Be strong to be useful. Georges Hébert

I want and i will

A year ago I lost so much weight that I experienced that skinny euphoria all of us dream about. I regained some of the weight back, but I remember these amazing aspects of being skinny:

Thighs no longer touching, neither when you walk, nor when you squeeze your legs together - permanent thigh gap even if you had naturally thick thighs

Have 100s of pictures taken of you by friends and look good in each one of them, at every angle, no double chin in any of them

In my culture we always wear long dresses and I could see my hip bones always protruding from every dress

Lifting my flowy dresses up in front of the mirror to reveal a pale flat stomach - my skinny body was like my special secret

Mom’s friends commenting on how much weight I lost

Grandpa telling me to eat more and asking if I have enough food to eat

My friends asking me how I do it and ask for advice

Zero need for contouring, in fact end up looking ghastly with contour

Being able to pass through narrowest spaces

Having such a slim waist that to tie the apron you need to wrap the strings around your waist several times

Even when you eat a lot, your stomach doesn’t stick out as much

Looking amazing in post-shower naked mirror selfies