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Tomorrow? like the thing that killed Macbeth?

you think that you're so alone in the world then you read literature from hundreds of years ago and you realize that other people have always felt this way

Having a job is an awesome way to stay hydrated because you get so bored you start drinking water just for a little excitement

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

I live a very balanced life of noticing things nobody else does and not noticing the things that literally everybody notices

i feel like there is a sleep in me that needs to be slept but each time i sleep i don't sleep that sleep

“i feel like i have no purpose” You are not a fixed entity. You do not have one grand, singular, constant purpose. As long as you have genuine intent behind your actions, everything you do serves a purpose. As long as you are truly present, you notice that everything contributes to a greater whole. You do not need to dedicate yourself endlessly to one practice to achieve a purpose; allow yourself to oscillate freely between them all. Experiment. You are not one dimensional: treat yourself as such.

so much of people's need for identity is rooted in wanting 2 control others' perception of them ... let it go

it’s 2009 somewhere