yellowdesired

If we start over,

it’ll be a fresh start.

I don’t want that.

I want you to be true to me

so we can be original.

𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗈𝖻𝗌𝖾𝗌𝗌𝖾𝖽？

𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗆𝖾 𝗈𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗍．

𝖲𝗍𝗋𝖺𝗐𝖻𝖾𝗋𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝖻𝖾 𝗌𝗐𝖾𝖾𝗍，

𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗉𝖾𝗇𝗌 𝗂𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖺 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗅𝖾？



𝖧𝗈𝗐 𝖽𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗍𝖺𝗌𝗍𝖾 𝗇𝗈𝗐？

𝖤𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝖽𝖺𝗒， 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖺 𝖿𝖺𝗂𝗋𝗒， 𝖨 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝖺𝗌𝗄𝖾𝖽，

“𝖠𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅？”

𝖲𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗌， 𝖨 𝗐𝗈𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗆𝗒𝗌𝖾𝗅𝖿， 𝗍𝗈𝗈．

𝖬𝖺𝗒𝖻𝖾 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝖽𝖺𝗒， 𝖨’𝗅𝗅 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝖻𝖾 𝗌𝖾𝖾𝗇

𝖺𝗌 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅．

I miss you.

𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠

‘letter you’ll 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝’

We fight, I cry, I’ll be there for you, you might not wanna feel you deserved to be loved,

you pulled away when It got overwhelmed, you left me, I fought for us more than this time.

- someone who wants to stay the ‘love’ of my life would fight and keep trying, even if you feel like it’s not there.

- I can’t fix someone, the mindset ‘I’m a terrible person’ isn’t right, I can’t keep trying to fix that for you.

- I now have accepted your choice and will be going on with my life.

Call me an astronaut,

the way I crave space.

But craving isn’t enough when I need it personal.

not outer space,

I just need space to breathe,

space to understand my emotions.

So please,

don’t pressure me.

One day

we are the most devoted couple.

But today

has been cancelled.

Will we ever reach

our starting point

of love again?

even when the city is dark,

my heart shines bright.

even when the sky is dark,

as I lay facedown

all I can think of is

if my heart is always bright,

can it handle the dark?

My body wasn’t meant to be perfection.

But the way you make me feel is different.

One more touch

and suddenly, that’s perfection.

Everyday I live with a roof over my head,

but is it my home if you exist?

Open the door baby,

I wanna be in my own home.