#1 Overcast Kid

hello! i like to be called Maxine-but you can call me any variety of names like Max, Maximum, Killjoy etc.

i am genderweird and trying to discover what label suits me best. any pronouns are fine!

im fifteen and have GAD which is a perfect combination for self esteem issues! huzzah! i am incredibly insecure about every little thing I do, so youll see a lot of vent posts and general self-loathing

i was—as i like to say—not properly socialized as a puppy. so, if you message me and im a little weird, or i come off as weird in my posts thats why. im bad at talking to people but i am trying 

i really like Lord of the Flies, MCR, MLP, Hazbin Hotel (go ahead throw your tomatoes. i like it for the lore and character designs… it also got me into demonology) and Game Grumps!

i enjoy writing, reading horror stories, learning about weird stuff, daydreaming and bad fanfiction

please moot me up! i need friends i can yap about Lotf with! you may have to reach out first because of the aforementioned issues i have socializing

also all the average DNIs (proshippers, the phobics and ists—you get the idea)

this is an actual event that ruined peoples lives, it's quite bad taste to make it into a joke 😬😬😬

also Ford reveal yay!!!!

in the event of that happening im naming it Jack Meowidew

this is the last oc i have done. she honestly makes the least sense of them all. she is inspired by scene and raver culture which doesn’t really fit with when Lotf takes place. you can blame her for my au taking place in the 60s. (i didn’t want to make it a modern au so i just bumped it up closer to the seventies and punk stuff)

Amelia is deeply interested in American and French culture. she managed to get her hands on some garage rock and has yet to let go. she is wild long before landing on the island. she feels everything very deeply—happiness, anger, sadness—you name it. surprisingly, her and Ford become fast friends on the island. Amelia’s got her own issues with alcohol and stuff, so they get along pretty well.

i wanna get this part out of the way—trigger warning for self harm. i feel like i didn't do Ford justice in my first post about him. i didn’t do a very good job describing him. consider this a redo!

Ford has, at the time what was referred to as, Asperger’s Syndrome—as well as anxiety. he has a very hard time understanding the emotions of others as well as social cues. he has difficulties relating to others and is very lonely as a result. most times he does not feel human. as a way to cope, he cuts himself—as a way to prove he is human and alive through harsh stimuli.

this is a moodboard for Lucille! she is my newest oc compared to my others. all of my other ones are from my early days in the fandom, back in 2023. i came up with Lucille in November or December—and she is definitely my favorite.

Lucille is a part of Mary’s choir. she has albinism, which she was teased for before the island. Mary makes sure that doesn’t happen on the island. she’s very shy and meek as a result of bullying. she tends to stay in the jungle and shade as to not get burned, only coming out to bathe and attend meetings on the platform. she ends up being the primary caretaker of the littluns and the island’s medic.

i know i promised some oc drawings a while back, but i’m feeling a little insecure about them. they’re both the first drawings I’ve ever done of them and from my first time drawing digitally. while i work up the courage to post my silly little drawings, i’ll be making introductions and moodboards!

Mary is from the choirboys sister school (that I’m thinking of naming St. Agnes). in many ways she is a genderbent Jack. she is chapter chorister and head girl, but she is less violent and power hungry. in my au there are plenty of girls on the island, enough to suggest having a female chief to keep things equal. Mary is a shoo in for the position.

needless to say if she were in charge they’d be off the island by the first boat. but they aren’t for plot reasons lol

my father enjoys smoking meats, so that’s how he spent father’s day. he was smoking some pork and managed to accidentally start a small fire. stay with me here, i swear this is important.

sooo i decided to clean my room today—unaware that my father used our vacuum cleaner to clean up the mess he made

now my room smells like burnt pork

this must be what Jack Merridew smells like 

because that’s how I feel right now :)