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A lot of words unsaid

Not because thy scared

Your mind are just full

Made your lips sealed

Rating: 4 Star

Author: Ki Stephens

If you like the enemy to love, trope this is for you. I like how the author writes its very nice for starter reader (but not for below 17). You've love how the author shows each POV of the main characters that makes you understand both side. She pull that technique. I didn't finish it in one sitting because it's kinda spicy though it made me glue to the story. I just like how their relationship and the character develop. Still something I recommend but not for some people because if you know, you know.

I presume why I'm empty

I chased everything suit my envy

To embellish my desire.

If I strive to reach the path

They said, I'll find my faith

even I'm out of hand

With all the souls I demand

Why expect me to build castle?

My heart is tired of title

If I can only beg to stay

And only watch the day

Indeed, I'm debted

endlessly obliged

To whom I look up to

To whom I worship to

I haven't found the path

They beseech me to stay

Until my peace shattered

Somehow, end up astray

Who would thought

I can learn walking, twice.

It's surely peculiar in their eyes

Perhaps not me.

Maybe one day,

Instead of watching and stand

While my moutain rise as cloud

It wasn't summer at all, I remember vividly. My scarf suddenly gone and saw your hand swinging it with a smile on your lips. While I tried to conceal mine, looking like idiot running around a little pissed, embarrassed, and scared. Wish what ours were untold if only you're not silly and arrogant. Maybe I won't feel uneasy. I don't understand why I still reminisce. Why I'm still fond of looking back. I don't know if I resent or appreciate you. If we really have what i call—ours, it was never that great. I just know that even after those years, you'll gonna laugh or smirk at me once you see me. I've always hated you!

I'm thinking of drink coffee today

So I could feel a little bit awake

Maybe a little bit of a energy

It can give ease my mind atleast

Why do I have to utter every little phonemes?

Compose words that sounds futile

Hymn that can't explain it's sounds

Everyone are heard, was a lie.

Birds that sings makes tree dance

was it the wind all this time

I only remember one stare

Not those who see me lowly

Not those eyes with care

Not those who sparkle for me

Not those with passion and love

But an eye with a blank glare

It may leave mark on my head

Never thought it would be this deep

I knew I was mesmerised

but more like bewildered

I sleep night 'till noon

Woke up to a dream that hunted me

I sometimes became owl at the dark

Counting tik from my clock.

In the middle of the night

I lay my body stiff and prowl

I thought I could hear a howl

Sometimes, I see myself

In the dessert cried for help

Or trapped inside of a cage

I blinked my eyes—here we go

We may have our own stories 

Still, we’re not an open book

We may have chapters in life

We usually anticipated

Doesn’t mean we know the plot

We could skim the part

Never could we skip a page

Just continue the tale