just keep moving

I've been bummed out because I don't ever hang with a good amount of my friends ever ; and then when you try to make plans and no one ever wants to do anything 👏👏

Nothing is more frustrating than feeling like you're not worth other people's time because your confidence drops to a 0.

In recent months Ive just started to believe love doesn't exist, not only from my end but watching other people. It's like, I look at other relationships and think, "damn that's gonna suck when they break up."

Why is it that every time I save up a decent amount of money I have to use practically all of it to pay random / insane bills or car damages ...LITERALLY ALWAYS.

My brain is split: a part of me is like ahh life is too short tell someone how you feel!!! You'll feel better!! Another part is like nah it's way too soon for me to say anything I'm not even sure if there's any interest!! Then a third part is like TBH how are you not messaging me after I made a post saying I was in an accident "lol".

Today has just been terrible and I have felt like shit in many ways. G night :~)