heavy is the cost ;;;

“I understand that feeling of needing to bottle up your guilt. Not burden other people with it. You think you’re protecting them from your toxicity. You convince yourself that you’re being selfless, but it comes out in other ways, and it infects Everything.”

Chapter 5, page 14

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KOFI [naxt 2 pages uploaded for supporters].

I made Chuuya cry, I’m so sorry! But the leaf is gone.

“When wasn’t the first time I drank?”

Chuuya may have bitten off more than he could chew when he finds Dazai in with all his dogs! We hope you have your bag of treats ready for @xoinks‘s Dog Trainer AU!

The top one was drawn on my Huawei M5 lite tablet with Autodesk Sketch

The bottom was done on my Surface Pro 4 with Paint tool SAI.

[ W i t c h A U ]

I’m moving out and deposits and money spent on going to job interviews in another state have kind of drained my savings (especially since I am not getting those jobs) so I’m opening fic commissions again! If you’re in the BSD fandom you probably know me for angst, but I can do fluff and other stuff too! You can find my writing here. 

A note on commissions (5/17/19): Any commissions taken from now will be done in early June because I’m going away for the next ~2 weeks, just so you know when to expect things if you do commission me now! Thank you for your support! 

Prices

$10 per 1000 words

+ $5 for smut

+ $5 for every 1K after 1,000 words (eg 2,000 words is $25 total)

payment is done through paypal

Rules

Mostly BSD, will do other fandoms I’ve written before depending on the prompt (recently I’ve done Haikyuu and Psycho-Pass!) 

Ships: Almost any Chuuya ship for BSD + ask me about other ships

WILL NOT WRITE: non-con, a/b/o, mpreg, underage

Let me know if you want the fic private, otherwise all fics are posted to Ao3

Payment: upon completion

You won’t be charged extra if I write more than the agreed-upon word count!

For examples of what I’ve done for commissions before, previous commissions (BSD) can be read here and here.

I also have a ko-fi! And if you want you can request a drabble there!

If you’re interested, let’s talk! Let me know the fandom, prompt, ship/characters, price you want to work with/word count, whether or not you want smut, and which things you prefer in fics (or prefer not to have in fics) if applicable.

You can email me at [email protected], DM me here or on discord (Catsby#4025), or on twitter!

Chapter 3, page 33

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I tried to make Chuuya look all innocent here. Also, from now on I’ll avoid the action to take place during the night. I can’t get the background to look right.

A work for a project named “文学の美学” based on Osamu Dazai’s “The Schoolgirl”.