simping for my favourite non-person hours

#yo their reaction when they are pushed away is so good#the DISPLEASURE. the pure DESPERATION.#they will scream and cry and beg and bargain AND OFFER THEIR LIVES#it's all or nothing#it's the two of them together or NOTHING#and they hate when the other pretends to not need it just as hopelessly as them#when they close off. when they put a stop sign in the road of their connection. as if it could be stopped. as if it could ever end.#they like each other open and honest and at the reach of their hand#letting go is neither a feasible or bearable option

Today has become an important day to me for a few years now. It is my honour and privilege to be able to celebrate it with you, especially like this, with beautiful art that showcases the brilliance of your writing. Thank you so much @epikhightechnology for creating this, I am utterly in love with it. Happy birthday, my beloved @wretchedamaranth ❤️I wish you all the good things in this world, for you deserve them all.

finished all of love in the big city in the span of 24 hours and oh wow. wow. like. everyone will have their own little message to take away from it. and so, personally, like. god. go young is just so lonely. so so lonely. and its such a relatable, universally felt loneliness that in particular queer adults feel. and yeah love is nice and all, and it was fleeting and a whirlwind and it came and it went. but that loneliness? stayed. and even when he is with one of the several people he loves, there are moments in the show where you just feel how lonely he is, even then. how on opposite ends he and the guy he is with are. how empty everything is. and that emptiness and loneliness stays with him, like kylie, in seoul and in bangkok. in the clubs in itaewon surrounded by strangers or in the hospital next to his dying mum. it doesn't matter where he is in the world or who he is with, that loneliness and emptiness is always there. and maybe that will never go away and won't ever leave him and he may never heal. and. i don't know. i don't know. all i know is that loneliness go young has? i understood and felt it completely.

imagine being called a bottom twink by the kid who moaned when you telekinesis-ed him to his knees in the 70s. armand should be worse

i am terminally A Sucker for characters who have a towering and generally earned ego about their own ability and absolutely no self-worth about themselves as a person at all. intoxicating combo.