I'm Zaina! I'm 19. I play love and deepspace and Zayne is basically half of my personality. I started writing because I wanted to remember the fake scenarios that I made before bed.
I have been playing lads since September 2024. My main is Zayne, ofc. But I also love Caleb and Sylus's personality. As for Rafayel and Xavier I love them as well but not romantically. They are not my type and I'm definitely not the target audience for their stories. Not a hater tho, I can't hate my babies.
About My Fictions
I mostly write about Zayne because he's my main and I spend the most amount of time analyzing his character. I don't write smut. I'm simply not comfortable sharing my private thoughts here on the internet lol. My fics are SFW.
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Yea sure the guys are in love with ME yes ok but not all of the mcs represent me
For example I'm a zayne main and zaynemc is me. Every line she says is like me her thoughts, her actions directly reflect me.
However sylus is my second main but sylusmc is my exact opposite. I love Caleb but I can't read his fics because of the HUGE number of pseudocest fics. In these cases I love reading nonmc fics. Also sometimes I'll read nonmc fics just for the angst especially zaynemc fics (delicious angst that your therapist will hear about :3). I don't get why people discourage nonmc fics. I love them. It's not always about insecurities. Sometimes we just wanna read smth where the guys interact w a character that ACTUALLY represents us.
Sylus absolutely hates it when you use the b-word around him.
"Sweetie, can you not?" he sighs as you do your calculations.
"Yeah? Not what?" you say without looking away from your laptop.
"Can you please stop using the b-word around me, it's insulting." Well, that gets your attention.
"What do you mean, babe?" You put your laptop aside to talk about this properly.
"Kitten, you're married to the leader of Onychinus. It's unsuitable for you to use such words." Now you're really confused. It's not like you ever called him a bitch... at least not after you got together.
"I don't get how using the word 'bitch' hurts your reputation, Sy. Also I never call you that. But if you want me to—"
"Not that b-word," he stops you mid-sentence.
You give him a puzzled look. "I'm talking about the word 'budget'. Stop using that word. I didn't work so hard just to hear my wife talk about her 'monthly budget' in front of me," he says with a frown.
After a moment of silence, you burst out laughing.
"Sylus, this isn't my budget. It's for the Hunters Association."
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A/N: I bought a new watercolor set a few days ago, used it 4 times and now I want more. Blame Instagram and Facebook for showing me ads of those huge gouache sets. I can't afford those but sylus could 😩
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I have read COUNTLESS fics on Zayne here on Tumblr. So much so that at one point I left Tumblr cus I couldn't find anything new to read. But my favourite one, the one that I think about regularly heart of glass by @szarina.
This is exactly why you don't like being alone. You let your intrusive thoughts win. Every. Single. Time. Now, here you are looking at yourself in the mirror, unsure whether what you did was a good decision.
You tried to give yourself a haircut. And as a result, your beautiful long hair is gone. You look at your reflection, questioning if you like your new look. You didn't mess it up, it didn't look bad—but you weren't sure that it looked good either. And the first thought on your mind is "Will Zayne like it?"
As if on cue your phone rings, it's Zayne. Even worse, it's a video call. Things just keep going downhill. You're unsure if you should pick up the call right now, but you also want to talk to Zayne. So you decline the video call and call him again but this time on audio.
"Hello, my love. How's your day?"
"Uh... Hi Zayne. It's good."
You try your best to hide the uncomfortable pitch in your voice.
"Are you busy? You declined my video call."
"I— Yea, I am kind of busy. Let's just talk on audio?"
Zayne isn't sure why you're acting so weird all of a sudden. However, he doesn't mention it. Knowing you, you'll probably tell him soon enough. He continues the conversation as usual until you ask.
"Zayne can I ask you a question?"
"Yes, of course."
"Do you think I'd look good with short hair?"
Silence.
"How short did you cut it?"
He says with a chuckle
"I didn't SAY I cut my hair... I'm just asking..."
"Love, you never decline my video calls, and you don't have work today. It's very obvious you're trying to hide something."
"Ugh, fine! Yes. I cut my hair. But that still doesn't answer the question though. Do you think I'd still look good?"
"You'd look good no matter what. Now let me see."
You finally turn on the camera and stand before your phone.
Zayne's jaw drops. Your long hair is gone, but God, do you look gorgeous with the new hair. The bangs framing your face make you look adorable. If he was there with you, he would have squished your cheeks affectionately. You can practically see hearts in his eyes as he admires your new look.
"You look gorgeous, my love."
"Do I? I was starting to regret cutting it."
"Don't, it's good to change your look sometimes and it suits you."
When he comes back home that evening you don't understand why he's smothering you with kisses. Nevertheless you don't complain.
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This is exactly why you don't like being alone. You let your intrusive thoughts win. Every. Single. Time. Now, here you are looking at yourself in the mirror, unsure whether what you did was a good decision.
You tried to give yourself a haircut. And as a result, your beautiful long hair is gone. You look at your reflection, questioning if you like your new look. You didn't mess it up, it didn't look bad—but you weren't sure that it looked good either. And the first thought on your mind is "Will Zayne like it?"
As if on cue your phone rings, it's Zayne. Even worse, it's a video call. Things just keep going downhill. You're unsure if you should pick up the call right now, but you also want to talk to Zayne. So you decline the video call and call him again but this time on audio.
"Hello, my love. How's your day?"
"Uh... Hi Zayne. It's good."
You try your best to hide the uncomfortable pitch in your voice.
"Are you busy? You declined my video call."
"I— Yea, I am kind of busy. Let's just talk on audio?"
Zayne isn't sure why you're acting so weird all of a sudden. However, he doesn't mention it. Knowing you, you'll probably tell him soon enough. He continues the conversation as usual until you ask.
"Zayne can I ask you a question?"
"Yes, of course."
"Do you think I'd look good with short hair?"
Silence.
"How short did you cut it?"
He says with a chuckle
"I didn't SAY I cut my hair... I'm just asking..."
"Love, you never decline my video calls, and you don't have work today. It's very obvious you're trying to hide something."
"Ugh, fine! Yes. I cut my hair. But that still doesn't answer the question though. Do you think I'd still look good?"
"You'd look good no matter what. Now let me see."
You finally turn on the camera and stand before your phone.
Zayne's jaw drops. Your long hair is gone, but God, do you look gorgeous with the new hair. The bangs framing your face make you look adorable. If he was there with you, he would have squished your cheeks affectionately. You can practically see hearts in his eyes as he admires your new look.
"You look gorgeous, my love."
"Do I? I was starting to regret cutting it."
"Don't, it's good to change your look sometimes and it suits you."
When he comes back home that evening you don't understand why he's smothering you with kisses. Nevertheless you don't complain.
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ASK: @simpfortheseven→ "Heyy! i saw you were looking for writing prompts. Could i see a comforting fluff fic with zayne helping the reader through a depression episode? if you’re ok with it i’d love to read cause ive been loving your work!!"
It has been two days since Zayne received a message from you.
He was on a work trip to Chansia City, so he couldn't meet you in person either. Initially, he thought you were busy. But you never take this long to respond. He tried contacting you several times—texts, calls—only to be met with silence. He can't see your location either, and now he's anxious.
Where are you?
Are you alright?
As soon as he lands back in Linkon, he drops off his luggage at his place and rushes over to yours. At a time like this, Zayne is glad he has the spare keys to your apartment. He had never used it before. Going to your apartment when you weren't home or when he wasn't accompanied by you didn't seem right to him. However, after 48 hours of radio silence from your end, Zayne is left with no other choice.
Hesitantly, he pushes the door open only to be met with darkness. Are you not at home? Just as he is about to spiral in thought, his eyes land on your shoes scattered around the entryway.
Walking into the living room, he notices a pile of snack packages and instant noodles. That isn't good for your health. The excess amount of salt in ramen can cause you palpitations and even cardiac issues. Were you feeling so bad, you couldn't even cook? He feels guilty for not being able to help you.
He stands in front of your bedroom door and hesitates before knocking. The sudden sound of knocking startles you. You're alone—who could possibly be here at this hour? "Who is it?" you ask nervously.
"It's me, Zayne," he says, sounding agitated.
"Oh, come in."
He takes a deep breath and walks in. There you are, curled up in bed, wrapped in a blanket. Your tear-streaked face is the first thing he sees. Did something happen while he was away? He rushes to your side, his hands hovering close to your face, eyes scanning your body to check if you're hurt, but there are no signs of injury. "Are you ok, my love? You're crying," he says as he gently takes your face in his hands.
You quickly wipe away your tears and turn away. "I'm fine—just feeling a bit under the weather." For a moment Zayne doesn't know how to approach the situation. He quietly sits down on the bed beside you. Feeling the awkward silence, you try to divert the conversation. "Weren't you in Chansia City? What are you doing here?"
"I couldn't reach you over the phone. I got worried and came to see you as soon as I landed."
You feel your stomach twist. He rushed over from another city just to see if you were ok. "I... I'm sorry. I—" you hesitate, unsure of what to say.
He takes a deep breath. "It's alright. I'm just glad you're okay," he reassures.
A few moments pass in silence before you finally speak up. "I've just been feeling so down lately, Zayne." He meets your gaze and nods slightly, encouraging you to continue. "I don't have the energy to do anything... I'm feeling horrible." Your voice breaks as you say "I wish this would pass sooner."
He wraps his arms around you. "I'm here. We'll go through this together, ok? You don't have to face it alone." He holds you close. You rest your head on his chest, crying in his embrace. The faint smell of the airport still clings to him. You feel guilty for making him worry so much. When the tears stop coming, you open up to him.
"I didn't mean to ghost you... I just didn't want to burden you with my problems, especially when you were busy with work."
"Your emotions are not a burden, my love. And even if you don't feel like expressing yourself, I'll still be here. I won't let the girl I love be brave on her own." Though the storm in your head hasn't settled, his soft words and warm presence comfort you. He cards his fingers through your hair. The slow repetitive motion lulls you to sleep. Perhaps you don't have to face the storm all by yourself. At least not when Zayne is with you.
AN: Hope you like it cus this is my first time responding to an ask! I tried writing Zayne doing stuff but the character started leaning more towards Caleb so I did what felt the most like Zayne.
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Heyy! i saw you were looking for writing prompts. Could i see a comforting fluff fic with zayne helping the reader through a depression episode? if you’re ok with it i’d love to read cause ive been loving your work!!
Yay my first ask! On it bbg! I'm glad you like my work!
