idk why it's so hard to find out what I like

seven years 7 years how many days is that

if I could just feel anything that would be great.

just like that, a seven year relationship is over.

did no one else pursue a major that they find interesting but also challenging? Not once did anyone ever say "youre good at math" to me. I dont think I've ever gotten the highest score in class on a test, but I still chose to major in it. I did that because I actually wanted to learn and grow and understand why I sucked at it and become better at it. This is so much different from the people who chose to major in it because they were already good at it...

my brother would rather stay at home, not have a job, watch beach/surf cams, and joke inappropriately instead of go to therapy.

sometimes I say shit without even thinking

also all my professors are white and no me gusta 🤣

also sometimes professors *try* to be nice and I'm like that, I try to be better, but I can tell it's a real struggle for them and I'm like wincing like why is it so hard for you to be decent