As you entered the elevator, you couldn’t help but stare up at your older brother. Despite the fear he struck into the hearts of the people of Los Santos, you admired him greatly. He had his black skull mask on right now, so only his crystal blue eyes were visible to you, but you smiled.
“What?” he asked. You could hear the grin in his voice.
“I… have always looked up to you Ry, and now… I’m just interested, I guess,” you responded, grabbing his arm.
“You’re not afraid of me… or the guys?” he asked, a hint of doubt causing his tone to falter.
“You, no; but I haven’t met them yet, so I guess I have no reason to fear. And if you can handle them, then I feel I shouldn’t worry too much, should I?”
Ryan gave a slight sigh that you barely heard through his mask. “Look, just… if they try to bang you… or if they do anything you don’t like, just fucking kick ‘em in the crotch or punch ‘em in the nose… make ‘em get the picture. Don’t let them make you think that you owe them or us anything. That’s why we’re all meeting today. We’re figuring this thing out together.”
“Okay, Ry,” you nodded and the elevator slowed. You moved away from him to smooth out your pastel pink dress and the elevator dinged. You walked out slowly behind Ryan and followed him through a door marked with the same star symbol logo that he had said represented his crew.
Clicks were heard immediately as the two of you walked through the door. “Relax, shitheads. Just us.” Ryan growled. You noticed that three guns were trained on you and another man was attempting to get his gun to work right.
“Bollocks!” the man (who had some kind of English accent) yelled as the clip fell harmlessly out of the gun.
“Jesus Christ, Gavin, you fucking idiot,” a curly-haired man with glasses groaned as he lowered his gun and collapsed into the armchair you can only imagine he had been sitting in before. A large bearded man also lowered his weapon and turned back to the desk to fiddle with some papers. The third man didn’t lower his sniper rifle immediately. He had tan-ish skin and dark hair, with light stubble growing over his face and glasses on his nose. Instead he just stared. You moved close behind Ryan.
“Guns down, Ray,” the bearded man directed at the one who hadn’t put down his gun. Ray didn’t say a word, but silently turned the safety on and set his weapon to the side.
“Who’s the bird?” the British man, Gavin, made his way quickly to your older brother and peeked around him to get a good look at you.
“Yeah, Ryan, you bangin’ someone and not tellin’ us? Or did you run off and get married like a piece of shit?” the curly-headed one didn’t even get up.
“Fuck off. I’m here to meet with Geoff on behalf of my sister, [Y/n],” Ryan put an arm around you, before calling you by your life-long nickname, “Sissy, these are the assholes that I work with. I apologize for their lack of manners.”
You nodded, “Hi… it’s, uh, nice to meet you.”
“Why’d you bring her here?” the bearded man asked, not out of anger, but out of curiosity, it seemed.
“She used to live and work in San Fierro, but somebody burned down her house. There’s someone after her, probably because of her relation to me, so now we need to find her a safe place to stay and possibly a job here in Los Santos,” Ryan explained, “Is Geoff in his office, Jack?”
The bearded man nodded and continued filing through the papers, not really reacting to what had been said. “How do you know that you didn’t just leave the oven on or there was a gas leak or spark or something like that?” the reclining man shifted in his chair so that his legs were dangling over the armrest.
“Police found traces of several explosive incendiary devices,” you said quietly, fidgeting with the edge of your dress. Ray’s eyes were locked on you, and it kind of made you feel uncomfortable. Gavin was still observing you.
“You’re a right pretty thing, aren’t you?” he grinned and reached for your hand.
Before he could get close, Ryan stepped in front of you and slapped his hand away. “Back the fuck up, Gavin. You don’t lay a fucking finger on my baby sister here, or you’ll be dead faster than you can breathe in through that big stupid nose of yours. And Michael won’t be there to save your ass.”
You smiled at the comment. The young man’s nose was abnormally large. Gavin turned around and pouted, whining, “Micooo…”
“Don’t fucking look at me, if he beats the shit outta you, it ain’t my problem,” the man you deemed to be Michael. He picked up what looked to be some kind of Playboy or other sexually intense magazine. Ryan led you toward a modern looking (surprisingly clean looking as well) white couch, telling you that he was going to talk to Geoff and see what they could figure out. He told you to yell if you needed anything, before warning the others that if he got a bad report, he’d do horrible things to them, like cutting off their dicks and shoving them so far up their asses that they come out their mouths as well as other things. Then he said to make yourself comfortable and tugged Jack with him through the wooden double doors that you assumed led to Geoff’s office.
Though the pink sundress was nice and flowy, it wasn’t very comfortable crossing your legs in it and sitting ladylike. And since Ryan had told you to make yourself comfortable, you were obedient and tucked your legs half underneath and half next to you. You were exhausted. Ryan had just picked you up from the police station the last night, and you really hadn’t gotten any sleep, with a slight fear that someone from San Fierro was after you. But you knew that you were safe for the time being. Although the way that Ray was looking at you still gave you an uneasy feeling.
He set his sniper rifle on the shelf before walking over to the loveseat couch that you were sitting on and quietly taking a seat on the opposite end. “Ray, you better not. Ryan’s gonna fuckin’ murder you. You know what happened to Edgar,” Michael warned loudly with his Jersey accent from across the room.
You watched Ray bite his lip, taking a quick glance at you before looking straight ahead. “Who’s Edgar?” you ask quietly, leaning towards Ray, expecting him to answer.
“Baby, you don’t wanna know,” Michael chuckles darkly from across the room, looking up from his magazine only for a moment before turning it to get a better angle at whatever he was looking at.
“So how has life been so far in Los Santos, love? Are you enjoying it?” Gavin asks, climbing up onto the table where Jack had previously been shuffling papers.
“I’ve… actually only been here for a few hours, but what I’ve seen has been nice, I guess,” you mutter.
“Can I get you anything?” The voice is somewhat deep and takes you by surprise. You look over at the man sitting to your left and he is staring at you through his glasses, no longer biting his lip, no longer agonizingly silent. The more you look at him, the more you notice that he’s actually really good looking. His brown eyes could make you melt into a puddle. You have to remember that he just asked you a question.
“N-no, no. Thank you, though. I really appreciate it… uh… Ray, right?” you responded, feeling the pink spreading across your cheeks more quickly than you would have liked. He nodded, a small smile visible amongst his stubble.
A comfortable silence filled the room up, and exhaustion began to take over. You felt yourself nodding off and eventually just let yourself go because you knew that in the long run it was better for you if you just slept now.
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You woke up hours later (it had to be hours later, when you had walked in, it was noon, and now it was dark outside) and realized you were lying down on the couch. Not only that, but you were laying on the couch with a blanket covering you. That was sweet of whoever had done that… but… then you noticed something. Your head was not resting on the arm of the couch. Rather, your head was in someone’s lap, and you were fairly sure that that someone had their fingers in your hair!
You turned over to look up at whomever’s lap you were laying in. They froze as you looked up. Ray. He had not moved from his spot. “I’m sorry,” he pulled his hand from your locks, “You just kinda fell asleep on me, so I didn’t wanna move. Gav brought you a blanket so you wouldn’t get cold or something. I just…” He looked down at the hand that was just in your hair, “I, uh, well… Jesus, I have no fucking excuse for my fingers being in your hair.”
“It’s alright,” you quickly say, though your voice is nothing hardly above a whisper, and you grab his hand to return it to your hair, “It’s actually really comforting. And God knows I need to feel some comfort right now.”
For some reason the room feels empty and it’s almost eerie how alone you feel with Ray, until you realize that Michael and Gavin are no longer there, so you ask. “They went out for drinks. I don’t drink, so it was easy to just say no, especially with such a lovely young lady in the same room as me.”
You smiled up at him. “You’re awful talkative now that they’re gone. I wonder why that is?” you state your curiosity out loud.
“I didn’t want those assholes to tattle on my suave endeavors of talking to you and getting to know you,” a grin was plastered across his face.
“‘Suave endeavors’? Now you sound a lot like Ryan,” you teased.
He sighed, “Okay, I’ve definitely had my eye on you since you walked through the door and you’re the absolute most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen but I don’t think your brother will like me saying that much.”
“Y’know, speaking of Ryan, is he still talking to Geoff and… was Jack his name?”
“Yeah,” Ray responded, “They’ve been in there for hours. Even heard a little bit of yelling back in hour three. That’s about when Gav and Michael fled the scene.”
You sat up. You really didn’t want to be stuck here all day. You’d been in these clothes for well over 24 hours. And you were somewhat hungry. Plus, Los Santos was calling your name. You desired to see the beautiful streets and such lit up at night. You really wanted to see the view from Chilead. And you wanted to go to the Boardwalk. “What time is it?” you inquired, your voice small. You pretended not to notice Ray slyly resting his arm on the back of the couch behind you. Sneaky motherfucker, you thought as you wore a tired smile.
He looked down at the watch on his left wrist. “Nearly seven o’clock.” You stood and let the blanket pool at your feet, shivering from the sudden coldness around your legs. “Where are you going?” he asked, standing with you.
“I really don’t want to stay here all night. I need a change of clothes and I’d really like to see some of the city, as well as grab a bite to eat. Do you think you could take me while they hash it out?” You pleaded with your eyes and barely touched your fingers to his.
“That’s a terrible idea,” Ray shut you down immediately, “If you and I leave now, especially without telling Ryan, he’ll go fucking ‘Mad King’ on my sorry ass and then I’ll never have the pleasure of taking you anywhere.”
“Fine, then I’ll just ask him,” you said nonchalantly heading to the double doors that your brother had entered through hours before. Ray lunged to stop you, but he was too late. You had the door open and saw a long room with a conference table covered in various papers in the middle, a nice desk at the end of the room, and Ryan, Jack, and a third mustachioed man that had to be Geoff surrounding the table looking frustrated. The three looked at you and you immediately felt that you had made a grave error. You wished you had listened to Ray.
“I’m… sorry,” you coughed, but then you knew you needed a bout of confidence in order for Ryan to let you go out on the town, “Ry, I’m bored, I’m tired, and I’m hungry. I’ve been in these clothes since yesterday at 6am. Is it okay if Ray takes me around Los Santos, gets me something to eat and some comfortable clothes, and shows me around a little? I’d really love to see the Boardwalk.”
You just now noticed that Ryan’s mask was in a small heap on the table and his hair was a mess, but he looked at you with those icy blue eyes. “[Y/n], I’d really rather you not. I’d rather you wait for me to be done.”
You groaned. “But I have been waiting. And at this pace I’ll be waiting for days. I trust Ray. He seems like the sort of guy who can take care of himself and someone else. Also, he apparently doesn’t drink, so I can trust for no drunk driving. I’ll have him bring me back here as soon as we’ve seen everything.”
Ryan sighed, glancing up at Geoff, who gave a shrug. “Send Ray in here for a second.” Ray walked in on his own accord, having heard the conversation. “No blazing, got it?” Ryan ordered, and Ray nodded intently, “Nothing happens to her. You take her wherever she wants and only where she wants. If I hear anything bad come from this, I will personally rip your lungs…”
“It’s okay, Ryan,” you stopped him, not caring to hear the threat he had planned out. You turned around and promised him you’d be back later and that you had your phone on you if you were needed.
“Ray!” one more yell came from behind you, Ryan’s dark voice booming.
“Yes, sir?” Ray’s quiet response came. He had been following behind you but immediately turned when his name was called.
“No Faggio,” Ryan hissed.
“Yes, sir,” Ray repeated, closing the doors to Geoff’s office and following behind you, pulling his keys from a table near the door. You allowed him to walk out the door first and followed him to the elevator. As the doors closed, he sunk against the wall, “Fucking Christ, [Y/n],” and he let out a huge breath.
“What?” you asked, confused why he was swearing.
“Going into a meeting with Ryan and Geoff like that… it’s a huge no-no. Like, I know Ryan’s your brother and everything, but if he had been really pissed… He makes good on his threats.”
“I know my brother,” you remarked calmly, trying to not sound frustrated, “Sorry if I frightened you with the way I go about things, but I’m not a fucking child. I’m a grown-ass woman, and I should be able to do what I want. I purely asked permission out of respect for Ryan.”
“Tch, Tch, Tch. Language, young lady,” he teased.
“You’re not my fucking mother,” you snarled. And instantly you were pressed up against the elevator wall. He was directly in front of you and now you were breathing hard. His hands were on either side of your face and his nose was nearly touching yours. God, it took every ounce of self control not to pounce on this man. But he was still basically a stranger to you.
“Hmmph,” he smiled and backed away, without saying a word. Several moments passed and the elevator stopped on the ground floor. He led you outside to the parking lot and walked to a brown speedy looking sports car. He hit the fob on his keychain and it made an unlocking click. You slid into the passenger’s seat and he hopped into the driver’s seat.
You smoothed your dress out over your legs and tried to sit ladylike, unlike earlier on the couch. Your stomach growled loudly as you did so and you could feel the blood rushing to your face.
Ray chuckled, “So I guess that means you want food first, then.” You nodded, embarrassed that your body had made such a loud noise. “Are you in the mood for anything in particular?” You shook your head and could see him grin from the corner of your eye. “We could go to Sightings. It’s a complete tourist trap, but the food’s pretty good. I’ll buy.” You smiled and gave a nod of affirmation. He backed out of the parking spot and sped away towards the restaurant.
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After eating at the nice restaurant (and after giving Ray a lecture about how he shouldn’t have suggested such an expensive restaurant; of course, he counteracted with the fact that you wanted to see Los Santos, and Sightings was one of the best places to do that) he took you to a store that you actually recognized from back home – a SubUrban. You looked at him with a smirk. “I thought you might like this place. It’s my favorite place to get my threads.”
You giggled at him trying to sound cool and went in to get some clothes. Mostly what you got were re-buys of things that had burned up in your house. But then you saw it. It was on a mannequin, and the sign above it said “Limited Time Only” and you knew you had to act fast. “Can I please try on the Galaxy Dress?” you asked the clerk, who had huge gauges in his ears and piercings covering his face. He was wearing long sleeves, but you suspected that he probably had some pretty sweet tattoos as well.
“That’s the last one we have,” he warned, “It actually looks your size, but just in case, I’m obligated to tell you that it’s the only one left.”
He got it off the mannequin for you and you practically sprinted to the fitting rooms to try it on, Ray close behind. He stood outside the door, patiently waiting. He was talking to the clerk, who also seemed to be waiting outside to see if it fit.
The dress was much more casual than the pink sundress you were wearing earlier. It was a simple cotton and spandex dress that had a galaxy printed on it. You slipped it on over your head and pulled it down over your body, then observed yourself in the mirror. Miraculously, it was a perfect fit. It hugged your curves at just the right angles but wasn’t too form fitting. It was incredibly comfortable as well. It was quite literally the perfect dress. And your sparkling black high-tops matched perfectly.
You opened the door to the two men leaning against the wall. Both of their jaws dropped. “Goddamn…” the clerk whispered, as Ray remained silent. “Sweetheart, if you don’t buy that dress right now, it will be coming out of my fucking paycheck and you will be going home with that dress,” he stared at you, rubbing his smooth chin.
You looked at Ray for his opinion. “Yeah, you’re getting it,” he said before you smiled and turned to go back into the changing room. He quietly muttered, “How could I not let you buy it when you look that fucking good in it?”
“Pick up your jaw off the floor, Ray,” you taunted, “Ryan might find it.” As you turned around to shut the door you saw him close his mouth. Since you’d already (re-)purchased some clothes, the clerk allowed you to change into them and wear them out of the store. But the dress, you had him bag specially.
After thanking the clerk (and even putting a small tip into his jar), you made your way back to Ray’s car. “Where do you wanna go next?” he asked as he started his car. You shrugged and asked what was open and what he suggested.
“You said you wanted to go to Pleasure Pier, right? It’s open late tonight since it’s a weekend, and they have special prices on the Ferris wheel after 9 pm,” he suggested. You flashed a huge smile and nodded.
The two of you arrived at the boardwalk and it was lit up like Christmas. You grabbed Ray’s hand and walked up and down the pier, looking at the many temporary weekend attractions that were set up, as well as buying some cute little souvenirs in the process. You found a photo booth and demanded that you get your photo taken. Ray chuckled and agreed. However, the booth was a bit smaller than you had initially thought, and you ended up sitting in his lap. His arms wrapped snugly around you and his lips brushed against the back of your neck, (you only assumed it was an accident). You shivered and grinned as the pictures were taken, leaning back into him, making different poses as you pressed your cheek to his and wrapped your arms in a hug around his neck.
The pictures turned out great, and they came in two strips, one for you and one for him. He placed his in his wallet while you placed yours in a small pocket in your purse. Then you checked your phone to make sure that Ryan hadn’t called. Your phone was clear, thankfully, and you looked at Ray. “Ferris wheel?” you asked looking up at the huge round ride.
“Absolutely,” he said, and you both got in line. Mostly couples were in line ahead of you, and the Ferris wheel was moving extra slowly, and you had some idea why. When you got to the front of the line where you could pay, you saw a sign saying “Half-price for Couples: Late Night Special!” Ray paid for the two of you and you both got into the bucket and the attendant closed and secured the door, telling you the rules of keeping your hands, feet, and all body parts inside the bucket.
“And please, don’t make too much of a mess,” the attendant groaned quietly as she closed the door and sent you up. You laughed and looked at Ray, who had a smile on his face. His arm was behind you again, like it had been on the couch earlier. This time, instead of ignoring it, you moved closer to him, allowing him to put his arm around you and pull you close.
“Thanks for this,” you whisper.
“For what?” he asks
“Letting me escape,” you respond, “I… I’ve been really scared. Not just since my house burned down, but… the past few weeks… I’ve just felt like someone has been following me. And with you I don’t … I don’t feel scared. And I’m fine with Ryan and all, and I know he’ll keep me safe, but he’s just really overbearing and he thinks that I can’t have fun and be safe, y’know?”
“He just loves you,” Ray murmurs into your right ear.
“I know. I love him, too. I mean, he’s my brother, for God’s sake. But… sometimes he’s just too protective. I’m an adult. I need to be able to make my own life decisions.”
There was a silence between the two of you for a moment as you rested your head on his shoulder. As the wheel slowly climbed, you felt his breathing become a bit unsteady. Just as you were about to ask what was wrong, he spoke.
“I want to kiss you.”
You were stunned. Happy, but stunned. “What?”
“I want,” he repeated, turning you to face him, “to kiss you.”
You knew he was waiting for permission. You knew he was waiting for the “I want that, too.” You knew that he was waiting for a verbal command of some kind, whether negative or positive. But you didn’t give it to him. Instead you leaned in and pressed your lips to his making sure he knew you wanted it.
Things began to get heated very quickly. He kissed you back and soon your mouths were open and your tongues were dancing together. You were straddling his lap, carefully rolling your hips. His hands were on both sides of your torso, feeling up and down your body, before steadying you at your hips. God, you could feel the bulge through his jeans and you could feel yourself getting wet. You breath grew very heavy but when you broke apart for a moment to breathe, you noticed that you were near the end of your descent on the Ferris wheel.
“Your place, now,” you commanded, and he let out a single laugh as he let you out of his lap. Your hand was in his and as soon as the door to the bucket was open you were practically dragging him to his car.
“How do you feel about the car?” he asked, pressing you up against it and kissing your neck hungrily.
“God, no,” you scoffed, knowing exactly what he was asking, “Car is the worst. It hurts like holy hell in the morning and it smells forever.” You really wanted him badly, and you probably could’ve managed to deal with the downfalls of car sex, but since he asked, you told him how you really felt.
“My place it is then,” he smirked against your skin and you soon were speeding towards Ray’s apartment.
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The two of you walked hand in hand to the door of his apartment. You knew there was no point in truly rushing. You’d already cooled off a little, but that didn’t mean you wouldn’t still be screaming his name in a few minutes. Even if that didn’t happen, you at least had a place to stay for the night.
Ray unlocked the door to his apartment and you walked in first. Before you even had time to look around, he whirled you so that your back closed the door and that he was in a similar stance that he had been in the elevator. He locked all the locks on the door and stared down at you. This time, nerves were not what you felt. You pressed your lips to his and the two of you were crashing together unceremoniously. He lifted you up and carried you to the bedroom and laid you on the bed.
You began to strip your shirt off and he reconnected with a kiss. His shirt was gone as well as his glasses. He had masterly gotten off your bra and was now working on your jeans. He easily unbuttoned them and slid them off.
He attached his lips to your thigh and began to suck, and you gasped, grabbing and massaging both of your breasts. He used his thumb to rub your slit through your panties and now you were absolutely soaked through.
“P-please, Ray…” you begged.
He looked up at you and grinned, “God, you’re so fucking wet.” He slipped off your panties and began to suck at your clit as he pumped a finger in and out of your pussy.
“Jesus, Ray!” you put your hands through his hair and pushed him closer to your core and he added a second finger. You moaned louder and gasped for air when he slipped a third in and bit gently on your clit.
You were on the edge, and you let him know it, too. And suddenly, he stopped. Your eyes didn’t leave him, because he’d better have a damn good explanation for stopping the magic that was happening at your core.
Then you saw him undoing his belt, pulling down his jeans and boxers, and pulling out his cock. He took a step towards you then stopped. “Uh, is… is this okay, [Y/n]?”
“What?” you breathed, looking at him confused.
“Are you sure… like… you want to do this?” he asked, not moving a muscle until you answered.
“For Christ’s sake, Ray, just fuck me,” you commanded, exasperated, but thankful that he was actually considering your feelings.
He smiled and moved to you, positioning himself over you. He feathered kisses on your neck and collarbone and placed his tip at your entrance. “Ready?” he asked, again being polite.
“If you don’t fuck me soon, I’m gonna –” but you were cut off by him thrusting into you and you moaned his name. You lifted your hips to meet his and you thrusting together in synchronization, hitting the perfect spots every time. He was biting your neck and shoulders gently and you were pulling his hair.
“Faster,” you begged, and he complied, and you both moved faster and faster, picking up the pace with each thrust. You began to lose control and came, calling out his name in a fashion that the neighbors would be sure to complain about. He followed soon after, unleashing his load inside of you, and exhaustion overtook you both. You and Ray pulled the covers over yourselves and fell asleep.
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You woke up the next morning at 8:16 am. You turn over to see the tan skinned man sleeping lightly beside you, his lower half the only thing covered by the comforter. You think about last night and all of the fun things you did, as well as the intimacy that you and Ray experienced… and you thought of your past relationships with men and how they had all turned out, and immediately your heart fell to the bottom of your stomach.
His eyes fluttered open. “G’morning,” he smiled at you before reaching for his glasses. He put them on and looked at you, even though all but your head was engulfed in the covers. “God, you’re gorgeous,” he whispered, placing his hand on the side of your face.
You sat up, frowning, making sure you were still covered by the comforter and the sheets. Tears began to well up in your eyes and you wanted so badly to hide them, but there was no way you could stop them now.
“What’s wrong?” he sat up with you, placing a hand on the back of your shoulder. You got up immediately and grabbed the shirt, as well as your panties.
“I… I think… this was a mistake,” you choke out. You had only realized that this was just like your other relationships. Something amazing and emotional and unforgettable, great sex, then you either became the ‘side bitch’ or it was simply a one-night stand kind of deal.
“What?” Ray asked, sounding confused.
You began to pull on your clothes. “I’m sorry… I just… I should’ve known that this wasn’t what it was made out to be.”
“What do you mean?” his voice cracked this time. He actually sounded hurt.
“We can’t do this. I can’t do this, Ray,” You turn to him and whisper as soon as you get the clothes on properly. “I’ve been with plenty of men before. Men that have shown me incredible nights on the town, bought me lovely things, kissed me so sweetly… then they fuck me. They bang me, they get what they want, and they say ‘I don’t think we’re meant to be,’ or ‘I want you to be my side babe and one day I’ll run off with you,’ or shit like that.” Tears were flooding your face by now.
“I was just looking for trouble last night, apparently,” you cried, “and I’m sorry, but… I just think you need to take me back to Ryan now.”
“You think I’m trouble?” his brown eyes were glistening now, too. You opened your mouth to say something, but nothing would come out. “I… I thought… this was real for me, [Y/n]. I did everything last night because I thought it was what you wanted.” He stood up and pulled on a pair of boxers, and you backed away, afraid of what he would do, although he wasn’t coming near you. “I … I really like you. Fuck, I’d even say I love you if it hadn’t been 20 hours since I met you. And if you want me to leave, I’ll leave. I won’t look at you ever again. I’ll act like we’ve never spoken to each other. Hell, I’ll pretend I don’t know your name even though I was panting it last night. But I want to stay. I want to be with you. No side bitch, no one night stands, just you and just me. But if you want me to leave, if that is what will really make you happy, then I will walk out of my own apartment right now. I will leave. I will give you time to do what you want and I will pick you up when you’re ready to go back.”
You trembled as he said this. Never had anyone said anything to you like this. You were always the one who had to leave. No one ever offered to make you happy. You looked into his eyes and knew he was being sincere. “Stay,” you whimpered.
“I will,” he moved to you, pulling you into an embrace.
“Promise?”
“Promise.”
And suddenly you both heard the ringtones of your phones go off. You shared worried looks as you broke to find your phones in the heaps of clothing that were scattered on the floor. Yours was in your purse beneath the jeans you had been wearing the night before. Eleven Texts, Eighteen Missed Calls and Ten Voicemails. You were in some deep shit.
Ray looked at you as he found his phone. “I’m fucked,” he muttered, having to scroll through the notifications on his phone. The latest text on your phone said, “If you two don’t get your sorry asses here in the next hour, my Murder Break is over.” You knew that Ray had received the same message and you both began grabbing your clothes and frantically pulling them on. You both ran out the door, Ray locking it behind you, and sprinted to the car. You sped to the offices, your fingers intertwined with Ray’s.
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You realized in the elevator that it would not be in your best interest to be holding Ray’s hand if Ryan was waiting at the elevator door, so you broke free of his hand (before giving him a quick peck on the cheek) and waited for the door to open on the other side of the elevator.
You ran through the elevator doors when they opened and you burst through the next door only to find that five guns were trained on you as soon as you entered the room. “Where the fuck have you been?” Ryan’s mask was off and he was raging with fury, which was a really bad combination. All the guns lowered cautiously.
“I’m here and I’m fine. Nothing bad happened. We just lost touch,” you admitted, but that wasn’t enough for your brother and you knew it.
“Where. Have. You. Been?” he repeated, the fire growing in his eyes.
You glanced at Ray and gave him a panicked look. He gave an exasperated sigh. “We went to Sightings first to grab her something to eat. I paid with cash. Then we went to SubUrban to get her some new clothes because, well, all her shit burned down in a fire or something. Then we went to the pier and walked around for a while…” You began to get nervous. Was he going to tell Ryan about what happened last night? That would be a bad idea. “Then,” he continued, “She asked me to take her up to the top of Mt. Chilead so she could see all the stars. She fell asleep in the car once we got up there, so I just locked the doors and sprawled out in the backseat. Which, apparently, is not as comfortable as it would seem.”
Ryan looked at you, trying to determine if this was true. He still looked aggravated. “You took her up to Chilead in your sports car?” he growled
“He stayed on the road the whole time,” you stated, “Or, what can be considered road at some points, I guess.” You tried your best to make it sound like the story was true. Thankfully, you had seen enough pictures and videos of the famous mountain that you knew what it looked like, for the most part. Stories from friends also helped.
You and Ray carefully weaved a perfect story about going up to Chilead and looking at all the stars and falling asleep to the radio and totally not fucking (although, you didn’t say that, it was just implied) and how your phone had accidentally gotten set to silent and Ray’s phone had died (Thank God he hadn’t charged it last night and it had actually run out of power on the drive over) and you somehow managed to make Ryan believe you.
“Did you find a place for me to stay?” you asked, curiosity filling your voice as everyone else went about their business.
“Half. We think that you could do some work for us, helping plan heists and such. Kind of like what Michael’s wife, Lindsay does.” You notice a redheaded woman in the corner who waves when she hears her name mentioned, then goes back to whatever she was doing. “But we don’t have a place for you to stay yet. There’s no way you can stay at my apartment and be safe, especially if someone is targeting you because of me. Geoff’s apartment is already cramped with him and Gav living together, because of Gavin’s apartment undergoing renovations. I doubt you’d wanna live with any lovebirds right now…”
“She can stay at my place,” Ray interrupted.
“What?” Ryan hissed, as if he had suggested they take me to the brothel and sell my body for money for an apartment.
“I’ve got a pretty big apartment – guest bedroom and shit. She can stay there until you find a better place for her,” Ray suggested nonchalantly. You tried to hide the smile.
Your older brother looked at you. “What do you think, Sissy?”
You shrugged. “I’m not dead. He took care of me last night, and I had fun, too. I think staying at his place is a good idea.”
“Fine,” Ryan huffed before turning to Ray, “but if I hear anything funny, your dick won’t be attached to your body anymore.” He turned and walked to Geoff’s office. “Crew meeting in ten minutes.” Geoff followed him in and the doors closed behind him. You sighed in relief before glancing over at Ray, who was barely biting back a grin.
“So you two definitely weren’t at Ray’s place fuckin’ each other’s brains out last night?” a voice whispered between the two of you. You turned to see Michael, mischievously grinning from ear to ear.
“Fuck off, Michael,” Ray snapped.
“Don’t worry. I’m not a tattle-tale… for a price.”
Ray reached into his pocket and slipped him some cash. Michael slipped the money into his jeans and said, “So you really were on Chilead.” He went and sat next to Lindsay on the loveseat, pulling out a magazine similar to the one he had the day before.
“Any smokin’ bitches in that one?” Lindsay said without any concern in her tone.
“Meh. Pretty average.” Michael answered, showing her the page he was on.
“She’s got nice tits, though,” Lindsay observed.
“Yeah, but her ass sucks,” Michael countered.
“True,” and they both went back to what they were doing.
“How…” you breathed to Ray where you were sure no one could hear you.
“I know the man all too well, sweet cheeks,” Michael called out to you across the room, not looking up from his ‘reading’.
It took you a moment to realize he was speaking to you. “What?” you asked, louder than you ha d been speaking before.
“I know Ray. Ray doesn’t look like that after sleeping in the back of his car. I would know. I’ve seen him after he has slept in the back of his car. This is a different kind of exhaustion,” Michael spoke only loud enough so that you were just barely able to hear him, “We’ve lived, that kind of exhaustion, right, babe?”
Lindsay smiled and said, “Hell yeah we have.”
Ray looked at you. “I’m going to go on into the meeting. Wait out here. I’ll take you home after.” And with that, he walked into Geoff’s office, followed momentarily by Jack, then Gavin, and finally Michael (stealing some kisses from Lindsay before going into the office).
Lindsay was nice and made interesting conversation with you. She already knew that you’d been lying about last night (of course she would, she was married to Michael) and though she had only just met you, wanted to know every emotion and detail, not about the sex, but about you and how you felt, like in the photobooth and when you were upset this morning. Getting all of it off your chest to another lady was relieving, and she swore not to tell, not even to her husband. You bonded very easily with Lindsay and knew you would get along well with her if you would end up working with the Crew.
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The meeting lasted another really long time, but it was okay because you helped Lindsay work during that time frame: organizing files on other crews, cleaning weapons, washing the guys’ clothes (a dirty job, but someone had to clean all the disguises and clothes that they’d bought for heists) and other such tasks. It was at least six o’clock before the meeting was over, and you knew that there must be some kind of fridge or something in there because there was no way six men could go that long without eating. You and Lindsay had gotten dinner together, but as far as you knew, the boys hadn’t ordered anything.
Ryan emerged from the room first and no longer seemed ill and angry. In fact, a small smile was on his face. It quickly caused one to spread to yours and you ran into his arms. “I’m sorry about how I acted, [Y/n]. I shouldn’t have been so mad. I need to learn to trust you more. I just don’t want anything to happen to my baby sister.”
“I know, Ry, but you should know that I’m not a baby anymore. I’m an adult. I love you but I need to make my own decisions and my own mistakes sometimes.” His embrace grew tighter.
“Okay,” he whispered, “Now ride home with Ray and set your stuff up in his guest bedroom. I’ll come by tomorrow to make sure you’re all settled in.”
You smiled and followed Ray out of the building to his car. Somehow you knew that you would not be using the guest bed very often.