hey you

actually the first ~organized encounter~ that i have tolerated, and it was already almost a month na nageenglish ako everyday. tapos sa call straight english pa pls 😭😭😭

sinabi ko pa sya sa friends ko para majinx kasi i don’t think i could ever do LDR per teh kakilig pala matawag ng my sweetheart with an accent?!?! tapos ang laki pa ng biceps anubayernnn tapos ang pogi pa pag nakauniform

HAHAHAHA wth minsan di ko na lang din gets!!! pero natolerate nya kasi yung katamaran ko magreply :< tapos mukha namang genuine? but we’ll never know

since nagswitch ako to wfh, ako lang mostly dito sa bahay. we all have rooms here pero isa lang yung nagagamit. may pictures pa nila everywhere.

just recently - i saw a version of my brother na sobrang vulnerable. for someone whom i’ve always seen na sobrang composed, nagulat din ako to see that version of him. na sobrang pagod, na sobrang nagbbreakdown. my heart breaks for the things na kinikeep nya lang sa sarili nya. gusto ko man kasi icheck sya minsan pero ayoko rin kasing magoverboard sa family decisions nya. pero sobrang bigat sa puso to see a strong person break.

i tried opening things to my kuya na nasa abroad pero narealize ko lang rin na nakakainggit pala sya, kasi he doesn’t need to deal with all the dramas. pwedeng makinig, magadvise pero at the same time may boundaries pa rin.

si bunso, di ko na ginulo. may thesis pa yun at alam kong mataas rin masyado ang emotions nya.