I ♡ My Dad

My friends think he feels similarly but I don't see it </3 so alas, I am here, on Tumblr, lamenting

Other pro-consang people please interact!! And if anyone has any tips on how to get a 60 year old white man to fall in love with you send them my way please 🙏

Mmhm!! :D

Im in multiple relationships with people and almost every single one of my partners knows about my crush on my dad and is supportive, most even try to hype me up to get me to make moves on him but I'm always so nervous!!!! >.< They're always like 'babe the way he acts with you isn't normal, he likes you hack' and I'm just NO!!! HE'S JUST AUTISTIC AND IS BAD AT BOUNDARIES 😭

One partner even messaged my dad (on discord) once and was like "[name] could really use some cuddles right now" and I almost killed myself (/exg /sil)

There's only one partner that I can think of off the top of my head that DOESN'T know and that's purely because I don't know his feelings on consang and stuff so i have been playing it safe </3

My fiance is actually the person that helped me realize I had a crush on my dad in the first place!! He apparently knew before I did 💀

Actually now that I think about it most of my partners were like 'yeah it's kinda obvious' or 'well I wouldn't've guess that myself but looking back it does make sense' when I told them

I remember the first time that the one that messaged him found out about my crush they immediately were like 'so is it just a crush or have y'all actually kissed and fucked yet' and I nearly lost my damn mind

kind of a shame, but at least I don't have to wonder anymore. dad really just goes with the flow lmao... he didn't read into it or wonder if he failed me or anything, or freak out about the incest or about me being a freak... from what I've gotten out of him, I'm pretty sure he would have actually agreed to fuck me if I was pre-T and feminine! but unfortunately that would have been impossible. I was wayyy too insecure, had a low sex drive and a lot of dysphoria back then so I could not be in any sexual relationships at all, let alone with my dad who I had and still have mixed feelings about.

T is taking me to places I wouldn't go with a gun lol

lol this turned out long, soz

😭 so sorry nonnie 🙏 I'm glad that he didn't freak out or anything though!! That's nice!!

On the bright side at least you have some closure and aren't always gonna be wondering!! Hopefully there's a little peace with that ♡

Luckily, or unluckily, ig, for me, from what I've gathered during talks with my dad about his orientation he doesn't have any gender preferences and is just gynosexual and would be okay with having sex with someone who's transmasc or even straight up transmale as long as they had 'female' anatomy still. Which, on one hand, lets me fantasize about him fucking me since I'm only on T and haven't had any surgeries, but on the other makes me feel really bad because I can't even use the excuse of "well he's straight so he just can't want me, i'm not even a choice" when I start spiralling because . If I wasn't his son. There's a possibility I could be a choice. And. That really hurts sometimes lol

Also REALLY felt that "T is taking me places I wouldn't go with a gun" I've discovered so many new kinks cuz of the T-horniness it's insane

And no need to apologize for the long message!! you're always free to ramble in my ask box \ ( ^ . ^ ) /