Yvie: The Good, The Bad, and The Unexpected

Some old doodles

-people speaking other languages that I do not know (I am afraid that they may start talking about me)

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? My sister. I don't see why she wouldn't love me. 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Hecks to the no. 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Yesterday? 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? I do it all the time. It is a habit I developed after working in retail. 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? No? 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Always. 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Comfortable clothing. 8. How often do you listen to music? Everyday. All the time. Playing Christmas music right now. 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans. Definitely jeans. 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? I don't think it did lol. 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? I am a little social. I can handle social situations sometimes. Other times I am horrible overwhelmed which makes me upset. 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? Nope. Don't think I ever will. 13. What about ‘R’? Nope. 14. Can you drive a stick shift? Never have tried. 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Eh. I want to say no but I kinda do. 16. Are you going out of town soon? No... 17. When was the last time you cried? This afternoon? 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yeah. 99.9% of them were blood relatives. 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? I like my eyes. If you would have asked me a couple years ago I may have said yes. 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? No. I have boundaries. 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. Baby Talk. 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Oh yeah. 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? Psh. No. I wouldn't be totally opposed to it though. 24. What are you sitting on right now? A couch. 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? No :( 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Maybe. The more truthful phrase is someone I shouldn't have. 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Text: the guy I wouldn't mind dating. In person: my mom? 28. Do you get a lot of colds? No. 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Ross? lol it was a gift from my grandma. 30. Does anyone hate you? I'm sure there are some. I can be a bit blunt. 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? No. I don't drink. 32. Do you like watching scary movies? Definitely not. 33. Do you want your tongue pierced? Definitely not. 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? Don't really have a year that wasn't useful or influential on how I live my life now. 35. Did you have a dream last night? No? 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? 3 minutes ago? 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Only God know, but I do hope so. 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Suppressed feelings maybe. I don't really know. 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Yeah. 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? Oh yeah. Ate the best piece of peach cobbler I have ever had in my life. 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Definitely not. 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? Yeah. I am always with my sisters. 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? No? 44. What’s the best part about school? The crazy people. 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Yes. 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? All the time. 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? All the time. 48. Were you single over the last summer? Every summer of my life. 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? It's a little better. There is a prospective relationship so that's exciting. 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Nothing. Homework? 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? 😊 yes and no. 52. Are you nice to everyone? Yes. Just not the last guy I had a conversation with. 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? YES!! 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Not a problem at all. 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? I'm decent at hiding my feelings. 56. Do you think you like someone? Yeah. 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? No. 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Don't really have a preference. I tend to hang out with both. 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? Yes. 60. Do you hate anyone? No. just slight dislike. 61. How’s your heart? Don't know. It seems to function alright. 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? No? 63. Have you ever cried over a guy? When I was 15. 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? One of the jerks I call friend. 65. Are your toenails painted pink? Kinda. 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? Possibly. 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? Depends on the situation. I'm not great at comforting people. 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? Not completely. 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? My besties. 70. How do you look right now? Like a mess. I know it. 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? Not yet. 72. Can you commit to one person? Oh yeah. 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Kinda. 74. Have you ever felt replaced? Yeah. 75. Did you wake up cranky? No? 76. Are you a jealous person? One of the most jealous people in the world. 77. Are relationships ever worth it? I do think so. 78. Anyone you’re giving up on? Everyone, everyday. But then I come back to reality and realize how awesome they are and how they actually like me. 79. Currently wanting to see anyone? Kinda. 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Work. 81. Last person you cried in front of? My mom? 82. Is there someone you will never forget? Yup. 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? A little. I think he's still unsure how to protect me. 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Talking. Maybe playfully arguing. 85. Are you over your past? Eh. I guess. 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Yeah. It's horrible. 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? No. I compartmentalize my life. 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? Haven't had a first love. Ex/boyfriend? No. 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? That would be very unexpected and no. I'm quite over that person. 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? No? 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? I have no idea. 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? Yes. It's a very common name. 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? No. 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? Nope. 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? Don't think I liked anyone in March. 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? Kinda. I like his face for the most part. 97. Who do you have texts from? Peers from school, work, and my family. 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? I have tried to help him with any girl he likes. I rather not sabotage his relationships. I do stalk the girl like crazy to see if she is good for him. 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? No. 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? It's just me. 101. Ever kissed under fireworks? Nope. 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? In my stomach, sure. Not actual butterflies.

Ready to move out. Maybe live alone for a while. See my family less and less as to ween myself from them. That seems like the best thing to do. I thought about moving in with my sister, but I don't think that would work out well. We fight too much. I end up compromising more than she does. Living alone would be best. I'll get a dog or a cat. Then I won't be completely alone. I just would love to know how it would feel to just do what I wanted and not have to ask permission. Makes me mad sometimes. Having to go through arguments to get what I want is tiresome. I just need that first job. The one that will set me forward.

The other day I avoided a coworker I really liked when he came into the store. I KNOW he recognized me and he smiled and said hi, but I just pretended I didn’t know him. I MEAN WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??? Anyways rant over. I think he was amused by it because I’m horrible at pretending I don’t know people. 

I finally am going to take my driving test!! :) I'm beyond scared. I'm taking it at 8 am so it shouldn't be too bad...hopefully.

Pisces: has deep talks all night long, does nothing w u all day / distances themselves and gets really saddened and upset

Girl’s Name: I have no idea... Potato chip flavour: Limon Meal of the day: Pepperoni, ham, and onion Brooklyn-Style Pizza Ice cream flavour: Cookies and cream!!! Soda: Sprite/Cactus Cooler Popcorn: Theater buzz Season: Winter (I love the smell of pine needles and cinnamon in the winter Month: Late December/Early January Word: Not sure yet.  Disney Princess: Belle or Pocahontas Insult: I laugh whenever my sisters say “Your face.” It is not clever, just reminds me of family. Eye colour: My mother has hazel eyes and I love how her eyes can look different colors in different light. Dessert: Cookies and Cream Ice Cream/Any Fruit Sorbet Candy: Used to be Skittles, it is now Sour Patch Restaurant: Roadhouse Grill, but only because of their delicious variety of lemonades Language: I love the sound of almost anything that isn’t my “accent”, but I’m not sure if I have a favorite Thing about myself: My persistence/Level-headedness?