Letās try to unpack this, because there are several points in Nazarahās explanation that are important to detect to help understand how it comes across as insincere to me:
āI would have kicked him when it started, but I was from a very thick skinned ED server and it wasnāt the same hereā; āI feel in retrospectĀ I was being manipulatedā; āThe anti-SemiteĀ thing came later and I didnāt really want to believe it.ā
How did he manipulate her, by giving her āREAL good RPā, or by denying that he was a neo-nazi? Okay, he denied it to all of us, too. But he did not deny being an anti-Semite. If anything, heās been nothing but open about it in forms as simple as his avatars that were used in both Nazās guild shivtr and Discord, and in forms as loud as all of his replies over Tumblr.
So if she wasnāt manipulated, then she just wasnāt offended by it as much as the people who had complained about it to her before this, since she mustāve gotten a thicker skin from ED?
āHagen was in the guild for literally like a week and was super low lv⦠I shut down and couldnāt even open Tumblr cause I didnāt even know what to doā; āI would love to see any of you get put in my situation and find a way outā
She couldāve immediately kicked Hagen from her guild. She couldāve immediately kicked Myrostian, his good friend, from the guild, too. She said she was manipulated by Myro, that he denied being a neo-nazi, despite his still openly anti-Semitic rhetoric, but so did Hagen. They echo the exact same rhetoric. So why does it sound like she was immediately able to recognize Hagen for what he was, but not Myro?
āI shouldnāt have got drunk and said nasty shit.ā
Then I have to applaud her, because sheās fairly punctual and coherent for being raving drunk. Does alcohol normally let her call people who inconvenience her āfagsā and ākikesā?
āI did need guidance I was so fucking overwhelmed and didnāt know what to do.ā
So she sought it in people whoāre openly vile for reasons that harmed her guild in the first place?
āThe final post you linked was literally the first thing I posted when I was informed about the tumblr post.ā
First thing she posted on her blog, perhaps. But my reply was posted on July 22, 2018 (which was also the date Naz deactivated her first blog), and she was provided with screenshots (of not just the Deviantart, but Myrostianās own rpfind.me page), as early as two weeks before, on the 6th (no later than the 8th), which she shouldāve seen when she replied below it.
āAside from the runes there was the Macedonian sun flag which I still donāt see how it is nazi⦠was there some other propaganda I am missing?ā
How about the blatant Swastikas in the corners of the first image?
āThe first SS you sent me I was shown ages ago and asked Myro if it was his accountā; āI donāt RP with him anymore and havenāt for agesā
This all took place nearly the same time last year. Thatās not āagesā.
āThat has always been my guild policy and is the policy of many other guilds.ā
So what happens if someoneās political affiliation or philosophy conflicts with anotherās sexual preference, race, gender, etc? That leaves a loophole for neo-nazis, eugenicists, and anti-Semites, doesnāt it? But sheās even said that she wonāt screen people for that.
So either she lied in her guild policy and doesnāt shelter her members regardless of their political affiliation or philosophy, or she actually does. So long as theyāre respectful IC and out (in what, just text messages?), they could still translate their hateful symbols and philosophies through rp like Myrostian did.
āI casually support antifa from afar over the internet and went to some far left marches⦠that doesnāt mean I know esoteric nazi propagandaā
She supports and have even attended the marches of a group who have a very specific target for very specific reasons, but she doesnāt know how to identify that target? She doesnāt try to do research on how to identify that target? She doesnāt know what a swastika, that targetās most obvious and popular symbol of identification, looks like when itās placed in the corners or taken apart to form the SS on a helmet in Myroās images?
āIām not really saying ālet me off the hookāā; āI donāt want back in the loopā; āgo get a life and stay out of my roleplayā
Then why is she advertising her new guild without being upfront about the type of people sheās willing to protect for rp, so long as they donāt inconvenience her?
Sadly, everything else around and in between sounds less like āIām sorry for what I did, I was wrongā, and more like, āIām sorry I faced the consequences for what I did.ā
āThe 3rd (link) I had openly admitted was wrong of me. That was AFTER everyone shit on me. I was hammered and really upset and went off. I apologized.ā; āI didnāt want to lose all the hard work I had done.ā; āYou people were my life⦠I know I fucked up okay.ā