Pigeon.

A very specific boy who I don't know personally, but that knows me. A boy that's unrealistically loving, cheesy, and just perfect to me. One that will hold me close as I cry for no reason, that speaks with funny slang and outdated terms, and that always wears a piece of clothing like some main character in a show.

A boy that's sweet to me, that caresses my skin in a way that's not lustful even while I'm on his lap, begging for more. A boy with badly bleached hair and an haircut that's clearly an outgrown version of a shitty mullet. A boy with a couple tattoos, one dumber than the other, and with scars from badly treated acne.

A boy that gives me his flannel when I mention being cold, that giggles and blushes at compliments I give him, that calls me the sweetest things out there. I want him to have a humor like mine, maybe a bit different, but not too much, so he still catches all my references.

A nerdy boy, one that was- or still is- clearly bullied for his interests, but still proudly shows off his comic book collection and actually knows what I mean when I talk about fandom spaces. A boy who listens to soft love albums like 69 Love Songs, but also alternative rock like Spirit Phone.

I want him, damn it.

BBQ at Dialtown Park? Sure!

(I made this art on stream. Power went out mid way lol) (Fanart for: @directdogman.)

I literally cannot stop drawing them, it's so fun

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