my name is layla, i'm 19, and i've been between recovery and relapse since age 11. im diagnosed with ana, mía, and bpd
feel free to reach out/interact with me!
disclaimer;(tw ed/addiction) i created this account to vent and track progress, this is my safe space and im not pro by any means, please block and dni if you are uncomfortable or in recovery.
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stats and progress under the cut:
stats:
height: 5'5in / 165cm
hw: 135lbs / 61.2kg / 22.5 bmi
sw: 129lbs / 58.5kg / 21.5 bmi
cw: 100lbs / 45.3kg / 16.6 bmi
affirmations ✨
Eating: feels good for a moment and gross in the future
Starving: feels bad for a moment and fantastic in the future
be smart, choose future
(credit to goldtippedfeathers)
• food does not hold power over me i don't actually want this
• *this food* actually really grosses me out i don't even like to eat
• i'm going to put this away because i don't need it and i listen to my needs
• i am such an intuitive eater. i know when to stop eating naturally its so easy for me to not eat not eating is so easy
• i take care of my emotional needs rather than numbing them away with food
• food won't make me feel better. self care will i take care of myself.
• i am committed to taking care of myself
• i don't even want to eat anymore.
• i have no appetite. i never do this food taste so gross and it lingers in the mouth. why would i want to eat something like that
• i naturally crave fruits and vegetables.
• i naturally eat healthy
• i feel so much lighter and happier when i don't eat
• i feel better now that i said no to food
• i don't really need food
• i am actually really thirsty. i need water, not food
• i am okay
• eating makes me feel gross, i don't want to eat
• i have control over myself and my body because i listen to it and take of it i have discipline because i am naturally built for this
• i am okay i will be okay
• this urge is not the end of the world. i don't have to give in
• just because i have a desire, that doesn't compel me to fulfil it. i have more self control than that
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guys the only thing i have going for me is i've gone to the gym at least twice a week for the past three weeks i want to go three days but i cant drive so my friend takes me when she goes and i work a lot
other than that i been binging too much and being a shitty person and drinking too much
i did complete that fast then i fell off again don't wanna talk about it but i wanna hangout with my crush on tuesday so i'm gonna ✨ve at least until then so i'll be lovely
i double tomorrow so i kind of want to do a 24 hour f@st... i started f@sting at 9:10 pm today so when i get off work tomorrow around 11pm i'll be at 26 hours!
i've never done a longer f@st like this before so if i need to i'll just eat grapes at work and yogurt when i get home but i just really need to look th!n tomorrow
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