#park humin

A/n: this started out as a kaji-only fanfic, but I decided to add other characters. Btw, if I get any information wrong (like with café Pothos in wbk, I completely forgot it's name in one of my fanfics) please tell me

Synopsis: you go through a break up and the boys help you (pre-relationship, obviously.)

Warnings: mention of breakups, reader is described as someone who hides her true emotions (mainly in kaji's)

Pairings: Ren Kaji × reader, Haruka Sakura × reader, Baku × reader

Kaji doesn't know how to comfort someone, let alone about his own feelings. His music is his treasure, his one safe place where he can shut down. Though, you've become another safe place for him.

Ever since he's met you, you've had this warm and gentle atmosphere about you. You don't yell at him when he has his headphones on, going on about how "rude" it is.

You leave him be. When he's clearly unbothered or irritated, you leave him alone. He's never seen you mad, or out of focus. You're always calm, level-headed. He forgets that you're a human being yourself.

He remembers quickly during a break up, while he's comforting you.

"I don't understand how he switched up so quickly," you sob into your hands, which is covering your face. Kaji sits next to you, unsure. "He literally called me beautiful just a few days ago!"

Kaji isn't emotional. He tries to see the bigger picture, to keep a level head. But right now, he's so tempted to go up to your boyfriend and pummel him into a pulp. Well, your now ex.

You sit in front of your door with your face and hands tucked in your legs, sobbing, while kaji fiddles with his lollipop, questioning his next few actions.

You don't mind the silence ren gives. For all you know, he's just sitting next to you so he can look like the good guy. My perspective of men is wack.

Kaji taps on your shoulder, and you look up. Kaji is a little frightened by your tear-stained cheeks, and your messed up eyeliner and mascara. It's not a look you wear often.

He gestures to his headphones in his hand. You look at him, confused. "Ren?"

"just take it." Kaji places his headphones on your head, careful to not ruin your hair. You still look confused as he pulls his phone out. You see him scroll and tap a few buttons, until a soft melody plays. Your favourite song.

The knits you had in your forehead are well gone. You swallow, some snot and saliva stuck in your throat. "Thank you" you say softly.

And that's how kaji comforts. He's quiet, even when he feels his chest tighten. He uses music to escape from the world. So, he figures that music can help you, too. The one girl he thinks is the most beautiful in the world, the one who he allows in.

Sakura was rejected his entire life. No matter what he did, no one was able to accept him. But, ever since he came to Makochi, he's been accepted. From the moment he stepped in the town and fought gang members, he's been accepted and appreciated.

Nirei, Suo, Umemiya, and Kotoha all accepted him for who he was, albeit he was a little rude at first. And then you. You're understanding, caring, kind. Sakura doesn't understand how someone like you would want to be friends with him.

At first, he rejects you. He refuses to let someone see his flaws, when they could so easily use it against him. But, after a little while, he sees how cruel he's being by not allowing others to see a broken side of him.

You and him become friends. You often visit café pothos together, where you and Kotoha catch up. It's like a weekly thing, and it's routine for Sakura. If you don't go every single Thursday, he feels like something is wrong.

And he knows there is. You call him, voice shaky and nose sniffling. "I'm sorry, I don't think I'll be able to go." Your voice wobbles and cracks, and he can hear a choked sob coming from your side of the phone.

"yn? Are you okay?" Normally Sakura would be itching to find the truth, to find the person who hurt you. But he's never seen you like this, so shaken up.

"yeah, I'm fine, Sakura. You can go alone." You try to sound optimistic, but Sakura sees right through it.

"where are you right now?" Sakura finds his shoes and wallet, already ready to go to you.

"huh? Sakura, I need to be alone right now. I'm in no state for visit-"

"bull. You aren't okay, and I don't care how you look. Tell me where you live right now."

And that's how you find yourself spilling everything. The day ends with Sakura taking you to a Café Pothos, anyway. This time, he treats you and doesn't eat anything. He doesn't care about himself right now, as long as you are okay.

Baku has always been the optimistic one, the protector of Eunjang High. He doesn't like letting others see his home life, or the effects of his childhood. That's why, whenever he gets into a depressed state, he isolates everyone. Even Gotak.

But you, you see right through it. You try to help him, forcing yourself into his house despite the empty beer bottles laying on the floor. You give him food, home cooked meals and baked goods. "Made with love," you'd say.

And now, you aren't even at school. It's already striked as odd, because you never miss a day of school.

As ashamed as he is, Baku doesn't even notice your absence. Yes, he's aware something is missing, but he labels it as just the change in weather.

He only notices a week later, when you are still away from school. Only then, does he realise he hasn't seen you all week. He calls you that day, after school.

"Baku? What's wrong?" Your voice is softer than usual, more pained.

"I should be the one asking you that," Baku tries to joke to lift your spirits. "You haven't been at school all week. Are you okay?"

There's a pause, a stretched silence on your end of the phone. Baku hears you take a deep, shaky breath. "Yeah. I'm okay. Thanks."

"yn, you aren't. That was more like a rhetorical question."

"I..," you take another shaky breath. "My boyfriend broke up with me."

Ahn Suho, Park Humin and Go Hyuntak start a self defense club to meet cheerleaders. Nothing goes wrong.

Tags: Genderswap, Rule 63, Park Humin x Na Baekjin main ship, minor SHSE

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synopsis- You never wanted to fall in love, then hu-min came in and it happened naturally . But you had to push him away every time so you didn’t ruin the friendship over unrequited love

pairing- Park Hu-min x reader

warnings- none really just fluff and ig like reader coming to terms with feelings

now playing- goodnight n go by Ariana Grande

hihi i don’t have much to say but ty for reading!! this one isn’t the best but i really like the message behind it🥹