vent blog

talk about your feelings go ahead! but dont vent dont be vulnerable dont complain dont have any problems dont have any bad moments dont talk about youre anxieties dont dont dont

it honestly sucks trying to gel with a group i keep trying to engage and it feels like everyone is so unresponsive and i cant help but feel deeply ignored

lowkey nobody gaf about anything i say or do

generally not afforded the kindness of others

it's like. OK i am trying to engage but i get no response and then when i attempt to talk about my stuff nobody responds they just redirect to their stuff so idk what anyone thinks im supposed to do

cant help but feel like im being ignored more and more lately

its kind of insane that i get stuff that i say regurgitated back at me word for word day in and day out but the second i point this out im the crazy one

like idk maybe if youre complaining abt someone all the time you need to accept that people around you are going to think you dont like that person

i really might actually kill myself

truth is push comes to shove i genuinely think people do not care about or like me that much

to ppl with lesser known or less "acceptable" ocd themes: i love you

i wanna kill myself

i genuinely hope i die i can't keep living in this constant loop