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thinking about the similarities between two of the goated artists in the world rn who are scrutinised so much by the society having two of the biggest female dominated fanbases and it's crazy that they both dislike eachother to the point of being racist and misogynistic to eachother while getting hated by the pixel community online in an extremely similar stereotypical way is actually sad and hilarious at the same time

#army

#swiftie

#bts

yesterday I felt emotionally charged and dumped all the feelings I had felt on the vacation trip to my mum, and she just felt bad for the person who made me feel that way. I don't know how wrong that was of me to share but if I can't share what I feel with my parents then who do I have to just let it all out? No one. This is not a new thing though, I've been feeling this way my entire life of 19 years but yesterday just hit way too hard because now I'm grown up and emotionally more mature, I never cried in front of her like that because of such reasons, but yesterday I did. It felt like a thunder bolt at my heart, the way she had damp eyes and I know that it's not for me or how I felt but because I complained or told her what other's words felt like. I wasn't even trying to put a negative light on that person, I simply shared what I felt and that's what hurt even more. Like what did I expect? A change? In her? Towards me???? This stupid innerchild still yearns for her love every night. And she complains in the morning about me using phone all night, or all day, and never talking to her. Again I'm at the fault. As always. The bad kid. The disappointment.

Something which is genuine and so organic that it makes people wonder how is it even possible. Ofcourse bangtan were lucky enough to get their voices heard by armys. They didn't get lucky in anything else. Oh yes, they did, in talent, in having a very good brain, and, warm heart But that's all.

Then we have her own fandom who just can not leave these exes alone like idk what's the obsession, when she has clearly said, she doesn't wanna write a song about someone unless she doesn't wanna remember them! Even addressed this thing in midnights but still everyone is poking their noses in this business instead of being excited about the tour for which, mind you, she's working really hard.

Lotus being one of those flowers, which are used for many purposes including food and medicines, it's stem, leaf, petals even roots, everything is useful and it's not often credited about it's resilience beauty and purity.

This makes me very sad how relatable it is for BTS themselves, you see media get those clicks really easily and leeching it off them (even with rumours), it's very difficult for them to find someone who doesn't see them as an asset for popularity or attention but as a normal human being.

This is such a great example of how we tend to chase for money and power most likely end up killing the human we were (happens with the underground dons or Mafias, maybe we can just use it for corporate sectors and everywhere in our lives where we work) the fact that yoongi killed somebody with chopsticks? Who maybe was because he wanted to fool the police?

He WANTED the police to get him only to ki// the police,,, who was corrupted himself?.

This might sound crazy but maybe this is rebirth type shit, idk what y'all say about blonde hair agust d, saw a few of my mutuals on twt saying maybe the black haired AGUST D with scar killed the blonde one,,, that is also possible I'm not denying it... But Then who is the black haired one?? SUGA?????????no way! He can't be Suga. Suga isn't somebody who.. wait a min... Suga was the one who wanted revenge, power and money, but couldn't do so because there were many things that held him back and to create a wall between his anger and his soft soul he created agust d?? And yoongi killed suga rn? Then what about the blonde head???? WHAT THE HELL😭 i tried to solve it but now I JUST- messed it all so much fck😭

No but agust d was revealed as blonde when the AGUST D mv came, in DAECHWITA black haired agust d (as y'all call him but i might consider him being suga) and blonde hair agust d had an encounter leaving us to the confusion if blonde one was dead or not and now in HAEGEUM we see them both black haired agust d? No. One is yoongi. (That's not Suga btw if y'all even think about the one with no scar being Suga then it'd be even more confusion)