Tri-polar Thoughts

I'm fucking lonely. I'm an introvert with horrible social skills. I crave physical affection, but suck at dating. And to make matters worse, I fall from people too easily. A smile and a few kind words is allot takes for me to start imagining a future with someone. And unlike most sane people, it takes forever for me to stop.

I think it would be fine if every once and a while, something came of my useless pinning. But I've only ever managed to woo one person into dating me. And that didn't last long. I used to blame it on the fact that I had moved to college 2 and a half months in, but in reality, it was probably because o was boring.

I'm perfectly content to just sit at home, watching youtube or playing games together, but most people seem to want adventure. My date ideas were boring and cliche (mostly just different combinations of food and a movie). I've always found shopping, and malls in general, to be boring. I'm not one for live music. And I don't like group dates, or dates where other singles are around, as I'm always worried my date will find someone else more appealing.

I think it's been more than a year since I've been on a date. Hell, it might honestly be 2 at this point. And with the way things are, I don't think that's going to change anytime soon.

In conclusion, I am lonely and want cuddles, but am currently unable to change that.

SOMEBODY MADE RWBY IN SOUL CALIBUR VI!

Here’s the first thing from my Creative Writing Journal. Its a poem about depression... Yeah! I think we had to do a poem that had form, or something.