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synopsis: he’s curious why you broke up with your boyfriend
contains: fluff
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a calming birdsong chirped outside your apartment room, you hugged your knees, watching as su-ho ate his breakfast. how he ended up in your room is that he showed up to your front door without a warning, explaining that his grandmother and him had an argument.
you let him crash on your bed. he insisted that it is comfier if the two of you slept on the same bed.
“aren’t ya gonna eat that?”
he suddenly spoke, gesturing for your untouched pancakes.
you blinked out of your thoughts before scowling and stabbing a fork on your food. “of course I am.”
“awh, shucks. I’m just kidding.” he let out a chuckle before ruffling your bed hair. you let out a scoff, gently slapping his hand away but a smile could not help but plaster itself on your lips.
“hah! there’s the smile, admit it—you like me!” he claimed, nudging your small shoulder.
your eyes met his playful ones. of course, you like him— no, more than that; you love him. the two of you were the happiest couple before he ended up on a coma and completely forgot about your relationship together.
“so…” su-ho trailed off, swallowing the remaining food in his mouth. “you mentioned before that you had a boyfriend before,” you paused from eating before humming at him to continue. “how was he? was he funny—or I’m funnier?”
you chew on your lip at that, unsure to answer.
“he is funny.” you bluntly said, sipping on your apple juice.
“but I’m funnier.” he nods at himself before clearing his throat for yet another question. “why did you two broke up, though? he sounds like a nice guy… did you cheat?”
you almost choked on your beverage at his last sentences. “you idiot.” he grins, proud to get some reaction out of you.
“so, what is it? you never told me why you guys broke up.” he pressed.
“because we never broke up.” you stated, looking at your half eaten food, already losing your appetite.
su-ho looked at you, mouth agape and brows raised in confusion. “huh? you’re tripping. what happened then?” he turned to fully face you, giving his entire attention to you.
you sighed, placing your plate on the nightstand. “we have a really good relationship together, we barely get into arguments—if we did, it’s always about the most stupid thing ever.” your voice cracked at the memories. “then, one of his friends betrayed him… he was beaten so badly that he ended up on a coma for years. the time he woke up—he couldn’t remember me anymore.”
su-ho stared at you for some minute. the story seems familiar.
his mouth opened to say something, there was a long pause.
then you spoke over him.
“it’s you, su-ho.” you confessed, no beating around the bush. su-ho’s wide eyes met yours, and for the first time—he saw sparks in them. “you’re my ex-boyfriend.” murmured you.
he did not gave you any responses, but he immediately wrapped his arms around you. one hand stroking the back of your head. “y/n, I…” he inhaled your scent, voice muffled as his face is buried on the crook of your neck.
“I had dreams that I forgot the moment I woke up, but now I remember—they were our memories, y/n.” he sniffled. “I thought I’ve gone crazy over my crush on you that you started showing up in my dreams—but it was memories…” he blabbered, the wetness of his tears tickling your neck.
you did not notice the tear sliding down your cheeks as you finally wrapped your arms around him, face on his shoulders as you started to sniffle.
“you’re no fair…” you whispered, voice broken.
he pulled away from the hug, just an inches away from each other. he took time digesting the look on your face before letting out a happy laugh. “god, you’re so cute.” he planted a kiss on your flushed cheek before you slapped his arm, making him wince.
“you should’ve told me earlier about the dreams. I was too shy to tell you everything—I mean; I’m a complete stranger to you the time you opened your eyes.” you scolded before getting off the bed.
“nooo~ come back.” su-ho chuckled before following you out of the room. “so you were shy all these times! you’ve got a little crush on me!”
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synopsis: your body has left an inedible mark in his mind
contains: smut, breeding, choking, “just the tip”, spooning
wc: 1.5k
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beom-seok's shaky fingers reached to fiddle with his ear, elbow rested on the dinning table as he watches you across from him. you have your biology text book on your hand while you eat your dinner with the other.
his throat bobbed nervously as he watched some alfredo sauce getting on your lips.
"quit staring, I'm going to melt." you stated before meeting with his eyes. "what is it?" you sucked on your fork.
his breath hitched before looking down on his lap, seeing the obvious boner under the table before facing you again. "I just missed you." he pressed his lips to a thin line.
you slowly blinked at him, "we are together the whole day though?" you snickered before shoving another fork full of pasta in your mouth, moving your gaze back towards your highlighted textbook.
beom-seok did not respond as he was too scared for you to find him in his situation under the table so he took his fork on hand and started to eat.
you just took a bath after beom-seok. you entered his bedroom, towel on hands as you stoke it on your damp hair.
beom-seok is sitting on his gaming chair, playing games on roblox. you smiled and walked behind him, your arms sneaking around his shoulders, "hi." you grinned, lips pressed against his ear.
he jolted up from his seat, his pants tightening more. beom-seok cleared his throat before pausing his game— not really pausing, just resetting his character. he turned around and faced you, a pillow draped over his lap.
"you're so cute." he smiled, cheeks tinted pink as he brushed your damp hair over your ears. "want me to blow-dry your hair for you?" he offered.
you nodded a riant expression resting on your face.
"then, come on." beom-seok sat on his bed while you sat in between his legs, he gently brushed your hair before turning the hair blower on.
after what seemed like five minutes, beom-seok is finished with you. immediately, you rested your cheek on his knee. "thank you, baby." you then proceeded to give him a playful wink.
the heat inside his pants were so painful, he did not notice you switch the light off and lay down beside him already.
"beom-seok, lay down." you patted his stomach gently, he snapped out of his thoughts before facing you.
"are you tired?" he mumbled, getting under the blankets.
"a little."
he hummed at your response, he wanted a release so bad but he cannot find the right time to strike. so instead, he spooned you as you turned around from him.
there was a moment of a comfortable silence before beom-seok started to press wet kisses on the slope of your neck. you let out a whine, squirming as you were slightly tickled.
"I can't get my mind off you," he whispered nibbling on your earlobe. "all day. you left an indelible mark on me." he slurred out. his cold, slender fingers traveling down your waist. "please," he pleaded against your shoulder.
he felt you move under the thick blankets, facing him.
"would you please touch me?" he bawled softly. "it hurts so bad."
you gently reached out to cradle his face on your hands. "you should have told me earlier so." with a kiss on his nose, you helped him take off his white tee.
"I couldn't," he sniffled, crying from the painful ache deep within his pants. "I didn't want to disgust you."
you chuckled. "stop it," you kissed his cheek. "would it make you feel better if I told you that sometimes I touch myself at the thought of you?" he stares at you with wide eyes and flushed cheeks, you sent him a cheeky grin before kissing his plump lips.
he let out an audible moan in the kiss, wrapping his pale arms around your back, twirling your hair around his fingers.
he could not help but bite on your lower lip, making you let out a whimper in which he deepened the kiss. his kisses were messy and sloppy as he was just as needy to feel you.
"can you please touch me here?" he panted as he pulled away from the kiss, guiding your hand towards his crotch. it was rock hard. you could already tell how painful it must have been for him.
so of course, to make up for what you did to him; you stuck your hands inside his pants, stroking the throbbing clothed flesh against his boxers. he let out a lewd moan before bucking his hips on your palms.
"lay down, and turn around." you command.
although confused, he obliged. he laid down on his side and turned his back at you, now you are spooning him with your hand kneading on his clothed cock.
his breath hitched as he whimpered out your name, his hand making its way behind to caress your hip.
"take it off." you tugged on his sweatpants.
he raises himself slightly on the bed before pulling down his pants, along with his boxer soaked from his leaked pre-cum. beom-seok turned his head to the side to look at you, face flushed.
you peck his cheeks before taking off his glasses, placing it on the nightstand behind you.
"your hand 's warm." beom-seok breathes out, chest heaving from the pleasure.
"you're a big boy, beom-seok." you stated, your thumb could barely reach your ring finger as you are wrapped around him.
a pornographic moan left his throat as he threw his head back, bucking his hips desperately.
your thumb precisely pressed on his tip, rubbing his pre-cum all over him. he moaned your name like a prayer, a smirk tugged on the corner of your lips, kissing your way on his shoulder down the slope of his neck.
you reached your hand towards his lips, gesturing him to spit on them. as he did, you went back on stroking his throbbing cock, skin tone flushed.
your hand aimlessly pleasured him, from kneading on his plush balls to jerking off his shaft, it did not take long for him to finally cum all over your palm.
beom-seok released his pent up desires but his cock refused to soften up. he watched as you wipe your hand with a tissue before getting under the covers to sleep. chest still heaving from the sudden ecstasy, hips shaking after his release. he held onto your shoulder.
"baby?" he slurred, wrapping his sweaty arms around you. "baby, I'm still hard..." his heavy breathing fanned over your ear.
"I have work tomorrow." you whined, burying your face on your hotdog pillow.
"please, it'll be me who's g'nna do all the work." he pleaded, tongue grazing your nape. you let out a sigh before unbuttoning your pajamas.
he perked up at the action and grinned, sitting up, hands resting on both your knees.
"okay, but– just the tip." you stated, beom-seok looks at you, offended.
he was about to argue but decided to just nod. "fine."
he slipped your pajamas off, leaving you in your cyan panties. hands caressing your thighs as he rested his chin on your abdomen. "I love you, you know that?" he murmured before planting trails of kisses on your inner thighs.
he raises himself up as he could no longer control his needs, he moves your thin panties to the side before sliding inside you — smoothly as your pussy recognized his girth — you gasped as you felt him balls deep within you.
"I said just the tip—!"
he interrupted you by letting out a loud moan, his tongue moving along your collarbones. "So warm, so tight." he stammered as you were too wet for him to handle.
"oh beom-seok." you warned as you felt his tip nudging on your cervix.
his slender fingers wrapped itself around your neck, his lips apart as he let out a breathy moan. "let me do this, babe." you could not help but choke out a moan at the slight force.
he started off with a gentle pace before he went off with a messy, and uncontrolled pounding. the roughness forcefully took the pleasure out of you, as you did not lasted for long.
yet even with you still sensitive, he kept grinding against you, moaning and lost in his own euphoria. your eyes rolled back as you gripped on his pale arms, leaving claw marks.
the sound of continuously skin slapping against another, the bed loudly creaking and moans has filled the quiet room.
it took him another few more pounding to finally bust. he of course, did not pull out in purpose. sliding deeper inside of you for his semen to fill you up.
you landed a slap on his shoulder and then he pulled out, happy eyes watching as his cum dripped down your cunt. "you're so pretty." he said before hungrily kissing you.
you kissed him back, fingers tangled around his dark hair.
"sorry I was rough, you looked so pretty, I couldn't resist." he murmured apologetically. his eyes draped over your stomach before gently caressing it. "I came inside you, how do you feel?" he asks hopefully.
"I'm on pills." you bluntly replied before lying in his arms and straight up falling asleep.
a look of disappointment sprawled across beom-seok's face before sighing, he tightly wrapped his arms around you, planting a genuine kiss on your forehead before going to sleep.
note: actually not a one-shot anymore, buuut, I love doing a lyrics fic— plus, this song is literally beom-seok!!!
I don’t care if it hurts
“what the hell was that, oh beom-seok?!” a yell thundered out of your lips, your eyes gazing down at beom-seok whose head is melting down. you just had to find out that your boyfriend, oh beom-seok, has hired someone to beat up ahn su-ho, a dear friend of yours and beom-seok’s.
I wanna have control
there is a deep sadness within his lidded eyes, he just received a harsh beating from his father, and of course — as usual, he comes to you for comfort. but you did not comfort him this time, you were furious, frustrated at him.
I want a perfect body
beom-seok felt unwanted, sitting on your bedroom floor as quiet tears trailed down his pale cheeks.
I want a perfect soul
“honestly, I do not know what I am going to do to you anymore.” a sigh left your lips, your brows furrowed down at him. sure he could handle glares from strangers, acquaintances and even his own father, but that look from you? he cannot help but cry harder.
I want you to notice
a cry full of sorrow left his trembling lips, eyes tightly shut close as he tried to block out you face. he could not talk, he could not explain — he does not deserve any forgiveness from you nor su-ho and his friends.
when I’m not around
you were angry, for sure.
you’re so fuckin’ special
but him looking like that, shattered your heart. “oh beom-seok.” you say, trying to stay angry as he does not deserve any sympathy from you. but you could not. “oh, beomchu…” cooed, you.
I wish I was special
he stopped sobbing before looking up at you, his face were swollen from all the tears he shedded. a slight spark enlightened within his dark eyes, he pursed his lips to stop the uncontrollable trembling as he watches you kneel down in front of him, taking both his cheeks onto your warm palms.
but I’m a creep
“I am so sorry, beomchu. I did not mean to yell at you,” whispered by you, the softness of your voice lulled him as you gently guided his head to rest against your chest. “I should have heard you out first.”
I’m a weirdo
his lips trembled, slender arms tightly wrapped around your waist as he let out a cry. “I did not mean to do that, I was caught up in the moment — too caught up with the power I felt!” he croaked, words barely coherent as he blabbered the thoughts in his head. “I just wanted people to understand me.” he apathetically confessed.
what the hell I’m doing here?
you hummed, combing your fingers through his silky hair. the other hand rested on his back, rubbing comforting circles. “I want to understand you, beomchu.” you murmured against his flushed ear as he clung on your body like a sloth, feeling him nod against your shoulder.
synopsis: your help your boyfriend forget about terrible things without even trying
contains: angst, fluff, abuse
wc: 1k
creds: dividers are from @dollywons ! 🩷
when you were here before
oh beomseok let out a pained cry as his father, yet again, whipped his leather belt against his pale skin — creating a painful flush. "I am sorry..." he sobbed, eyeglasses fogging as his hot tears evaporated.
"you worthless piece of flesh! all you ever do is cause me trouble!"
his father harshly remarked, raising his arm to land another painful hit on beomseok's bare skin. his whole body were getting goosebumps from the cold and the anxiety he was feeling.
the beating continued on for about ten more minutes before someone from work has called his father's mobile phone — giving him a quick escape from the abuse. as soon as beomseok reached his bedroom, he took out his phone to make a call, rubbing the tears out of his eyes.
"hello?" your exhausted voice said from the other line.
your voice alone was enough to give warmth through his freezing heart. though, he still didn't feel save. he never felt safe being around his so called family. all he wanted right now was to come over your small apartment and spend the night.
to him, your presence is all it takes for him to let his guard down and finally rest.
beomseok cleared his throat, voice still hoarse from the earlier events. "sorry for calling out of the blue— I know you're swamped with studies and work, but..." he swallowed as he feels his voice starting to break. "sorry— can I stay over your place tonight?"
realizing the position he is currently in, you let out an exhale. "mhm, do you want me to pick you up? are you fine?" you asks, worried as you thought of worse thing beomseok's adoptive father could do.
a small smile broke out of his sad face. "no, I will get there by myself, I am fine now; thank you."
you hum, "love you."
biting his trembling lips, beomseok nodded, although you couldn't see him. "mhm—I love you, too." he sniffled before hanging up his phone, shakily walking towards his dresser, putting on his brown v-line sweater and sweatpants.
ever since you told him that you like how the sweater fits him, he always wore it meeting with you. sure, he might be down bad but he just wanted to please you, he wants to make you happy so that you would not leave him for some reason.
before he shut his dressers' door, he grabbed some money from a black bag — he does not want to show up empty handed at your door.
after buying you some present and snacks, he went straight towards your apartment complex, shopping bags on his hand. he got inside the elevator, pressed the right button and now he is standing in front of your door, knocking.
the door slowly swung open, revealing you in your pajamas, hair rollers attached on your head and your reading glasses sitting on the bridge of your nose.
couldn't look you in the eye
the sight of you made his stomach churn. he looks down — thoughts that he does not deserve to be with you at all swarmed his brain, yet the urge to latch his arms tightly around your smaller body fought against the negativity.
"beomchu." you smiled at him.
you're just like an angel
and your smile was enough to push away all the negativity he was feeling. he immediately wrapped his slender arms around your shoulder, his tears could not help but burst at the sudden warmth.
"y/n-nie..." he let out a sniffle, his fingers tightly gripped on the cotton fabric of your pajamas.
your skin makes me cry
he entered your apartment, still clinging onto you.
as the door shuts, you held his cold cheeks to look him in the eye. "do you want to talk about it?" you asked, planting a soft peck on his nose.
you float like a feather
he shook his head, hand reaching up to hold yours in place. "I want to forget about it, that is why I am here." he whispered, leaning his forehead against yours, his bangs proceeding to tickle your nose.
the two of you were just standing by the door, body flushed against each other as he enjoyed the temporary warmth. after a few minutes, the two of you made your way towards the bedroom — where all your reviewers were sprawled out like a carpet.
“sorry, I didn’t have the time to clean up first.” you told him who shrugged.
“oh, I am used to it.” he poked fun at your unorganized self.
a pout formed on your lips as you made your way to pick up the papers and shove them inside a drawer. beomseok took his seat on your plush bed, the warm colors of the room, and of course — your presence and scent, made him feel at home, a feeling that he has never felt before ever since he was a kid.
in the beautiful world
there were no traces of pretending or insincerity, everything he have with you was legitimate and sincere. beomseok is a type of guy who overthinks everything a lot, but he never really had doubted you. he thinks that maybe you were the one that is why he prefers to stick by your side as he feels like he is not getting used anymore, he cut off all his past ‘friends’ and remained his focus only to you.
I wish I was special
“there! all tidy, huh?” you gave him a cheeky grin before sitting on the bed, beside him. “what are those?” you pointed at the colorful paper bags he is holding.
your smile made him smile as well, he readjusted his glasses before handing you the bags. “a gift,” he presents, a spark made its way to your eyes, he like to think that he is the happiest man in the world for having to give sparkles in your eye.
you’re so fuckin’ special
“thank you, beomchu!” you exclaimed, holding up the korilakkuma plush. there was yet another addition to your plush shrine. you planted a sweet kiss on his pale cheeks that started to heat up.
he couldn’t help but grin like an idiot, he is so bashful at the moment that he have completely forgotten about all his problems. seeing you happy means that he is also happy.
synopsis: he saw you looking at a certain item in the store, to be a nice boyfriend, he should buy it for you, right?
contains: smut, cunnilingus, virgin sex, praise kink, after care
wc: 3.2k
creds: dividers are from @dollywons ! 🩷
"notice that by substituting x is equal to a plus h into the original equation, we can reframe the problem in terms of h, which simplifies the algebra and reveals the underlying symmetry of the function."
your math professor talked as if he was lulling you to a deep sleep. your eyelids were getting heavier and heavier each seconds that passed, you could barely make up the words he was writing on the white board.
you turned to look at your left, your seat mate who is also your boyfriend is sitting straight, eyes glued to the front.
you let out a sigh and buried your face onto your arms. you did not notice that you fell asleep the entire lesson, you only woke up to si-eun shaking your shoulder.
"wake up, let's go." he said.
you raised your hand to your face to rub your eyes, watching as si-eun reached to place your pencil case and books back inside your bag.
"in a hurry?" you asked, standing up from your seat.
he slung your bag on his broad shoulder as you talked. "I want to get home early." he answered, grabbing your hand and dragging you with him out of the classroom.
you stared at the back of his head confusedly before coming to realize the reason of his desire to go home as soon as possible. today is friday you always stay over at his place during friday nights, ever since the two of you were still in high school.
you let out a scoff before following his suit.
"can we stop by a convenience store? I'm hungry." you spoke up as the two of you walked along the empty side walks, dried autumn leaves moving every syncing steps the two of you made.
"sure, I could use some soda. my throat is getting dry." his agreement was all it took for you to drag him inside a convenience store.
"want some ice cream?" si-eun asked, sliding open the freezer. you nodded while throwing bags of chips on the basket, he stepped back from the freezer and placed a cup of rocky road flavored ice cream on the basket as well. "anything else?"
he watched you shake your head. "I think that's all."
the both of you walked your ways towards the counter, si-eun handed the cashier things in the basket, your eyes wandered around the counter— landing on the stack of condom boxes.
strawberry, chocolate, vanilla? what the heck do they need flavors for these kind if things. your mind dived deeper into your thoughts that you have failed to notice si-eun looking at you while your eyes were glued to the boxes.
his cheeks had heated, bashful from the immediate thought that plastered his brain. he cleared the lump in his throat and looked away before you could see him look in your direction.
after you snapped out from the sea of thoughts, you approached your boyfriend who looks at you. "y/n," he managed to voice out, "can you get another can of soda?" he gestured towards the drinks isle.
"hm? okay."
the sound of your receding footsteps echoed in the store, si-eun's throat bobbed as his eyes made contact with the box of condoms on the counter. the cashier took notice of his anxious demeanor and acted for him. the cashier grabbed a box of condoms, scanning it in process.
si-eun looks at the cashier, wide-eyed.
"that'll be 16,190 won." said the cashier with a smile.
hearing your footsteps finally approaching, si-eun hid the box inside his pocket before taking out his wallet.
"here, please scan this, too." you asked the cashier who nodded. si-eun cleared his throat before handing the cashier 20,000 won bill.
"thank you, I received 20,000 won, here's your change." the cashier handed you the change with the receipt that was quickly snatched away by si-eun.
the both of you soon arrived at si-eun's apartment, during the walk from the convenience store to his place, he was awfully distant. sure, he is normally un talkative, but you could feel the tension in the air.
"ugh, my feet hurts." you groaned softly while kicking off your flats. you watched as si-eun opens the shoe rack before placing your pastel pink slippers in front of you. from all the time you were mostly crashing in his place rather than yours, he decided to buy you household things in his place.
thanking your boyfriend, you slid on the slippers and followed him into his bedroom.
you sat on his bed while he scroll through his dresser, taking off your blazer off of your body and loosening your neck tie.
"you can wear these," he says softly, handing you a plush of hoodie and his grey sweatpants.
"mh-mhm, thanks." you pushed yourself up from the bed, landing a kiss on his cheek before entering the bathroom.
through the body mirror of his room, si-eun looked at his own reflection and then down on his hand that is stuffed inside his pocket. he let out an exhale before shrugging the eerie feeling off before taking a seat on his study corner.
more than twenty minutes had passed and you finally exited the bathroom, hair slightly damp from the shower.
"you can take a bath now." you said to si-eun, whose eyes glued on his textbook. you sighed and wrapped an arm around his tense shoulders. "si-eun-a..."
he hummed in response, the action making his chest vibrate.
"it's friday, you don't need to study." you stated with face buried on the crook of his golden neck. you hear him let out a sigh before his arm hooked itself on your waist, pulling you to sit on his lap.
"I know, 's just to keep my mind off things." he murmurs before leaning to plant a kiss on your lips, he pulled away after a few seconds before carefully setting you off his lap.
he stood up and took off his blazer, setting it on the backrest of his chair before entering the bathroom.
you sat on his chair while scrolling through your phone for minutes before you felt a vibration on your back. turning around, you noticed that si-eun left his phone in his blazer jacket. you reached for the pockets and took out what seemed like a small box.
you nearly dropped from the seat as you come to realize what the box was. a condom box. you bit the inner part of your cheeks, unsure what to do.
"y/n?" you heard a voice behind you, making you jump up from your seat. "was someone calling?"
hurriedly, you faced si-eun, hands behind your back. you raised your brows. "huh?"
"my phone. did someone call?" he repeated, suspiciously eyeing your body language.
you cleared your throat. "oh- right! of corse, your phone..." heavily breathing, you used your other hand to check his blazer pockets for his phone. "park humin!" nervously grinning, you waved his phone.
si-eun blinked at you before taking a quick step closer, your body immediately responded by backing away. "are you hiding something?" he asks, eyes searching yours.
water from his damp hair dripped on your cheek.
it was a long pause of you getting caught up in his eyes before you shook your head. "no, what makes you think that?"
"show me your hands." he quickly commands.
your eyebrows furrowed, why are you being nervous? the box was not yours anyway! you thought, but is too embarrassed to even show it to him, even though you have found it inside his pockets.
si-eun placed both of his hands on your shoulders, and gently pushed you down the bed.
"show me." he repeated.
your throat bobbed as you swallowed, sweat ticking on your forehead. you looked away before taking out your hand.
si-eun tried to mask up the nervous look on his face, he is so embarrassed that you had to be the one to find it in his pockets.
"I'm sorry." he muttered before dropping his body weight on you, arms wrapped around your torso. "I do not know what has gotten into me to purchase that..." murmuring on your neck.
you lay under him, frozen.
"I saw you look at them, and... thoughts had clouded my mind." he admits, raising his head to look you in the eye. "do I make you uncomfortable?" his rough thumb brushed against your jaw.
slowly, you shook your head. "...just nervous."
his stoic expression broke into a smile, he let out a sigh and buried his face on your collar. "I am nervous, too."
you gathered up all your courage, hands making their way to cradle both his cheeks, pressing a soft kiss on his chapped lips. he sighed through his nose before kissing you back, his hands making their way down your waist.
you let out a breathy gasp, his tongue automatically entered past your lips.
the sound of soft humming from the air conditioner, and wet kisses filled the air. si-eun pulled away, fixing you to a comfortable position before latching his lips back with yours.
"si-eun-a..." you whined in the middle of the heated kiss.
slightly, he pulled away, taking in the look in your eye before his lips attacked your jaw, down to your neck.
the action made you let an immediate moan, making you slap a palm over your mouth. his tongue roughly made contact with your plush skin, his teeth nibbling on a certain sensitive spot that you your stomach churn.
his hand traveled on the skin, under your shirt.
he pulled back, his needy eyes looking at you. "can we?" he asked, out of breath.
it only took for you to nod your head before he is tugging your clothes off of you, leaving you bare in your undergarments.
pink. he bit his lip and lead your hands on his chest. "undress me," he requested with a puppy look, you obliged, rising the hem of his white tee to his head and pulling down his sweatpants by the waistline.
your eyes could not help but look at him, his sleeper build was like an eye-candy to you. reaching out, your cold fingers graze over his chest, down to his stomach. it was rough, making a flush of deep shade of pink crawl up to your face.
a smile tugged the corner of his lips before he lowered himself on the bed, pulling you closer by your hips, his hot breath fanned over your core.
"si-eun-a..." your brows furrowed as he positioned himself between your legs.
he looks up at you with sparks on his eyes. "do you want me to stop?" he asks softly, his hand gently kneading on your thigh. he wanted this, you could see the uncertainty in his eyes. he had waited for this moment. he has been aching to feel you — to be inside you, the past weeks has been hard for him, trying to study for upcoming exams, while his heart seemed to pump more blood for his dick than his brain.
you shook your head, bashful yet lustful.
"I want you to say it." si-eun panted out, his lips planting soft kisses on your inner thighs. "tell me how much you want me," his tongue darted so, so close to your clothed sex. "tell me that you want me to make you feel good." he slurred out.
you sniffled, your mind has been fogged with desires that you could barely think straight. all you wanted right now was to feel his dick satisfy all your needs.
"I need you, si-eun-a. please, make me feel good, it hurts so bad..." you whined, almost squeezing your thighs together if it were not for his thick hands separating them apart.
"sure thing."
you let out a lewd moan as you felt si-eun's mouth over your crotch. his tongue making your panties wetter than it already was. "si-eun-a, 'feels weird..." you managed to say between moans.
"it will be better soon," he murmured against your pussy, making you arch your back. "let's take these off — I wanna see you." he said before slipping your panties off, mouth agape at the sight in front of him.
you squeezed your thighs together to cover yourself, embarrassed, during the four years of dating; he had never seen you so bare before. and that made you self conscious of what he would think, si-eun is a good guy, you do not even have to worry about those kind of things but you cannot help it.
he couldn't help but chuckle at your bashful demeanor. "are you shy?" he grins, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. "you shouldn't be, you're the prettiest girl i've laid my eyes upon." he murmurs before pressing soft kisses against your shoulders, down to your abdomen.
"show me." he pleads, looking up at you with his palms resting on your knees.
your eyelashes fluttered as you thought about it. you are shy, sure. but you needed the release so bad. biting your lower lip, you loosen up your tense muscles and let him pry your legs apart.
"pretty." he kissed your knee before lowering his head, planting a soft appreciation kiss on your pussy.
you gasped softly, throat bobbing as you swallowed yet another lump in your throat. you watched your boyfriend as he greedily started to lap on your folds, gulping down your wetness.
tears pricked up on the corner of your eyes as your boyfriend's tongue graze across your slit, doing circles around your clitoris — a cry escaped your lips as he did so. his quiet moans sent vibrations inside you, fueling up your needs like a coal to the fire.
si-eun ate your pussy as if it was his last meal, his thick fingers dug on the plush skin of your thighs. your reached to brush his hair away from his face, his eyes closed, brows furrowed as he sucked on your clitoris.
the sight alone was enough to make you cum, si-eun swallowed every drop of your juices before looking up at you with those eyes of his.
you wrapped your arms around his nape and pulled him into a kiss — tasting yourself from him, his hands released the vice grip on your thighs before it made its way around your neck, not tight but gentle.
he nibbled on your lower lip, making it swollen than it already is before pulling away, he took the box of condoms from the bed, besides you and unboxed it.
he looks at you from the corner of his eyes, "do you still want to continue?" he asks, pulling out a foil wrap of the condom. "we can stop here if you want to."
you held his wrist while looking up at him through your lashes. "please fuck me." you quickly said as if you did not even considered thinking over your words.
he broke into a crackle before nodding, "alright, you don't need to ask twice." he placed a small peck on the point of your nose before sliding his boxers off, his thick shaft swung free, painfully hard. it stood with six inches in length and two and a half inches in width.
the sight left your mouth agape as si-eun rolled down the piece of plastic down his shaft.
he leaned close to you again, removing your bra — nipples perking up from the cold wind, and then placing a soft pillow behind you. "are you comfortable like this?" he asks softly.
you nodded in response, "be gentle." you reminded, hands anxiously holding onto his arm.
he pressed his lips against your flushed cheeks before grinding his shaft against your soaked core. he let out an audible whine before burying his face on your neck, mouth latching itself on your throat, nibbling and sucking.
"I will put it in slowly, okay?" he murmured, out of breath as he aligned himself on your slit.
you let out a grimace as si-eun slowly inserted his thick cock inside you — you tightly gripped his wrist, as your breathing heaved.
he frowned, "does it hurt?" landing a kiss on your forehead. "I'm sorry, just bear with it for a bit, it will feel good soon." he murmurs before slowly pushing full length inside of you. "you are so hot..." a slurred moan he let out.
you quickly clung on his chest. "si-eun-a..." you let out a cry, burying your face on his neck.
he hummed, rolling over so you could be on top of him instead. "I'm sorry, we can go with your pace instead, if I am hurting you." his thumb caresses your cheek bones.
you just looked at him, panting, until he pulls you down for yet another kiss. he is a sucker for kisses.
after what had seemed like a five minutes make out session, you pulled away. "I think I can move now." you announced, his hands gently gripped your hips.
his hands serves as a guide — as he helps you bounce on his cock on a slow rhythm. "si-eun-a." you mewl out his name, in response, his free hand made its way to cradle your breast.
you placed your hands on top of his chest to support yourself up as you tried to fasten the pace, eager for his release. "shit" he moaned out, barely audible. his hands started to move your hips faster, your eyes rolled back as the tip of his cock poked your g-spot.
"good?" he panted out, you nodded at him, walls clenching him tighter.
he cursed under his breath before getting on top of you, kissing your jaw before moving with a fast but controlled pace, his balls slapping on your ass.
si-eun held you down by having his rough hands on your abdomen, he could feel his shaft make a bulge on your stomach each thrust, he finds that super arousing and hot.
"'nna cum..." you cried out while holding onto his pillow.
your words was enough to motivate him, and he reaches down to play with your clitoris with one goal in mind; make you cream on his cock. his other hand traveled to cup your breast, index and thumb playing with your nipples.
the gestures made you arch your back, your toes curling as you drive higher, and closer to peak.
it only took him a few more thrust before you came creaming on his cock, he slowed down a bit, hands now caressing your thighs. he pulled out, taking off the condom filled with his semen, tying a knot on it before throwing it away. he collapsed on the bed next to you, arms wrapped around your body.
“are you alright?” he asks tiredly, showering your face and neck with kisses.
you hum in response, curling up in his arms. “that felt good.” you smiled.
“I felt good, too.” he murmurs, his eyelashes fluttering as he strokes your hair to sleep. “I love you.”
𝄞⨾𓍢ִ you shuffled messily in your shoulder bag for your keys, your other hand held tightly on the books your bag could no longer carry. as you had a hold of your door keys, you quickly tried to shove the key in the door knob, the uncontrolled and jerky movements making the key fall out of your grasp.
"ahh, shit..." you grumbled out of annoyance, fixing your books in your arm before kneeling down to get your keys.
as soon as you got up, something hit you from behind, making you drop your belongings. "argh, shit!" you repeated rather harshly, turning around.
si-eun stood in front of you, his blank gaze boring into your soul.
you flinched, "yeon si-eun." you gasped. "god, you scared me, don't do that again." patting his shoulder, you kneeled back down and started to pick up your belongings.
you have known si-eun for weeks now, a neighbor of yours, and the two of you also go to the same cram school. you have tried to strike a conversation with him many times you would take the same bus as him, but in the end of the day, all he gave you were one word responses and that blank stare of his.
it actually pisses you off, you had a feeling that he was making you look stupid. but you shrugged it off. maybe that is just the way he was, quiet and collected. unlike you who is unorganized, easy to read, and a loud mouth.
you stood up with your belongings and gave si-eun a tight smile before entering your apartment.
the next morning, you exited your apartment, wearing your school uniform. you closed the door with a click, followed by another.
turning to look at your left, you saw si-eun, in his uniform, too. you smiled. "good morning, si-eun."
he side eyed you for a good second before fully turning around to face you. "morning." he replied bluntly before walking away.
cold. you thought before following him, you ran inside the elevator before it could close since si-eun didn't bother to hold the elevator for you.
stuffing your door keys in your pockets you let out a quiet exhale, followed by an awkward silence. you looked at si-eun from the corner of your eyes. he stood still, not paying you any attention at all.
"si-eun." you gulped, his name automatically escaped your lips.
the said boy looked at you, "yeah?" his voice were monotone, devoid from any emotion.
you bit your lip. you honestly had nothing to say to him, your stupid self just wanted to test how his name sounds again. "um... are you going to cram school later?" you let out. stupid. of course he will, when did he miss a day of cram school. you mentally slapped yourself for asking such dumb question.
"yeah."
was all he said before turning to face front, the elevator doors slid open just in time.
you sighed in relief, now that you're out of that awkward position. you watched si-eun put on his earbuds before walking out of the building, you followed his suit. crossing the road beside him.
the two of you entered the bus, taking a seat besides each other. you have no idea if si-eun liked the thought of you sitting besides him every chance you had, but you didn't care. it's not like you got feelings for him. right?
you got off the bus, went in your school, and spent your day studying. of course, after school, you will have to go to the cram school! another studying.
you sighed as you walked out of the school building. you perked up when you saw a familiar hoodie, you smiled to yourself and skipped your way towards the spot besides him.
"yo." you greeted.
nothing. si-eun just continued on walking, you thought he finally decided that he was fed up from all your bullshit but you noticed the white device stuffed in his ears.
you jogged beside him again. "hello!" you greeted, this time louder.
si-eun stopped in his tracks, taking off one of his earbuds before looking at you. "what is it?" he mumbled.
you nearly did not hear him from all the students voice in the background.
"I'm gonna ask if you wanted to walk to the cram school with me?" you batted an eyelash.
he blinked back at you before putting his earbuds back on, and started walking. you took his action as a yes and followed him.
your footsteps echoed as the two of you walked along the side walks, si-eun made a sudden stop— making you bump on his back.
"what's up?" you rubbed your nose, looking over his side.
there you saw a group of hoodlums leaning by the posts, smoking. they noticed si-eun and straightened up. si-eun side eyed you before taking a hold of your wrist, he pushed you behind him.
"is that him? yeon si-eun?" the leader of the group asked, flickering his cigarette before taking a few step forward. "looks like a loser to me." the man peeks over si-eun's shoulder and a smirk tugged the corner of his lips. "oh! he bought us a cute girl, too!"
the hoodlums started to whistle and stepping forward, making si-eun take a step back with you behind him.
"y/n," he whispered, slowly turning to you. "run!" he tightly held your wrist before he started to run, dragging you behind him.
"you bitch!" the delinquent spat, throwing his cigarette aside. "kill them both!" he ordered, the group started to chase after the couple, yelling insults and threats.
"si-eun-a, what's going on?" you panted, adjusting your hand to hold onto his.
si-eun looked behind, the men are still running behind them. "I will explain everything later, just focus on getting away." he said.
you gave a frown before the two of you ran in an alley to at least, slow them down. they have split up and now a man holding a metal bat is chasing after you.
as si-eun dragged you out of the alley, you tripped on the steps, making you fall.
"y/n!" si-eun turns to help you up, but a metal bat made contact with his nape. "fuck!" he grimaced in pain. holding onto your body, making sure you won't get hit.
"you fucking jerk!" the delinquent yelled before swinging the bat again, hitting si-eun's back.
"si-eun-a!" you cried out as he held you tightly, shielding you from the man.
another of the delinquents appeared, and the leader gestures to pry the duo away from each other. before the delinquent could lay a hand on your arm, si-eun reached for the nearby crowbar and swung it on the man's head. he used his leg to kick the man far away from you before sprinting towards the leader with the weapon.
you quickly got up from the floor with a scratched knee.
"y/n, get away from here!" si-eun yelled as he saw the other delinquents approaching.
"s– si-eun–!" you tried to protest.
"leave!" he yelled, kicking the man away from him. you were pressured to run away, hands searching for your phones in your skirt pockets.
you turned your head to see si-eun getting knocked down by the men, you quickly dialed the police with worry clouding your mind.
five minutes have passed. for you, it was like hours. you were hiding behind a truck as one of the delinquent was sent to look for you. it wasn't long enough until you heard police sirens, followed by yelling and rushed footsteps.
you let out a sigh in relief and ran to the area where you had left si-eun.
"si-eun-a!" you called out, panting as you saw his weakened state on the concrete ground. "si-eun-a!" you rushed to his sides and checked his pulse.
"y/n..." he sluggishly voiced out, looking at your eyes.
with a teary eyes you smiled. "si-eun..." you carefully placed his head on your lap and wiped away the dirt from his swollen face.
he rested his eyes shut for a moment, feeling the warmth of your palms against his cheeks. "...y/n" he repeated hoarsely.
"I'm here, si-eun-a." you cooed quietly, you heard footsteps and saw the cops you had called. "over here, sir!" you called out. "my friend is badly injured."
it has been a day after the incident, you have been inside si-eun's apartment when he was told he can go home after getting his injuries treated, you realized that you have lost your keys.
si-eun offered you to stay the night in his place, you took it. you had no other choices anyway. either to stay with him or sleep outside.
you helped him get in his apartment, locking the door once the two of you were inside.
"are you feeling okay?" you asked si-eun, who nodded in response.
"mh. thank you." he murmured, kicking off his shoes before putting on his slippers, you did the same and helped him sit on the couch. you went in his bathroom to fetch a clean towel to clean off the dirt from him.
you hummed, barely audible. "thank you for earlier, si-eun-a." you looked up at him.
"hm?" he tiredly raised a brow, his eyes meeting yours.
you pursed your lips, dragging the damp towel over his chin. "you shielded me from getting hit. thank you." you smiled at him.
he nodded in response and offered a small smile.
after you finished cleaning him, he sat up straight. "my room is right next to the bathroom, you can go sleep there. I'll sleep here." he said, taking off his dirty school blazer.
you shook your head. "you're hurt si-eun-a. you take the bed, come on." you stood up, offering your hand towards him.
he looked up at you for a good seconds before taking your hand, you lead him inside of his bedroom. the smell of newly bought books welcomes you. si-eun weakly sat down on his bed.
he let out a quiet groan, stretching his arms. "there's a mattress inside that cabinet." he gestured towards the blue and white striped door.
you nodded and opened the cabinet, taking out the soft plush of mattress and setting it down on the floor right beside his bed.
si-eun handed you two of his pillows and a spare blanket.
"thank you," you murmured softly, looking up at him, taking in his torn uniform. "aren't you gonna change out of your uniform?"
he nodded and got out of bed, leaving the room to get changed in the bathroom.
after ten minutes, he came back, face slightly wet from washing it, and now wearing his set of pajamas. he approached the bed and looked over to your figure. you were already asleep, curled up under his white blanket.
he sat on his bed for a while, watching your sleeping face quietly, the spark in his eyes were illuminated by the dimly lit lamp.
a ghostly smile crawled its way towards his slightly chapped lips.
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