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Intro post incoming *･゜ﾟ･*:.｡.☆ .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

Key . 25 . He/him. Long time tumblr user comin’ back after a few years of not touchin the shit. Was @jalexs so if you remember me from there,,, fuckin don’t ☆

I post:

-art. Mostly half finished.

-poetry. Also half finished.

-existential dread and homosexual longing

-I reblog lots of stuff cause yall are so damn talented and also the reblog button is far too close to my autistic thumb. I should be stopped.

-mostly sfw unless tagged otherwise

General content interests:

-vampires. All vampires actually.

-mcr/the used/Manchester orchestra

-kpop

-poetry and writing

-music in general (genres: shoegaze, singer/songwriter, 90s hip hop, post grunge, post emo revival, nu metal, goth rock, synth rock, indie, alt, some noise and wave, post punk, warped tour era emo, diy punk/emo. Blah blah blah—)

-art (my own and others. Yall are so talented fr)

-cyberpunk 2077 and all adjacent media

-vkei

-my own writing though I’ll probably lock post that who knows

And twice I’ve wondered what the litmas for this is

Cause one was my fwb who doesn’t play the game

And the other was my bestie who has played the game a million times a girl v

I just wanna know

Can’t even text my friends???? Can’t even hang my clothes or shave my face??? Constantly anxious that my roommates are mad at me??? I don’t understand rn bro cause everything was fine two days ago??????

Literally just texted my bestie that I was sorry cause he sent me loads of messages last night and I responded to none of them cause the brain fog is so bad

His aunt just died I should be present

But the week before my roommates grandma died and I was supporting them too

And then my other friend is pregnant so I have been hyping them up

And my siblings and I were just here but my youngest one is depressed and anxious and my other one is making stupid decisions like sleeping with his exes best friend

And what’s wrong w me? Bro