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Gah I've ranted like this before, it's just on my mind alot because my life is boring. I might aswell just go through multiple friends in my life without ever actually keeping them. I have this sorta stupid mindset when it comes to these things- nothing ever lasts forever, just like that song (hence why it's stupid, why is a song leaving such an imprint on my life?). This might be becoming a problem, and as much as I think about it I also don't care simultaneously.

It's just a rant but it'd be appreciated if anyone could relate or something like that, I can't be the only one to be like this.

"I feel like evidence is too big, you don't create entire communities of people who have been traumatized by partners and parents due to them having NPD and then dismiss it as an abelist stereotype. I'm not saying everyone who has NPD is abusive but there is clearly a link."

What the hell? MOST ABUSERS ARE NEUROTYPICAL! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS COMING FROM A "NEURODIVERSITY" COMMUNITY. THERE IS NO COMMUNITY OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN TRAUMATISED BY NARCISSISTS—NPD ISN'T SOMETHING THAT ANY TOM DICK AND HARRY WOULD HAVE! i hate how autistic and adhd people treat cluster bs the way THEY used to be treated by society. it makes me want to genuinely off myself.

sorry for the aggressiveness, i really hate the double standard. the autism community is so toxic. it used to be a safe space for me, but not anymore. they treat low empathy people as demons, and they LOVE pop psychology. i can't handle this. i don't get how you guys deal with the ableism without wanting to cry.

Honestly I get being aggressive, these people are annoying and lowkey dangerous

I deal by laughing or just ignoring it, giving them attention feeds their egos and feelings of moral superiority. At the end of the day these are nobodies who have no education on disorders, they're not particularly intelligent or as empathetic as they claim, and they use reddit so that's automatically a character flaw. So. (The only exceptions are my fellow narcs, it's not a flaw for y'all especially when you're shitting on redditors as well)

Ngl.. I only have the energy left to try on random outfits and sketch a bit

This is a drawing where the head ended up looking abnormally huge... Plus, it’s not even centered right. (By the way, the stained-glass background is also entirely hand-drawn with colored pencils.) I came up with this drawing while listening to Chihiro Onitsuka’s “Moonlight.” That’s where I got the title from. No matter how I listen to “Moonlight,” it just sounds like a song about Ryo-chan to me... What do you all think?

Scene from this lawlight fic because I like quoting it in my head and when the weather reaches above 30°C I have to draw lawlight or the 30°C and above demon breaks into my house and puts a bullet through my cranium

Somehow I've perfectly quoted the line. Hold on, I'll do the rest for all those interested, ahem:

Light: I can explain

Soichiro: You better

Light: I'm gay and probably also god

Soichiro Yagami dropped the gun.

Okay thats it. Bye.