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Dragon's Instinct — Ray's Sudden Affection

Summary/Warnings: Fantasy AU where Ray is a dragon hybrid with natural tendencies toward distance and hostility. Dragon hybrids possess an instinctual trait where they become overwhelmingly affectionate and cuddly toward their crush or partner, often without warning. Reader is touch-starved and also crushing on Ray. Normal version features awkward vulnerability, slow surrender to instinct, and soft mutual pining. Yandere version includes possessive obsession, the instinct manifesting as consuming need, control issues, and darker undertones of ownership. Each version written separately.

Requested by: @m1k0t0ai

Context: The World and Its Monsters

The academy stood at the edge of the human territories, a fortress of white stone and iron spires where young warriors trained to fight the creatures that crawled out of the black forests beyond the walls. Demons. Soulless, ravenous, endless. Humanity's only defense was the huntsmen and huntresses who dedicated their lives to pushing back the darkness.

And then there were the hybrids. Faunus, some called them, though the term was considered crude by many. Humans with the traits of animals—or, in rarer cases, creatures far more powerful. They were stronger, faster, sharper. They healed quicker and fought harder. They also faced discrimination, suspicion, and fear from the humans they protected.

Ray was a dragon hybrid.

It was rare. It was dangerous. Dragon hybrids were known for their power, their intelligence, and their almost complete inability to integrate socially with others. They were solitary creatures by nature. Distant. Cold. Their scales—a scattering of dark, iridescent plates along Ray's forearms and the back of his neck—were a constant reminder that he was something other than human. Something that kept people at arm's length.

He had come to the academy because he had nowhere else to go. He stayed because Emma and Norman refused to let him leave. He tolerated everyone else because he had learned, over years of careful practice, how to exist in a world that didn't trust him.

Then there was you.

You were not a dragon hybrid. You were not a warrior, not really — not in the way Emma was, all blazing sunlight and unstoppable momentum. You were quiet. Steady. You didn't flinch when Ray's eyes flickered gold in low light. You didn't comment on the scales or the claws or the way his voice sometimes dropped into a register that made the windows tremble. You just smiled at him, every morning, like he was a person instead of a monster.

It was infuriating. It was intoxicating. Ray didn't know what to do with you.

And then the instinct woke up.

RAY — NORMAL VERSION

It started subtly.

Ray didn't notice it at first. He was too busy noticing other things—the way you laughed at Emma's jokes, the way you tucked your hair behind your ear when you were concentrating, the way you always saved him a seat in the dining hall even though he never asked. He had been cataloguing these details for months, telling himself it was just observation. Just curiosity. Just the natural byproduct of sharing a combat academy with someone who refused to be afraid of him.

Then one afternoon, you sat down beside him in the library, close enough that your shoulder brushed his, and something inside Ray's chest cracked open.

The urge was immediate and overwhelming. He wanted to lean into you. He wanted to press his face against your hair and breathe in your scent. He wanted to wrap his arms around you and pull you into his lap and never let go. The intensity of it was terrifying.

He stood up so fast his chair nearly toppled. "I have to go."

"Ray?" You looked up at him, startled. "Are you okay? You're—your eyes are doing that gold thing."

"Fine." The word came out harsher than he intended. He was already retreating, his claws digging into his palms, his tail—usually hidden beneath his coat—lashing with agitation. "Don't follow me."

He fled the library and didn't stop until he was in the empty training grounds, his breath coming in ragged gasps. What was that? What was wrong with him? He had spent years cultivating his control, his distance, his carefully constructed walls. And you had nearly shattered them by simply sitting too close.

It got worse.

The next day, you found him in the courtyard during lunch. You sat down beside him on the stone bench, close enough that your knee bumped his. Ray went rigid. The urge returned—a bone-deep, primal need to touch you, to hold you, to curl around you like a dragon guarding its treasure.

His tail moved before he could stop it. It coiled around your ankle, loose and warm, the spaded tip resting against your calf.

You froze. Ray froze. Neither of you breathed.

"Ray," you said slowly, "is your tail... okay?"

"It's fine." His voice was strangled. He yanked his tail back, curling it around his own leg instead, and refused to meet your eyes. "It has a mind of its own sometimes."

"Oh." A pause. "Is that a dragon thing?"

"Yes." He didn't elaborate. He couldn't. He was too busy trying not to combust from sheer mortification.

You didn't press. But you also didn't move away. And some treacherous part of Ray was deeply, pathetically grateful.

The breaking point came during a training exercise.

You were paired together for sparring practice. It was supposed to be simple—light contact, emphasis on technique, nothing dangerous. But you were slow that day, your movements sluggish, and Ray's protective instincts flared before he could suppress them.

His opponent—a wolf hybrid with a competitive streak—landed a hit that sent you stumbling. You hit the mat hard, the breath driven from your lungs, and Ray saw red.

He was across the training floor in three strides. His tail wrapped around your waist and dragged you behind him, his body positioning itself between you and the wolf hybrid like a shield. A low, rumbling growl built in his chest—not human, not entirely, something ancient and territorial that echoed off the stone walls.

"Mine," he snarled, and the word was distorted, his voice layered with something deeper. "Don't touch."

The training floor went silent. The wolf hybrid backed away, hands raised. The instructor was saying something, but Ray couldn't hear it over the roaring in his ears. All he could focus on was you—your scent, your heartbeat, the fact that you were on the ground and someone had hurt you.

"Ray." Your voice cut through the haze. Your hand found his, your fingers lacing through his claws. "Ray, I'm okay. It's okay. Look at me."

He looked at you. The gold in his eyes flickered, dimmed. The growl faded. And suddenly he was just Ray again—mortified, terrified, his heart pounding so hard he thought it might break through his ribs.

"I don't—" He swallowed. "I don't know what's happening to me."

You squeezed his hand. "Let's get out of here. We can talk somewhere private."

You led him to the rooftop, the one place in the academy where no one would bother them. The sun was setting, painting the sky in shades of orange and pink, and Ray sat with his back against the stone parapet, his tail coiled around his own ankles like a chastened snake.

"I'm sorry," he said. "I didn't mean to—I shouldn't have—"

"Ray." You sat down beside him, not too close, but close enough. "You don't have to apologize. I'm not scared of you."

"You should be." He looked away, his jaw tight. "I almost attacked another student. I called you mine in front of everyone. I'm losing control."

"Is this a dragon thing?" you asked gently. "The possessiveness? The growling?"

"Probably." He let his head fall back against the stone. "Dragon hybrids are territorial. We're supposed to be solitary. But sometimes, when we—when we find someone we—" He couldn't finish.

"When you find someone you like?"

He closed his eyes. "Yeah. That."

Silence. Then, very carefully, you shifted closer. Your shoulder pressed against his, and Ray felt the instinct surge again—the need to touch, to hold, to claim. This time, he didn't run.

"I like you too," you said quietly. "I have for a while. But I didn't think you wanted anyone to get close to you."

"I didn't." Ray opened his eyes and looked at you. "I don't. You're the exception."

Your expression softened. "So what does the instinct want you to do?"

He hesitated. Then, with the air of someone admitting a terrible secret, he said, "Hold you. Touch you. Keep you safe. I want to—I want to wrap around you and never let go. It's embarrassing. It's pathetic. I hate it."

"It's not pathetic." You turned to face him, your knee brushing his thigh. "Ray, I'm—I'm not very good at being touched either. I want it. I want it a lot. But people don't usually... they don't usually want to touch me. So I've learned to go without."

The admission hung in the air between you. Two touch-starved, lonely people, sitting on a rooftop, surrounded by a world that had never quite known what to do with them.

Ray moved first. His tail uncoiled from his ankles and wound around your waist, gentle this time, almost tentative. His hand lifted to your face, his claws carefully retracted, and cupped your cheek.

"Is this okay?" His voice was rough, barely above a whisper.

You leaned into his touch. "Yes."

He pulled you closer, your body settling against his side, and wrapped his arms around you. His tail tightened slightly, a warm, steady pressure. He buried his face in your hair and breathed you in, and the instinct that had been screaming at him for weeks finally, blessedly quieted.

"Thank you," he murmured. "For not running."

"I'm not going anywhere." Your arms came up to wrap around his waist. "You're stuck with me now."

Ray huffed a laugh against your hair. "Good."

They stayed on the rooftop until the stars came out. The next day, everyone at the academy noticed the change—Ray's tail never quite left your ankle, his shoulder always found yours, and his gold eyes tracked you with a quiet, fierce devotion that made Emma coo and Norman smile knowingly.

He still struggled with affection. He still got flustered when you kissed his cheek in public. But in private, when the instinct rose and he pulled you into his arms, he didn't resist anymore. He let himself want. He let himself have.

And when you fell asleep against his chest, your fingers curled loosely around his, Ray pressed a kiss to the top of your head and let himself feel, for the first time in his life, that he was exactly where he belonged.

RAY — YANDERE VERSION

Warnings: Possessive obsession, controlling behavior masked as instinct, emotional manipulation, isolation of the Reader, darker undertones, Ray's dragon nature amplifying his worst impulses.

The instinct did not ask permission. It took.

Ray had spent his entire life keeping a tight leash on his nature. Dragon hybrids were dangerous. Everyone knew it. They were solitary, territorial, and capable of violence that human warriors could only dream of. He had worked hard to suppress the growl in his voice, the gold in his eyes, the tail that lashed with every surge of emotion. He had made himself small and quiet and unassuming, because the alternative was being feared.

But you made him want to stop hiding.

It started the way it always started with dragons. A scent. A presence. A person who, for reasons Ray could not articulate, felt like his. He watched you for months before the instinct fully awakened. He learned your schedule, your habits, your friends. He memorized the sound of your laugh and the way your eyes crinkled when you smiled. He positioned himself in your orbit, always nearby, always watching, always waiting.

He didn't call it obsession. He called it protection.

Then one day, you sat beside him in the mess hall, close enough that your thigh pressed against his, and the instinct roared to life.

Ray felt it like a physical blow. The need to touch you, to hold you, to claim you in front of everyone. His tail uncoiled from beneath his coat before he could stop it, wrapping around your waist with a possessiveness that made several nearby students gasp.

"Ray?" You looked down at the tail, then up at his face. "Are you—"

"It's nothing." His voice was strained. He didn't remove his tail. He couldn't. "Don't worry about it."

You didn't push, but you didn't pull away either. And that—that small, quiet acceptance—was the worst possible thing that could have happened. Because it taught Ray that you wouldn't run. That you might even welcome his touch. That you could be his, if he played his cards right.

He stopped resisting after that.

Why would he? The instinct was not a burden. It was a gift. It told him exactly what he needed to do. Protect you. Guard you. Keep you close and safe and away from anyone who might take you from him. It was what he had always wanted, wrapped in the convenient excuse of biology.

You, for your part, were touch-starved and lonely. Ray could tell. He watched the way your eyes lingered on couples holding hands. He noticed how you flinched when people bumped into you, not from fear but from surprise—as if you had forgotten what casual contact felt like. He saw the hunger in you, the desperate, aching need to be held.

He was more than happy to fill that void.

It started small. His tail around your ankle during lectures. His shoulder against yours during meals. His hand on the small of your back as you walked through crowded hallways. You leaned into every touch, starved and grateful, and Ray felt a dark, possessive satisfaction curl in his chest.

"You're so warm," you murmured one evening, sitting beside him in the library. Your head was resting on his shoulder, your eyes half-closed. "Is that a dragon thing?"

"Yes." He wrapped his tail around your waist, tugging you closer. "We run hot."

"It's nice." You sighed contentedly. "I don't know why people are scared of you. You're like a giant space heater."

Ray's lips curved into a small, sharp smile. "Only with you."

It was true. He was only warm with you. With everyone else, he was ice. The contrast was deliberate. He wanted you to associate him with comfort, with safety, with the only source of affection you could reliably access. If you needed touch, you would come to him. If you needed warmth, you would come to him. If you needed anything, you would come to him.

The isolation was subtle. He never told you to stop seeing your friends. He just happened to need you whenever you made plans with someone else. He had a nightmare. He felt the instinct acting up. He was worried about a test and needed your help studying. The excuses were always reasonable, always framed as vulnerability, and you—kind, compassionate you—always chose him over everyone else.

Emma noticed. She cornered him one afternoon, her green eyes sharp with suspicion.

"You're monopolizing her time," she said. "She barely talks to anyone else anymore. What are you doing?"

"Nothing." Ray met her gaze evenly. "She's free to do whatever she wants. She chooses to spend time with me."

"Because you make her feel guilty for leaving you alone."

"Because I give her what she needs." His tail lashed once, a warning. "Stay out of it, Emma."

Emma didn't stay out of it. But it didn't matter. By then, you were already his.

The defining moment came when a classmate—a human boy from your combat strategy course—asked you to spar. Ray watched from across the training grounds as the boy demonstrated a technique, his hand on your shoulder, his body too close. He saw you smile politely. He saw you step back. He saw the boy not take the hint.

Ray's vision went gold.

He was between you and the boy in less than a second, his tail wrapped around your waist, his claws extended, a growl rumbling deep in his chest. The air around him shimmered with heat, and the boy stumbled back, his face pale.

"Don't touch her," Ray said. His voice was layered, distorted, the dragon bleeding through. "She's mine. If you touch her again, I'll burn you."

"Ray!" You grabbed his arm, trying to pull him back. "Ray, stop. He wasn't—I'm fine. I'm right here."

He didn't take his eyes off the boy. "Leave."

The boy fled. The training grounds went silent. Ray stood there, breathing hard, his tail tightening around your waist until you squeaked in protest.

"Ray, that hurts."

He loosened his grip immediately. The gold in his eyes flickered, dimmed. He turned to face you, and the expression on his face was not anger. It was terror.

"I'm sorry," he said. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to—he was touching you, and I couldn't—"

"Okay." Your voice was steady, but your hands were shaking. "Okay. Let's just—let's go somewhere private."

He followed you to your dorm room, his tail dragging on the floor behind him. You closed the door and turned to face him, and Ray braced himself for the inevitable. The fear. The rejection. The look everyone gave him when they finally saw what he really was.

Instead, you stepped closer and wrapped your arms around him.

"You scared me," you said against his chest. "But I'm not leaving. I'm not going anywhere."

Ray's breath caught. "Why?"

"Because I know you." You looked up at him, your eyes bright with unshed tears. "You're not a monster. You're just—you're scared. You're scared of losing people. And I'm scared of being alone. So maybe we can be scared together."

Something cracked open in Ray's chest. He pulled you against him, his arms wrapping around you so tightly you could barely breathe. His tail coiled around your legs. His face buried in your hair.

"I love you," he said. The words came out raw and broken. "I love you so much it scares me. I can't lose you. I can't. If anyone tries to take you, I'll—"

"I'm not going anywhere." Your hands fisted in the back of his shirt. "I'm yours. Okay? I'm yours."

The instinct purred in satisfaction. Mine. She's mine. She said so herself.

From that day forward, Ray stopped pretending to be normal. He walked you to every class, his tail a constant presence at your waist. He sat beside you at every meal, his eyes tracking anyone who looked at you too long. He made sure you slept in his room more often than your own, wrapped in his arms and his warmth and his scent.

He still had nightmares. He still woke up gasping, reaching for you, needing to feel your heartbeat under his palm. And you were always there, patient and gentle, letting him hold you until the terror passed.

But there was a darkness in his devotion. A hunger that never quite went away. He wanted all of you—every smile, every laugh, every tear. He wanted to be the only person you ever needed. And he was willing to do whatever it took to make that happen.

One night, you stirred in his arms and murmured, "Do you ever think about what would happen if we hadn't found each other?"

Ray's arms tightened around you. "No."

"Why not?"

"Because it didn't happen." He pressed a kiss to your forehead. "You're here. You're mine. That's all that matters."

You were quiet for a moment. Then, "Ray, do you ever worry that this is too much? The way we are with each other?"

He lifted his head to look at you, his eyes flickering gold in the darkness. "Do you?"

"I don't know. Sometimes. I just—I don't want to lose myself. I don't want to disappear into you."

Ray was silent for a long time. Then he said, very quietly, "I would never let you disappear. You're the only good thing I have. The only thing that makes me feel human instead of—" He stopped. Swallowed. "You keep me sane. If I lost you, I don't know what I'd become."

It was not a comforting answer. It was honest, and brutal, and it laid bare the depth of his need. You could have pulled away. You could have run.

Instead, you cupped his face in your hands and kissed him, soft and slow.

"Then don't lose me," you whispered against his lips. "Take care of me. Protect me. But don't lock me away. Let me still be me. Okay?"

Ray closed his eyes. The instinct snarled at the compromise, but he pushed it down. For you, he would try.

"Okay," he said. "I promise."

He didn't know if he could keep that promise. He didn't know if the dragon would let him. But he would try. For you, he would try anything.

The Weight of Almost — Caring for an Injured Reader

Summary/Warnings: Heavy angst, graphic description of injury (demon attack, blood loss, near-death experience), hurt/comfort, established relationship. Reader is injured protecting a child during a mission. The trio each react in their own way to nearly losing the person they love. Normal versions feature gentle care, emotional vulnerability, and promises of protection. Yandere versions include obsessive protectiveness, dark guilt, possessive undertones, and an almost feral desperation to keep the reader safe at any cost. Each character is written separately.

Requested by anon!!

EMMA — NORMAL VERSION

Emma was in the middle of debriefing a supply run when the doors burst open.

The first thing she registered was Barbara's face—pale, streaked with demon blood, her eyes wide with an urgency that made Emma's stomach drop. The second thing she registered was Cislo, staggering under the weight of the limp figure in his arms. The third thing she registered was the blood. So much blood, soaking through the fabric of your shirt, dripping in a steady rhythm onto the stone floor.

It was yours. That was your blood.

"Medic!" Barbara shouted, but Emma was already moving, her feet carrying her across the room before her brain caught up. She reached you just as Cislo lowered you onto a cot, and the sight of your face—ashen, slack, your lips tinged blue—sent a bolt of pure terror through her heart.

"What happened?" Emma's voice came out sharp, steadier than she felt. Her hands were already pressing against your stomach, trying to stem the bleeding. The wound was deep. Too deep. She could feel the heat of your blood pulsing against her palms.

"Demon attack," Barbara said, her voice tight with guilt. "We were escorting the kids back. One of the demons broke through the perimeter. She took it down before it could reach the children, but there was another one behind her. She didn't see it. It got her in the stomach and threw her. Head trauma too. She's been unconscious since."

Emma stopped listening. The medic arrived, pushing her gently aside, and Emma let herself be moved because she knew she was no use standing in the way. But she didn't leave. She stayed right there, her bloodstained hands hanging at her sides, her green eyes fixed on your face as the medic worked.

Hours passed. The bleeding was stopped. The wound was stitched. The concussion was assessed and monitored. Through all of it, Emma sat beside your cot, her elbows on her knees, her chin resting on her clasped hands. She didn't cry. She didn't speak. She just watched the slow rise and fall of your chest, counting every breath like a prayer.

When your eyes finally fluttered open, the first thing you saw was her face.

"Hey," you croaked. Your voice was barely a whisper. "You look terrible."

Emma let out a sound somewhere between a laugh and a sob. She reached out and took your hand, her fingers intertwining with yours with a gentleness that belied the terror still churning in her gut.

"You're one to talk," she said. "You almost died. You almost—" Her voice cracked. She pressed your hand to her cheek, her eyes squeezing shut. "I was so scared. When Barbara carried you in, I thought—I thought I'd lost you."

"'M sorry," you murmured. Your fingers twitched against her skin. "The kid. Is the kid okay?"

Emma's heart clenched. Even now, half-dead and barely conscious, you were worried about the children. "The kid is fine. You saved them. You're a hero."

"Don't feel like a hero. Feel like I got thrown into a wall."

Emma laughed again, wet and shaky. She leaned forward and pressed a kiss to your forehead, lingering there for a long moment. "Don't ever do that again. Please. I can't lose you."

"You won't," you said, and despite the exhaustion dragging at your words, there was a certainty in them that made Emma believe you. "I'm not going anywhere."

She stayed by your side through the night, through the fever that followed, through the long, slow weeks of recovery. She brought you soup and books and stories to keep you entertained. She helped you walk when your legs were too weak. She held you when the nightmares came—hers as much as yours.

"I'm going to get stronger," she told you one night, her voice fierce and quiet against your hair. "I'm going to get strong enough that no one can ever hurt you again. I promise."

You smiled and kissed her cheek. "I know you will."

EMMA — YANDERE VERSION

Warnings: Obsessive protectiveness, dark guilt, possessive behavior, Emma's trauma manifesting as an almost feral need to control the reader's safety, threats of violence toward anything that might harm the reader.

The moment Emma saw your blood on the floor, something inside her broke.

It wasn't a clean break. It was a shattering—violent and total and irreversible. The world tilted on its axis, and when it righted itself, everything looked different. The base was no longer a place of safety. The mission was no longer a noble cause. The only thing that mattered was the limp, bleeding figure on the cot, and the terrible, howling emptiness that had opened up in Emma's chest.

She didn't leave your side. Not for a second. She sat rigid in the chair beside your bed, her hands gripping the armrests hard enough to splinter the wood. The medic worked around her, too intimidated to ask her to move. Barbara tried to apologize, to explain what had happened, but Emma cut her off with a single look—a look so cold and so sharp that Barbara flinched and retreated.

When you finally woke, Emma was the first thing you saw. Her face was too pale, her eyes too bright, her smile stretched thin over something raw and desperate.

"You're awake," she breathed. "You're awake, you're okay, you're—" She grabbed your hand, her grip almost painful. "Don't ever do that again. Don't ever scare me like that again. I thought—I thought I'd lost you. I thought you were gone. I can't—I can't do this without you. I can't."

"Emma," you rasped, your throat dry. "I'm okay. I'm right here."

"No." Her voice sharpened. She leaned closer, her forehead nearly touching yours, and you saw the wildness in her eyes—the same wildness she'd had in the heat of battle, when survival was the only thing that mattered. "No, you're not okay. You almost died. You almost left me. And I can't—I won't let that happen again."

She pulled back and took a shaky breath. When she spoke again, her voice was calmer, but the intensity hadn't faded. "I'm not letting you go on missions anymore. Not without me. Not ever."

"Emma, that's not—"

"I don't care if it's not practical. I don't care if it's not fair." Her eyes blazed. "You're mine. You're my person. And I refuse to sit here and wait for you to come back in pieces ever again. If you're going to put yourself in danger, then I'm going to be right beside you. Or better yet, you're not going at all."

She cupped your face in her hands, her touch trembling. "I love you. I love you so much it scares me. And if anyone—demon, human, I don't care—ever tries to hurt you again, I'll kill them. I'll tear them apart. I'll make sure there's nothing left."

Her voice dropped to a whisper. "You believe me, right?"

You looked into her eyes—those bright, fierce green eyes that had always been so full of hope—and you saw something darker underneath. Something that had been born the moment you stopped breathing in her arms.

"I believe you," you said quietly.

Emma smiled, and it was almost her normal smile. Almost. "Good. Now rest. I'll be here when you wake up. I'll always be here."

She didn't leave the chair for three days.

RAY — NORMAL VERSION

Ray was reading when they brought you in.

He didn't remember the title of the book. He didn't remember what page he was on or what the last sentence he'd read had been. The moment he heard Barbara's shout, the moment he looked up and saw the blood, everything else ceased to exist.

He moved before he thought. The book fell to the floor, abandoned. He crossed the room in quick, silent strides, his dark eyes fixed on your face. He barely registered Barbara's explanation or Cislo's apology. He just looked at you—at the wound in your stomach, the bruise spreading across your temple, the terrifying stillness of your body—and felt something cold and heavy settle in his chest.

"Get the medic," he said. His voice was calm, but there was an edge to it that made Cislo flinch. "Now."

The hours that followed were the longest of Ray's life. He didn't pray. He didn't bargain. He just sat beside your cot, his elbows on his knees, his hands clasped in front of his mouth, and waited. His eyes never left your face. He counted your breaths. He tracked the pulse in your throat. He catalogued every twitch of your fingers, every flutter of your eyelids.

He had spent his whole life preparing for loss. He had built walls around his heart, steeled himself against grief, learned to expect the worst so it couldn't surprise him. But you had slipped through the cracks in his armor. You had made him care, made him hope, made him believe that maybe the world wasn't just a series of calculated sacrifices.

And now you were bleeding on a cot, and Ray couldn't calculate his way out of this.

When your eyes opened, he didn't smile. He didn't cry. He just let out a breath he felt like he'd been holding for hours.

"Took you long enough," he said.

Your lips twitched. "Sorry. Traffic was terrible."

Ray snorted. It was a small, almost imperceptible sound, but you caught it. You always caught it. He reached out and took your hand, his fingers cool and steady. His thumb traced slow circles over your knuckles.

"You scared me," he said quietly. "Don't do it again."

"I'll try."

"Try harder."

You squeezed his hand weakly. "I will. I promise."

He didn't say anything else. He didn't need to. Ray had never been good with words, had never known how to translate the chaos of his emotions into something coherent. But he knew how to stay. He knew how to be present, how to sit in the quiet and hold your hand and let his presence speak for him.

Over the next weeks, he became your shadow. He brought you books and read aloud when you were too tired to hold them yourself. He argued with the medics about your medication schedule. He watched you like a hawk, tracking your recovery with the same meticulous attention he'd once devoted to escape plans.

One evening, you caught him staring at you with an expression you couldn't quite read.

"What?" you asked.

"Nothing." He looked away. Then, after a pause: "I thought I was going to lose you. I've thought about it a lot. What I'd do if you didn't wake up." He met your eyes again, and there was something raw in his gaze. "I didn't like any of the answers."

You reached out and touched his cheek. He leaned into the touch, his eyes closing.

"I'm still here," you said.

"I know." He turned his head and pressed a kiss to your palm. "I'm not letting you go."

RAY — YANDERE VERSION

Warnings: Obsessive monitoring, emotional manipulation through guilt, cold possessiveness, Ray's trauma and self-hatred manifesting as a need to control the reader's safety, subtle threats toward anyone who enables the reader's risk-taking.

Ray didn't scream when they brought you in. He didn't cry or curse or lash out. He just went very, very still.

The stillness was worse than any outburst. It was the stillness of a predator assessing a threat. The stillness of a mind that had spent years calculating death and survival and every dark possibility in between. Ray looked at your blood-soaked shirt, at the wound in your stomach, at the bruise darkening your temple, and something behind his eyes clicked into place.

He didn't leave your side. Not for food, not for sleep, not for anything. He sat in the chair beside your cot, his dark eyes fixed on your face, his hands folded in his lap, and he waited. The medic came and went. Barbara tried to speak to him and retreated under the weight of his silence. Even Emma, who could usually break through his walls, took one look at his expression and decided to give him space.

When you finally woke, the first thing you saw was his face. It was expressionless, but his eyes — his eyes were burning.

"Ray?" Your voice was a dry rasp.

"You're awake," he said. His voice was flat. "Good. We need to talk."

You blinked, still groggy. "About what?"

"About the fact that you almost died." He leaned forward, his elbows on his knees, his gaze boring into you. "About the fact that you threw yourself in front of a demon without backup, without checking your surroundings, without thinking. You're smarter than that. You've always been smarter than that. So why —" His voice cracked, just for a moment, before he regained control. "Why did you do it?"

"The child —"

"I don't care about the child."

The words hung in the air, cold and absolute. You stared at him, and for the first time, you saw past the mask. You saw the terror underneath, the grief, the desperate, clawing fear of a man who had already lost too much.

"I care about you," Ray said, his voice dropping. "You're the only person who makes any of this bearable. You're the only person I've ever let myself love without calculating the cost. And you almost died. You almost left me alone."

"Ray —"

"No." He stood up, pacing the small room. "No. I've spent my whole life planning for the worst. I've spent my whole life expecting to lose everyone I care about. And I accepted that. I made peace with it. But I can't —" He stopped, his back to you, his shoulders rigid. "I can't lose you. I won't. So from now on, you're not going on missions without me. You're not putting yourself in danger without me. I don't care if that makes me controlling. I don't care if you hate me for it. At least you'll be alive to hate me."

He turned back to face you, and his expression was still calm, but there was a desperation in his eyes that made your heart ache.

"I can't do this without you," he said quietly. "I won't. So please. Let me protect you. Let me keep you safe. Because if something like this happens again—if you die—I won't survive it. And I mean that literally."

He walked back to your bedside and took your hand, his grip almost painfully tight.

"You're mine," he said. "And I protect what's mine. No matter the cost."

You looked up at him—this boy who had carried the weight of the world on his shoulders since childhood—and you understood, maybe for the first time, how close he was to breaking.

"Okay," you whispered. "Okay."

Ray closed his eyes. The tension in his shoulders eased, just slightly. He leaned down and pressed a kiss to your forehead, his lips cool and lingering.

"Thank you," he breathed. "I love you. I'll never stop loving you. And I'll never let anyone hurt you again."

NORMAN — NORMAL VERSION

Norman was in a meeting when the door opened and his world tilted on its axis.

He saw you before he heard the explanation. The blood. The pallor of your skin. The way your head lolled against Cislo's shoulder, utterly limp. His mind, usually so quick to analyze and strategize, ground to a complete halt. For one terrible, suspended moment, he couldn't think at all.

Then the moment passed, and he was moving.

"Get the medical team. Now. Barbara, I need a full report. Cislo, put her down gently—support her head, there's likely a concussion. Someone get me clean towels and hot water."

His voice was steady. Calm. Authoritative. The voice of a leader who had faced worse crises and prevailed. But his hands, as he pressed them against your wound to stem the bleeding, were trembling.

He stayed calm through the medic's arrival. He stayed calm through the stitching and the bandaging and the tense hours of waiting. He stayed calm when Emma came in with red-rimmed eyes, when Ray stood silent in the corner with his fists clenched, when Barbara broke down and apologized for the third time.

He stayed calm until everyone else left, and then he sat down beside your cot, took your hand in both of his, and let himself fall apart.

"I'm sorry," he whispered. His voice was barely audible, cracked and raw. "I'm so sorry. This is my fault. I should have anticipated this. I should have sent more backup. I should have been there. I should have—"

He stopped. Pressed your hand to his forehead. Breathed.

"You're going to be okay," he said, as if saying it could make it true. "You have to be okay. I can't do this without you. I don't want to do this without you. You're the only thing that makes any of this worth it."

When your eyes fluttered open hours later, the first thing you saw was his face. Pale. Drawn. His blue eyes shadowed with exhaustion.

"Norman," you murmured. "You look worse than I feel."

He laughed—a soft, broken sound. "That's not possible. You took a claw to the stomach and a wall to the head."

"Still." You managed a weak smile. "You should get some sleep."

"I'll sleep when you're better." He lifted your hand to his lips and kissed your knuckles, his touch feather-light. "I was so scared. When they brought you in, I thought—" He shook his head. "It doesn't matter what I thought. You're alive. That's all that matters."

"'M sorry," you mumbled. "Didn't mean to scare you."

"Don't apologize." His voice was firm but gentle. "You saved a child. You were incredibly brave. Stupidly, recklessly brave, but brave." A small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. "That's one of the things I love about you."

"One of the things?"

"Mhm. There's a list. It's very long."

You laughed, then winced as the movement pulled at your stitches. Norman's smile vanished, replaced by immediate concern.

"Don't make me laugh," you complained. "It hurts."

"Then stop being funny." But he was already leaning forward, checking your bandages, his brow furrowed. "Do you need more pain medication? The medic said you could have more in a few hours. I can time it."

"Norman."

"Or I can adjust your pillows. You're probably uncomfortable. The cot isn't ideal. I can have a better one brought in. Or—"

"Norman."

He stopped. Looked at you.

"Just hold my hand," you said. "That's all I need right now."

He exhaled slowly, the tension bleeding from his shoulders. He took your hand again, his fingers interlacing with yours, and settled back into his chair.

"I can do that," he said quietly. "I can definitely do that."

He stayed by your side through the night and through the long days of recovery that followed. He brought you tea with honey, read you reports to keep you updated, and sat with you through every painful physical therapy session. He never wavered. Never complained. Never let you see the fear that still lurked behind his calm blue eyes.

One evening, as the sun set through the window, he looked at you with an expression that made your heart ache.

"I'm going to build a world where this never happens again," he said. "A world where you don't have to bleed to protect anyone. A world where you're safe. I promise."

You reached up and touched his cheek. "I know you will. But until then, I'll be right beside you. Bleeding and all."

He turned his head and kissed your palm. "I love you."

"I love you too."

NORMAN — YANDERE VERSION

Warnings: Dark possessiveness, obsessive control masked as care, subtle psychological manipulation, Norman's strategic mind applied to eliminating any threat to the reader, cold fury toward those who allowed the reader to be hurt, implied consequences for anyone who puts the reader in danger again.

Norman's smile didn't waver when they brought you in.

That was the first sign that something was wrong. Barbara saw it—the way his expression remained perfectly pleasant, perfectly calm, even as his eyes tracked the blood dripping from your body onto the stone floor. The disconnect was jarring. His face said everything is fine. His eyes said something else entirely.

"Thank you for bringing her back," Norman said, his voice warm and even. "Please, go rest. You've done enough for today."

Barbara hesitated. "Boss! I'm so sorry. I should have—"

"You should have," Norman agreed, still smiling. "But we'll discuss that later. Right now, I need to focus on her recovery. Goodnight, Barbara."

The dismissal was polite. It was also absolute. Barbara retreated, and Norman turned his attention to you.

The smile dropped.

He stood over your cot, looking down at your ashen face, at the bandages wrapped around your stomach, at the bruise darkening your temple. His hands were clasped behind his back, his posture impeccable, his expression unreadable. But his eyes—his eyes were cold.

"This is unacceptable," he said quietly. Not to anyone in particular. Just to the room. To the universe. To whatever cruel force had tried to take you away from him.

He sat down beside you, his movements slow and deliberate. He took your hand, his fingers cool against your clammy skin. And he waited.

Hours passed. The medic came and went, updating him on your condition. Norman listened, nodded, asked precise questions about your prognosis and recovery timeline. He was the picture of composure. But he never let go of your hand.

When your eyes finally opened, he was smiling again. A soft, gentle smile. The smile of someone who loved you.

"There you are," he murmured. "Welcome back."

"Norman?" Your voice was a dry whisper. "What happened?"

"You were injured on a mission," he said, his thumb tracing gentle circles over your knuckles. "A demon attacked you from behind. You have a severe laceration to your abdomen and a grade two concussion. You've been unconscious for approximately seven hours."

"Oh." You blinked slowly. "The kid?"

"Safe. You saved them." His smile widened slightly. "You're a hero. Reckless and self-sacrificing, but a hero nonetheless."

You tried to smile back, but something about his expression made you hesitate. He looked... calm. Too calm. The kind of calm that preceded a storm.

"Norman, are you okay?"

"I'm fine," he said. "I'm just glad you're alive. When I saw you—when I saw the blood—" He paused. Took a breath. "I realized something. I've been too lenient."

"Lenient?"

"With you. With the missions. With the danger I've allowed you to be exposed to." His grip on your hand tightened, just slightly. "That ends now. From this moment forward, you're not leaving the base without me. In fact, you're not leaving the base at all unless I deem it absolutely necessary."

You stared at him. "Norman, you can't just—"

"I can," he interrupted, his voice still soft, still gentle, but with a core of steel. "I can, and I will. I've dedicated my life to protecting the people I love. I've sacrificed my health, my innocence, my soul for that goal. And I will not—I refuse—to sacrifice you."

He leaned closer, his blue eyes boring into yours.

"Do you know what I would have done if you had died? Do you have any idea?" His voice dropped to a whisper. "I would have burned everything. Every demon, every collaborator, every person who let you go on that mission without adequate protection. I would have razed this entire world to the ground and salted the earth behind me. Because without you, none of it matters."

"Norman—"

"I love you." He pressed a kiss to your forehead, his lips cool and lingering. "I love you more than I've ever loved anyone. More than the promise, more than the plan, more than my own life. And I will do whatever it takes to keep you safe. Even if that means locking you in this room. Even if that means becoming someone you fear."

He pulled back and smiled again, and this time, it reached his eyes. But the warmth didn't comfort you. It chilled you.

"Luckily, it won't come to that," he said. "Because you're going to be smart about this. You're going to let me protect you. You're going to follow the new protocols I've already begun implementing. And you're never—" His voice hardened. "Never going to scare me like that again."

He lifted your hand and kissed your palm, his lips brushing the sensitive skin.

"Rest now," he murmured. "I'll be here when you wake up. I'll always be here. Whether you want me to be or not."

You didn't know what to say. So you said nothing. You just let him hold your hand, let him stroke your hair, let him whisper soft reassurances into the quiet of the room.

And as you drifted back into unconsciousness, you heard him speak one last time, his voice barely audible.

Whipped! Ray x Whipped! Reader — Headcanons

The Quiet Ones Finally Speak Up

Pairing: Ray x GN! Reader (personality mirroring Ray's — quiet, reserved, hard to open up)

Requested by my dearest: @m1k0t0ai

Warnings: None, pure fluff. Mutual pining, awkward confessions, established relationship sweetness.

Before They Start Dating — The Pining Era

You and Ray are practically the same person. While Emma is bouncing off the walls and Norman is smiling serenely in the background, the two of you are sitting in the library, reading separate books, saying maybe three words to each other in the span of two hours. And both of you are perfectly content with that.

The rest of the kids think you hate each other. You don't. You're just both so painfully introverted that your version of flirting is existing in the same room without speaking. Ray considers this the highest form of intimacy.

Ray fell for you when you were nine years old. You corrected one of his calculations for the escape plan—not loudly, not showing off, just quietly sliding a piece of paper across the table with the corrected numbers and a tiny note that said "you forgot to account for the third hallway's blind spot." He stared at that note for five minutes straight. Emma had to wave a hand in front of his face.

You fell for Ray when he wordlessly brought you a new book from Mama's private shelf because he noticed you'd finished your current one. He didn't say anything—just set it on your bed while you were at dinner and walked away. You found it later and your heart nearly exploded.

You both show affection through small, almost invisible acts of service. Ray saves you a seat at meals without acknowledging it. You leave a cup of tea on his desk when he's been studying too long and disappear before he can thank you. Norman and Emma exchange deeply exasperated glances about it.

Everyone assumes you're just friends. Or, more accurately, "the only person Ray tolerates and the only person you tolerate." But inside, both of you are a mess. Ray's journal has exactly three pages where your name is scribbled in the margins and then aggressively crossed out. You have a folded note in your pocket that you wrote two years ago and never gave him, and you reread it sometimes when you can't sleep.

You don't flirt in any conventional sense. Ray's idea of being bold is maintaining eye contact for two seconds longer than necessary. Your version of a grand romantic gesture is asking him if he wants the rest of your dessert. He said yes once and you thought about it for a week.

Norman knows. Norman has known since day one. He finds it both endearing and deeply frustrating. He's dropped approximately eight hundred hints. Neither of you have picked up a single one.

Emma, bless her heart, tried to set you up on a "library date" by locking you both in the library for an hour. You and Ray just sat on opposite sides of the room, read your books in total silence, and when she unlocked the door, Ray said "thanks" completely deadpan, and you just nodded. Emma screamed into her pillow later that night.

During the escape, you and Ray stuck close without ever discussing it. When things got dangerous, he put himself between you and the threat. You returned the favor by taking down a demon that nearly grabbed him from behind, and when he looked at you with wide eyes, you just shrugged and said "It was in my way." He fell even harder.

In the demon world, during the two years of searching for the Seven Walls, you and Ray became each other's silent anchor. You'd sit together during watch shifts and not talk, just exist in the same space, shoulders barely touching. Those nights were the only times either of you felt truly calm. Ray almost confessed about fifteen times. Every single time, he opened his mouth, panicked, and said something like "There's a rock over there" instead.

You did the same thing. You once worked up the courage to tell him you cared about him and ended up saying "Your scarf looks functional." Ray said "Thanks, it's for warmth." You wanted to melt into the ground. He thought it was the sweetest thing anyone had ever said to him.

After they reach the human world, things change. Suddenly there's no danger. No demons. No plans to make. Just... a future. A real one. And all those years of suppressed feelings start bubbling dangerously close to the surface.

You start avoiding him. Not because you don't want to see him, but because you're so overwhelmed by the realization that you could say something now, and you have no idea how. Ray notices immediately. His first thought is that he did something wrong. His second thought is that you've finally gotten tired of him. He spirals for a solid week. Norman catches him staring at a wall and has to gently talk him down.

Ray finally corners you—and by "corners," he means he stands in the doorway of your room, doesn't step inside, and says "You've been weird. What's wrong." It comes out accusatory. He immediately regrets his tone. You misunderstand and think he's angry. Your response is a defensive "Nothing." Silence. Painful, agonizing silence.

Then Ray just... breaks. Not in a dramatic way. In a very quiet, tired, "I can't do this anymore" way. He says your name. Just your name. But the way he says it—like it's the only word that matters—makes you freeze.

"I don't know how to do this," he admits, not quite meeting your eyes. "I've never—you know I'm not good at—" He gestures vaguely at everything. At himself. At the gap between you. "But I've felt this way since we were kids. And I'm tired of pretending I don't."

You don't say anything for so long that he starts to panic. Then you say, very quietly, "Me too."

Ray blinks. "Me too what?"

"Me too... what you said. Since we were kids. Pretending. All of it."

He stares at you. You stare at the floor. Neither of you moves. This is the most emotionally vulnerable conversation either of you has ever had, and you're both terrible at it. It's perfect.

Ray finally asks, "So what do we do now?"

You think for a moment. Then you very awkwardly reach out and take his hand. It's the boldest thing you've ever done. Ray looks at your intertwined fingers like you've just handed him the entire world. His ears go red. Your face is on fire. Neither of you speaks for another full minute.

"So," he says eventually, voice slightly strangled. "This is happening."

"Apparently," you manage.

Emma finds you twenty minutes later, still holding hands in complete silence, both of you the same shade as a tomato. She screams so loudly that Norman comes running. Ray threatens to revoke everyone's future birthday presents. You hide your face in his shoulder. He doesn't move away. He never will again.

After They Start Dating — The Whipped Era

Nothing visibly changes to outsiders. This is what baffles everyone. You and Ray are dating now, but you act almost exactly the same—quiet, reserved, rarely demonstrative in public. Except now, there's an undercurrent of devastating tenderness in everything you do.

You still sit in comfortable silence together. But now Ray's hand is always resting on your knee, or your fingers are loosely tangled under a table, or you're leaning just slightly into his side. It's subtle. It's barely noticeable. It's the most romantic thing anyone has ever witnessed, according to Emma, who cries about it regularly.

Ray says "I love you" without saying it. He'll be reading a book, and you'll walk past, and he'll just reach out and catch your wrist, pulling you down to press a kiss to the top of your head before releasing you. No words. You'll do the same thing—walk up behind him while he's working, wrap your arms around his shoulders, press your cheek to his hair for three seconds, and then leave. Both of you are blushing furiously but pretending you're not.

Gifts are small and practical and deeply personal. You notice Ray's gloves are wearing thin, so you knit him a new pair. You're not great at knitting. They're slightly lumpy. Ray wears them every day and has threatened violence against anyone who mocks them. He got you a limited edition of your favorite book series—the one you mentioned exactly once, years ago, in passing. You tear up when you open it. He pretends he doesn't notice, but his hand finds yours under the table.

You're both still bad with words. Big, flowery declarations of love are not in your vocabulary. Instead, Ray will roll over in bed in the middle of the night, pull you closer, and mumble "You're the only person I can stand being around for more than an hour." Coming from Ray, that's basically a marriage proposal. You kiss his forehead and whisper "Same." It's the most romantic exchange either of you has ever had.

You start leaving each other notes. Tiny scraps of paper tucked into books, left on pillows, slipped into coat pockets. Ray's notes say things like "There's coffee in the kitchen. I made it the way you like." Yours say "You left your scarf. I fixed the loose thread." Neither of you signs them. You don't need to.

Physical affection is a slow burn. At first, it's just hand-holding and the occasional forehead kiss. Then it's cuddling on the couch while reading. Then it's Ray falling asleep with his head in your lap while you card your fingers through his hair, and you're so overwhelmed with love you feel like you might combust. You tell him later that you like his hair. He grows it out slightly just because of that. Norman notices. Norman says nothing. Norman is a saint.

The first time you initiate a proper kiss—not just a peck, but a real, lingering kiss—Ray's brain short-circuits. You pull back, worried you did something wrong, and he just stares at you with slightly glassy eyes and says "Can you do that again." His voice cracks on "again." You do. Several times. He's useless for the rest of the day.

Jealousy is quiet and a little funny. If someone flirts with you, Ray doesn't make a scene. He just appears at your side like a shadow, slides an arm around your waist, and stares at the person with his flat, unimpressed, signature Ray-expression until they leave. Then he mutters "Annoying" and you have to bite your lip to keep from smiling. When someone flirts with Ray, you do the same thing—materialize next to him and silently take his hand. He finds it incredibly attractive. He tells you later, very seriously, that he likes when you're possessive. You hide your face in your hands and he laughs, soft and rare and only for you.

Arguments are few and far between, and they're never loud. Both of you are too internal for shouting matches. Disagreements are hashed out in tense, clipped sentences, followed by long silences, followed by one of you quietly saying "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that." The other says "I know. Me too." And then you sit together until the hurt fades. You're both too terrified of losing each other to ever let a fight fester.

The first "I love you" takes a while. You both know it—you've shown it a thousand times—but saying it feels monumental. Ray finally blurts it out one night when you're half-asleep, thinking you won't hear. "Love you," he murmurs into your hair. You're not asleep. You hear it. Your heart stops. You whisper back "I love you too." He freezes. Then he pulls you impossibly closer and says "Good. That's... good." His voice is thick. Neither of you mentions it in the morning, but you both smile a little more than usual.

Years later, you're still the quiet couple in the corner. Still reading together, still exchanging tiny notes, still communicating in a language of shared silences and gentle touches. Emma officiates your wedding and sobs through the entire ceremony. Norman is the best man and gives a speech so heartfelt that even Ray's eyes get suspiciously bright. Your vows are short and simple and perfectly you.

"I didn't know what happiness was until you sat down next to me in that library and didn't try to make me talk," Ray says.

"I knew I loved you when you gave me that book and walked away like it was nothing," you reply. "It was never nothing."

You kiss. It's soft and familiar and filled with years of unspoken words finally understood. Ray rests his forehead against yours and says, just for you, "We're still not good at this."

You smile. "I know. Let's keep being bad at it together."

The Returned — A Reunion Long Overdue

Summary/Warnings: Angst, emotional reunion, mentions of past trauma, Lambda experiments (torture, drugging, abuse), yandere themes (possessiveness, obsessive behavior, mild violence in yandere sections). Reader is a childhood friend of Emma, Ray, and Norman, presumed dead after being sent to a different Lambda facility. Now they have escaped and, through a twist of fate, are brought to the same hideout.

The Context

Before the truth of Grace Field shattered your world, you were the fourth piece of the trio’s puzzle. Emma, Ray, Norman — and you. While they were all brilliant in their own ways, you possessed a kind of intelligence that even Mama Isabella found unsettling. You hid it well, never wanting to stand out, but after the secret was discovered and the escape plan began, Isabella acted. She couldn’t afford a variable as dangerous as you. So you were shipped first — not to the same Lambda as Norman, but to a different one, a sister facility buried even deeper in the demon world. For Emma, Ray, and Norman, you simply vanished. One day you were there, the next you were gone. They mourned you. They carried your memory like a wound that never fully healed.

What they didn’t know was that you survived. You endured the horrors of Lambda — the needles, the drugs, the cold tables, the screaming in the night — and you made friends in that hell. Together, you planned. Together, you broke out. You wandered the wasteland until you stumbled upon a Minerva shelter, and there, Barbara and Cislo found you during a mission. They offered to take you to their base. You had no idea whose base it was.

Oh btw darling I already made something like this in the past EHEHEH this one!!

EMMA — NORMAL VERSION

The moment Emma sees you, the world stops.

She’s mid-sentence, probably arguing with Ray about something trivial, when Barbara and Cislo lead your group into the main hall. Her green eyes land on you and her whole body goes rigid. For a long, terrible second, no one breathes.

Then Emma moves. She doesn’t walk — she launches herself at you with the same reckless, full-body athleticism she used to tackle you during games of tag. The impact nearly sends you both to the ground. Her arms wrap around you so tightly it’s hard to breathe, and she’s trembling — actually trembling, which is something you’ve never felt from Emma before.

“You’re alive,” she chokes out, her voice cracking in a way that shatters your heart. “You’re alive, you’re alive, you’re — I thought — we thought you were —”

She can’t finish. She just buries her face in your shoulder and sobs.

Emma doesn’t let go for a very long time. When she finally pulls back, her face is blotchy and tear-streaked, but she’s smiling — that same bright, determined smile that could convince anyone to keep fighting. Her hands cup your face, thumbs brushing your cheeks as if she’s trying to memorize you all over again.

“I’m never letting you out of my sight again,” she says fiercely. “Never. Do you hear me? We’re going to fix everything — the farms, the demons, all of it — and we’re doing it together. You, me, Ray, Norman. The four of us. Just like before.”

She laughs, a little wet and a little wild. “I have so much to tell you. And you — you have to tell me everything. Where you were, what happened, who your new friends are — everything. I want to know all of it.”

Later, when you sit down and tell her about Lambda — the experiments, the pain, the friends you made and lost along the way — Emma listens with tears streaming silently down her face. She doesn’t interrupt. She just holds your hand, her grip tightening every time your voice wavers. When you finish, she pulls you into another hug.

“I’m sorry,” she whispers. “I’m so sorry I couldn’t find you sooner. But you’re here now. You’re safe. And I promise you, I will never let anyone take you away from us again.”

EMMA — YANDERE VERSION

Warnings: Possessive behavior, obsessive tendencies, emotional intensity bordering on unhealthy, mention of past trauma.

When Emma sees you, she doesn’t run. She freezes.

For a moment, she thinks she’s hallucinating. The drugs at Goldy Pond, the exhaustion, the grief — maybe her mind has finally broken. But then you say her name, your voice exactly as she remembers it, and something inside Emma snaps.

She crosses the room in quick, deliberate strides. There’s no sobbing, no joyful shouting. Her face is strangely calm, but her eyes — her eyes are burning with something that makes even Ray take a step back.

She stops inches from you. Her hand rises, trembling slightly, and presses flat against your chest, right over your heart. She stays like that for a long moment, feeling the steady thump-thump-thump beneath her palm.

“It’s real,” she breathes. “You’re real.”

Then the smile comes. It’s not her usual sunny grin — it’s something sharper, hungrier. “Do you have any idea what it was like?” she asks, her voice deceptively light. “Waking up and finding you gone? No note, no warning, no body to bury? Mama told us you’d been shipped. She said it so gently, like she was telling us you’d gone to a better place.”

Her hand slides up to your shoulder, then your neck, then your cheek. Her touch is almost reverent. “I searched for you. Every night, after everyone else was asleep, I’d go through every book, every map, every scrap of information I could find. Norman and Ray — they thought I was just grieving. They didn’t understand. I knew you weren’t dead. I knew it. And I was right.”

She leans closer, her forehead nearly touching yours. “You’re not allowed to leave again,” she says, and her tone has shifted — still soft, but carrying an edge of steel. “I don’t care what happens. I don’t care if we have to burn down every farm and kill every demon ourselves. You stay with me. With us. Forever.”

Later, when you recount the horrors of Lambda, Emma’s expression doesn’t change. She listens, nods, asks quiet questions. But when you describe the experiments — the needles, the drugs, the nights you thought you’d die — her hand finds yours under the table and squeezes until your fingers ache.

“Who hurt you?” she asks calmly when you’re done. “Do you remember their faces? Their names?”

You hesitate. Emma tilts her head, waiting. There’s something cold and patient in her gaze.

“It’s okay,” she says. “You don’t have to remember right now. But when you do, tell me. I’ll take care of it.”

She says it the same way she talks about saving all the children — with absolute, unshakeable conviction. And for the first time, you realize that Emma’s determination, the same force of will that made her refuse to leave anyone behind, has a darker side. A side that will protect what she considers hers with terrifying ferocity.

And you are, undoubtedly, hers.

RAY — NORMAL VERSION

Ray’s reaction is the quietest, but perhaps the most devastating.

He’s standing near the back of the room, arms crossed, his usual aloof expression in place. When you walk in, he goes completely still. His dark eyes widen — just a fraction, barely perceptible — and then his face shutters.

For several heartbeats, he doesn’t move. Doesn’t speak. You almost think he hasn’t recognized you, or worse, that he’s angry.

Then he exhales — a long, shaky breath that seems to drain all the tension from his body — and walks toward you.

He doesn’t run. Ray never runs toward things; he’s spent his entire life calculating risks and bracing for the worst. But his pace is quicker than usual, and when he reaches you, he stops just short of touching you. His hands hover awkwardly at his sides, like he doesn’t quite know what to do with them.

“You’re an idiot,” he says flatly.

You blink. “What?”

“You’re an idiot,” he repeats. His voice is steady, but there’s a slight tremor in it that only someone who knows him well would catch. “Do you have any idea how much time I wasted trying to figure out what happened to you? I went over Mama’s records a hundred times. I looked for loopholes, for mistakes, for anything that might have told me where they sent you. I thought —”

He stops. Swallows. Looks away.

“I thought I failed you,” he says, quieter now. “I was supposed to be the one who knew things. The one who planned ahead. And I couldn’t even figure out that you were still alive.”

Before you can respond, he pulls you into a hug. It’s stiff and a little awkward — Ray has never been particularly demonstrative — but his arms are tight around you, and his face is pressed into your hair.

“Don’t ever do that again,” he mutters. “I don’t care how smart you are or what Mama thought. Next time, we figure it out together. No more secrets. No more disappearing. Got it?”

When you tell him about Lambda later, Ray doesn’t cry. He just listens with that same intense, analytical focus he’s always had. But his jaw tightens when you describe the experiments, and his knuckles go white where his hands are clasped in his lap.

“You survived,” he says when you finish. It’s not a question. “You survived all of that, and you got yourself out, and you kept going. You’re —”

He shakes his head, a humorless smile flickering across his lips.

“You’re stronger than I ever gave you credit for. I’m sorry I underestimated you.”

He doesn’t say it, but you know what he means: I’m sorry I let them take you. I’m sorry I couldn’t save you. I’m sorry I grieved you when you were still fighting.

Ray has always been bad with words. But the way he stays close to you for the rest of the night, never more than an arm’s length away, says everything.

RAY — YANDERE VERSION

Warnings: Obsessive behavior, possessiveness, emotional manipulation, mentions of past trauma and self-harm ideation, dark themes.

Ray’s expression doesn’t change when he sees you. That’s the first sign that something is wrong.

The old Ray — the Ray from Grace Field — would have at least shown something. A flicker of surprise, a sarcastic remark, a raised eyebrow. But the Ray standing in the corner of the hideout watches you enter with dark, unreadable eyes, and his face is utterly blank.

You call his name. He doesn’t respond. You take a step toward him. He still doesn’t move.

Then, very slowly, he smiles. It’s a small, thin smile — the kind he used to wear when he’d figured out a particularly clever part of the escape plan. The kind that meant he was three steps ahead of everyone else.

“There you are,” he says quietly. “I was starting to think I’d have to burn down another facility to find you.”

The words are so casual that it takes you a moment to process them. By then, he’s already closing the distance between you, his footsteps silent on the cold floor.

“You know,” he continues, his voice still eerily calm, “when you disappeared, I thought about burning down Grace Field myself. Right then and there. Just set the whole place on fire and walk into the flames after you. It would have been poetic, don’t you think? The two of us, going out together.”

He stops inches away from you. His hand lifts to brush a strand of hair from your face, the gesture almost tender.

“But Norman talked me out of it. He said you wouldn’t want that. He said we had to keep going, for the younger kids. So I did. I kept going. I kept planning. I kept waiting.”

His fingers trail down to your chin, tilting your face up to meet his gaze. His eyes are dark and intense, and there’s something almost feverish in them.

“And now you’re back. Just like I knew you would be. Because you’re smart — smarter than me, smarter than Norman, smarter than Mama. That’s why she took you, isn’t it? She was afraid of you. She should have been.”

His grip on your chin tightens slightly. “You’re not leaving again. I don’t care what noble mission Emma drags us on next — you stay where I can see you. Where I can protect you. I spent years thinking you were dead. Years blaming myself. I’m not doing that again.”

Later, when you tell him about Lambda, Ray’s reaction is different from the others. He doesn’t cry. He doesn’t offer comfort. He just listens with that same intense, calculating focus, and when you finish, he nods slowly.

“I see,” he says. “So that’s what they did to you.”

He stands up and walks to the corner of the room, where a map of the demon world is pinned to the wall. His fingers trace a path — the location of your Lambda facility, the route you took to escape, the shelter where Barbara and Cislo found you.

“I’m going to find them,” he says, not turning around. “The scientists. The demons. Everyone who laid a hand on you. And I’m going to make sure they regret it.”

His voice is utterly devoid of emotion. That’s what makes it so chilling.

“You don’t have to do that,” you say.

Ray turns back to you, and for a moment, his mask slips. You see the grief underneath — the years of guilt and loneliness and desperate, clawing hope.

“Yes, I do,” he says simply. “Because if I don’t, I’ll spend the rest of my life afraid that someone will take you away again. And I can’t live like that. I won’t.”

He crosses the room and sits down beside you, his shoulder pressing against yours.

“From now on, we’re a package deal,” he says quietly. “Wherever you go, I go. Whatever you do, I’m there. No arguments. No exceptions.”

He leans his head against yours.

“I lost you once. I’m not strong enough to lose you again.”

NORMAN — NORMAL VERSION

Norman is the last to arrive.

You’ve already reunited with Emma and Ray by the time Barbara and Cislo bring word that the “Boss” is returning from a mission. You don’t make the connection — why would you? In your mind, Norman is still that gentle, pale-haired boy from Grace Field, the one who used to hold your hand during thunderstorms and whisper strategies in your ear during tag.

Then the doors open, and you see him.

He’s taller. Sharper. There’s a weight to his presence now — a quiet authority that makes the Lambda soldiers around him stand at attention. His hair is longer, his shoulders broader, and his blue eyes have a depth to them that wasn’t there before. He looks like a leader. He looks like someone who has seen too much.

He looks at you, and the mask shatters.

“No,” he breathes. The word is barely audible.

He takes a step forward, then another, then he’s crossing the room with the same intense focus he used to bring to every problem, every puzzle, every impossible equation. He stops in front of you, and his hand — trembling, actually trembling, something you’ve never seen from Norman before — reaches out to touch your face.

“Is this real?” he whispers. “Are you — please, tell me this is real. I’ve had dreams like this before. So many dreams. I can’t —”

You catch his hand in yours and press it to your cheek. “It’s real, Norman. I’m here.”

For a long moment, he just stares at you. Then his composure breaks.

Norman — calm, collected, always-in-control Norman — pulls you into his arms and holds you like you’re the only solid thing in a world that’s been crumbling around him. His whole body shakes. His breath comes in short, ragged gasps. He doesn’t cry — not quite — but it’s a near thing.

“I thought you were dead,” he says against your hair. “All these years, I thought — I thought you were gone. I looked for you. When I was at Lambda, I searched the records, I asked questions, I did everything I could. But there was nothing. No trace of you. I thought —”

He pulls back just enough to look at you, his hands cupping your face like you might disappear if he lets go.

“How?” he asks. “How are you here? Where were you?”

You tell him. You tell him about the other Lambda — the one Peter Ratri kept secret, the one where the experiments were even worse. You tell him about the friends you made, the escape you planned, the months of wandering before you found the shelter. Norman listens to every word with an intensity that borders on desperation, as if he’s trying to commit every detail to memory.

When you finish, he closes his eyes and exhales slowly. When he opens them again, there’s something fierce burning behind the blue.

“I’m sorry,” he says quietly. “I’m sorry I didn’t find you sooner. I’m sorry you went through that alone. But you’re here now. You’re safe. And I swear to you —” his voice hardens with conviction — “I will never let anyone hurt you again. Not the demons. Not the Ratri clan. No one.”

He smiles then — the same soft, gentle smile you remember from childhood, the one that always made you feel like everything was going to be okay.

“Welcome home.”

NORMAN — YANDERE VERSION

Warnings: Possessive behavior, obsessive tendencies, dark themes, implied violence toward those who hurt Reader, emotional manipulation, Norman’s canonical willingness to commit extreme acts is amplified.

Norman doesn’t react the way you expect.

When he walks into the hideout and sees you standing there — alive, real, breathing — he doesn’t cry. He doesn’t run to embrace you. He doesn’t even speak.

He just stares.

There’s something unnerving about the way he looks at you. His blue eyes, once so warm and familiar, are now cold and calculating — the eyes of someone who has learned to see the world as a series of problems to be solved, threats to be eliminated. He studies you like you’re an equation he’s been trying to solve for years.

Then, very slowly, he smiles.

It’s not the gentle smile you remember from childhood. This one is sharper, hungrier — the smile of a man who has just found something he thought he’d lost forever and has absolutely no intention of letting it go again.

“You’re late,” he says, his voice light and almost teasing. “I’ve been waiting for you.”

He walks toward you with the same deliberate, measured stride he uses when approaching a diplomatic negotiation or a battlefield. Every step is precise. Controlled. When he reaches you, he doesn’t hug you — instead, he takes your hand in both of his and lifts it to his lips, pressing a soft kiss to your knuckles.

“Do you know how long I’ve been looking for you?” he murmurs against your skin. “Years. I tore through every record in Lambda 7214. I interrogated every scientist, every demon, every collaborator. I burned that facility to the ground, and when I found no trace of you, I thought —”

His grip on your hand tightens, just slightly.

“I thought I had failed you. I thought you were gone forever. And I made myself a promise. If you were dead, then I would burn the entire world down in your name. Every farm. Every demon. Every human who ever collaborated with them. I would erase them all, and when there was nothing left, I would join you.”

He tilts his head, his smile never wavering. “But you’re not dead. You’re here. You came back to me.”

He pulls you closer, one arm sliding around your waist while his other hand comes up to cradle the back of your head.

“That changes things,” he says softly. “I still intend to destroy the farms. I still intend to free every child and eliminate every threat. But now I have a new priority.”

His lips brush your ear as he whispers, “You. You are the most important thing in this world. More important than the plan. More important than the promise I made to Emma and Ray. More important than anything. And I will never let anyone take you away from me again.”

Later, when you tell him about your Lambda — the experiments, the torture, the friends who didn’t make it — Norman’s expression doesn’t change. He listens attentively, nodding at the appropriate moments, asking precise, clinical questions about the facility’s location, its layout, the names of the scientists.

When you finish, he stands up and walks to his desk. He pulls out a map and a pen, and he begins to mark coordinates with quick, efficient strokes.

“Thank you,” he says, not looking up. “This information is very helpful.”

“What are you doing?” you ask.

He pauses, glancing at you over his shoulder. His smile is still there — calm, pleasant, utterly terrifying.

Reunion at the Edge of Hope

Pairings: Norman x Reader / Ray x Reader (separate headcanons)

Warnings/Summaries: Canon-typical dark themes (child farms, demons, trauma, Lambda experiments, loss), intense emotional reunion, mutual pining, possessive undertones, heavily character-driven introspection. The reader grew up at Grace Field with Norman, Ray, and Emma, was "adopted" at age nine, secretly transferred to another farm, escaped with new friends, and years later is discovered by Norman's Lambda allies. Both boys, who have silently loved you since childhood, must face the shock and overwhelming emotion of discovering you survived.

Norman

Your laughter used to fill the Grace Field dining hall like a second sunrise. Norman remembers the exact sound of it, bright and a little breathless, because even as a child he catalogued every part of you with quiet, meticulous adoration. He would sit beside you during study hours and pretend to be absorbed in his workbook, but his eyes kept drifting to the way you bit your lip when you concentrated. He never said anything out loud, of course. He was too careful, too aware that revealing his feelings might change something precious and fragile. But he loved you in secret gestures. A glass of water placed beside your elbow when you’d been running with Emma all afternoon. A drawing of a flower slipped into your cubby, unsigned, that made you spin around looking for the giver while Norman hid a smile behind his book. He was convinced, with the unshakeable certainty of a child who has never yet been wrong, that you were his favorite part of every day.

When Isabella called your name for adoption, the world went wrong. Norman’s smile froze on his face while Emma sobbed and Ray looked away with a jaw tight as a fist. You waved goodbye at the gate, turning back one last time with a trembling smile, and Norman’s heart cracked along a fault line he hadn't known existed. That night, he lay in his bed staring at the ceiling, replaying every detail of your departure, and something inside him refused to accept the story Isabella fed them all. He was too smart to believe the convenient lies, and too stubborn to let go of you. While the others eventually packed away their grief under layers of new trauma, Norman kept your memory open like a book he never closed. In the sterile hell of Lambda 7214, when his body was pumped full of chemicals and his mind was split open and reassembled, he would conjure the exact shade of your eyes as an anchor. He’d trace the letters of your name with a finger on his thigh under the lab table, hidden from the scientists, a secret prayer that you were somewhere breathing. Every plan he laid as William Minerva, every cold strategy to tear down the demon world, had a quiet, deeply personal core: the fantasy of a future where he might find you again. He never told anyone this, not even his Lambda confidants, but they noticed he sometimes stared at new arrivals with an unreadable expression, as if searching for a ghost.

The day Cislo and Barbara returned from a scouting mission with a group of ragged, armed survivors, Norman was in the middle of reviewing supply routes. He looked up with the cool, distant expression he had mastered as the boss, ready to assess tactical value, and then he saw you. The maps fell from his hand. His entire carefully constructed composure, the emperor’s mask he wore like armor, simply collapsed inward. Someone said your name, and the sound of it struck him in the chest so hard he forgot to exhale. You were taller, dirt-smudged, with a sharpness in your gaze that hadn't been there when you were nine, but it was unmistakably you. You. Alive. His vision blurred at the edges. For a long, suspended moment, Norman didn't move. His lips parted as if to say something, but no sound came out. The Lambda children, who had never once seen him lose his cool, exchanged bewildered glances as Norman took one halting step forward, then another, until he was standing close enough to see the tiny scar on your cheekbone he didn't recognize, and the knowledge that you had lived through things he didn't protect you from sent a tremor through his fingers. He reached out slowly, reverently, and touched your wrist as if you might dissolve into mist. When your skin was warm and solid under his fingertips, a sound escaped him, something between a laugh and a choked breath. All the years of calculated hope, all the lonely nights sketching your face on scraps he had to destroy, crystallized into a single whispered sentence: "I knew you'd find your way back." He didn't care that his voice cracked. He didn't care that his eyes were wet. The only thing in the entire universe was the fact that you were standing in front of him, and he would burn the rest of the world down before he let you slip away again.

From that moment, Norman’s downbad behavior becomes a quiet, all-consuming force. He relearns your routines with the same intensity he once applied to breaking out of Lambda. He notices when you shiver in the drafty hideout and a day later a warmer blanket appears on your bed, no note. He orchestrates meetings so you are always seated within his line of sight, and during strategy discussions his gaze will drift to you mid-sentence, his voice softening without his permission. He finds excuses to touch you: a hand on your back as he guides you through a narrow corridor, his knee brushing yours under the table during communal meals, his thumb absently stroking your knuckles when he thinks you aren't paying attention. He never explicitly declares his feelings right away; instead, he pours them into protective intensity that borders on worship. If you’re assigned a risky mission, you will inevitably find Norman countermanding the order, his expression tight with poorly concealed terror, or else he'll assign himself to accompany you. At night he sometimes stands outside your door, not in a creepy way, but as if proximity to you while you sleep is the only thing that quiets the demons in his own head. He has loved you since he was a child who believed in happy endings, and now that he has you back, he is quietly, desperately, profoundly devoted to giving you the world he promised himself you would have.

Ray

Ray’s love for you was a secret he kept even from himself, buried under layers of cynical armor and biting remarks. As a child, you were one of the few people who could make him forget the terrible knowledge he carried. You would find him reading alone under a tree, and instead of dragging him into noisy games like Emma did, you would simply sit beside him with your own book, your shoulder a warm pressure against his. He never thanked you. Instead, he’d slide a second bookmark across the grass toward you without looking up, a silent offering that spoke louder than words. Sometimes, when you laughed at something he said under his breath, a tiny, reluctant smile would twitch at the corner of his mouth before he smothered it. He didn’t understand the restless, heavy feeling in his chest when you smiled at him, but he knew he would have given anything, anything, to keep you safe from the house’s dark secret.

When your adoption was announced, Ray felt the world tilt and crack. He stood rigid near the doorway, arms crossed so tight his nails bit into his palms, while you hugged Emma goodbye and waved to Norman. You turned to him last, and for a heartbeat his mask slipped. His dark eyes were wide and bright with a pain so fierce it looked like fury. "Don't look at me like that," he muttered, his voice hoarse. "Just... go. It's fine." But his hand shot out and grabbed your sleeve, a brief, desperate clutch before he released you and walked away with his shoulders hunched. He never said goodbye properly. For years afterward, your absence festered inside him like a wound he refused to clean. He convinced himself you were dead. He had to. Letting himself hope would have shattered the pragmatic shell he needed to survive. He threw himself into scheming, into protecting Emma and the others, and he never spoke your name again. But sometimes, late at night when no one could see, he would creep to the library and pull down a book you once borrowed, pressing his forehead to the spine and breathing shakily. Your death, which he accepted as fact, became a coal of guilt he carried in his chest, burning him every time he thought he might deserve happiness.

When the Lambda scouts bring you in, Ray’s reaction is violent in its intensity. He’s in the middle of a sharp-tongued argument with someone about rations when the commotion starts, and he turns to see you walking into the hideout, alive and real and wearing a stranger’s confident posture. His sentence dies in his throat. His face goes pale, then flushes with heat, and for a few seconds he can’t move at all. Then, without any warning, a wave of raw, irrational anger crashes over him. He strides toward you with quick, jerky steps, his expression twisted into a snarl that doesn't quite hide the tremble of his chin. "Where the hell have you been?" His voice is louder than intended, cracking on the last word. "You were supposed to be dead. I mourned you. I watched Norman tear himself apart hoping and I told myself you were gone and you were just out there alive the whole goddamn time?" He’s shaking. You can see his hands clenched into fists at his sides, knuckles white. And then, as suddenly as the anger came, it breaks. His next breath is a ragged sob that he tries to choke back, and his eyes, those guarded, cynical eyes, fill with tears he can’t blink away. He reaches for you with the same desperate grab he used when you were nine, only this time he pulls you against him, his face buried in your hair, his whole frame shuddering. "Don't ever do that again," he whispers fiercely, voice wrecked. "I can't... I can't lose you twice." In that moment, every sarcastic wall he ever built crumbles to dust, and all that remains is a boy who has loved you silently for so long that he no longer knows how to exist without it.

𝘽𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙧𝙮 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙧 𝙃𝙚𝙧𝙤 𝙍𝙖𝙮 𝙭 F!𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧'𝙨 𝙋𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙨 𝙈𝙖𝙙𝙤𝙠𝙖 𝙆𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚

triggering warning: graphic display of language, spoilers, ooc, may be inaccurate. no proofread. read at your own risk. let me know if i forgot anything.

background of the study: have stardust in (one's) eyes - to have an overly idealistic or optimistic outlook, usually regarding one's hopes for success.

- Headcanons as Yuu!Madoka with Ray.

- Your first meet. But instead of you meeting him in the cafe, you meet him during a meeting with NAHA instead. What happens?

▋author's note: sorry for the long wait; i was occupied with personal endeavors. to minimize my ignorance, i did some research on Puella Magi Madoka Magica. i know little about it, still I tried my best.

I hope you like this fic, anon.

𝑨𝑳𝑺𝑶 𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑷𝒀 𝑩𝑰𝑹𝑻𝑯𝑫𝑨𝒀, 𝑹𝑨𝒀 !!!

- Rhinedottir

▋𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆.

Is he dreaming?

Ray wanted to bash his face on the nearest wall, so he can wake up from this weird dream. This has to be a dream. It has to be. You shouldn't be here. You shouldn't be in this damned building of NAHA's. So, why are you here, sitting on one of the high chairs of their meeting rooms like you have always been there?

variables: Binary Star Hero! Ray, GN!Reader

˖⋆˚★ ₊ ⊹　 ࣪˖ ࣪ ₊ ࣪ ˖　 . ݁　⊹ ࣪

you're so beautiful

stuck like a statue

don't wanna lose you, no

stuck like a statue

˖⋆˚★ ₊ ⊹　 ࣪˖ ࣪ ₊ ࣪ ˖　 . ݁　⊹ ࣪

TW:

graphic display of language, no detailed nsfw but a mention that you and ray slept together, may be ooc, spoilers, my first short fic, grammatical errors. if i forgot anything, do let me know. 600 words.

background of the study (sypnosis):

Ray's ending. in which he spends his morning bed with you after a passionate night. He wakes up, gets stuck like a statue in a possessive mesmerization of you. unfortunately for NAHA and the rest of the world, they will have to wait for Ray to be their #1 Hero again.