Yeonjunz

When you and Kai arrive back to your apartment, you both immediately lie down on the couch. You and him take your shoes off and your wet coats, it rained again.

 You wanted to maybe go to a bookstore or the mall with him, but you decide to ultimately just go back home. It’s late and you’re both tired anyway.

Kai grabs the remote and places it next to him. You’re both on your main sides on the couch. You on the left side, and Kai on the right. 

You let him pick what you watch yet again. He decides to put on the anime “Jujutsu Kaisen”. You’ve never watched it before, but it’s his favorite. He’s been trying to get you to watch it, but you’re happy you didn’t, because now you get to watch it with your best friend.

You both haven’t seen your ex in a while, meaning the plan might be working. “Kai. I haven’t seen him in a while…do you think it’s working?” You mention it, because you’re guessing he’ll probably ask later. “I hope so.” He replies half listening.

Instead of paying attention to the show displayed in front of you both, you’re staring at Kai. In the darker light with just the TV being the only thing lighting up the room, he looks angelic. His eyes are bright and his skin is flawless.

You shake yourself out of the thought as you hear Kai begin to talk. You think he might’ve caught you staring. “Here,” you see him get up and go to the basket next to you. He grabs a blanket from it and sits back on his side of the couch. He drapes the blanket over himself then motions you to come over beside him.

“Come here.” He lifts up the blanket so you can have a spot next to him. He pats the empty cushion. “Kai, it’s okay–“ he cuts you off. “No, [y/n], I feel bad for everything I’ve done to you these past days please come over here.” He’s practically begging for you to sit next to him. You almost pout at how cute the gesture is. 

You move yourself to seat next to him. As soon as you do, he drapes the blanket over both of your laps.  “Thank you, Hyuka.” He nods his head and gives you a thoughtful smile. 

It’s a long silence as you both try to focus on the show, knowing that’s not what you’re really looking at. At least you’re not. Your attention is on Kai.

 You let out a content sigh as you try to make it not obvious that you’re literally staring at him. He pulls you a little closer in by the waist. His hand settles there. When he pulls you in it’s not close enough to mention it. 

 You end up laying your head against his shoulder. He also lets out a content sigh. You’re wondering if he’s playfully mocking you or not. 

 You bury your head slightly deeper into his shoulder, your nose brushing against the column of his neck. Kai shivers at that, pretending to ignore it, knowing that he’s not looking at the TV any longer.

  “Are you tired [y/nnie]?” He asks as his arm travels away from your waist to the back of the couch behind your shoulders, slinging it around, not yet touching your shoulders. “No.” You say, denying the obvious. “Yes you are. Well, you sound sleepy at least.” You blink slowly at him. “Kai, it’s okay I’ll be fine.” You mumble. 

He looks down at you. “You sure you don’t want me to take you to your bed?” He asks suspiciously, not buying your excuses. “Yeah, I’m sure. I’m comfortable. It’s okay.” He nods at that trying to focus back on the anime you’re both not actually watching. 

 You’re slowly losing consciousness, drifting to sleep and waking up over and over again, trying to stay awake. Kai’s arm is draped around your shoulder now, leaving its place from the back of the couch. Your head is still buried in his neck.

 After episode three is over, it’s been about an hour and a half. Kai is also getting quite sleepy. You end up falling asleep next to him, your head heavy on his shoulder. He decides himself that he’s going to take you to your bed. 

 He grabs the remote with his free hand and shuts the TV off. He slowly shifts his body, trying his hardest not to wake you up. Once he’s out from under you, he manages to pick you up without waking you. He carries you like a knight would a princess in some kind of love story. He begins to carry you towards your bedroom, having the flashlight on his phone guide him.

 He sets you down onto your bed, pulling the covers over your body and turning off the light on your side table as you sink into the mattress. Before he leaves, he places a tiny peck on your forehead. He doesn’t think it’s that big of a deal. It really isn’t; You guys have kissed before. Well, on the cheek and things like that. Mostly platonically or playfully, nothing serious.

 He begins to walk out of the room. Except as he’s about to shut the door he hears you begin to talk. “Hyuka, come back. Please?” He hears you and turns right back around.

 “Sorry, did I wake you up pretty?” You hum at that, not giving him a clear answer. You’re still kind of half asleep. “Okay, I’ll take that as a yes.” You nod at that, now giving him an answer. “Why’d you want me to come back?” You slowly open your eyes and search for your light switch next to your bed. You turn on the bedside lamp and pat a spot next to you on the bed. 

 Kai reluctantly crawls in with you, pulling the covers over himself too. You’re both sitting up now, your back against the head board and he’s just sitting with his legs crossed on your right. “I’m tired but I can’t sleep I don’t think. And I’m bored, kind of.” You say. You can’t really explain it better. You’re just tired and bored, but not tired enough to fall asleep just yet. 

Kai lets out a low hum. “I know what you mean.” You both sit in silence for a bit before you break it. 

“What does love mean to you?” You ask him. He glances over at you, making eye contact, confused at the sudden question. You can tell he’s trying to come up with a response. 

“That’s kind of a hard question. Kind of random too, but, I mean, I think it’s just…hm, maybe being so close to someone that you are kind of the same person at a point in time? If that makes sense… And, also, just cherishing that person to the fullest I guess?” He lets out a low, nervous laugh at that and looks at you. “What about you [y/n]? What does love mean to you?” 

 You’re flustered at the sudden question. “I mean, I know I asked you that but I’ve never really thought of the question myself.” You pause as his gaze weighs on you. “I think it’s just for me, probably, I guess just loving someone so deeply you feel connected if you know what I mean? Like, you know…? Kind of similar to what said.” He laughs and you join in. “Yes, somehow, I know exactly what you mean.” It’s silent again for another minute. 

 “Do you think we should go to bed now? It is late and my eyes kind of hurt.” He asks. You look at him while pondering. “No. Only because this is kind of fun. I am getting a little bit tired, but,” He looks at you again. “Well do you have anymore questions? Cause I don’t have any but I have an idea of something we could do to entertain ourselves for a little.” 

You tilt your head. “Actually I can’t think of anything. What’s your idea Ningie?” You smile at him as he begins to speak. “Well what if we played truth or dare?” You giggle at that. “Kai we’re not 13 anymore.” You say still in between laughs. “But, you know what, sure.” He pauses. “Wait, I don’t have any questions though. Should we look them up online?” You nod at that and he smiles. 

 “Okay you first [y/nnie]. Truth or dare?” You look up at the ceiling quickly thinking of a decision. “Uhh…I’ll go truth.” You finally decide. He pulled up a spinner wheel on his phone and you saw the wheel turn as you saw every color of the rainbow blend together on the screen. It landed on the sliver of the circle that said “What’s the thing you find most attractive about me?” 

You scoff and look up at him. “Kai, did you pick one for couples or something? What kind of question is this?” He laughs. “Yes, because, like, what if we have to do this at a party you know? We should practice. Maybe.” You’re still looking at him, he’s smiling wide now.

 Your reluctant. “Okay uh…do you want me to be honest or what I would say in public?” You ask him. “Both.” He replies instantly. “Oh okay.” You smile at him. “Hmmm…” you really think about the question. 

“I’d probably have to say if I’m being honest, I don’t really find it attractive per se, but, I think your voice is kind of cute. And if we were at a party then, I guess I would say your facial features or maybe your nose? I think that’s the most standard response.” 

You see him turn visibly pink. “Yeah, I think that’s accurate. I don’t know how you find my voice cute though.” He laughs at that too. “Your turn.” You tell him. He pauses. “Okay I’ll pick dare.”

 He passes you the phone and you spin the wheel. It lands on a sliver, this time colored blue that says; “Dare; you have to make out with the person to your left.” 

You instantly freeze as the room goes silent. “Kai…? Are you sure you still wanna do this?” The look on your face shows great uncertainty. You’re the person to his left. The only person in the room, actually.

 You tilt the phone in his direction and you can see him processing the information as his eyes scan the screen. He can feel his face get hot. You notice him turning red. 

 “Um–I,” He trips over his words. “I mean, what if someone dares us or like asks us to kiss in public?” You try to change the mood but it’s still quite awkward. You immediately regret speaking.

 You look at him again and he’s staring at you. “Let’s just re-spin the whe-“

 Before you can finish your sentence you can feel two arms snake around your neck and shoulders. You feel the heat of Kai’s mouth on yours. You immediately still.

 You’re shocked for a moment, until you let yourself ease into the moment. The kiss is hot, and you realize you’re enjoying it. You try to stop your thoughts, you’re still frozen. You think while Kai’s tongue starts to slip into your mouth. That’s your best friend. He’s your best friend.

 You immediately pull away, finally realizing everything happening. Except when you look back at him, your gaze immediately darts to his lips. He’s staring at yours. His are pink and swollen. 

 You pull him back in this time, your lips colliding again as the room fills with mostly silence and heavy breathing. 

He starts to bite and kitten lick at your bottom lip. You whimper a little into him as he continues dominating your mouth. His tongue wrestling against yours.

 Kai’s mouth starts to travel down towards your neck. You let him, his tongue leaving a trail of saliva down the column of your throat.

 You let out a slight mewl, quickly embarrassed at the sound you made. Kai immediately stops the trail he was following and you feel his lips leave the surface of your skin. 

 You feel empty now without his touch. He finally ends it with a quick kiss to your jaw. “I-I’m sorry–I don’t know what I’m doing…fuck. I need to stop, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. But I need you.” You can tell he’s immediately embarrassed. You can see him begin to panic. Instead of leaving, like you think he will, his eyes dart to your lips and he pulls you back in.

You moan into his mouth again. “Kai–please…” his tongue licks at your top lip this time. His teeth sink into your bottom lip making you whimper. “What? What do you want pretty girl?” You begin to whine again. “You Kai. Please.”

He begins to kiss you deeply again. His mouth traveling down your neck again. He licks and bite at the sensitive skin. “Kai–“

you feel his mouth leave your skin and you see his face as he pulls back. His eyes are wide and you see his cheeks tint pink. “Shit. Fuck! What am I doing oh my god.”

 “Kai wait–it’s fine I promise.” You manage to say as he begins to try to walk out of the room. He still speedily walks out of the room. 

 You quickly get up to follow him. You see him on the couch covering his face with his hands. 

 You sit down next to him after catching up. “Kai, I promise you, it’s okay.” He still has his face covered, being too embarrassed to show himself to you after what he started. 

 “If you don’t want to talk to me, that’s fine just go to bed.” You say, because he clearly isn’t going to speak. You get up, realizing you can’t do anything to have him talk to you. 

 “Goodnight Kai.” You say as you begin to walk towards your bedroom again. “Goodnight baby.” You hear him mumble from the couch. You turn around and sit back next to him. “Come on.” You drag him to your room and he ends up sleeping beside you.

 As you lay back down in your bed with him you really think about how much you miss the heat of Kai’s mouth on yours and realize you really did enjoy it.

I just know the people who have been keeping up with this series are probably over the moon after reading this 😇

Quite frankly, you don’t want to talk to Huening Kai. It doesn’t matter to you that he tried making it up in a sweet way. Honestly, you don’t feel like that was him. Or, on the other hand, you’re thinking he’s drunk again. And though he was probably the cutest person ever when he was drunk the other day, begging you to stay and being all sweet, you don’t want to be around drunk Kai again. Especially hungover Kai. Until you look at your phone seeing he responded to your text from earlier.

You decide ultimately you’re going to go to Kai’s house to just explain because you won’t get anywhere with him without doing that. You’re pissed that he won’t leave you alone, but at the same time it’s kind of cute. It’s cute if you really think about it, right now, you’re pretty annoyed.

you don’t like the pet names. Well, you do, but the thing is they feel unnatural and foreign to you. Not something that your best friend/fake boyfriend should be texting you on your own time. It’s only 12 ‘o clock, there’s no way he’s been drinking today. Maybe Beomgyu gave him some of his green. Gyu does have quite the stash and doesn’t try to hide it very well. His whole apartment smells like it. You think back to the texts again. That was a stunt for the public not you two’s private time.

You change into a basic outfit, a graphic tee and sweatpants. It’s 12:06 AM and Kai wanted you to arrive at one. You decide to go early, you just want to get this over with. He’s also very impatient, like most people are. You grab your purse hanging up and slide your shoes on ; with socks this time. You finally head out the door.

You don’t text him that you’re on your way, he can figure that out on his own. He’s crazy to call your ex a stalker when he’s the one probably tracking your phone location right now. You really need Terry to give him some lessons on how to be patient.

When you get to his apartment, you’re barely at the door and as you’d probably guessed, he’s already standing in the door way, waiting for you. “Tracking my location? God you’re impatient.” You state, half serious but also half sarcastic. He giggles at that. You take your shoes off and place them next to the door. Most of your apartment rules are the same as his. You place your purse on the coat rack, it hangs there perfectly and Huening Kai doesn’t mind it being there. It would have to be placed on a counter or the couch otherwise, which takes up more space anyway. “You threw the beer away right? Like you promised?” You ask because he did basically promise to you he would if you were to come over. “Yeah I did.” He replies. You walk into the kitchen and open the fridge. You don’t think he’s lying, but he definitely could be. There’s two cans left.

You slowly turn around in disbelief. “Kai Kamal Huening.” He looks at you as his cheeks begin to tint pink. “I saved two. One for each of us.” You let out a deep sigh. “Fine Kai, but that’s it. No more. At all. No more buying beer please. I care about you.” The nickname “Hyuka” almost slipped from you at the end of the sentence but you stop yourself remembering the conversation from 2 days ago. The corners of his mouth tug up at that. “Not now though, later please.” He nods at that. “Okay deal.”

You both head towards the couch, this time you’re the one sitting on the other couch away from him. It’s probably the best idea considering you two’s current situation. “Okay, how are we going to address this?” You ask him impatiently. “You’re going to tell me everything that you remembering happening.” You let out a deep sigh. “Okay it’s a long story.” He nods, not saying anything but clearly giving you the go ahead to say all you want.

“I remember the first thing you texted me. You were begging me to come over. I said yes but asked you why. You said you needed to see my face and continued begging. I knew something was happening because I’ve never seen you text like that before. I asked if you were drunk and you just said my name. I then said I was on my way. Do you remember that?” He looks embarrassed. “I don’t exactly remember it but I remember making my coffee and seeing those texts.” He admits. “I remember being embarrassed reading them, I’m sorry for sending you those [y/n], and I didn’t remember if you actually came over or not.” “And I just want you to know that I have no reason to lie to you so I’m telling to the 100% honest truth.” You reply, sweetly reassuring him. His response to that is a slight nod of his head. He didn’t look very interested in that sentence. Your annoyed. You just reassured him that everything you’re saying is true, and now he’s acting like you didn’t say anything. How pissy. Is he still mad? You pause before saying your next sentence.

“What happened next is when I came in, by the way Kai, your door was unlocked, please be careful next time. I caught you on the couch 5 beers down, you were basically passed out. I asked you why and you just said you got carried away. I then went to the kitchen and threw all the empty cans away and dumped the rest of the half full one you were working on. You then asked me why I would’ve wasted it and I told you it’s because me nor you should be drinking anymore tonight. Then I talked about how it was bad enough how you were already acting. That’s when I realized you didn’t even remember texting me.” He’s looking at you very intensely. Is he even paying attention to what you’re actually saying? You then realize that you remembered every little detail perfectly. You question yourself why in your head quickly before starting your next sentence.

“Then I told you that you needed to go to bed and that I needed to go home. You refused to let me go home saying my stalker could’ve been out there with a whole gang of guys. I got pissed off and ended up sitting in the kitchen for a while. Then I got you some ibuprofen.” You pause for a minute trying to remember what happened next.

“Then I walked into your room to get you to bed and you threw one of your shirts and a pair of pants at me to sleep in because I had no other clothes. I didn’t want to accept but realize you probably would’ve done that even if you weren’t drunk. After I changed I went into the living room and started setting up a spot on the couch for myself. You came in the kitchen to get water or something I don’t know and you told me I’m not sleeping on the couch. You said ‘No. I don’t need anyone smashing my windows and stealing my girlfriend. you’re sleeping in my room tonight.’. I then told you that I’m not your girlfriend. You said ‘to everyone else you are. come on.’ And then you basically dragged me to your bedroom.”

“I then said ‘Kai are you sure about this? Doesn’t this feel kind of…you know. Against the rules?’” You know that one is a partial lie. You didn’t call him Kai, you called him ‘Ningie’ but you’re too embarrassed to admit it. “Then you said ‘Yes, it’s fine. It’s not like we’re doing anything else other than sleeping.’ after that I reluctantly agreed and crawled into the bed.” You look at him. More like staring at him. “That’s what happened Kai. You probably were asleep but you also ended up cuddling me, and I fell asleep trying to ignore it. I promise you Hyuka,—Kai, that I would never lie to you, especially not to sleep with you.” He stares at you back then immediately turns pink with embarrassment.

“I’m so sorry for not believing you [y/n], I know it’s stupid because I don’t even remember anything but I trust you. And I’m sorry for what happened, especially what happened while I was sleeping.” He’s looking down. Poor guy is really embarrassed. “It’s okay Hyuka—Kai, fuck. Sorry.” He shoots you a glance. “It’s okay [y/n], I really don’t mind anymore.” You look at him confused. “Oh okay, I’m sorry about our fight Ningie.” You swear you see a sparkle behind his eyes as his head perks up from hearing the nickname you called him . “It’s okay pretty.” He says while tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear. This feels weirdly intimate, and God he just loves to call you that you guess. You look at him with an unreadable expression.

“I’m sorry again Hyuka.” He looks at you like he just found a piece of gold. “It’s okay. I promise.” On his lips, he has a bright smile pasted and the corners of his mouth are tugged upwards.

“Do you wanna spend the rest of the day at my place?” His head perks up even higher at that. “Can I?” He beams. “Yeah, c’mon let’s go.”

Ugh this chapter isn’t long enough🫠 I tried my hardest and edited it like 15 times so it’s okay I guess ^^!

When you get home you cry. And cry. And cry. Over and over. Now you’re the one feeling immature. You miss Kai. Truly miss him. That should be a problem shouldn’t it? You brush off the thought and continue your crying while thinking about other thoughts. You cry because Kai won’t believe you, he thinks you’re some kind of slut that lied to him only to sleep with him. You never want to be seen that way, especially by him. Your body shakes. Taehyun is on his way already. You’re going to have to tell him everything. And you can’t lie. Well maybe a little bit. He can’t know the whole fake dating is fake.

You wait in your living room for Taehyun to arrive. When he eventually does, he tries to get you to stop crying. You manage until he asks what happened. You’re a mess. Taehyun listens carefully to every word you say. No matter how muffled they are, he always can tell what you’re saying.

“Can you talk to Kai about this for me?” You sniffle looking up at him. He lets out a deep sigh. “Please Taehyun.” After a little more prying he agrees and picks up his phone to text him to ask if he can come over.

“he says he’s busy.” Taehyun glances at you. “Bullshit. Go over there anyway. He’s probably playing on that god damn Nintendo again.” He laughs at that, then starts heading toward the door. “Good luck Taehyun! Please tell me what happens.” “Will do.”

you scoff as you open Yeonjun’s text, him obviously flirting. Kai did mention something about him being jealous earlier in the week. After you receive the messages from Yeonjun you forward them to Taehyun, mocking how easily Yeonjun will do something if it’s you asking.

Then your phone starts blowing up. You assume it’s Taehyun texting you, or Beomgyu blowing up Twitter again. When you open your phone, you see the notifications. “Kai : 4 messages” the number only goes up the longer you stare at it. You pick your phone up to see Kai saying sorry. Taehyun must’ve really knocked some sense into him. But you’re especially shocked when you see the 6th message appear on your screen. “My place tonight pretty :)” you want to feel annoyed but instead can’t help but feel a bunch of butterflies slowly blooming in your stomach. The last one is what really makes you shook. “I’m sorry baby.” After that, you check Taehyun’s location. He’s no longer with Huening Kai. Kai sent that message because he wanted to, not to be performative for Taehyun or anyone else.

REALLY short but also really eventful chapter 🙂‍↕️

Only posting chapter 5 and 6 so close together because one of my mooties wanted it so bad 🥹

Kai wakes up from his deep sleep, rubbing his eyes with the heel of his palm. He’s especially hot right now, making him squirm. His leg bumps into something. He assumes it’s probably just a pillow that ended up at the farther end of the bed. He grabs his glasses off of his bed side table and wipes off the collecting dust on the lenses with his sleep shirt.

Once he gets up, he walks into the kitchen to make himself a coffee. It’s Sunday, he doesn’t have work today, so he decides to think about what he’s going to do throughout the day while his coffee is brewing. He thinks about inviting you over, until he checks his phone, all his socials, and his messages. He’s about texting you good morning but instead of opening the chat to a conversation you had earlier in the day yesterday, he’s met with something unexpected.

He sees your messages from last night. He’s immediately embarrassed at the way he acted, so desperate. He was so drunk. And now he’s hung over and can’t even remember what him and [y/n] did last night, if she even came over.

Once his coffee is done spewing from the machine, he grabs his mug and goes to the living room to grab the remote. He puts on the first anime he could find that he hasn’t yet watched.

Kai is so lost in the Anime he barely hears a sink being turned on. Until he does hear it. The faint hum of the air conditioner seems to become silent as he tries to focus his hearing on the faint noise. He decides to go investigate. He picks up the remote and pauses the show. He gets up from his comfortable position on the couch and slowly opens the door to his bedroom. He’s shocked to find you, you, in his bed.

“[y/n] what the fuck are you doing here?” You snap your head back to face him with a confused expression displayed on your face. “What do you mean?” You ask. “Excuse me? What do you mean? You’re the one lying in my bed like it’s the most normal thing in the world.” You giggle at that. “Oh Kai, how drunk were you last night?” You ask. He doesn’t seem amused. “I know I was drunk last night, but why are you still here? Why didn’t you go home last night?”

“Kai are you fucking with me? Mind you, you were the one who begged me to stay. For gods sake you didn’t even let me sleep on the couch.” He blinks at you. “Kai you may not remember, because I know you had more than just 5 beers, I saw there was only 4 left in the 12 pack. You were blackout drunk, so obviously you don’t remember but you were the one who insisted I slept with you. I don’t know why you’re so freaked out it’s not like we had sex or anything you just invited me into a spot next to you.” He scoffs at you. “If anyone is fucking with you, it’s yourself. I wouldn’t do that [y/n] and you know that. It’s overstepping. You know I don’t overstep boundaries and you’re doing that to mine. Please change and leave.” “Kai what?” You get cut off by him throwing your jean shorts and white T-shirt from last night at your face.

you do a walk of shame to the bathroom to change. You don’t know why he cares so much, he literally invited you into his bed. You even said it felt wrong, but he wouldn’t let you sleep on the couch, and that’s his fault. But now it’s yours because Kai made a dumb decision while drunk. You change and throw his clothes onto his floor. You slip on your shoes, without your socks because you couldn’t find them, you would another day. You get out the door without saying bye.

while your pissed off at Kai he’s pissed off at you. He didn’t understand why you’d lie to him to sleep with him. You’re not that type of person. Kai decides to cancel his unofficial plans today, he’s just going to stay home.

Please don’t hate me after this chapter 🥲 first of all, I know it’s short, second…the whole fight

You can’t fall asleep. No matter how hard you try you just can’t. It’s either the fact you’re still so riled up from having your tiny argument with Kai, or the fact that he’s quite literally sleeping next to you. 

Huening Kai is definitely not the person you’d want to sleep next to. He shifts his position a lot, he sleep talks, sometimes he even snores. You can also hear the occasional light teeth grinding. He has a lot of bad sleeping habits.

You’re still thinking about everything he’s said to you. The moment when he called you his girlfriend keeps replaying in your mind. It shouldn’t as much as it does. He’s just drunk. He’s still one of the sweetest people you know when he is though. All the sweet talk he gave you. You think about it and your blood starts traveling to your cheeks. 

You’re still deep in thought when the dip in the mattress next to you becomes closer. You both settled down about 15 minutes ago. You’d assume that Kai is probably passed out already though. You hear him let out a light whimper. You think he’s just shifting his position.

You know you’re wrong when you feel his arms wrap around you. You’re lying on your side, and so is he. You're both facing the same direction.

Huening Kai is spooning you in his bed. Your best friend. You knew this was a bad idea. What if he is awake and he just thinks you’re not? You don’t turn around, you don’t feel like testing that theory tonight. 

As much as you don’t want it to be, his embrace is comforting and warm. You try to ignore it, but that’s hard when he’s so close to you. He’s supposed to be your fake boyfriend, and he’s been acting like a real one all night. 

You remind yourself that he’s drunk and won’t remember what he’s doing so you ignore it.

You try to look behind you even a peek to see if he’s awake and knows what he’s doing. 

As you’re about to turn around, he starts shifting his position again. You scratch your idea of trying to see if he’s still even conscious.

He shifted you a bit too. He pulled you in closer toward him. Is this real? It’s probably a dream. 

One of Kai’s hands starts to travel towards your waist. You shut your eyes tight, really trying to fall asleep now to ignore it. You hear him let out a tiny “ ‘missed you.” If you weren’t already still you would’ve frozen up. You realize he’s just sleep talking.

His hand ends up on your thigh and you get goosebumps. His thumb is moving up and down on your thigh. You know Kai isn’t asleep now. 

You build up the courage to speak. “Kai?” You ask. His thumb immediately stops the mindless pattern it was tracing against your skin and the room goes silent. He stops breathing, you do too. “Yes…?” He replies slowly and nervously, not knowing you were awake. “What are you doing?” You question him. “I’m sorry pretty, I need you.” He pulls you closer in the embrace and continues to rub your thigh the same way he did before. His other hand is now tangled in your hair, mindlessly stroking through it. “Kai. You’re supposed to be sleeping.” You say in a stern tone. “‘m sorry [y/nnie] I can’t help it.”  You just accept it now, he’s warm anyway, where you were originally trying to sleep was cold. The last thing you expect at this point is to be falling asleep.

Kai shifts once more, twining one of his legs in between yours. You let him, you can’t do anything else right now anyways. You let out a light sigh. 

“Are you okay [y/nnie]?” He asks you. You can hear the sleepy lilt in your voice. You’re gaining it now too. “Yeah Hyuka.” You close your eyes now, feeling more relaxed with Kai’s hand in your hair, twirling and stroking it. 

“Goodnight baby.” You hear him say, so quiet it could’ve passed as a whisper. 

You freeze, even though you don’t think it’s even possible to get stiller than you already are.

 “Goodnight Ningie.” You stutter as you say your goodnight to Kai, this all feels so surreal.

You don’t want this moment to end as quick as it does as you slowly drift off into a deep sleep.

Oh Kai 🫠 I hope you guys enjoy this as much as I enjoyed writing it! They’re dynamics are getting so good≧☉_☉≦!

As you’re on your way to Huening Kai’s place you suddenly shiver. You’re rereading the text messages in your mind. It’s only 5, but he sounded really desperate. You’d like to think he’s drunk, because he was the one who made the “don’t catch feelings” rule, and looking over those texts once more…you wonder if even he’s following his own one. Maybe Kai is different but normally, men don’t talk like that to their girl best friend. Yes, you two are fake dating but that’s only in public. If he’s at his own apartment, you doubt anyone else is there so why would he text like that?

The door is already unlocked so you let yourself in. You lock it behind you this time, worried about his safety. You throw your shoes to the side and begin looking for Kai. As you’d guessed, he’s sprawled out on the couch with a beer in hand. Not to mention the  4 other crushed cans on the coffee table in front of him.

“Hyuka.” He jumps, forgetting you were ever coming. He’s almost passed out at this point, the same video on his phone playing over and over. “[y/nnie].” He smiles at you but you continue to stare at him with a serious expression. His smile drops and he looks like a confused puppy. You finally decide to break the silence because clearly, he isn’t. 

“Huening Kai, why do you have 4 empty cans of beer on your coffee table and one in hand?” His cheeks and ears begin to tint red. “I don’t know. I was just going to have one but I got carried away and didn’t realize the time. I’m sorry.” You walk toward him and take the can out of his hand. You pick up the other four on the table and start walking toward the kitchen. You place the still half full can on the counter and grab the rest of the disheveled cans and toss them into the trash. You take a long swig of the still full beer can then dump the rest out into the sink. A shame to be a waste, but you won’t let Kai or yourself drink any more tonight. 

“Why’d you waste it?” He looks up at you, eyes sparkling and he has a pout pasted on his lips. “Because I don’t need you getting anymore drunk. It’s bad enough how you’re currently acting.” He looks at you confused. “What do you mean bad enough? Did I do something to you [y/n]?” You then realize he probably still hasn’t realized how much of a bombshell he dropped when he sent those texts. “You begging me to come over desperately?” “What?” He replies. “What do you mean what?” You sigh thinking it’s the best decision to have him go to sleep. “Actually you know what, never mind. Kai, you need to sleep. Like seriously dude, go to bed. And I have to get back home.” 

He looks at you with the same look as before, glossy eyes and full lips pouting into a frown. “Kai. Come on. Go to bed please.” You sigh. It’s like trying to get a toddler into bed by their bed time; they always complain. 

He’s still looking up at you and decides to break the silence. “[y/n] please stay. You’ve only been here for like, 15 minutes. Please stay.” “Kai, did you drink more than just those 4 and a half cans?” You scoff. He looks genuinely upset. “No, I didn’t. I want you to stay. What if your stalker is out there?” You stare at him. “Hyuka please, I need to go home. I’m okay. If he’s out there I can defend myself I promise.” “It’s not safe. What if he is truly out there and has a whole gang of guys? I’m not letting you leave [y/n].” You scoff at him. “This is stupid.” “I’m doing this because I care about you and I want to keep you safe.” His words echo in your head. They probably shouldn’t as much as they do. You still decide to be angry. “Fine Kai you win.”

You storm Into the kitchen and you end up tearing through his medicine cabinet. You make him take ibuprofen which he obeys and takes. You try and get him to bed which he doesn’t as easily.

He throws one of his shirts at you, expecting you to put it on. He also throws a pair of sweatpants into your arms along with the shirt. “Really?” “You have no other clothes, just wear those.” You think he’s definitely out of it from the drinks until you realize that Kai would do this even if he wasn’t drunk. You reluctantly accept his offer and walk into the bathroom connecting to his bedroom.

After you’ve finished changing, you start to walk into the living room, setting yourself a spot on the couch. Kai eyes you. “What are you doing?” He asks. “Setting up where I have to sleep…?” You reply like it’s the most obvious thing in the world. Which it is, but not to Huening Kai. “No. I don’t need anyone smashing my windows and stealing my girlfriend. you’re sleeping in my room tonight.” You look at him like he has four eyes and two heads. “Kai I’m not your girlfriend.” You reply slowly. “To everyone else, you are. C’mon.” He ends up making you sleep in the room or else he was gonna crack open another beer. What you didn’t expect was him making you a spot next to him on his bed.

“Ningie are you sure about this? Didn’t that feel kind of…you know. Against the rules?” His head perks up when he hears the new nickname. It sounds good coming out of your mouth, anyone else’s he’d probably get the ick. “Yes, it’s fine. It’s not like we’re doing anything else other than sleeping.” You agree very hesitantly but end up crawling in.

It isn’t until later that night you feel Kai’s arms wrap around your waist. 

I’m sorry for leaving yall on such a cliff hanger 🫠 part 5 coming soon ^^