I dont suuuuuuck!

I'm honestly so relieved. I've been in acupuncture grad school for three semesters so far and its been a struggle since day one, not only the material, but with lackluster instruction, and disorganized admin. I'm definitely an older student now, returning to grad school more than 10 years after college. I thought I might not be cut out for this. I thought my brain was permanently fried after incredible depression during and after covid with infrastructure and society's compassion for one another completely falling apart, and humanity constantly one upping itself for how horrible it can be. I thought my attention span and my potential was shot for good. It's a relief to know I'm still capable, I still have my brain, and that there is something I'm genuinely not too shabby at. I have a few more exams to go, but hopefully this is a sign for how school will be going forward as long as I keep up the work.

School is better this semester. Still tough. Im more tired than I have ever been, but being around competant, smart, compassionate people for once, is its own kind of fuel.

Probably gonna change the user name, ill keep the pfp for a while so people arent that confused.

Holy guacamole that is bright. The camera adjusted for light, but in reality you almost cant keep direct eye contact with it.

It was years ago but I believe it was clips of WaoHana's Phantom quickly followed by 2007 Elisabeth cause it was one of those "gotta find more imemdiatly!" situations.