time flys

“Das was uns beide verbindet, müssen andere nicht verstehen.”

man I just want him

man I just want him

Ich habe mich nie beschwert, Mama merkte nichts, doch sie ahnte, dass das Leben mir das Herz zerbricht

“I won’t kiss you. It might get to be a habit and I can’t get rid of habits.”

“You’ll understand why storms are named after people.”

“Kennst du das wenn du plötzlich einfach weinst und so sauer wirst weil du mit der ganzen Situation nicht klar kommst und keinen bock mehr auf dich selber hast?”

“Ich will dich nicht mehr seh'n und nicht mehr treffen. Wenn du weg bist, kannst du mich auch nicht verletzen.”

„Du.“

“I miss you. I miss your touch, I miss looking at your face, I miss the way your face light up whenever you got too excited. I miss our phone calls. I miss our “good morning” and “good night” texts. I miss our long conversations about anything and everything. I miss your kisses. I miss your lips. I miss your brown eyes that always reminded me of milk chocolate. Its strange because I never thought brown eyes were beautiful until I saw yours. I miss our laughs, and tickle attacks. I miss being in your arms. Feeling like no one can do no harm. I miss sleeping next to you. Feeling as though I was in my own little heaven. Between the little arguments, and the happiness I felt. I wouldn’t have asked for anything more. Instead, life had a different plan. Your feelings changed, and you thought you weren’t ready. Leaving me broken hearted. Although, you have moved on. I can’t help but sit here writing this. Telling you; how much I miss you. I miss the kissie attacks. I miss holding your hand, and exploring the city. I miss our adventures. And our silly little jokes that only we understood. I miss your dorky laugh, and the way you corrected my words whenever I messed up. I miss your hugs, I miss your smile, I miss being the reason for it. I miss all of the memories we made. Maybe these didn’t make a big impact in your life. But for me? These are the memories I will hold on like treasures. For I have learned, That no matter what happens in the future. You had made a big impact in my life. Teaching me lessons that I will forever be grateful for. Thank you for everything you have done for me. For I have learned that if you love someone sometimes letting go is for the best. So to my bubbas, This is my final goodbye.”