Flow Through My Veins Again

“I wish I had the courage not to fight and doubt everything… I wish, just once, I could say, ‘This. This is good enough.’”

I’m like that. Either I forget right away or I never forget.

When a thing has served its purpose, it will go away. If you try to hold on to something that has already fulfilled its purpose in your life, you are going to hurt yourself. If holding on is disturbing your peace of mind, it makes sense to let go. Surrender all attachments to people and things that you have been struggling to hold on to.

Cigarettes my darling Will cause your body to rot, Make you cough the night through, Make your lips turn blue. Liquor my dear Will shut down your liver, Make you forget, Make you regret. Drugs my love Will take your brain away, Make you ache, Make you shake. My love my angel Will make your nights grow long, Make you undress, Make your head a mess.

I won’t say it wasn’t meant to be, because it was. We were. Only for a short while, maybe. But we were.