you just gonna stand there?” lee know asked.

“sorry,” you mustered out, leaving and moving towards hyunjin’s room.

“i seriously don’t get it,” felix spoke, being careful to speak quietly.

“what?” chan asked.

“hyunjin and her,” felix responded

jeongin spoke up, “yeah me neither. i mean come on, she’s such a pushover it’s so easy, and so sad!” the youngest laughed.

bangchan interrupted, “yah! she’s still your elder ayen,”

“by two months, it means nothing, she doesn’t need his respect, does she?” seungmin jumped in, coming to defend jeongin.

chan just shrugged.

“well, maybe one day she’ll hopefully feel the same way we feel about her, and decide to just go on a full-time hiatus,” lee know wished, “then we’ll actually be stray kids, not this fake version that started when she joined-”

the door clicked open again and hyunjin walked in, “what was that?”

the boys played along, acting clueless as though they hadn’t just been talking awfully about you. “nothing, just talking about our pre-debut days, isn’t that right guys?” changbin asked, turning to the group, where everyone nodded, trying to hide the smirks on their faces.

hyunjin walked past them and straight towards his dorm room, opening the door to see you curled away from the door on his bed.

your body was shaking. you were crying.

hyunjin gently closer the door and immediately rushed to your side of the bed. he crouched down so that he were now eye level with you.

“baby, hey, i’m here now, you’re okay,” he soothed and he patted down your hair, trying his best to comfort you in this state.

“i don’t get it,” you continued weeping, shoulders lifting with each cry.

hyunjin moved onto the bed as you moved over, giving him room. hyunjin held you in his arms.

“they don’t see you like i do. i’ll always see you, no matter what; the real you. if they won’t choose you, i always will,” hyunjin told you, his own empathetic tears rolling down his cheeks.

you nodded against his chest, trying to block out the painful ache in your chest.

you and hyunjin didn’t speak about that night again. he tried to, but you refused to even acknowledge the words you had exchanged, or what the boys had done to you. you just moved on, like you always do.

the next major event was only a few days later. an outfit assessment, where you would be looking into and trying on all the new outfits for the new comeback. it was always yours and hyunjin’s favourite time.

you were the last one to go. you’d left the room to change into your first outfit, not realising the boys had now moved into the outfit department room to join hyunjin who sat waiting for you.

you’d walked back in with a wide smile on your face. you loved this outfit, and you couldn’t wait for hyunjin to see it.

“i love this one ha-rin! i really like the detail you-” you began rambling as you burst back into the room with pure excitement.

but it was short lived.

the seven boys who had now joined your boyfriend on the couch, snickered as they took in the outfit you wore.

some of them more obvious than the others. laughing out loud with one another. at what, you didn’t know. but it hurt.

seungmin turned to han and began whispering something, causing the elder to laugh out loud, eyeing you up and down.

hyunjin’s fist clenched at his sides, and you noticed. you shook your head at him, holding back the tears you felt.

you turned to look at yourself in the mirror, ha-rin stood next to you, as she also held her tongue.

she’d been told by hyunjin and yourself what the other put you through. she’d seen and heard it many times, but she couldn’t do anything to help anyways.

“it’s a bit much, isn’t it, y/n?” jeongin questioned, with a raised eyebrow and a smirk, the others wearing the same look, trying to hide their laughter.

you looked over yourself once more. “yeah… yeah, you’re right,” you mustered.

“ha-rin you should probably sort that out,” chan commented as he stood up, leading the others out of the room, their laughter following after them.

the door shut behind the. “y/n! you need to let me defend your name if you’re not going to! i swear!” hyunjin stood up rapidly, coming up to face you and hold your hands.

“no! no. you can’t. they’re your friends; even if they’re horrible to me,” you told hyunjin, who sighed.

“i’ll always choose you, y/n,” he responded.

you never noticed the full decline in your health, metal and physical until it really hit.

during a dance rehearsal, where once again it was led by minho and your boyfriend, the tension in the room had been building.

snide comments made by each member towards you and your capability.

“y/n! i swear! you’re seriously lacking right now and holding everyone back! catch up!” minho yelled, causing everyone to look at you with a indifferent look.

you just nodded, continuing to run the choreography. lee know continued to stare at you, when suddenly he turned of the music with an exasperated sigh. “you know what! let’s just take ten, seen as some of us can’t even execute basic choreography anymore!” he commented, looking directly at you.

the others rolled their eyes. “y/n why don’t you go grab everyone a drink?” changbin suggested, everyone nodding at this suggestion.

you of course, wouldn’t say no, especially not to them. you nodded, not even realising your feet were carrying you out.

as you stepped out, your legs practically buckled, as you reached for the nearest wall.

your heart punched at your ribs, beating rapidly, while also skipping a beat. your mind was fuzzy and you couldn’t even think straight. your breath seemed to be knocked out of you, as you heaved for air.

you’d managed to stagger yourself down the hallway, coming face to face with staff. they immediately grabbed onto you in a state of panic. you weren’t you.

just as they grabbed onto you, you fell out of consciousness. legs completely bucking from under you as your last bit of strength faded. “we need to get her to the hospital!”

the practice room was filled with laughter from the seven members. but hyunjin just stood there. you weren’t here to tell him no this time, he could finally say what’s he’s been thinking.

“honestly, did you see the look on her face? i mean seriously-” felix had laughed, but was soon cut off by hyunjin.

“you guys are fucking horrible. you know that?” he burst out.

“what?” changbin asked. the group began to quieten down at hyunjin’s sudden interruption.

“the way you all speak to her and about her. what has she ever actually done to deserve it? huh?” hyunjin looked around at them, everyone with a bewildered expression, “just because she was so fucking talented she joined us late! so what? she deserves to be here just as much as any of you!”

“and the way you treat her is fucking sickening! all of you! even you felix who’s seen as being this whole thing of sunshine - it’s bullshit! you, jeongin! the maknae who just can’t ever do anything wrong!” hyunjin began pointing to each member, “even you chan! the literal leader of our group! yet you can’t even respect my girlfriend or even show her any ounce of appreciation! what type of leader does that make you?!” hyunjin yelled.

he hadn’t even realised the tears that had pricked in his eyes, or the way he’d slowly begun crying as he expressed his thoughts towards his members.

“it was never meant like that, hyun.. it’s just a joke,” changbin said, as he stood up going to reach for hyunjin, but hyunjin hit his arm away and stepped back.

“you call it a joke?” hyunjin asked rhetorically with a laugh. “a joke? you’re serious? if it was a joke i wouldn’t have to deal with the fucking consequences you guys cause, when i’ve got my girlfriend crying to me! asking why her members; her leader! and people who should be her family, hate her!” he yelled, “does that sound like a joke?”

“we never meant-” seungmin spoke up.

hyunjin scoffed, “don’t give me that bullshit! you’ve meant everything you’ve ever said. and i’ve never said anything because y/n didn’t want me to, to keep the group peace. but fuck the group peace, when you speak to her like that! fuck all of you, as a matter of fact!”

the group turned silent, looking at hyunjin who was now crying. he was angry. his chest heaved and tears poured down his cheeks.

the group just stared at hyunjin, then turning to glance at one another.

“you guys need to change this,” hyunjin spoke quietly, everyone turning their attention back to him, “or else i’m gonna have words about my contract in this group,” was the final thing he said before exiting the room.

as hyunjin stepped out he wiped his face down with one hand, releasing a breath of air.

he moved throughout the building, wanting to return to your dorm as soon as he could. he didn’t want to go back home to his other members, so he went to his safe place. you.

as he arrived at the dorm, he noticed an uneasy silence. he couldn’t hear you muttering to yourself, or you shifting around in the apartment. nothing.

he called out for you, but was met with pure silence. he moved into your bedroom, to see that your bed was made.

he reached for his phone out of his pocket and called you. it rang and rang. but there was no answer. hyunjin was worried, so he had to do the next best thing; call your manager.

the phone rang a couple rounds, before the voice of her came through.

“hello hyunjin,” she spoke.

“is she okay? where’s y/n?” he asked in a panic.

“we’ve had to take her to the hospital. she’s suffered an acute panic attack. she’s okay, she’s just been seen now,” her manager explained.

hyunjin ended the call and rushed out of the apartment, calling an uber to take him to the hospital.

the seven remaining members sat there in silence. they reflected on what hyunjin had just said.

“so… how do we even ‘sort this’. i mean kinda hard considering it’s been this way for what, six years?” minho spoke up.

felix shook his head, “no. he’s right,” he stood up and turned to face everyone. “we’ve been awful to her! and she just sits there and takes it every single time! what’s wrong with us? this isn’t us! it never was!” felix added.

“i mean, no. but it’s just how things happened,” jeongin responded.

“so what? we just sit here and continue acting like this towards her! fuck that! if none of you wanna change, you do that. but you’ll lose hyunjin in the process!” felix walked out of the room.

felix returned back to his, hyunjin’s and seungmin’s dorm. felix was going to apologise. firstly to you and secondly to hyunjin.

he arrived at the dorm, but hyunjin wasn’t here, neither were you.

felix where are you??? i’m sorry. i want to apologise. to both of you.

felix hyunjin come on. please. i’m so fucking sorry

hyunjin she’s in hospital.

felix’s eyes widened at the message. he opened the boys groupchat, the one without you, or hyunjin, cause they believed they needed one without either of you.

felix we’ve seriously fucked up guys. we need to stop what we’ve been doing.

chan ???

changbin what else has happened

felix it’s not my place to say. but you need to know. she’s been put in hospital and i think we caused it.

felix left the groupchat

jeongin oh shit

minho surely we didn’t…

han we’ve taken it too far, we seriously need to stop.

chan not only for y/n, but for hyunjin.

you woke up in a room that definitely wasn’t yours. white walls and a thin bed sheet.

“hey, hey,” hyunjin muttered, grabbing onto your hand. “lay back down, i’ll go fetch someone,”

hyunjin left the room and returned not even a moment later, immediately coming back to your side.

“what happened?” you muttered, looking at the drip in your arm.

“you had an acute panic attack, and you were extremely dehydrated. they’re just running a few more tests,” hyunjin explained.

“oh…” you responded quietly.

the emotions of everything hit you suddenly. the way things had gone. the fact you ended up here.

you cried.

hyunjin immediately took ahold of you, soothing your tears as he whispered in your ears.

felix arrived outside your hospital room. he went to enter but as soon as he saw you cradled in hyunjin’s arm he stopped himself and stood around the corner.

“i don’t get it,” you cried. “i wanted this. i wanted my dream and i got it, but i don’t know if i can when they act like this,”

hyunjin took your face into his hands, “hey. you’re not letting anyone take this away from you. not even them,” he told you, to which you nodded.

felix knocked on the door, his hand hesitant. you both turned to look at him.

“oh, felix..” you whispered, you were clearly nervous to see him.

“i brought you these,” he pulled out some flowers from behind his back, “and also this,” he then pulled out the teddy hyunjin had won for you years ago, on your first date.

he’d heard you and hyunjin talking about it one time, knowing it stayed in hyunjin’s dorm, felix grabbed it before leaving.

“i heard you take it everywhere with you… so i thought you could do with it now,” he explained.

you smiled weakly, “thank you,”

he sat down in the chair next to the bed. “look, i don’t even know where to start. what we all did to you, is unforgivable. you never deserved it. you were just a kid, and we all were, which is why we should have been understanding and accepting,” felix said.

“i’m not expecting your forgiveness, but i want you to know im sorry. both of you. im sorry hyunjin that you sat and watched us do this, and y/n im even more sorry that we put you through this. i’m so incredibly sorry,”

you nodded. you could tell felix’s words held truth to them. he was being genuine. “thank you,” you answered. “i forgive you, but, i’m not ready to be friends with you yet; any of you,”

felix nodded, looking down, “i understand,”

“maybe one day, when things have calmed down, when everyone’s apologised and stopped acting the way they have been. maybe then, we’ll be a proper group,” you told felix, who smiled weakly.

“thank you, y/n,” felix responded, “i’ll let everyone know you’re okay,”

over the next few months, the boys slowly started to grow. the harsh comments or the purposeful lack of attention to you died down, but was replaced with them trying to fix what was already broken.

chan actually started asking for your opinion during recording sessions. he’d ask whether you were okay after you’d had a long day of schedules, even informing staff to make sure you took a break.

lee know backed off during dance practice. even when you made minor mistakes, he knew of course, minho never missed anything. but he let hyunjin correct you, learning from the way he gently spoke to you when you went wrong. he learnt how to correctly you gently and softly, without belittling you.

changbin stopped with the passive aggressive comments. after a few weeks, he realised you went to the gym late at night. he never knew that about you. so he eventually asked if he could join you. you agreed. it was silent for the most part, but changbin was glad to have made progress with you.

hyunjin stayed strong. he always did. he continued to choose you. he was, however, very wary with the other members. he was worried that it was all false, the way they were acting was a phase. but he held strong for you. he held you each night and told you how special and loved you were.

han started putting in effort. he was similar to chan, in the sense of wanting to hear what you had to say. he’d create a genuine conversation after seeing something you were interested in, causing the pair of you to discover that you both had similar interests. something han had never realised.

felix continued to try. you grew closest to him out of everyone. hyunjin had always been the closest to felix, so you made that bit more effort with felix.

seungmin started making jokes. not mean ones. not even ones that had a bit of snark to them. genuinely funny jokes. ones where he picked on other members for something silly, calling han a pabo for just being himself. ones you could actually laugh at.

jeongin complimented you. actual compliments. comments about your hair, your outfits. everything. he didn’t want to overload you with them though, so he kept them spread out. but he tried to make you feel good about yourself.