becoming.

Apologizing despite knowing that there's no real reason to apologize, buuutt -- I'm sorry. I've wanted to be everywhere, but I've been running myself near ragged with work and my sleep has been suffering greatly; which is a huge no-no when you're working overnight shifts for your main job. Trying to do some car searching, and also just generally trying not to loose my mind in general leaves little time for writing on here, and i'm sorry for people waiting on me, whether it be here ic or ooc.

Today would of been a good day to be active since i actually slept, but errands -- and tomorrow i'm going to the Big E for a few hours, and knowing me and my chronic pain, it'll be disastrous when i get home.

Mostly for this weekend -- I made it to the UK in one piece and me and my fiancee have a wedding to attend this weekend and will also be sticking around the location we're at until we head back to her place later on.

Courtney Marie Andrews, from Old Monarch: Poems; “Some tomorrow”

@animangacreators; challenge three

99.9% film-based, 0.01% book-based. many lines have been altered to be more roleplay-friendly. change gendered language and add context to your needs. happy roleplaying!! ♡

❛  just remember: you’re handsome and charming and everyone loves you.  ❜

❛  if i was gonna go for a rich boy, that is the rich boy i would go for.  ❜

❛  he’s the worst kind of rich boy.  ❜

❛  did your parents send you to snobbery school or does looking down on people come naturally to you?  ❜

❛  you better act like the sun shines out of his ass and you have a vitamin d deficiency.  ❜

❛  one thing i admire about you is your willingness to admit when you’re wrong. wonderful, wonderful trait to have.  ❜

❛  why do you dislike me?  ❜

❛  i didn’t realize you’d heard that …  ❜

❛  so, you do admit that’s a douchey thing to say?  ❜

❛  i’m sorry i was a prick to you. it’s no excuse, but i was a prick to everyone in those days.  ❜

❛  well, now i feel like i need to apologize.  ❜

❛  most people would kill to get an invite to my party.  ❜

❛  that’s perfect, then. kill me, and i won’t have to go.  ❜

❛  did i … do something wrong?  ❜

❛  people i date don’t interest me, and the people who interest me, i can’t date.  ❜

❛  he grabbed my hair in a way that made me understand the difference between rugby and football.  ❜

❛  i mean … you’ve been wanting him to dick you down forever.  ❜

❛  you’re gonna stay at least 500 [feet/meters] away from me for the rest of the night. then, at midnight, you’re gonna come to my room, where i’m going to do some very bad things to you.  ❜

❛  i really thought you hated me …  ❜

❛  i hated how good you looked.  ❜

❛  i wouldn’t mind doing this again.  ❜

❛  i just can’t afford for you to fall in love with me.  ❜

❛  i think we should make love tonight …  ❜

❛  who says ‘make love’ anymore? are we gonna listen to lana del rey while we do it?  ❜

❛  i am so not playing it cool right now.  ❜

❛  i went to boarding school, dear. trust me, you’re in good hands.  ❜

❛  i can’t believe how wrong i was about you …  ❜

❛  it’s come to my attention that you’re not as boring as i thought. sometimes. namely, when you do that thing with your tongue.  ❜

❛  you blew my fucking mind and i’m gonna die if it doesn’t happen again soon.  ❜

❛  listen, i’ll fly to wherever you are right now and pull you out of whatever pointless meeting you’re in and make you admit how much you love it when i call you ‘baby.’   ❜

❛  i’ll take you apart with my teeth, sweetheart.  ❜

❛  should i tell you that when we’re apart, your body comes back to me in dreams?  ❜

❛  you love so much bigger than yourself. bigger than everything.  ❜

❛  give yourself away sometimes, sweetheart. there’s so much of you.  ❜

❛  i’ve been … um … figuring some things out about myself lately …  ❜

❛  i mean, if i’d had more warning, i could’ve made you a powerpoint presentation.  ❜

❛  you need to figure out if you feel forever about him before you take this any further.  ❜

❛  this is uncharted territory for us …  ❜

❛  sometimes, you just gotta jump and hope you’re not standing on a cliff.  ❜

❛  i’ve never felt this way about anyone …  ❜

❛  it’s like there’s a rope attached to my chest and it keeps pulling me toward you …  ❜

❛  i felt myself getting too close, and i didn’t want to break your heart.  ❜

❛  i’m going to let you say what you need to say. then, i’d like you to leave.  ❜

❛  a week ago, we were happy, and then you disappear without saying a word?  ❜

❛  well, i’m sorry i can’t turn my feelings off as easily as you.  ❜

❛  do … do you honestly think this is easy for me?!  ❜

❛  i stormed a fucking castle to look you in the eye and tell you that i love you, knowing that you wouldn’t say it back.  ❜

❛  if this is over, i at least deserve to know why!  ❜

❛  for once, i wish you could see me for who i am and not who you want me to be!  ❜

❛  sometimes, i don’t think you know me at all.  ❜

❛  i wasn’t raised by a loving, supportive family like you were.  ❜

❛  i can love you, and want you, and still not want that life.  ❜

❛  we can figure out a way to love each other on our own terms. no one else’s.  ❜

❛  if you want me to go, you have to tell me to leave.  ❜

❛  i would never leave this room if i didn’t think there was any hope of holding onto the happiness i have found with you.  ❜

❛  tell me to go, and i promise i will walk out that door and trouble you no longer.  ❜

❛  when i was younger, i would dream of taking somebody i love here, and he’d love it as much as i did.  ❜

❛  please, be patient with me, and i promise i will try to be brave for us.  ❜

❛  when they write the history of my life, i want it to include you, and my love for you.  ❜

❛  history, huh? i bet we could make some.  ❜

❛  i want you to have some part of me until you can have all of me again.  ❜

❛  he has captured my heart and made my life immeasurably better.  ❜

❛  i just have to do everything around here.  ❜

❛  you’d better fix this, or you will never see me naked again.  ❜

❛  you might be lousy at keeping secrets, but i am not.  ❜

❛  just hold on until i get there. we’ll figure this out.  ❜

❛  i am always proud to be your boyfriend.  ❜

❛  i don’t want your protection. i want your support.  ❜

❛  breathe, darling.  ❜

ankle, sender twists their ankle and stumbles forward, coincidentally falling into receiver's arms.

bark, a dog barks loudly, making sender jump and send their phone flying into receiver's face.

chips, sender and receiver both reach for the last bag of chips in the grocery store, their fingers touching by accident.

drink, sender chokes on their drink and ends up spitting it out all over receiver as they walk past.

emergency, in the middle of an awkward blind date, sender pretends to be receiver's friend and helps them get out of the date by faking an emergency.

french, sender pretends they can only speak french to get out of giving a stranger directions. receiver is a witness.

gift, sender is about to get scammed into overpaying for something before receiver steps in to help (and haggle).

hair, sender gets something they're wearing caught in receiver's hair and ends up yanking a chunk of it out when attempting to separate.

ice, sender is ice skating for the first time and skates uncontrollably in receiver's direction.

jail, sender and receiver are both thrown into the same holding cell at a police station.

kid, sender loses a child that they're caring for, only to end up finding them in receiver's company.

lock, sender crashes their ex's wedding, and receiver, a bridesmaid / groomsman, locks them both in the bathroom to prevent sender making a scene.

match, sender and receiver both end up being sat at the same table in a full restaurant.

nauseous, sender is drunk, and while receiver is attempting to help them, ends up throwing up all over receiver's shoes.

oops, sender is carrying a bag full of groceries that ends up breaking. receiver helps them pick their groceries back up.

plug, receiver walks into the bathroom to find sender stuffing tissues up their nose in an attempt to plug up a nosebleed.

quarter, sender doesn't have enough coins for the vending machine, so they stick their hand up the flap and gets their arm stuck just as receiver approaches.

rain, sender and receiver both get stuck under the same awning when seeking shelter from sudden rain.

shh, sender and receiver are both sitting beside each other at the movies. sender keeps whispering to themself every few minutes.

tooth, sender accidentally bites down too hard on their food, resulting in a tooth falling out and skittering across the floor to land at receiver's feet.

undone, the laces on sender's shoes ends up coming undone and they trip and fall, bringing receiver down with them and into the fountain beside them.

vacation, there's a problem with the booking of sender and receiver's hotel rooms and they end up having to share one. thankfully there are two beds.

woods, sender and receiver bump into each other in the woods. one of them is holding a shovel.

x-rated, in a bookstore, sender accidentally drops a few of the erotic books they were planning on purchasing on the floor, which receiver picks up.

yawn, sender, who is dressed down and has not yet slept, bumps into receiver, who is dressed up and just woken up, in line for coffee.

“I...”

Teeth grit as she tried her hardest to swallow down the various emotions threatening their way to the surface. There was so much that happened before they had made their way back to camp together ... so much that had been revealed.

A hand lifts to Dominique’s mouth, covering it as tears prick the corner of her eyes. She shook her head viciously, shoulders trembling as her hair hide her face from Keigo’s view.

“... Louis ... this whole time...”