well, how should I start? I'm not very good at these things.
hi, my name is Lilith! actually, that's not my name in this reality, but since I've known about shifting and scripting since 2022, it kinda became the name I feel more deeply in my heart, in my soul.
yeah, If you're wondering, I'm a victim of shifttok misinformation (starfish position, shifting police and blah blah blah...), however, I like to think it was a blessing in disguise: the mere concept of shifting alone has literally turned my life upside down.
two words not chosen randomly at all: I am a Stranger Things shifter, to be fair.
that show literally altered my brain chemistry, and watching it is one of the biggest thing I'm grateful for: it lifted me up when I was at my lowest point, more than the people around me, more than myself.
I'm talking too much I don't feel like saying « I haven't shifted yet » because I would just be a hypocrite: we shift everyday, unconsciously, in what is a reality identical to ours, because it is familiar, it's our "safe place" even if it doesn't mean it makes us necessarily happy or fulfilled.
what should I say is « I'm testing out what works for me. I'm taking my time. I'm going with the flow. ». why would I force myself mentally ending up feeling exhausted and disappointed after every attempt? I've done this before, and it didn't help, so there's no point in wasting my time again.
My dr is waiting for me. It's not going to disappear anytime soon, so I can take my time and I don't need to rush.
if any of this resonates with you, or if you’re figuring it out too, I’d love to hear your thoughts!
I know this was a really long post, so if you made it this far, thank you so much! if you'd be interested in learning more about my experiences or dr, please let me know in the comments!
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I've been re-scripting my main and only dr, since I wanted to go more in depth and create something that's more aligned with my current self, (the last time I worked on this script was like 3 years ago). while doing that, I noticed a big problem that I've always neglected because it was too difficult to actually make a decision.
basically, my s/o is part of the og couple of the show, and their bond is very important for the plot and its development.
what should I do? should I just create another character that takes his place in the og couple? at the same time, I don't really want to change the friend group or the overall dynamics too much...
please, I need advice, especially from people who've dealt with something similar!
us shifters and our s/os, because we literally shift realities just to be with them. it's a whole new level of devotion. we'd rewrite reality and discover new laws of physics instead of giving up on them.
one of my favorite things regarding shifting is how our brain works and organizes memories coming from different realities.
you can be convinced you haven't shifted yet, but it's undeniable how a certain smell, a place, a landscape, a line someone says, or something we're eating (etc.), can immediately remind us of a specific moment from our dr.
or when you're watching the movie/tv series or reading the book you're shifting to, and you unconsciously think, "I was there. I remember it perfectly."
how can this not be the ultimate proof that we have already shifted, already lived, and felt all of the emotions and sensations that we could've experienced only in an alternate dimension?
we shouldn't beat ourselves up just because apparently "we haven't shifted yet." what do you mean we haven't? we certainly did, tons of times. maybe we didn't open our eyes, and consciously live it. but, our subconscious already knows everything about it and remembers it all.
"Isn't it weird that I miss the people in my DR even though I haven't met them?"
YES. IT'S WEIRD. You have met them. You have shifted. You're there. Time is not real. You miss them because you MET them and you KNOW them. They're!!! Your!!! People!!!
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I'm still a little bit confused about what happened, but I think I finally reached some conclusions.
last night, I started my method (aka getting into the void state and then assume I would wake up in my dr after falling aspleep) as soon as I laid into bed. I finished it, and fell asleep.
I was sleeping, when something fell on me, which seemed like paper, so probably a poster. I took it and threw it off of me. but wait... I don't have posters on my wall since middle school... but I do have them in my dr bedroom!
I lifted myself up a bit, and I still had my eyes closed. when I tried to lay down fully again, this weird sensation of having nothing supporting my body unless my legs overwhelmed me and, honestly, it scared me a lot, and my heart started beating very fast, so I just thought « I am in my cr. I am safe » and I told my safeword in my head.
and boom. I was here again.
not gonna lie, I kinda feel stupid because I was finally in my dr and I got scared like a baby. but I'm fully convinced I shifted, or it wouldn't make any sense at all.
