Don’t want the bruise to fade
From when I fell on my knee
After you dropped me from such a great height,
Because that means I’m getting further away from the last time you touched me.
The blood vessels that were broken in the middle of our fight.
And although you never call my phone no more
Of how I can be so taken by someone that has never wanted to take me anywhere.
Only ever tried to be slim enough to fit into the tiny gap that you opened for me in your life,
I learnt to be very slight.
To not knock over anything in plain sight
The things that where here before me never moved around,
Instead I knew to disjoint and dismount.
Become smaller, vanish into thin air -
Long like a straight line of my mousy brown hair.
My leg was under the table,
My arm was by the window,
My left foot was next to your friend,
My pinky finger was the one that took out the recycling bin.
Because I fit in, I helped out,
I squashed myself inwards of you,
But this was the best that I could do.
He never did anything extreme like this for me...
Met a few friends and disagreed.
Meanwhile, I’m stood in his kitchen armless
Laughing regardless, with his friends that I think are harmless
But maybe they’re not because they don’t call him out.
Although with all my joints about
They put together a joint with no doubts
And the smoke takes up more space than I would ever dare!
Falling apart now, just a place holder,
Lasted a few months just wish I could’ve fasted faster.
Through out all this I kept my heart intact,
He has 10 toes, 10 fingers,
2 arms, but I don’t think to begin with, that he ever had that.
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