#kai fluff

You only meant to buy a few things—bread, milk, some eggs—essentials that justify an evening grocery run when your fridge has become an echo chamber of condiments and wilted lettuce. 

So you're not so sure how you ended up in the clothing section.

Maybe it's the red SALE sign, hand-written and clipped above a rack with a plastic clip, casual advertising that suggests genuine deals rather than marketing psychology. Maybe it's because you've been meaning to replace the basics gathering lint at the back of your drawer. Maybe it's because it’s almost closing time, the store empty enough to hear the low hum of refrigerators. 

Your fingers find the fabric before your brain fully registers what you're looking at.

Lace. Delicate and intricate, the kind with floral patterns that catch on the ridges of your fingerprints. There's a lilac set—soft purple that looks almost gray in the store’s lighting—with thin straps that loop and tangle around the hanger. A blush pink thong with a satin bow at the center. A black bralette, sheer enough that you can see your hand through it when you hold it up.

Just looking. Just browsing.

But then one piece is in your basket. Then another. And another.

You feel the heat creeping up your neck even though you're alone, even though there's no one to see, no one to judge the growing collection of satin and lace sitting on top of your very practical, boring sandwich bread and milk. It's fine. It's normal. People buy lingerie at the grocery store all the time.

You head towards checkout, and to your ill-fate, most of the lanes are dark, those plastic “CLOSED“ signs propped against registers like tired sentries. Lane four has a line three people deep: a man with a cart full of energy drinks, a woman with a crying toddler, a college student with fifty dollars worth of snacks. Lane five has its light on but no cashier in sight.

Then, at the far end, a light flickers on above lane seven. The mechanical click of it is barely audible from where you stand, but you see it—that wash of fluorescent white pooling over an empty conveyor belt: open.

You move quickly, almost reflexively, your cart wheels humming against the floor as you cut across the main aisle. You're not running exactly, but you're definitely walking with purpose. There's a small victory in being first, in claiming a lane before the line-avoiders and the impatient descend.

You're already unloading your basket when you look up.

And that's when you see him.

The cashier is tall—taller than you expected from someone sitting on a small stool—with warm brown hair that falls in soft, messy waves across his forehead. He’s wearing a green-brown striped sweater that looks a size too big, sleeves pushed up to his forearms where the knit gathers messily. It only makes the shape of his forearms more noticeable: lean, defined, a quiet strength revealed every time his fingers move.

His name tag sits slightly crooked on his store vest: Kai.

He's looking down at the register screen, one hand poised over the keyboard, but as you approach, he glances up. His features are fine-boned and pretty in a way that feels almost unfair under the harsh overhead lighting; his face should be photographed in golden hour, not fluorescent white.

His eyes meet yours for a fraction of a second—dark, warm, framed by lashes that cast faint shadows across his cheeks—before his gaze drops to the conveyor belt. 

Where you've just placed the first piece of lingerie.

The lilac set, specifically. The one with the delicate lace and the straps that are definitely, visibly tangled.

For a moment, neither of you moves.

“Evening,” he says finally, and his voice is lower than you expected. Soft, but with a slight rasp to it, as if he hadn't spoken in a while.

“Hi,” you manage. You busy yourself with unloading the rest of your basket, trying to create a buffer of normalcy—the bread, the milk, a carton of eggs—but then there's another piece of lace, and another, and suddenly the belt is a pastel parade of satin and sheer fabric. 

Kai reaches for the first item.

The straps are a mess: looped around the plastic, tangled with the price tag, seemingly knotted by a boy scout. He pauses, and you see the small furrow appear between his brows, that micro-expression of concentration. He sets the hanger down on the counter so he can work at the knot with both hands.

And that's when you notice his hands. 

They're big. So large that the delicate straps look almost comically small woven between them. His long fingers move with visible tendons shifting beneath the skin.

You watch his thumb slide under a loop of satin, easing it free. The slow hook of his index finger around a twist of lace, pulling slowly so it doesn't tear. His nails are clean, neatly trimmed. A faint scrub of callus at the base of his fingers. There’s a gentleness to the way he handles the satin, a carefulness that makes you bite your lower lip.

He's focused entirely on the task, head bowed, and you realize with a that you've been openly staring. That you're still staring. So you look up.

And he does too.

Your eyes meet.

You see the exact moment the blush starts: a faint pink that blooms across his cheekbones, creeping up toward his temples. His ears go red at the tips. His lips part slightly: “sorry,” he mutters, “this is really... tangled.”

“It's okay.” Too fast. “Take your time.”

The silence that follows stretches, filled with small, amplified sounds: the murmur of mainstream music that's been playing on loop since 2010, the distant beep of another register, the rustle of fabric as he frees the last strap, his slow breaths. The barcode scanner beeps, sharp in the quiet, and he sets it aside. 

He reaches for the next piece. This one isn't tangled, but he still handles it with that same careful attention. His eyes stay fixed on the barcode, on the little red laser, on anything except the blush pink thong currently draped over his very large, very nice hands. 

You should say something. Break the tension. Make a joke, maybe, or a casual comment about the weather, the store, literally anything.

But your mind is blank. An empty slate. 

“So, um.” His voice cuts through the quiet, but it wavers, almost catching before he clears his throat. “Quiet night, huh?”

Your breath catches, feeling your pulse kicking up a notch.

“Yeah,” you say, nodding too enthusiastically. “Really quiet. Everyone’s probably home watching TV or… yeah.”

“Right. Yeah.” He nods too, still not meeting your eyes. His hands continue moving: scan, set aside, reach.

He picks up the black bralette, the sheer one. His fingers still. You see his jaw tighten and the way his throat works as he swallows. He's staring at the fabric in his hands like it's a puzzle he can't solve, and then, so quickly you almost miss it, his eyes flicker up.

Not to your face.

To your body.

It's a fast sweep, shoulders to waist, a fraction of a second. But it feels like a touch, a warm drag of awareness down your skin that makes your breathing shallow. 

And then his eyes go to the faster rise and fall of your chest. The movement is barely noticeable, your top shifting only a fraction with each inhale, yet he watches like he can see every millimeter of it. His stare is a like laser, heating up your ribs, then spreading outwards like a wild fire making you shift your weight. 

And that’s all it takes to snap him out of it. He jerks his gaze away, shifting on the tool, his knee knocking softly against the counter. Thud.  

“Card or cash?” He says, clearing his throat, forcing the moment back on track. 

“Card,” you mumble quietly, enough to be heard.

You fumble for your wallet, fingers clumsy as you pull out your card and slide it across the cool metal edge of the payment terminal. He's still not looking at you. His hand rests on the counter, knuckles faintly tensed, fingers drumming once, twice, then going still.

The machine beeps. Transaction approved.

“Uh— do you need help packing your things?” he turns, reaching for your bag. 

“Oh, no, that's okay,” you blurt out, snatching your reusable bag before he can touch it. “I've got it. Thank you.”

He nods once again and turns his back to you.  

You start shoving items into your bag: the milk goes in first, then the eggs, then you're cramming lace and satin in with no regard for wrinkles or order, your hands moving too fast. 

A soft automatic whir rings as the paper feeds out: long and white, covered in tiny print. From the corner of your eye, you see Kai tear the receipt from the printer cleanly. Then pause. 

He looks down at it, still as a held breath.

Then reaches for the pen.

A small movement: wrist turning, fingers tightening around the plastic, the slow deliberate line of his handwriting. 

You keep packing. Faster now. Your fingers catch on a strap and you yank it free with more force than necessary. Almost done.

“Here.” 

You freeze.

He's holding out the receipt, arm extended across the counter. His expression is controlled, but you notice the tiniest unsteady flicker in his hand.

“Oh, I don't need—” you start, waving him off.

He steps closer before you finish speaking. You catch a faint clean scent of his detergent combined with a lavender accord that you supposed is from his cologne.

He places the receipt directly into your palm. His warm fingers brush yours, lingering half a second—and then he's pulling back, tucking his hands behind the counter like he doesn't trust them.

“Take it.” His voice is different now, dropped even lower, rougher around the edges. 

Your fingers close around the paper automatically.

“Thanks.” 

He nods once. His gaze stays down, but a faint curve tugs at the corner of his mouth, barely there, but enough to root you in place for one more second.

Then you move. Bag over your shoulder, receipt tight in your fist, feet carrying you toward the doors on instinct. You don't look back. You can't.

The night air hits you like a slap.

Cooler than you expect: sharp, clean, threaded with the faint smell of rain even though the pavement is bone-dry. You inhale hard, trying to steady the rapid thrum under your ribs, the leftover heat simmering stubbornly along your skin.

The parking lot is half-empty, streetlights casting long pools of amber across the asphalt. Your car is parked near the front, and you make your way toward it with the bag bumping against your hip with every step.

You unlock the door and toss everything onto the passenger seat. The bag tips, a slip of lilac lace catching the glow of the overhead light before you shove it quickly back inside with a groan.

You sink into the driver's seat and close the door. Your pulse is way too loud, even more in the absence of everything else. You press your hands to your face, exhaling until your breath fogs against your palms.

Your hands leave your face, needing something steadier to settle your beating hear. Your fingers curled around the steering wheel, staring through the windshield at the glowing storefront. The lights inside are warm and hazy, and you can barely make out the checkout lanes from here. 

Something crinkles in your hand.

The receipt.

You glance down. The paper is soft from your grip, edges creased, but the print is clear. Item list. Total. Date. Time. You’re halfway to tucking it into the cupholder before you notice the handwriting at the bottom.

You still.

The ink curves neatly, confidently—just a short line of text, but your breath stutters as you read it.

Would love to see how these look on you. Text me? — Kai

Below it, ten digits trail in neat, slanted script.

You stare.

And stare.

Heat floods through you, different from before. Not embarrassment this time, something hotter that coils low in your stomach and spreads like warm honey through your legs.

A small laugh slips out, quiet and disbelieving, your breath catching on the edge of it.

Your phone sits heavy in your pocket, but you don't reach for it, not yet. Instead, your eyes drift back through the windshield, back toward the store.

Through the wide glass windows, you can see lane seven. Kai stands behind the counter, scanning items for an older man with a cart full of canned soup. His posture is relaxed again, professional. The flush you saw earlier is gone. 

But even from here, even through the distance and the glass, you can see it. The smile. Small. Private. The kind that doesn't reach the rest of his face but changes everything about it. He's looking down at the register, scanning items, but that smile is there, curving the corner of his mouth like a secret he's keeping.

Like he knows exactly what he just did.

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You're both sprawled on the couch, takeout boxes forgotten nearby, while Huening Kai animatedly explains some complicated game mechanic that has you both a little lost. His hands gesture wildly, voice bright with excitement, until the words start to slow and soften. His eyelids droop, fighting it for just a few seconds more—"...and then if you combine the skill with—" before silence takes over.

You glance over and there he is, head tipped against the cushion, one arm still draped behind you, mouth slightly open in peaceful surrender. A quiet laugh escapes you, soft and wondering, because this feels deeper than any grand gesture.

Kai, who gives so much of himself to fans, cameras, and endless schedules, has simply let himself rest here with you. Trusting. You pull a blanket over him, and even in sleep he reaches toward you instinctively, fingers brushing your side. Your heart never quite settles back into place after that.

Loving Kai means noticing a thousand tiny just-in-cases he scatters like breadcrumbs. He loves loudly without realizing it—flooding your phone with photos of a dog from rehearsal, yet forgetting to say how often his thoughts drifted to you that day. He’ll slip out for water and return with your favorite snack because something about it reminded him of you. At odd hours, a song will hit him and he’ll text, “THIS IS SO YOU,” with no further explanation, just pure conviction. You never fully trace how his mind makes those connections, but you cherish them anyway.

He makes space for you so naturally it’s almost invisible. When you speak, he leans in with his whole body, eyes steady, remembering details you mentioned once and forgot. That time you casually missed a hometown bakery? Six months later he spots something similar and deliberates over it for twenty minutes before buying it anyway—just in case. There’s the extra charger always in his bag for your dying phone, the way he unconsciously slows his stride to match yours, the playlists that quietly slip in a song chosen just for you, waiting for your smile.

Sometimes you catch him staring—not dramatically, but with soft curiosity, as if he’s still learning every piece of you. One quiet evening you’re reading beside him while he works on music, the room filled with gentle keyboard clicks. You turn a page and feel his gaze linger for nearly a minute.

When you look up, he startles and glances away, ears turning pink. “Sorry… I was staring.” You squeeze his hand. “You’re my boyfriend. You’re allowed.” He blinks, soft “Oh,” escaping him, surprised again by the simple truth of being wanted.

On stage, Kai becomes something magnetic, music lighting him from within as confidence settles into his frame. Yet he always finds you afterward, still buzzing, and asks the same thing: “Was it okay?” You laugh every time, charmed by how unaware he is of his own brilliance. At home, though, the idol melts away. He’s the boy stealing your blanket, leaving cups in odd places, humming melodies while making midnight ramen, talking to himself as he searches for things already in his hand. He’s warm, sleepy, endearingly human—yours.

Late one night, you’re both tangled in your bed, the room dim and cozy with only the low glow of a bedside lamp and city lights filtering through the curtains. The day has long since faded, leaving just the quiet comfort of shared breathing and lazy conversation that drifts into comfortable silence.

Kai lies on his side facing you, hair tousled, one leg hooked gently over yours under the covers. You trace a finger along his jaw, and he leans into the touch with a sleepy hum. The air feels heavy with intimacy, warm blankets cocooning you both, the world outside forgotten. Slowly, you lean in and kiss him—soft at first, then deeper, unhurried, tasting the faint sweetness of the tea you shared earlier. His hand finds your waist, pulling you closer as he kisses you back with that same gentle certainty, lips warm and familiar.

There’s no rush, just the steady rhythm of hearts beating in sync, the occasional soft sigh, and the way his thumb brushes soothing circles against your skin. In that cocoon of sheets and quiet affection, everything else disappears. It’s pure, cozy intimacy—the kind that wraps around your soul and makes you feel endlessly safe.

And maybe that’s what loving him really is. Not fireworks or dramatic declarations, but this steady accumulation of moments. A boy who leaves pieces of himself everywhere, loving with his whole heart so effortlessly he barely notices. A boy who still apologizes for looking too long, unaware you’re memorizing him just as deeply, day after day. It’s trust, comfort, and the quiet joy of belonging—together.

author's note — awwwww they are a coupley couple, look >< thank you for reading lovies <3 SIZE DIFFERENCE KAI WHEN. cof cof who said that.

[1] Stalker 𓂃˚₊⊹🍬

 You hear a rhythmic knock on your door, and you already know it’s Kai. First of all, he was on his way, second who else do you know knocks like that?

You shuffle over to the door, your slippers dragging across the floor. You look through the peephole just in case. Who knows, last time it was a DoorDash driver arriving at the wrong door.

 You’re relieved when you see a head of shaggy platinum blond hair, it’s Kai. You unlock both locks, the top one being more stubborn. (You should probably get that fixed sooner or later.) He barges right in, not even a hello. At least he took his shoes off like always. He knows your rules in the apartment and he respects them. And luckily for you, he brought snacks.

  He easily makes himself at home, throwing himself onto the couch, not yet grabbing a blanket but placing the remote on the coffee table in front of him. You didn't even invite him over to watch TV but that's probably where the night is going to end anyways.

“Hello! I’m doing good too.” you say mockingly because he didn’t even acknowledge you letting him in. Men. “Hi, sorry, what’s up this time?” He says in a softer tone than usual. Honestly, you find that adorable how he immediately jumps to ask what’s wrong. “Don’t even, I literally just texted you about this. Also why do you always think something’s wrong when you come over?” He lets out a soft laugh at that. You shoot him a look that immediately makes him apologize. “Sorry, I’m laughing because you’re acting like you actually gave me details.” He really called you out there. But does he really expect every detail if he's just going to come over anyway?

You find yourself a spot on the couch, making yourself comfy as well. You grab a blanket from the basket full of them beside you. You throw one at Kai, so he too can make himself comfortable. After he does, he looks at you, waiting for you to settle and start talking.

 “Okay so, with the thing about my ex,” you say in a tone that sounds bored. “Well, yes that’s the whole reason I’m here.” He interrupts. “Okay anyways…” you pause before starting your next sentence. “So, he keeps making those accounts on every social media platform imaginable and it’s getting creepy. He even tried stalking my Spotify account, who the fuck does that?” Kai giggles. “Really? Spotify?” You scoff. “Yes, Spotify. Anyways, I’ve also seen him around town, and I think he might be stalking me. Like literally stalking me. Following me stalking me. Maybe even watching us right now I don’t know.” Kai’s eyes widened. “He’s following you?” You sigh. “I’m pretty sure of it.” Kai looks like he’s in disbelief.

 “[y/n], this is serious. That’s illegal.” He looks very concerned, he’s usually never like this, always carefree, you’ve never seen him this way before. “I know that’s why I invited you over. I need to ask you something.” You take a deep breath. This might give you the ick to even say it. “What’s up?” He replies. He’s very focused on your talking. “This sounds kind of embarrassing to say or even admit that I thought of this…” you admit. “It’s okay you can talk to me [y/nnie].” You shiver at the nickname. It’s random, but weirdly comforting considering the situation you’re currently in.

 You hesitate before talking, really, what you're thinking is that you should probably have Kai as a fake boyfriend. The thought itself is foreign to you. You don't know how to feel about pretending to date your best friend. You really think about your decision now. It'll be really awkward if he says no, which you're sure he will. You try and shake the nerves off but can't help regretting your decision of inviting him over. “I was going to ask you if we could do something like a fake relationship to get me out of this situation so just maybe he would back off. This does sound really weird Kai, I do admit that, but I really trust you the most out of the rest of my friends, that’s why I asked you. Again, I know you’re probably going to say no because that’s weird but-” you say the words so fast it sounds like a foreign language you haven't yet learned.

“Yes.” He replies. You’re shocked for a second, you didn’t expect him to accept, especially this fast. You look at him confused. He stares back. “What?” He asked, looking even more confused than you, “was I not supposed to say yes, or….?” You laugh. “No, I just didn’t expect you to even accept it, let alone that fast.” He looks at you, but this time it’s a deeper look, like there’s a warm light in his eyes. “I’m saying yes because I care about your safety, [y/n].” You nod your head at that, thanking him for helping you out.

     After that, it’s a little awkward, you guys put on a movie as you usually do. You always let Kai pick. He feels bad picking and wants you to but when you actually pick a movie, he regrets it. You end up sitting through all his movie options whether they’re corny, funny, or boring, because, the movies he picks are always somehow cute. It really shows how much of a nerd he is.

After you finish the movie, you’re half asleep, almost like a zombie. Kai came over at 8, it’s 10:20 something now, and you’re both tired. Kai should get home but he had a little too much to drink, as you pulled out your 12 pack of beer earlier to keep you guys as tipsy as possible to keep your minds off the conversation you two had earlier. You’re still cringing thinking about the way you worded it. You don’t want him driving, it’ll be unsafe. He’s not scarily drunk, but he’s tipsy enough. You don’t let him go. He doesn’t necessarily mind, your couch does happen to be very comfy. Same with the temperature of your apartment, it’s nice and cool. He doesn’t have anywhere to be tomorrow, it’s Saturday anyway.

You drag yourself to your bed, leaving Kai in the living room. He’s also half asleep, making you feel assured that he won’t go through your snacks again. Once you get yourself relaxed in your bed, you realize that you feel quite safe with Kai around. It has been quite hard trying to fall asleep recently, thinking about your stalker. You don’t quite trust your apartment building or locks anymore. And after you’ve seen him for the first time when you went to a cafe alone about a week ago, you realized that all those followers you’ve been gaining was not a coincidence. Your thoughts slowly fade as you become drowsy and fall asleep almost instantly. You are not worried at all with Kai being in your living room.

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"kai!!" yn yelled as she giggled, arms open as she sprinted towards her best friend since first grade. kai whipped his head around, immediately mimicking her movements as he ran up to her, scooping the smaller girl up into his broad arms, giving her a few spins. all of yn‘s luggage and the people around them were forgotten in this moment, kai and yn skin to skin, their warmth radiating off each other. it was like this every summer when yn finally got to see her other half who moved away when they were twelve.

"yn, god, it feels like forever when you‘re not around…" kai whispered, slowly putting yn back down in the plush grass surrounding them.

"missed you, kai…" yn smiled softly, gazing into the affection in kai‘s warm, umber eyes.

"oh, yn, you‘ve grown so much in only a year…" spoke kai‘s mom, mrs. huening as she pulled her son‘s favorite friend into an embrace of her own.

"yn, i will be at home when you need me. i‘ll let you hang out here for a bit…" yn‘s grandma, judith, spoke softly as she made her way back inside her little sky blue beatle. yn waved goodbye to her grandmother before turning back to kai. "come on, let’s go up to my room. i‘ve redone it a little bit since i last saw you," kai smiled cheerfully, enthusiastically taking yn‘s delicate hand and bringing her into his lakehouse and up the stairs. practically being dragged by kai like they were both six years old again, yn stumbled along the path through kai‘s lakeside abode that led to his bedroom. it was nearly same as before. the interior walls wore the same wood paneling as always, and the carpet was now a beige colour instead of the dark blue it took on in the 70s, as the huening family liked to keep up with the times. and that‘s why upon entering kai‘s bedroom, below his window peering over the vast lake his home sat on, there was a desk with what looked to be like a computer—but this one was smaller, and more personal looking than any other one yn has laid her eyes on before.

"she‘s called lisa," kai said proudly as he walked over to the machine, patting it like a dog‘s head.

"is this like…a computer?" yn asked, confusion etched on her face.

kai nods. "the newest. came out in january." he wore a pleased smile.

gasping, yn came closer to take in more of the sight. "gag me with a spoon, no way!"

kai shrugs. "my dad says it‘s like one of those library computers and stuff but it can do so much more. but i‘ve been outside a lot so i‘ve only been able to try it out a little."

yn looks up at kai. "god, if i lived here too i‘d be outside all the time. it’s so pretty—i hate arizona."

kai laughs, making his way over to his drawers, pulling out his swimming trunks. "you brought your suit, right?" he smirks.

"oh—fuck! my luggage is still outside, let me go get it…" yn abruptly made her way out of her best friend’s bedroom and down his flight of stairs to find the huening family maid taking the last of yn‘s suitcases inside.

"ohh, i‘m so sorry miss…i got distracted and—"

the maid shakes her head with a small smile. "i understand, dear. this is my job, after all, don’t apologize."

yn lets out an inaudible sigh of relief, kai‘s mother‘s voice following. "gosh, you two are ten all over again when you see each other," mr. and mrs. huening let out a posh sounding giggle.

kai just turns his attention back to the most important girl to him as he grabs two of her neon pink suitcases. "wanna take these up to my room?"

yn nodded, latching her grasp onto the third suitcase.

with a small struggle they hauled the luggage up the stairs and into kai‘s room.

even though the huening family lived in a five bedroom home for no necessary reason, yn always found herself staying in kai‘s bedroom with him. they shared the bed, changed in front of each other with their backs turned; nothing has changed since they were little kids. his parents never seemed to mind. they‘ve always been trusting of the pair.

bringing up the last of the luggage, yn opened one of the suitcases, revealing three bikinis. one was a neon pink suit dipped low at the cleavage and only gave yn a piece of string the size of floss to cover her ass. the second was more of a sailor suit, cute little stripes, high wasted bottoms, like something from a pin up magazine. and the last was a baby blue tankini with little 3d flowers on the straps which matched the colour of the suit. "hmm…which one?" yn asked, looking up from her knees to where kai loomed over her, his black swim trunks already over his boxers. hands on his hips kai pursed his lips in thought, analyzing each swimming suit.

"as much as i‘d love to see you in this one…" kai smirked, gesturing to the neon pink bikini, "i don’t want my parents making any weird ass comments—so you should wear the blue one. it‘s most like you, anyway."

yn laughed, slapping his knee. "you perv…it’s cuz it has a thong, huh?" yn threw the bottom at kai, earning a girly squeal from the brown eyed boy. "what would your parents even say?"

kai shrugged. "the comments about how you‘ve grown up so much and how we better not get up to anything." he rolls his eyes. "they mean well, but…it’s still just weird. you get enough of that bullshit from your mom when you wanna wear shorts."

yn grinned at kai’s considerate gesture, quickly tossing her remaining two swimsuits into the open luggage. "i‘ll wait outside the door." kai gave yn a small kiss on the cheek, something of common nature between them. yn slowly started to remove her white tank top and shorts once kai gently shut his bedroom door, the cool air from the ac hitting yn‘s skin causing goosebumps. quickly sliding on the tankini once she was fully bare, yn gazed at herself in kai‘s full length mirror in the corner of his bedroom, little polaroids and small printed photos of yn and kai adorning the wooden frame.

she tied her hair back into a low ponytail, letting her smaller strands frame her face before quickly making her way to open kai‘s door, meeting the tall boy‘s eyes with a look of anticipation. kai without hesitation stole yn‘s hand in his firm grasp and led her down his tall flight of stairs, skipping a step every so often until they met an empty living room.

"sweet…" kai started with a smile, peering out of the large window facing their front yard, "the car is gone. i think they went out. they took our maid, too." he turned to face yn with that same mischievous look. "we have the whole house to ourselves."

yn smirked. "wanna raid the pantry?"

"you know me so well."

the pair made their way to kai‘s large kitchen, opening up his large walk-in pantry filled to the brim with a variety of snacks as well as ingredients. with a large smile, yn traced her finger along the wooden edge, taking slow steps inside the pantry bigger than her closet back home.

"ugh, i love this pantry every time i see it.." yn took a few steps inside, the pantry was shallow, though there was enough room for the two of them to fit no problem, albeit a tad cramped.

"i‘m taking the whole box of twinkies…" kai started, looking around the space for anything else good.

yn grabbed a whole can of cheez balls while kai dug around in the freezer and pulled out two pudding pops from the box.

shutting the pantry, yn smiled seeing kai with the box of twinkies in his arms and two pudding pops clutched in his grasp.

"come on, i wanna swim!" yn giggled, lightly running over to the large, glass patio door, sliding it open and rushing out into the grassy, swampy fields surrounding the large lake house. with increasing strides, yn tossed the jar of cheez balls aside on the grass as she approached the rustic dock facing the vast lake reflecting the pink-orange sunset. with a loud scream, yn jumped off the edge of the dock into the wide lake below, a large splash signaling she‘s gone under. kai follows suit, jumping in after yn, immediately coming up and shaking his head like a wet dog.

"kai!" yn shield herself from the small trickles of water repeatedly hitting her already wet face.

"oh, come on," kai teased, sending yn a small wave of water.

raising a single brow, yn pushed the blueish-green water harshly, creating a larger wave that smacked all of kai‘s upper body. "yn!" he shouted, hiding his face.

too busy tossing your head back to laugh, kai took advantage of yn‘s vulnerable position to grab yn and lift her up, his muscles tensing as he lifted yn out of the water almost completely, his face wearing an expression of amusement in contrast to her surprised one.

kai then let yn go, dropping her into the water to completely submerge the girl, her little yelp muffled by the echo of kai‘s guffawing.

seconds later yn came up with a gasp, arms flailing as she splashed kai, panting heavily.

"oh, my yn, are you—" kai cut himself off with a laugh. "are you okay?" he allowed himself to pull yn close against him, his large hands splaying across her tinier waist, gently caressing her wet sides.

"fuck, you‘re lucky i learned how to swim a couple years ago…" yn spoke, slicking her hair that was stuck to her forehead back on her head.

kai grinned, slowly spinning yn around in his embrace, the splashes of the water dancing alongside them. "you had the best swim teacher." kai teased, gesturing to himself.

yn laid her chin on kai‘s muscular shoulder, wrapping her arms around the wide blades.

"i‘m so happy i‘m here with you…" her voice was soft and gentle like a mother, a heavy contrast to the playful screams only minutes ago.

"me too," spoke kai, his tone calming down to match yn‘s. their beating hearts touched, almost in sync as the pair held onto each other as if the other would slip away if they loosened their grasp even in the slightest. a comfortable silence overtook them. there was an occasional whistle from the small breeze masking the heat of the sun and chirps from the birds who always sounded happy. kai‘s hand moved from yn‘s back to her soaking hair, running his fingers through the waterfall splayed down her back.

"you know…" kai started tentatively, "i…think of you, yn."

yn smiled against kai‘s shoulder. "i hope you do. you‘re my best friend."

"no…" kai sighed, his tone growing more serious. yn pulled her head back, looking into kai‘s concerned brown eyes.

"i think of you differently. i think of you in ways that i probably shouldn’t. in ways that would get me in trouble if anyone knew."

"kai, do you have feelings for me?" yn questioned.

"yeah…fuck." kai snickered, breaking eye contact with the girl in front of him by looking down towards their connected chests. "i always have. i never wanted to ruin anything but—"

"kiss me."

kai immediately looked back into yn‘s eyes with a surprised expression.

"kiss me," yn repeated.

kai stammered, a faint blush creeping up on his neck and cheeks. "i..if you…um—"

with a roll of her eyes, yn took the initiative and pressed her soft lips against kai‘s, her hand roaming from his back to his chest, up his neck and eventually his cheek. kai‘s eyes fluttered shut as his and yn‘s lips danced in sync, a choreograph to a ballad yet to be written. kai‘s muscular arms squeezed yn‘s body tight, her gasp only an invitation for kai‘s tongue to enter her mouth, finding that rhythm being desperately craved.

and as the pair pulled away, it was a silent agreement that this newfound romance was going to be summer‘s main event.

——

"shit…" kai groaned, peering out of his bedroom window to see his parents pull into the driveway. the 1985 rolls royce spur was hard to miss being the nicest car in town.

"are your parents home?" yn asked as if she could read kai‘s mind. she slid off of the boy‘s lap as he nodded in disappointment.

"they can’t know…you know that, right, yn?" kai‘s tone was concerned.

yn slowly nodded, diverting eye contact. her arm slid from kai‘s shoulder to his plaid bedding. "i know."

"no…don’t take it personally, baby," kai immediately placed his forefinger under yn‘s chin, making her look at him. kai sprinkled a few kisses along yn‘s cheeks before he spoke up.

"you‘ve known me forever. my parents love you. i just have no say in anything until i can inherit my dad‘s business. i can‘t afford to screw up in their eyes."

"…i understand." yn whispered, kissing his lips quickly before she got up, exiting kai‘s room. "hi guys!" she yelled cheerfully, greeting mr. and mrs. huening. kai could only shake his head slowly and sigh, hoping his yn didn‘t think she was some sort of mistake.

coming downstairs, kai was greeted with the sight of his parents and yn conversing in the brightly lit kitchen as she helped them and their maid put their groceries away. "oh, kai! there you are, son!" kai‘s father spoke, his near transatlantic accent as prominent as a lighthouse on a dark coast. mr huening placed his son in a playful headlock, his fist coming to rub kai‘s messy brown locks as the two laughed, playfully roughhousing.

kai‘s mother cleared her throat, signaling for the boys to calm down. "boys? we‘re still not done unpacking."

mr. huening pulled back, brushing out the wrinkles on his polo with his hands. "sorry, my love. i‘ll get the rest. you just go upstairs and relax…" mr. huening came over to his wife, kissing the side of her cheek before she made her way upstairs with a grin yn has only ever seen on mrs. huening when she was with her husband. "you too, sandra." mr. huening spoke to the family maid. "take the rest of the day off. we‘ll pay you still. you have most of the week off anyway."

"oh, mr. huening…you‘re too kind…" sandra mumbled before she gathered her things near the front door.

"what have you done all day, kids?" inquired mr huening as he unloaded the last of the groceries, placing fruits and vegetables (obviously the most organic in town) in the refrigerator.

kai and yn shot each other a look before yn took the initiative to speak up. "kai taught me the drums…" she smirked. mr huening turned around just after yn dropped her mischievous expression.

"oh really?" mr. huening smiled. "kai‘s had a musical passion since he was a little lad. i‘m sure he makes a wonderful teacher."

"i am." kai piped up. "taught her a few metallica songs."

mr. huening playfully rolled his eyes. "oh, that metallica bull. why can’t you teach her some normal artists like phil collins or spandau ballet?"

"alright, dad, we‘re going back to my room. i have some mötley crüe songs to teach her next," kai teased, signaling yn to follow his lead back up to his room.

"haha! very funny," kai‘s father called out.

——

"they‘re sleeping now…" kai whispered to yn as he slipped back into his bedroom after checking his parents‘ room.

"come here…" yn teased, patting the spot on kai‘s bed next to her. with a sly grin, kai swiftly kneeled next to yn‘s laying body, climbing down to place his hands on either side of yn‘s face, hovering over the girl. he leaned down to kiss her, yn‘s hand gripping the back of kai‘s hair in an instant. kai‘s knee made his way between yn‘s legs, subtly rubbing her pussy over her dolphin shorts, causing her to let out a small moan.

kai pulled away, placing his large, calloused hand over yn‘s mouth. "shh, baby…i don‘t want to wake up my parents."

"sorry…" yn muttered after kai slowly pulled his hand away from her mouth.

"it‘s okay, my love." kai whispered back. "i don’t want to rush anything anyway." kai kissed yn‘s forehead before climbing off of her and next to her. "let’s watch a movie and sleep, yeah?"

yn smiled. "yeah."

——

the days so far at kai‘s lakehouse around mrs. and mr. huening were the definition of normal; as if no such kiss had happened in the body of water outside of kai‘s home. and as if no such skin to skin contact was happening in kai’s bed. as soon as the adults left, however, gave yn and kai all the room and all the freedom in the world to explore this romance. it started with small kisses to long makeout sessions with amateur fondling and ended in kai‘s room with clothes finally coming off.

"kai…mmm…" yn shakily moaned, gripping onto kai‘s hair with the sheer force of all her might, muscles tensing as kai‘s tongue danced along her pussy, sucking on yn‘s clit with pure fervor.

kai‘s left hand gripped the muscle of yn‘s hip as his right hand slipped his middle and ring fingers into her tight hole, pumping in and out as if it‘d save her life.

"you close baby?" kai asked, his motions never slowing down. the palm of his hand ground against yn‘s clit during the absence of his mouth.

"mhm.." yn whined, shaking feverishly as her climax approached.

"use your words." kai demanded, his voice reaching a new low as he stopped all movements, teasing the girl beneath him.

"f-fuck..! yes! i‘m going to cum, kai…" yn started, "don’t stop…" the girl pouted, her flushed body still quivering. those quivers turned into quaking and her whines turned into screams as kai resumed his movements, his mouth replacing his palm, devouring yn‘s pussy with the intensity of a starved man eating his first meal of the week. his fingers sped up, the sounds of yn‘s wetness growing louder before kai curled his fingers a last time, hitting that special spot in yn‘s body sending her on the high of her life.

with a string of moans falling out of yn‘s mouth, she came around kai‘s tongue and hand, the boy licking up every single drop like it was the sweetest nectar from a flower.

"mmm…you taste so good, baby…" kai groaned, leaning in to kiss yn. his hard on rubbed against yn‘s pussy through his boxers, causing the girl to shake even more.

"m..t‘much…" yn cried between kisses, causing kai’s movements to stop.

"i‘m sorry, my love." kai kissed yn one last time. "you okay?"

yn nodded. "better than ever."

kai kissed yn‘s forehead, pulling his covers on his bed over the pair‘s bodies as he laid next to his lover.

"i love you." kai spoke, wrapping his arm on the underside of yn‘s body.

"you…love me?" yn‘s breath hitched, her face colored with disbelief.

"i do." kai took yn‘s hand in his own, kissing her fingers so gently.

but that gentle tone shifted once kai‘s parents walked in his bedroom, their faces once smiling turning into pure shock in a nano second.

"kai huening!" gasped kai‘s mother, her manicured hands falling onto her mouth, her breathing growing rapidly.

"honey, calm down…" spoke mr. huening, pulling in his wife to shield her from this disgraceful view.

"m-mom, dad—i c-can explain!" stuttered kai, defensively gripping the blankets around him and yn to protect their vulnerable position.

"son…" mr. huening sighed. "yn, please…go back to your grandma’s. and kai…come to our room. soon, please.“

"when can yn come back?" kai piped up, panicking.

mr. huening shook his head. "i don’t think that‘s a good idea for the rest of summer."

with that, a disappointed and oddly calm mr. huening led a sobbing mrs. huening out of the room, leaving yn and kai on his bed wishing they could turn back time.

"kai…" whispered yn, zoned out. "they hate me…"

"no, no, my love—let me talk to them an—"

"no…i‘m a mistake." yn‘s lip trembled, her knees coming up to her chest. "they don’t want you with some poor girl from tuscon." yn‘s voice refused to be louder than a whisper, her frame trembling now not from pleasure, but the wave of anxiety she was surfing.

kai pulled yn closer, protectively holding her against his broad frame. kai shushed yn soothingly as she began to cry, kissing his lover‘s forehead.

"we will get through this. i swear to you." kai spoke.

yn sniffled, pulling away. "i should go…talk to your parents, okay?" her teary eyes locked with kai‘s. he nodded, kidding her one last time. "i will make this work, my love."

and yn left; wearing melancholy like a cloak.

——

summer of 1987

"yn—there‘s a letter here for you!“ called out yn‘s mother from the kitchen. "it‘s from kai!"

april 15. yn‘s bags were packed for maine as usual. only this year was different. she had received no letters from kai, no calls, nothing. until now. her excitement dwindled day by day as she replayed everything she had said to kai that day in june of 1986.

what could have kai wanted after all this time?

with shaky hands and rapid breath, yn said nothing as she took the letter straight from her mother’s hands, her grasp tight as she tore open the envelope containing something—anything, from the man she considered the love of her life.

opening the envelope, yn‘s eyes scanned the paper inside. it was a letter as her mom stated; a long letter.

for my dearest yn,

i am sorry for everything i am about to write you, my beautiful girl. my parents were livid to see us together. they are nothing but snobs who don’t see past social classes and wealth. needless to say, i have been gravely punished. our home is now empty because i have been sent to münich early, where i‘m going to be living from now on. i wasn’t supposed to leave for another few years, and i planned on even taking you with me. but now that i am 19, i‘m getting an early head start on taking over my father’s business…and even worse, making connections. my parents are setting up an arranged marriage with the daughter of a wealthy business partner of my dad in germany. i don’t think there are enough words in the entire universe to describe my dread that the woman who‘s hand i will take in mine will not be yours. my yn, please forgive me. i can only pray while i wake and dream while i sleep that i will be able to make my way back to you. i haven’t said this enough to you while we‘ve been together, but i love you. i‘d give you the sun and the moon and every layer of heaven and earth if you asked me to. and i am so sorry our plans didn’t succeed. and as i count down my days to freedom and when i can see you, i will think of your smile when i close my eyes, and imagine it‘s you laying next to me while i drift asleep. i have an abundance of loving memories i made with you that i‘ll cling to like a lifeline. i will try to not be bitter nor sad, because i know what we shared is the realest thing i have felt in my life. It‘ll be hard to sleep for a while. i hope you stay stronger than i can. i love you, my beautiful girl. and until we can make our way back to each other, please be happy. think of the love we shared and spread it to those around you. and know that you will always be my number one girl. you‘re the only person i want to love until the very end.

love you always, kai

by the last word, a tear trickled down yn‘s cheek onto the corner of the letter. just her luck. kai would be married off to a woman in germany.

yn could only wonder through all of the possibilities of that day. what she could have done differently. things she should have said and if the only boy she ever loved would have stayed if she said "i love you too."

now this would be another summer in maine, her first summer without him, and her introduction to a life without him.

୨ৎ  oh this man is definitely the jealous type, 100%. he WILL throw hands with anyone who even dares to LOOK your way. kinda possessive but it’s mostly because he’s scared of losing you. (#abandonmentissues after everything with his parents)

୨ৎ  speaking of losing you, he is definitely super protective of you, especially during missions and if you’re not a ninja/elemental master. oh ho ho, if he sees even one scratch on you… you might want to start praying for your enemy

୨ৎ  look, he’s cocky, but he’s NOT selfish, even if he seems. Despite everything, he cares about you a lot and is willing to listen to any of your venting or complaints

୨ৎ  on that note.. he kinda sucks at social cues in this regard (*COUGHCOUGH* kailor in crystalized *COUGH COUGH COUGH*). he won’t know or realize something wrong in your relationship unless you tell him, so speak up !! even if he’s a clueless ahh, he’s always there to listen

୨ৎ  before missions, if you’re either not a ninja or you are but the team is splitting up, he’ll always wink and ask for a kiss as good luck before leaving (ME ME I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE— I mean who said that ????)

୨ৎ  ugh he’s fine and irrestible and he knows it

୨ৎ  oh he’ll always praise you for anything btw. he is loud and proud of you for every small achievement you have

୨ৎ  FOR MY GIRLIES, THIS MAN IS THE BEST DURING YOUR PERIODS OMG

୨ৎ  he’s literally your personal heating pad, will absolutely not take his hand off your stomach until you’re completely sure you’re okay

୨ৎ  not to mention he has a lil sister who he’s taken care of by himself ????? he KNOWS what to do and all the ins and outs. hands you your chocolate and whatever snacks you want, turns on the tv, and cuddles in as your own heater without another word

୨ৎ  boy is PREPARED

୨ৎ  i feel like he’d definitely do some corny ahh shit on a regular basis… like start citing shakespeare type poems in front of you acting like a tragic male lead.

୨ৎ  “thou art looking fine this day, m’lady/milord~”

୨ৎ  “kai, i swear to god, get off one knee right now—“

୨ৎ  he’s just being silly asf

୨ৎ  pda pda pda pda king

୨ৎ  he is NEVERR embarrassed about showing affection in public. In fact, he does it on purpose just to show you off to random strangers on the street.

୨ৎ  even more touchy in private, hands all over you every hour of the day

୨ৎ  anyways, in all seriousness, he will treat you like an absolute queen/king. he’s cocky and confident asf but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t love you<3

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