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my friend (a), is a friend of (b) which i am also a friend of (b).

it was during VC on discord.. everyone was playing dandys world until everyone died. then later nothing happen for a while until i stream my game and B streams his game. i dont know what happen at that time, B is just doing ok until i hesr the left sound on discord and i see B talking about not watching him.

i apologize to B about all of it while still playing.. until i check back and its A and whole chat are against A.. clearly A said something so bad..

i dont know if what i did is really fucking wrong or not but B said A crossed a lot of boundaries to the point B dont feel like persuing the friendship anymore.. which soon B did that..

i thought i am guilty of all of this.. but B said its ok.. because its his impulsive..

i do feel like its my fault.. and A is still my friend.. and i still friend with B too.. because he's my bestie too..

i feel like at some point she deserve to be taken by Child Protection Service by how awful it is. like.. he deserve happy moment like a lot.. i dont want him to die.. please dont make him suicidal and in pain again..

i feel bad at him again.. although i did a lot of bad things to him to the point it almost break my friendship, he still apologize.. and i try to make up for it.. why is it weird to feel happy that he screaming at me to come get on to play dandys world? while im busy playing my game or watching? i dont know if im like.. find it attention seeking and weirdos but im glad he tried his best..